Describe your situation 9 years ago, and describe your situation now
2009
>Living with parents
>Virgin, never had a girlfriend, kissless
>Post on Jow Forums most hours of the day
>Sleep issues
>Severe mental illness
>Underage
2018
>Living with parents
>Virgin, never had a girlfriend, kissless
>Post on Jow Forums most hours of the day
>Sleep issues
>Mental issues much better due to medication
>Mid 20s
>Now own ferrets
>Then
KHV Hikikomori NEET
>now
KHV Hikikomori NEET
2009
>living with parents
>best friend is still alive
>know of Jow Forums but don't really visit/post
>have good job
2018
>still living with parents
>best friend died 7 years ago
>sleep issues
>on Jow Forums 8 - 12 hours a day
>shitty job
>ann hiro is so far off still
>Living with parents
What meds are you on?
2009
>Living with parents
>Partying way too hard
>Sent to psych ward
>Was drooling for 2 more years
20018
>Living with parents
>Will graduate this year
>Mental issues are getting stronger since I quit the meds 5 years ago.
2009
>Living with parents
>No money
>Depressed all the time
2018
>Still living with parents
>Some money
>Only depressed sometimes
oh dang! I ment to say
>Mental issues much better due to medication
On prozac, friendo.
2009
>living with parents
>KHV
>internet and entertainment all day
>never leave house
2018
>live alone on welfare
>never had a job
>no car
>no savings
>KH never had girlfriend but have fucked hookers before
>only leave house to do grocery shopping
>still mentally ill
2009
>live with parents
>fat
>hkv
>high school drop out
>shitty job
>no car
>videogames all day
>no friends
2018
>living with dad
>Jow Forums
>single
>finished high school, college drop out
>own business
>own a 91 beetle
>still no friends
How did you drop out and then finish high school?
I was entirely unschooled and know jack shit about the system, by the way.
>2009
>khv
>living with parents
>playing games at internet cafe
>schooling
>happy
>2018
>still khv
>still living with parents
>play games with my own pc now
>college graduate but with a meme degree
>no job for almost 3 years now
>not depressed, but not happy either
I don't like this game OP.
now it's going through my head, how much I've failed.
2009
>kissless virgin
>living with parents
>no hope in life
>think about suicide endlessly everyday
>did nothing but lurk on Jow Forums. too socially uncomfortable to even post
>social anxiety so strong that I couldn't even leave my house. went about 6 weeks without sunlight touching me even through a window
>masturbate 3 to 7 times a day
>no skills
>fat fuck
2018
>live in another country
>married
>live in a nice home in a nice location
>travel a lot
>don't want to kill myself most days
>social anxiety mostly managed. don't like going outside but can deal with it
>masturbate 2 to 4 times a day
>good at art, learned another language, got plenty of work skills that could secure me a job in several different fields should I decide to quit
>fit but not quite buff. feel healthier now than i did in 2009
If we're talking masturbation
2009
>6-12 times a day
2018
>2-3 times a week
Why don't you start thinking on how to succeed?
2009
>stupid boy trying to fit in
>constantly bullied and beaten
>khv
>suicidal af
2018
>happier girl
>post grad student
>no longer constantly suicidal, only when dysphoria kicks in
>still khv
idk, things have improved id say, i actually see myself living past 30, unlike before
>girl
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH sure bud
2009
>still part human
2018
>soulless beast / full robot
laugh all you want, im happier than ever
Ok. I will
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
*inhales*
AHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
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suicide doesn't sound like a bad idea tho.
at times, but its far from constantly like it used to be. id have made the same choice again if i had to.
i also just had my first surgery related to it yesterday
2009
>Living with parents
>NEET
>Post on Jow Forums, /SOC/ and Jow Forums mostly
>Untreated anxiety and depression
>Was arrested for trying to kill my classmate
>Long hair, ungroomed facial hair and underweight
2018
>Still living with parents
>Dropped out of university near the final year
>Back to posting on Jow Forums
>Went for professional help but anxiety and depression is still there.
>short hair, groomed but slightly overweight
>Still an aspie introvert. Going back to my NEET ways
>Broke
Fuck my life. A part of me wish I never got out of prison. At least my biggest worries while I was locked up was getting beaten or getting cholera or some sort of prison sickness from unhygienic living conditions and food.
2009
>Living with grandparents
>Virgin
>Post on Jow Forums most hours of the day
>Underage
>Few friends
>Strong morals and traditional values
2018
>Living with relatives
>Heartbroken by ex
>Post on Jow Forums most hours of the day
>Depression
>I have job opportunities I just really don't want to be a wageslave, so neetbux
>No friends
>The principles I have once lived by have been broken, idk who I am anymore
2009
>was in junior high
>daily contact with others
>was able to leave my house and go out with my family regularly
>physical anxiety symptoms began around this time
2018
>NEET
>shut-in & have long stopped going to family gatherings
>only go out for therapy & psych appointments
>completely dependent on mother to do things for me
>have no plans for the future
>can't keep jobs because I hate having to bond with co-workers
>afraid of doing anything
>2009
>17
>live with foster carers
>working at bakery and enjoying it
>still a virgin though
>posting on yahoo answers because didn't find Jow Forums until 2011
>No friends
>2018
>26
>working as a kitchen porter
>slept with 4 girls since 2015
>friends
>live with foster carers still
>gf
Nice
2010
>straight out of hs, living with parents
>neet lying to his parents about studying at uni
>mood fluctuates between severe depression and euphoric delusions of grandeur
>watch shitload of anime and movies, listen to new music all the time
>read books and write stories, which really made me happy
>anxiety, agoraphobia
>khv
2018
>still living with the same house as my parents but I have my separate flat
>have a job and gf
>make music with some friends in spare time
>take meds for anxiety and depression
>much better socially but constantly miss the freedom of my neet days, chronically tired and sleepy, worrying about money and failing my responsibilities
>can't enjoy books or movies like I used to, everything bores me after a while
2009
>really depressed over mother passing away
>reclusive, spending weeks inside at a time without talking to people IRL
>pretty much no friends, no interest in girls being so soul crushingly depressed
>sleep issues
>bad eating habits
>taking anti-anxiety meds every day
>feel like dying in my sleep every night
2018
>living with family
>lost virginity 2 years ago
>have slept with over 10+ girls since then
>got into two serious relationships over the two years
>manager at my job making decent money
>plan to go back to school
>get attention from girls all the time now
>dress /fa/ as fuck
>anxiety + depression completely gone
>complete acceptance of my past and present
I'm gonna make it out of here. Bless the coming 2020's.