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>Actually have a date tonight

oH FUCK LADS NO

THIS WASN'T SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN WHAT DO I DO

I'm shitting myself guys, I haven't been on a date in 3 years..

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I lived your dream OP (made my childhood crush fall in love with me, popped her cherry, nutted in her too) now I've been constantly depressed and borderline suicidal for years because I know I'm never going to experience that again, even if by some miracle I got another qt virgin gf it won't be the same because I'm broken inside, legit feels like part of my soul is missing. I know my self destructive behaviour is disturbing the hell out of my friends and family but what the fuck can I do about it. My only real life goals are to do as many drugs as possible to numb the pain and count down the days until death finally claims me.

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u'll be right mate i

>do as many drugs as possible
This is my issue now. Because everyone has become so dulling, I have been turning to drugs more and more. I don't see the point in anything anymore. The only thing that still keeps me from getting high the moment I wake up is that I don't want my family to be upset about what I have become. They can not comprehend that this life I am living now is absolute torture for me.

Doing pretty bad atm since I'm 5'4. Social stigma hurts so much especially with the booster seat with zuckerberg and everyone making fun of him cause of it. I feel so god damn worthless that suicide is honestly a reasonable choice since no one will ever truly love me for who I am nor can I realistically get a good job. It's all over. Confidence is so low is unrecoverable u less I somehow grow to 5'10 which would be ideal for me

Have fun, don't put her on a pedestal. Tonight is all about you.

>I have 13 more days of work at my white collar job I've been at for over 5 years, I have applied for (military) officer school
same and the process is so damn slow in my country if i don't get in I'm fukt i can't go back to office work

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>Once fat, always fat.
Maybe some former fatties can relate with that feel. I still fix my shirt every now and then because I feel it tucked under my phantom man boob.

Troll, but if your self worth is dictated by what people on the internet tell you then yeah you really should kill yoursef because we don’t need any copies of you running around in the future

>dubs

Ok user I'll get right to it

My mate just got herpes from some tinder slut. Good luck mate that shits with you for life

fuggken hate condoms, specially when I'm drunk. My boner dies while I'm trying to put it on every time

Yeah not much else I can do, wish these days would pass faster

I have gotten my blood checked for several other things some times this last year, they'd probably see it clearly if I had the aids right? Like in common health check ups where they look at levels of stuff in the blood?

I mean most stds aren't dangerous in almost any way but HIV and aids would fuck a life up. At the std test qt doctor also checked my balls and inside the "dick hole" with a q-tip and checked that right away with microscope, said everything was fine there. Also took a look at and around my dick, under foreskin and so on, said everything seemed fine and complimented my arms.

yeah but fuck office work mate, it's chill and good money and whatever, but cmon, be inna woods and shooting cool ass guns for a living?
Easy choice now that I've seen whats on the other side. I have been an enlisted grunt before and I long for those days of cleaning weapons, sitting in the woods in the middle of the night looking for people to shoot at and stuff. It will be glorious

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>raw dogging Tinder sluts

Fuck that, I'd unironically feel safer nutting inside an escort

Yeah I've only been one tinder date and that is the qt I've mentioned I've kind of taken a liking to. And I know she had only been on one tinder date before, didn't fuck him, I know because I know who the dude is. Total beta loser and I've been told by mutual friends it didn't go well at all

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Used to be like this. Every night I would get drunk, sometimes just from around midday when I finished uni. I just couldn't sit and mindlessly watch TV or something, I needed something to numb my mind for that.

Went off alcohol for lent and made crazy gains, but I've failed every workout I've tried since going back on the drink. I was drinking till 3am last night and up at 6:30 this morning so I'm not even going to try working out today. Think it's time I went off the drink again but I just can't seem to.

The trick seems to be, if you think eh I've nothing to do I'll just get fucked up, go to bed and just sleep for the night.

