22k in the bank

>22yo
>8.99 in the bank

this is fine

I'd like to know too.
I can't see myself buying a video-game.

What are you doing that could possibly be worth shooting your future down for?

what did you spend it on?

fucking filter

Sounds like a comfy setup you got there. People bring with them unnecessary drama. Completely freedom.

>tfw too genetically neurotic to not stress buy things

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It can get very nasty, but I do a large part of it to myself. It's hard to live on this earth without friends when you're built like me. I can't even drink alcohol because I might commit suicide because there's a gun in my house. My life is easy, but it's so easy that my suffering feels pointless. I have no one to talk to on top of this, and I'm mixed-raced so I don't love my parents as much as I should.
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And I'm young with no friends, so I've got higher neurotic traits than an older person would.

It's kind of dangerous to over-work myself because of how miserable I start to feel over existing. I don't think there's a place on this earth where I can be happy and have a job.

And I don't really feel free.
There's no where I want to go or be.

I mean, I can walk on the highway dressed in my underwear, but I don't really want to do that.

I don't think I can make friends with people either though. I have a hard time talking to people that aren't my race, and I'm racially isolated, so it's even worse.

I feel like people make problems when they don't have any because people are supposed to live in a state of perpetual problem solving, and that's what's going on in my life.

and the blue and red are male and female respectively.

Why do you make it so much about race?

Maybe you should try something called "Equanimity".

Man, fuck you OP. I just made my first $10,000 dollars in my life. Like I've never had $10,000 in the bank at one time. I'd love to say I had $22,000 in the bank. Fuck. You're richer than most people I know.

I'm not being sarcastic.

My family usually only has 2k at the most.
I help them when they need it.

Your mind rejects people on the basis of race whether you like it or not. You don't even know you're doing it because it's a part of you, but it manifests as indifference as opposed to love/hate.

It takes too much time for me to get close to other races in this world. It moves too fast.

This is why I have one "friend" that wants to wash his hands clean of me.

To me, white women are very unattractive and hideous. I would never have sex with one, but that's just reality. People aren't sexually attractive because their skulls and skin are different from yours. It's not because they're "ugly".

And, Equanimity comes to some people easier than others.

I feel as if I'm not even supposed to be that way. When I am that way, it usually means something is very wrong with me, and I need to exercise.

>Your mind rejects people on the basis of race
That's not true. I've seen plenty of interracial friendships in my time.

Because of the abstract nature of the mind, it's difficult to quantify it. But beliefs can be changed. You just have to believe that you can (ironically).

>25 years old
>$2.50 in the bank
that's 250 pennies

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So you're a firm believer in hard-determinism, eh?

What is it that you want from life?

I didn't say they're impossible, but they're not likely.

My sister married a Mexican man despite not looking anything like him.

Most people stick to their race because it's easier, and if you have no social skills, you can't cross the racial barrier.

This is why it's so difficult for me to make friends. I've never had group communication throughout my lifespan, so I think radically different from everyone around me, and I end-up saying things that are unacceptable.

Does it upset you not having friends?

>22
>90 euro
feelsgoodman

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>24 years old
>family inheritance of 3m

I believe in hard determinism to the extent that you can't make yourself smarter than you already are.

I don't believe this means you shouldn't take responsibility for your behavior, but it's almost pointless at times. It's like walking up to someone with an IQ of 80 and forcing them to be a scientist. It's not going to work. Some people are just smart, and others aren't.

You can apply this to any trait. I mean, yes, you can over-clock your brain through studying, hard-work, and repetition, but it will settle back down to where it's supposed to be once you're done, and some people are at a higher standard deviation for other things than others.

>What is it that you want from life?

I want to have friends I love, to be a part of a big family, and a wife and kids, but I don't see any of that happening if I stay in America. The people that live around me are not my race, and anything I do here is highly probable to end in divorce. The races aren't supposed to intermingle.

I don't even have basic social skills because I've never been accepted before. On a certain level, I believe reproducing into an industrial society is wrong as there is no god, and I'm contributing to suffering by having children. I'm 1.2% Aka, and I live a life without love and only work because some spear-chucker wanted to have kids.

Did you know race-mixed/racially isolated kids go on shooting sprees at a disproportionate ratio? Why participate in this world?

>both roommates are graduated engineers making big money
>I'm a failure making $12.00 an hour spending it all on rent.

>19
>never worked
>don't even have a bank account
lol

It does. I need friends because I don't have anyone, and my mom and dad don't understand me. My dad isn't made to understand people, and my mother is half-black and suffered from malnutrition as a young girl. They're also both different races from me.

I wouldn't care about having friends if my sister still lived at the house, but she doesn't, and I'm all alone.

