Do you ever feel like your entire existence is meaningless and like your friends only "talk" to you out of pity?

Is it too silly wanting to have online friends? The ones you can talk a lot everyday?

every single online friend i've ever made that i thought i could get close to has just been disgusted with the real me, and eventually just starts to ignore me

Are you into zoophilia?

No, but i'm somewhat right leaning socially and that really tends to turn other people who can actually feel any emotion off

>i'm somewhat right leaning socially
What is the problem with that? What exaclly do you mean?

I consider myself to be pretty politically neutral but every single person I have ever met has been pretty extreme on the spectrum, and whenever i reveal any view i'm passionate about that opposes theirs, they get offended and don't want to be around me. And it's not because I only find shallow people, this has been, without fail, every single online person I've met.

Yes except the last part because my friends don't "talk" to me at all. They just blog to me about their life all day every day and never ask about mine. I feel like a living fucking diary.

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I tend to blog about my life too, but I always try to ask about their life and not go too far with my rambling ;_;

every time i ask about theirs they just say it's fine and never wanna go any farther.

>shallow people
Not the 1st time I read this... But I don't have a problem with it, wanna be friends and talk about lots of stuff?

Well atleast you try to ask the other party about their life so I can't get mad at you.

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i wanna be friends
Bee#6104

Maybe you need to learn to bite your tongue? When does casual political discussion NOT cause conflict?
Another thing is use Socratic Questioning, rather than tell them your opinion, you instead ask them why they believe that and throw in a few curve-ball questions.

I'm not going to lie, I do talk to some of my friends out of toleration. I consider them closer acquaintance rather than friend. I have 30 something "friends" but really only 6 friends. You're probably on to something op. If you feel that then there's probably something to that. Also people I'd consider friends would never say stupid shit "do you just pity me?" Because we're secure in each other's company. You have the starter pack for finding your real friends op, use them to go to things to meet your real friends. I put up with my idiot friends so I could find the keepers

I mean it's usually something they'd agree with tho I bring up, but it's just that I get REALLY passionate about what i talk about.

How do they react generally to this onslaught of passion?

They just don't respond. It's usually in a group chat that i do this though, but it *is* a group chat full of people I know quite closely.

Before you read this, keep in mind that written communication is not my strong point. I always fare way better with face to face conversation for some reason.
But it sounds like to me you're not really reading the way these conversations are flowing, and more importantly have to exercise some degree of self-censorship: I realize these might be opinions that they support, but it doesn't give the other parties the opportunity to 'build' on what you've said.
This is just a fact of life man, you have to keep many thoughts to yourself, even if they aren't controversial because it can derail the thrust of the conversation - I see it many times when people become fixated on details, when the over all 'theme' of a conversation is more interesting and you can see in everybody's eyes their interest waning.

Does this make sense?

no because I'm a hedonist and I don't give a fuck as long as I eat well and have at least one orgasm a day

fuck existence