>meet girl on tinder
>catholic, about to graduate college for nursing
>sweet genuine girl
>been on 3 dates with her, bowling ice skating, last weekend she made me baked Spaghetti at her house and even made me an Easter basket after she asked through text Easter Sunday if I had gotten a basket
>she mentioned grabbing sushi with her Friday since I'm going to be in the area
>text her yesterday to confirm
>I'm sorry user I'm going to have to cancel, my friends birthday is the night before and I need to study
>was gonna reciprocate for the Easter basket by getting her flowers
>OK that's fine schools more important than sushi
>we dont text a lot but when we're together we hit of off and talk just fine.
Idk if she isn't texting me much because she's not a texter or she's not as interested in me as ithought

Yeah not a good idea

Best of luck to you regardless

thanks mate, It'll be fine either way (except for the aids if that happens) I just need to stop being so anxious

I guess we all have our own demons to battle with, don't we?

I had a shitty childhood, my parents moved back from the country I was born in and found friends in, to their own country just because of "nostalgia". They even accepted a much shittier job, just to come back to their own home country, even tho they spoke perfectly the language and had great white collar jobs. I took most of the culture of my country of birth and found great friends, yet it was denied for me. They didn't even sign me up for dual citizenship, and I didn't had the right anymore to do it when I got 18.

Anyways, felt misplaced in the (for me) new country, my father soon died due medical complications which could have been averted in the previous country. I was left alone with my mother with who I never made a relationship, since my father was my favorite (and I later found out a great man overall).

Didn't make a bond with my mother even afterwards, since she was always away to work.

That gave me the chance to make an amazing bond with my friends in high-school. I was a total rocker/metal-head back then, had long beautiful hair, we rebelled against the establishment, drunk, went to rock'n'roll parties, while I still managed to be at the top of my class.

I fell in love a couple of times. had sex, broke a heart or two and got my own heart shattered into pieces too, the slower days I've spent playing games alone, or with my friends. I've experienced WoW for the first time with my best friends. Watched movies together eating junk food.

Went camping. Went to the sea with them all. Finally, in my last year of high school I fell in love with a girl who just enrolled into high-school. (3 years younger than me).

Little did I know that I will not love anybody like that ever again, and that I will compare every new relationship to her. We were together for a little over 3 years, until I had to leave her. She wasn't the girl I fell in love with anymore, and I couldn't love the "new" her.

>con

Some people don't like to text much, I'll often only talk to a person I've set up a date with once after setting the date.
Don't worry user, if she went to the effort of making you an easter basket she likes you, go get em brother

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I am 34 and wish I could go back to 24 and have the experiences I missed out on.

The only thing I've learned: you will never be able to go back. Just make the most of where you are now. If you constantly think about what you missed out on, you will constantly miss out.

She was 14 when we had sex for the first time. I was 17, so it was legal, but desu I wasn't very concerned about if it was legal or not. I loved her and she loved me, that was all that mattered.

We had sex every day, sometimes skipped school to have sex, since my house was 2 minutes from the school, and nobody was home anyways. I never had such great sex as with her. She was a total nympho, but sweet and shy too. She could never ask me to touch her, but would always say things like: I got an itch, could you scratch it for me, and I would ask "Where?" and she would say on her lower back, and proceed to tell me to go lower, and lower... sometimes I would tease her, by just scratching her and that's it. It would make her go mad. But that was just a small part of it all.

She loved it rough, even tho she was so young, she loved it much rougher than most of the women in the thirties that I've been with. She had a great body, beautifully formed C cups and vagina lips to die for. We experienced most of the kink together for the first time, experimenting. From pissing, to anal, to bondage, cum play, sleep fucking, toys... We eventually did it all.

All of that while I still had a great time with my friends and played games. I didn't look too good, never worked out, but I was not fat nor slim. Yet, I felt no pressure because of any of it. I was also relatively poor. Not dirt poor, maybe lower middle class. But it was fine.

She had trouble with her parents, and I gave everything for her without question. Every sacrifice I made for her (or my friends) felt good. I didn't mind, I was happy and they were too.