>21
>make 35/h
>only 4k saved
I buy too many things

HOW DO YOU MAKE 35 AN HOUR.

THAT FEEL WHEN DROPPED OUT OF ENGINEERINF BECAUSE FAILING TOO MANY CLASSES.

I average out to something like 120/hr it isn't that hard.

How can I make more than 12 pls.

Dont be a fuck up

working on cellphones has hella payout. I don't even have a degree lmao

>I believe in hard determinism to the extent that you can't make yourself smarter than you already are.
"Smartness" is abstract and difficult to measure.

>I don't believe this means you shouldn't take responsibility for your behavior
But that's contradictory to what hard determinism is. The reason your typing this up is hard determined. The reason why someone rapes is hard determined.

>I want to have friends I love, to be a part of a big family, and a wife and kids
Now, why is that? That seems like you're more interested in the thought of it. The mind tends to hyperbolise things.

>24
>34k in the bank
>18k in private pension
>700 pound in 2 pound coins sat in a tin on my desk
Is it bad to be attached to the number in my bank like a dragon to its hoard? It pains me to dip below my broken milestones. I still spend it but not so much that I'm in a deficit, I like to see it grow every month

>I need friends because I don't have anyone
But why do you need friends? The only person that can help you is you.

>They're also both different races from me.
You're blowing this race thing outta proportion.

No, user, that's beautiful. Keep doing what you're doing.

Collect all the shekels!

>20 year old NEET
>had 5000 euros in the bank
>mom has borrowed 4000 already
>says she will pay it back
>asked me for 200 yesterday because there
was no food in the house

I know I need to get out of there but all I want to do is stay in bed behind my laptop and I'm too pussy to kill myself

>20 years old
>4k in bank, 2k in crypto and other assets
I wish i hadnt blown all my money on drugs and guns goddamn it. I live with my parents and have very little expenses but im not getting any richer cause i spend it all on ammunition and getting high

>The only person that can help you is you

That's the truth.
I don't think I want friends in the conventional sense so much as I want a bigger immediate family that I've never had, but it's too late for that now.

The "friends" you can get in the year 2018 are more like biological enemies

>You're blowing this race thing outta proportion

I don't think I am.
White women aren't attracted to me and vice versa. Mestizo women aren't attracted to me and vice versa. Black women aren't attracted to me and vice versa.

Real life is bullshit.

A car and a year of rent. That's a fucking lot if you use it wisely.

>27 years old
>30k sitting in a savings account because I still haven't bothered to look into how investing works
>some number of k (I think like 25k or so?) in my 401k

I've got a lot of k's.

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>28
>-17k

lmao end me

>I'm mixed-raced so I don't love my parents as much as I should
is this really a thing

>27 years old
>1000 pounds in the bank

I guess it isn't all that bad. At least it is MY money and I'm not in debt doing a worthless degree.

$30k is just enough capital to get into stocks as full-time daytrading.

There's also crypto and FX which requires much less but are more volatile if burning money is your thing

>18
>$47,391.28 in bank

Thanks boomer daddy

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i know this feel user
originally

20 year old with $60k from a settlement here, I'm too stupid and afraid to invest
what do

Invest in Korean/Japanese tech.

>I'm too stupid and afraid to invest

Yes.
I can only tell you from first hand experience, but if you look at Elliot Rodger, he calls his own father a cunt.

If you look at Chris Harper Mercer, he was 26 years old and his mother still called him "baby" because she didn't know him much like my own.

This is what happens when you delete your genetics. You delete some love too.

its as simple as pressing buttons and setting stop-loss orders and basic money management with closing positions. Investing online only has this reputation of being some sort of complicated ordeal only due to boomers who dont know computers and as a result rely on wealth managers or real estate.

I know it's all pre-determined, but because it's all pre-determined we don't know it's pre-determined, so you can make changes to make your life better even if those choices are pre-determined because you aren't aware that everything is pre-determined.

I'm more interested in the thought than the reality, you're right about that, but there's nothing else other than that in life.

>29
>9k in crypto
I'm meem'd as fuck

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Pu it in a savings account. This way you lose slightly less to inflation each year compared to just leaving under the mattress.Investing is pretty scary. The thought of 8% gains on average when well diversified is just too terrible to bear.

I don't know what you just said means
I'll reiterate once again, I'm too stupid and afraid to invest and I have no interest to do any research about it
it is in a savings account

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same here :(
still living with parents and no car tho...

if you're so scared/uninterested in investing by yourself, then just get a roboadviser app like Betterment or Wealthfront and let them do it for you. Essentially the same as your standard wealth manager without the high fees and commissions

>it is in a savings account
he was mocking (you)

>16k in bank
>135k in debt
Hell yeah