How's this year gone so far for you Jow Forums?

gf wont make you happy friend. i got gf and feel nothing but apathy. i wish i could go back to being single when i was blissfully ignorant and thought gf would solve all my problems.

I am happy with most aspects of my life, I'm not looking for a solution to all my problems, just the problem of loneliness and longing for female companionship

>Going to university in another country
>At the moment, working (shitty job) but at least it gives me some money to spend while I'm away.
>The few friends I had are gone. Missing the company.
I expect things to get better once I go to uni.

I'm trying to feel better, but sometimes it just doesn't work. The thing is I still suffer from the collapse I had last year and I haven't really recovered, even now that my life has improved consistently.
I have a good job, I have a roof above me, food in my stomach and a bed. I'll manage.

this was how i felt. i miss the feeling of pure loneliness. it was in a way comforting. but now i have gf and still feel pitifully lonely, and i know that im completely hopeless now. at least before i had some sort of hope that i could one day be content.

>no lasting relationships with ladies
>made some new friends
>got two concussions and brain damage in the span of two months
>not bad

dafuq is a synthesiser?

>still no gf
>still haven't even motivated myself to start my business I wanted to start when I graduated high school
>looks like I can't even go to college to meet a decent girl anymore, too old for virgins
>no job
>can't drive
>budget issues worsening
>but I'm more religious and God has given me His blessings
I trust and pray that God shall provide.

>Started regularly sexing gf, but still same robot
>Work at subway but looking for other work
>My gf got a new car, i got a new phone
years been going good

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>turned 19
>finally got foundation to work on dream game
>parents finally said they were sorry for everything and family dynamic is better than ever
>acquired qt morally grey, ambiguously psycho fuckbuddy

Its been a good year

>still no gf
>refuse to get a girl who doesn't reach my standards anyway
>have talked to people a bit more, now how 2 friends instead of one
>cut all the porn and masturbation, have not masturbated in 45 days
>may have gotten an internship (probably not but this one phone interview went really well)
BUT
>haven't exercised as much as I used to
Once finals are done I'll get back into exercising to be honest

Bittersweet year, hopefully I'll meet the type of woman I want soon, for now I just need to work on myself

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What's up with her left titty?

>Got married
>Got my best performance review yet, lots of praise from boss and boss-boss
>But no raises cuz budget cuts
>Probably need to find a new job

Pretty good, really

normatron infiltration attemp spotted.

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>have managed to loose a bit of weight
>some debts paid
>still jobless
>couldn't get to college this year
>depression comes and goes

> Beta bux for your own mom

user...

>25, soon to be 26, year-old recovering NEET
>graduated community college and applied to a real(tm) university
>don't know what I'm going to do if I don't get in because I couldn't afford to apply elsewhere, feels bad
>working as a tutor and making some money for my self finally, feels good
>started exercising regularly since I got a job as a dog walker about two weeks ago, finally getting in shape, feels really good man
>still dealing with ptsd from late last year, which sucks but I'm in therapy now, which is good
Overall it's been pretty eventful, some good stuff and some not so good stuff but I feel like I'm finally moving forward in life.

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>lost mom
>Fallout with Dad
>Lost apartment
>Got a promotion I didn't want
>Emergency room twice so far
Pretty shit

Good job user. This user is proud of you.

>becoming a warlock
That's 40, right?

Thanks. I don't have a lot of people to talk to about it because I'm slowly but surely exiting robotdom so these threads are nice.

At the beginning of this year I was throwing my life away. I was barely eating but I was drinking almost everyday and getting drunk at work. In april I planned to turn my life around or die trying. I cut down on drinking and stopped doing hard drugs and decided to get away from people who I felt were bad influences on me while I went on my journey of self healing. It felt like my life was falling apart even though I was doing everything to try and improve myself. Time went on and things stayed the same. I decided to kill myself because I felt like I had done the best I could and I had enough. The month of May comes around and my mom and sisters birthdays are on this month and I decide to kill myself after I celebrate their birthdays with them for one last time. Their birthdays fall in the same week and my family planned to throw them both a party on the same Saturday. That week I prepare to kill myself. I had planned to take my car and drive until I ran out of money and shoot my brains out in a hotel room somewhere by the beach. Pack and buy necessities to put my plan in motion. Booze, clothes, gun. Get a call from company I applied to for a job interview. It's an office position that pays well and has great benefits. Dream job for me since I've worked labor my whole life. At first I was hesitant to go to the interview considering what was to come. Go anyways. Get hired that same fucking day. Decide not to shoot my brains out. Happily celebrate mother and sisters birthday.

This all happened last week. I should be dead but I'm not.

Started off awful

>stressful, low-paid job I hated but couldn't live without
>living totally alone
>smoking and drinking way too much
>bed at 4am every night
>shithole grey, dreary poverty-stricken town
>trash and rats in the street, stabbings, theft, smells like shit
>havent touched a girl in three years (used to be pretty chad in my late teens)

Finally flip my shit

>have a complete breakdown
>quit job on the spot after saving up and living off nothing for five months
>take a train to my favourite city across the other side of the country
>walk into my favourite bar there and ask for a job
>they say yes
>do trial shift, love it
>had a month off work, gym every other day, plenty of sleep
>moving up there in a week to start new job
>a girl in the bar gave me her number whilst I was doing a trial shift

Life's looking up now.

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Another pointless year where I accomplish nothing.

nice one lad, wish I could turn my life around like that, but I don't even have a job

> Girlfriend cheated on me
> Broke Up
> Extremely Shitty Grades at HighSchool

I feel like the more I try to fix stuff, the more I fuck everything up

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My life has stabilized since my suicide attempt in 2017 and I' m getting used to NEET life.

>foundation year at uni going good
>bought flat for next year, make money from the guy I'll have living with me
>might be getting back with hot ex

Life is looking pretty good despite getting shitty a levels

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>i've been working out a little bit more then i used to so that's ok
>planing on getting my drivers license soon and plan ask someone i know to help me practice but haven't done anything about it yet
>also plan to ditch the long hair i've had since middle school
>still sad about my ex i broke up with last year back in September it was around April last year we started dating
>acquired a taste for extreme and heavy metal lately

ok i guess

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Gtfo kid.Wtf do you expect?99% of females will cheat at one point unless you are some gigas chad and even some chads have gotten cucked.

This.

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how do you find an e-gf? that sounds comfy

>25
>ultimately failed at everything I had tried
>gave up on all goals and dreams
>stuck at a wagecuck job with no way out
>still no gf

An hero time approaches.

>underage

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>have talked to girls more/made an effort but no gf. Will keep it up though
>doing much worse in school but I mainly don't care nearly as much anymore
Nothing else has really changed