But then everything change when the fire nation attacked.

>con.

Also: what you are imagining is largely an illusion, created by idealistic views of what your teenage years should be. They are almost never real.

If a girl likes a guy she's want to talk to him a lot even if she's shy/quiet, either IRL or via texting, I know this isn't what you want to hear user but it sounds like she's lost interest in you, I hope I'm wrong but things aren't looking good.

Alternately she might just have had PMS and that's why she cancelled your date, protip:when asking a girl out always give her two potential dates about a week apart, she'll always pick the date when she's not busy and/or on her period, if she rejects both dates you're usually fucked

Jokes aside...

Eventually, I forfeit my chance to go to a great university because of my grades, to stay with her. Eventually, we broke up.

I grew distant from my high-school friends, mostly because as our rebel phase lost steam, they started to spend more time with their families... I didn't have a family.. and as I missed my chance to go to a university for nearly free after high school, and being relatively poor, I decided to work. I went to work on ships, since I wanted to see the world. I did both, cruise ships and cargo. Didn't really like gastronomy, so I decided to go on cargo ships. The job was harder there, but at least I didn't have to deal with customers constantly, and even had slightly more time to read books and study math and physics, which were always a great passion of mine.

Oh, I also took up martial arts after high school and near my break-up. Unable to continue that on ships, I started to work out too and got in the shape of my life. I also went bald. In my early twenties I was completely male-pattern bald. Completely.

Looked good on my new body tho, but I would forever grieve over my long, beautiful hair (which I had to cut for the ship anyway).

I've saw half the world. The whole of Europe, Inland and out. Iceland and the South-Pole too to the North, and all the way until Jerusalem to the east. I saw the entirety of Africa's north coast. I was on nearly every major island in the Caribbeans, and walked along both, the east and the west coast of the USA. I had some great times in Mexico, and fell in love for half a year with a 37 year old woman in Brazil. Eventually she wanted children, I didn't. I was 22 at the time.

My next trip would have been to Asia, but eventually I decided not to do it anymore, and to try and live back on land. I was 24 and everything changed by then.

How do i stop having oneities for a turbo dyke goddammit why's she so cute and tomboyish i want to die

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>cont, part 3/4

All of my high-school friends either moved away, finished University and got jobs, some got married, some where on the other side of the Earth. The ones who were still hanging out made a bond of which I was not a part anymore.

You know, I quite honestly believed that people would love to hear about my adventures. My fortunes and my misfortunes. Because I too enjoyed listening about their lives. I always felt a sadness that I could only live through my single life, so I always loved to hear about other lives and their experiences.

I thought that they would praise me for the body I made out of me, or for my bank account, because I was happy about their successes too. How naive I was.

...and I didn't even know that it all goes as it came. It was relatively easy made money and I wasn't smart enough to invest it in a business. I mean, I didn't waste it on things like booze or buying "bling" or so. But I didn't spend it on something lasting.

Now I have 25 years, a life full of experience, a loving, caring girlfriend (28 years old) but who is not kinky at all and a little bit stuck up sexually, but she is so great and caring that I can't feel not lucky for having her, nearly no friends, an amazing body, a lot of skills, but all in all I didn't build anything besides my self.

I have no job (working as a freelance web designer and SEO specialist, making enough to get by just fine), I have no certificates or diplomas besides "Safety and Security on Sea", "Firefighting and Crisis Control" and a 4-degree belt in a obscure kung fu art.

I had such a full life, I got so tired of a lot of it, yet I feel... empty. I just want back to my late high-school days, where success was determined with the amount of knowledge in interesting topics like physics and biology, where I had kinky sex every day and still time to enjoy vidya and hanging out with my friends, without feeling like a failure. I loved academia.

>lastly, part 4/4

All the "self-improvement" I did, all the adventures I went on, all the world that I saw, women I slept with and success I made, did not bring me as much happiness as those days I would sacrifice my self for my closest ones and live for them.

I was never an ambitious person, and I always had to force my self to pretend to be ambitious, because I "learned" that that is what a man is supposed to be.

Yet, I was never that. I love a laid back life. A slow life, having time for a long break-fast, vidya, your friends and family.

I never got into social-media either, so it all passed me to the point I feel alien with most people around me.

I still spend my days mostly working out, working on my programming skills, reading books, playing the guitar and studying math and physics. But somehow all the world is telling me that I am a failure because I don't have a great or stable job, even tho I am making enough money with freelancing.

I love spending time in nature and I volunteer at animal shelters regularly, yet a lot of people deem be as not a very good person.

I don't understand the world anymore, and I just want to go back to my amazing late high-school days. Having long hair, a young kinky girlfriend, amazing friends and camping trips and rock'n'roll parties with live music. Spending my days playing and studying. I love studying.

Everything else doesn't attract me anymore. Everything feels just so empty, my self included.

Sorry. I have never opened my self this way, it's a long read, but it helped me a little.

>meet girl on night out
>get her number
>been out 6 times in less than two weeks
>trying to keep my head about me but really starting to like her

fuck. how long until it's normal to suggest going steady? I went official with my ex after about 6 weeks of dating but we'd see each other twice a week tops.

I really need male friends.

I have female ones, and literally zero male ones. But I have fucking no clue how to make any since I dont like sports and cant join a club.

I feel like you can make plenty of friends if you have chances to go out, but with zero chances you are screwed.

>I went official with my ex after about 6 weeks of dating but we'd see each other twice a week tops.
>Ex
You obviously like this one more than your ex. Judging from the fact she is your god damn ex user.

Dont hesitate, keep going with the flow. And if you get smashed up on rocks because she screws someone else, fuck it, you'll just jump back into the river after you recover.

Do you have any interests or hobbies at all, and what are the circumstances that disallow you to go out?

All lesbians eventually have a male fetish kick in temporary

Keep staying close user you might make it!

Til,dr.

Jk, user. Great read.
Sometimes we remember the past brighter than it really was. I’ve been in a somewhat similiar situation as yours.

Just know that, by the so-called survivor bias, we tend to remember only the good memories, forgetting the shitty ones. It’s like watching a movie trailer, that is always greater than the movie.
Just keep going. The best is yet to come. Life on 30s is pretty awesome.

My interests are massively solitary. The biggest one is traveling which I do a lot, but that has the obvious issue; you leave eventually. I dont like sports at all is what I meant, so I dont want to go out to play them. Its tortuous as fuck for me, but its how most guys bond.

The rest of my interests are just not activities for guys, cooking/reading/working out. Im royally fucked at the moment. I want to do other things but I dont have the time because of work.

I feel like if you dont set up some good friends from school, or uni, you really dig yourself a grave socially.

Mum won’t stop nagging me about it going in a date with a girl.
It’s at the point where she’s going ‘you sure you’re not gay’ even though she regularly goes through my porn.

I can relate to that somewhat.

I will give you comfort in the fact that a lot of guys today dislike sports and have similar interests. The trick is to find places where they usually are.

If you like working out try a gym, but no a usual gym, but rather a powerlifte/strongman/gymnasts gym where people train who have it as an actual interest, and not just go there to eventually look a little bit better.

As for cooking, try specialty stores for spices. Only people who are actually interested in cooking go to those, IMO. (my self included). Also, try comfy caffes, that actually serve eatable food, side-dishes as so on. Most people who love to cook, love to eat good too. Restaurants have a more private atmosphere, so you can't find new friends there, but such caffes are great.

As for traveling, try forums that are in you region. Jow Forums is heavily multionational, try to find something that is closer to you. You could arrange trips together. There are also a lot of travel agencies that organize regularly bus trips to some places, to which you can sign up and meet new people.

For books, go to prominent book stores and especially to events like signings and second-hand book markets. Lots of great people to meet there!

That's halfway true, but as for me, I don't even have time anymore for friends because of work and my hobbies, so I made a deal with my current girlfriend that we both share our hobbies and things we want to talk about, no matter how feminine or masculine they are. It works great.

I want a timid little bitch of a man friend to ride in my cars passenger seat while I sing songs and do burnouts and drifts at traffic lights while he's terrified but still hangs out with me despite that.

>Just want to know how it feels, not to be the bitch desu

Thanks, means a lot!

I know that, thanks for reminding me, tho! I always remind my self about the reasons I broke up, or left and so on, so that I don't look on the past with rose-tinted glasses.

Yea, I just hope that I'll make something lasting and that my current GF gets a little bit kinkier, desu. We already attend a lot of concerts, and since she is also a freelancers, we have flexible schedules to make arrangements to travel and spend time together.

So, it is okay, I guess? It's not the end of the world. Nevertheless, it is comforting to speak your heart out and being heard by anons.

>attracted by qt3.14 at work
>near my perfect grill looks but has enough downsides that I'd probably have a chance being average looking
>get on well with her and she seems to like me as well
>drop my spaghetti one very drunk night after work party where we got on well and chatted for a while
>drunk texted her and asked her to go for a coffee, she did not even read the messages
>no clue how deep shit I am in since I did not even get a refusal, which would be better
>still being friendly and chatting to me at other office events
>her friends are still very friendly to me and have noticed a couple interactions, for example them all glancing towards her when I said to someone that I wasn't going to a certain event
I can't contain these feels, my autism demands that I get a straight answer. Thanks for listening to my blogpost lads.

that is true. just don't know whether it's a time frame I wait for or a number of dates before suggesting it. frankly, I'm not interested in other girls at all and I don't think she's interested in other dudes. I will do what you said though and go with the flow in it all.

gym noob, I go to planet fitness and this little weasel black kid at the front desk played a prank on me saying my membership card was denied, and this infuriated the fuck out of me, All i want to do is get jacked af so I can lift that little motherfucker and throw him into the ceiling

>Gymqt said we should just be friends
>We'd already held hands
>We'd already kissed
>I'd already met her mom
>She said "You care so much about me and you're such a good person I can't help but feel you're just faking it to please me"
>I'm mad at her
>I'm mad at myself
>I never wanna see her again
>I'd give anything to have her back
>Have had a pounding headache since that day
>Have been sick since that day
>Haven't been to the gym for a week
>Going back today
>She'll be there

Idk.. She's canceled on me before because of school and it wasn't a problem. And we talk about things we can do in the future, she said I should bring my dog next time. Maybe she's playing the game and not texting alot because we've just been dating, or she just doesn't have much to say

Help me bros
In my life, either I can’t attract the right kind of woman or the right kind of woman went extinct about 30 years ago

I’m not sure I’m the problem, I’m handsome (kissed a ‘models’ in my country), courteous and I go to the best college in my country to do science.

How did you attract the right kind of woman? I have a gf now who’s attractive and smart but we argue (about politics, abortion, everything) all the time. We just booked a holiday together but I feel like more and more she’s becoming a gains goblin

Hold me brothers

tldr it’s just me venting

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Some* not a* models
Sorry for bad English

Thanks user. I guess i need to try harder to make it happen.

some people just don't like texting, particularly when they're just starting to see someone. if they keep making excuses to see you, then that's an issue.

I am FULL OF RAGE

I skipped my workout this morning. I woke up to my alarm, turned it off, and went back to bed.
Made lame excuses like "I didn't eat enough yesterday, I smoked too many cigs," etc. etc. I'm just so mad at myself which I guess is a good thing but I really screwed the pooch, the pooch being my gains.
FUCK. And I'm going out to a bar tonight to watch the Penguins/Flyers game and I could have really used the extra test. The worst part is that after I went back to bed, I had weird ass dreams that I can only assume was my brain telling me "look what you'll become if you keep this shit up."
FUCK. THAT.

>Been in a relationship with a cute 19yo Virgin gf for a while now
>I'm her first boyfriend and everything is going great
>Met her at work, usually have a strict rule against shiting where I eat
>Make an exception for her
>Things are going great, she texts me almost everyday and we chat about our days
>Tells me she misses me when we haven't seen each other in a while
>We spend nights at each other's houses despite not having a lot of free time because she has work and university and I work 40 - 50 hours.
>One week she goes to France to visit family and seems kind of distant over text
>Gets back from France and cancels on the date she planned for us
>Gets increasingly distant, not texting me anymore and rarely talking the way she used to talk to me
>Can't tell if she's just busy and needs time alone or if she's lost her feelings for me overnight despite nothing changing and her telling me she misses me while in France.
>Hear my mother is close to dying because of her cancer but can't bring myself to repair my relationship with her
>Getting thrashed at work
>Fall into deep depression for that last week
>Get drunk when I can because it makes me not depressed and haven't even eaten for 2 days because no appetite.
>Drunkenly text her last night asking if she's happy and that she should just get rid of me if she isnt
>Still hasn't responded

Life was going so well anons. For once I was making good physical progress and gains, I had a job I enjoyed, good friends and a girlfriend who loved me. Now in the space of 2 weeks I feel as if it's all going to slip away from me again and I'll be back where I started. Alone in my room

>Probably going to fail my trial period at my retail job because it's incredibly convoluted, even though they could simplify it and make it easier for everyone (especially newer hires)
>Was a NEET for more than a year before this
>Job market is awful where I live and I only got this job through good luck and timing
>I can't JUST get retail work because I'm not American and people can easily have a comfortable life working retail for the rest of their life (it's also why the job market sucks here because old people never quit or move on)
>Also 22 years old, meaning places won't hire me because I'm expensive
>If I lose this job, I'll probably be a NEET for a long period again
>Had an interview yesterday and they said they'd call back today (they didn't)
>Not sure if I'll get a call tomorrow or if I just failed the interview
>No car or full license yet, so I'm even less worth hiring and have a much smaller pool of jobs I can apply for
>Can't do a trade or uni because no money

I really regret being a lazy teenager. Even thought I've improved, I literately have no opportunities now.

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I don’t want to die but at this point I might as well be dead. My life is so fucking boring at 24. I’m alone. All I do is Work 8-5, go to the gym, and then read until bedtime. Then repeat. Weekends I’ll play some video games, go to they gym, and read more. I haven’t had female attention in over three years. Halp

>Drunkenly text her last night asking if she's happy and that she should just get rid of me if she isnt
>Still hasn't responded
Lmao you a lil bitch stop making some random hoe your point of existence she probably noticed what a huge bitch you are and bailed lol next

Bro you can’t be so soft. I tried for a year to get rid of my ex girlfriend and was pretty mean to her half the time and then as soon as I started to treat her like I actually needed her she was gone

>what you want =/= what you need

>so socially inept I can't survive out of my natural environment
>feel like i need to abuse phenibut to ever have a social life
>at least my barbell is here to keep me warm

life is suffering

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user here. Thanks for the advice. You guys are acc right. I got her by acting like I didn't give a shit and always acted as if I could drop her at a moments notice. And she seemed to love me even more for it. Over the past few weeks I've been really neurotic and shit cos of everything else that's happened and now it seems as if she's drifting. I just need to chin the fuck up and stop being such a pussy. Thanks Jow Forums

GF just broke up with me 10 mins ago. said she wanted to take a 'break' but we all know what that means. Said she had doubts about our relationship but I figured I could not change her mind so I was pretty chill about it. Still feels fucking bad man.

Cut contact immediately and delete her from all social media. Do NOT reply to her from now on.

Stay strong, user.

>Gym on my block is a good price and has what I need to workout
>All other gyms in my neighborhood are over priced
>either CrossFit gyms, or small gyms geared towards women
>the lone gem is my crappy gym with a bunch of guys lifting
>make some good friends through the gym
>finally getting stronger again after an injury sidelined me
>gym owners try to do renovations to bring in more female clientele
>fail because the market for womens classes is saturated
>gym closes because they spent their money on the renovations that got no returns
>gym bros are scattered to the wind
>sign up for gym through my employer
>it's a great gym but not the same as the gym I lost

Doing pretty well. I just wish my gym was still on my street

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user, call them instead. Don't wait for then to contact you.

What do you want from life breh

There is no such thing as a break user, time to leave humanity behind and become a sikh cunt

Pic related is what I feel when I hear other people talking about their sex lives. How do I fix this? Do I need to see a therapist? Anyone else know this feel? It doesn’t seem healthy. It’s like a mixture of anxiety, jealousy, self-loathing, and anger.

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RIP based bro gym

>finally built myself up from NEETDOM
>have a social life
>have a love life
>at school for medicine
>making money gains
>somewhat fit and working on conditioning to do either Rugby or Boxing
>WW3 could happen soon and all of this could be slashed

It’s not going to happen is it? I don’t want to be drafted to fight a conflict I had no hand in starting.

Breh if you're feeling those things hearing about other people's sex lives you probably should see a therapist. No shame in that shit breh. It's gonna be alright, you just need someone to help you with them mental gains. In the end sex is just something to make your brain high on dopamine and oxytocin for a few seconds. Sex won't solve your life's woes and worries breh. Sex is not what life is about. Life is about coming to terms with dying. Sex is just something we do to feel good for a few minutes before reality comes back.

It won't happen user. Kim Jung Un is looking to transition into a more open communist party like China. Putin just likes stirring the pot. Iran doesn't give a fuck what happens as long as they keep raking in the $$$. And the US torn socially but not as politically as the media would have you believe. Pretty much everyone still falls along the spectrum if Dem to repub. There isn't some growing faction looking to stage an actual coup. There aren't growing influential militias. It isn't as bad as it seems.

You do you user. Don't fucking worry about the world. Focus on being a sikh cunt and making that $$ and them social gain. We all gonna make it brehs.

>endlessly waifu-ing an actress
>regret decision in college
>/fat/tie losing weight
>plateau
How do I relieve myself of these feels?

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Sucks man, all the crossfit gyms cost $130+/Mo and have terrible hours and shit people. Even based bro gym was replaced by an over priced CrossFit gym.

Meditation breh. Level your mind.

Brehs, I'm moving to Switzerland for 3 years. I'm kind if scared. I've never lived anywhere but New York State, in fairly Rural area. I don't speak any French. I've heard the Swiss keep to themselves a lot. Them hiking gains. Them skiing gains. Them European qts. I need to sell all my shit in like 3 months.

switzerland is nice, the people come off as kind of callous in public but it's just the culture. imo much nicer than Americans in general anyway

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I don't think I'll ever be satisfied. I want too much out of life. I'm 24 as well, and I've fucking wasted my youth so much. I've neglected having a career, I stopped lifting for years, so I look like shit. My love life is fucking awful, somehow I'm still a virgin. The worst part is, I'm not even that ugly or that autistic, I'm just fucking terrified of making a move. Add to the fact that my main circle of friends has zero girls, which meant until very recently, I'd barely even spoke to women.

It all just seems fucked beyond repair. I feel like I'm destined to be a middle aged guy with a shit job who lives alone AKA the epitome of despair. I genuinely think suicide is an option.

Sorry for blogpost

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fucking hard to become satisfied man, i wanna become an actor, a big screen actor but fucks sake i know its going to be near impossible, im 5"6, asian, lucky that i have a good face but goddamn it just feels like ill never make it. what hurts even more is that my friend who's 6" and white is at NIDA atm studying the super prestigious acting course there, im for him all the way but damn does it still have kickback to congratulate him while im still grasping at straws back at home. i just wanna be able to walk down the street and give someone the money they need to go through the day, have a real talk with them to try and clean up their act.

everyday just feels like im wasting away even though im practicing my acting for hours.
all the people here who care about getting girls as a young person really need to find a grander goal in life other than a talking vagina, who cares if youre a fucking virgin, go and work towards being successful and satisfied

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>renovating for females
not even once.

That's fucking insane. 130 a month is absolute highway robbery.

>Met girl at uni
>Cute 7/10 blonde blue eyes
>Shy and a little bit awkward
>We sit together every time in class
>Always walk together after class
>Take the bus together
>Yesterday we went and got drinks after class
>Seems to actually want to spend time with me
>Genuinely likes talking to me
>Will go out of her way to be around me

I wasn't prepared for someone to actually like me wtf. I have this idea in my head that I don't deserve love until I fix my problems and become a better person, I was basically /cocoon/ mode for the past 6 months.

I don't feel good enough for her, she's objectively more attractive than me, friendly, smart, while I'm a lonely autist who has never had a gf. I've been faking confidence and acting carefree around her.

I don't know if I even wanna make it brahs. I'd feel guilty if we got into a relationship because she could do so much better.

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I took a shower 15 minutes ago and slipped in the tub, landing on my left cheek. Hurt quite bit.

>been lifting for 4 years doing PPLxPPL
>still look DYEL
>I bulked, cut, ate enough calories

Well I guess I should try another routine but I just don't know what. I'm seriously considering stopping lifting and just doing cardio to not get fatttttt

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>I'd feel guilty if we got into a relationship because she could do so much better.

literally cucking yourself bro wtf she picked you she's a rational adult don't be a fucking hoe

Breh that is life, but life keeps going. It's hard as shit to approach someone but the worst they can do is say nah. Every perceptive thought and feeling you have is created by anxiety in your head man. If you separate your own thoughts and feelings and perspective from everything you'll see that it isn't a lost cause. You gotta take yourself and your life less seriously breh. Shits gonna happen. People are going to be nasty, but eventually an opportunity to change is going to come along and you'll have to recognize it to jump on it. Make change in your life breh. Fuck the consequences. Fuck the possibility of some slag saying they're not interested. Let go of that worry breh. It'll only paralyze you. You already want to die, why not take a chance at being silly and a bit awkward. If it goes well you make some new friends or perhaps a gf. Your boss and coworkers see you as outgoing and personably and you look confident.

> waste 20’s regretting your teens
> waste 30’s regretting your 20’s
> waste 40’s regretting your 30’s
> repeat until death

Sounds fun

I just feel like my life will end once I leave college in fall.

Still a virgin. Stronger but still skinnyfat because I fucked my diet. Still anxiety/depression issues.

I don't know how to overcome this feeling.

How the fuck do people work 9-5 jobs, im only in school now but later in life im 100% gonna beacome a NEET

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Have your lifts gone up? Half of us on this board have body dismorphia. You probably look fine user. The gains you need, are within you, not on the outside. We all gonna make it breh

Put yo guilt away breh. The biggest weight we lift is our own self image. We are incapable of seeing what others see in us because we spend all our days look out, rather than in. Let her love you brehs. Let us love you. We all gonna make it.

Breh no tall Asian has ever truly succeeded in film. You don't need to be tall, you just need to be cut. Cut the weight and cut yo strings. Stop letting anxiety control you. You aren't a puppet, you're an actor. Take all the roles user. BTW, Georgia is big into the film scene. Everyone knows about Hollywood and new York and shit, but tons of films are shot in Georgia nowadays because the tax laws favor the producers. Make it impossible to ignore you brehs.

>year since I finished college
>Still no full time job
>mom and dad come talk to me everyday about it like I don't know it a problem
>tell them I don't need to hear it again
>"this is the problem user you quit as soon as things get uncomfortable"
>Im aware of how badly I've failed, I just don't need to be reminded of what I'm already trying to do
Shit is driving me up a wall

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