I never asked for this. They said that getting a boyfriend would bring me happiness...

I never asked for this. They said that getting a boyfriend would bring me happiness, but their brand of happiness doesn't suit me. Losing my virginity didn't erase the years of emotional neglect. I didn't suddenly learn how to socialize and connect to others. I don't have any strong feelings for my boyfriend and he's caught on. We haven't even dated for 6 months. He feels like I used him and I can't blame him. I've gone back to being alone and I like it.

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>picked the wrong guy
no sympathy

Since you're used good, can I have a go on your tits and/or arse?

Go write about it in your diary, whiny baby.

He was a nice guy. He wasn't terribly ugly. He pampered me and would constantly talk about me to his friends. I liked including me in pictures to post on his social media. he didn't just take me out to eat, but to interesting places and taught me life skills.

> taught me life skills.
Like how to give a good bj?

Why don't you shut up and quit your fucking complaining. It's your job to make yourself happy for his, I'm not sure if you're a woman a (woman) or a fag but still.

bait
nothing to see here

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Jow Forums is my diary. I don't want to have a book laying around for any normie to read.

tfw no schizoid gf
original

go suck a dick you fuckin whore

>LOL LOOK AT ME IM A WOMAN XD I SNIP WITH MY FINGERS AND BOOM IM IN A RELATIONSHIP

The same thing could be said by a male who obtained a girlfriend and then realized his expectations didn't match reality. It's complicated. But that is how dating is for both sexes: You meet someone, you like each other, you try them out, and you find out if they're a good match or not. If you're highly intuitive or wise, you can already tell if they are or not.

However. Both men and women will find themselves having one bad relationship, and then generalize the entire male or female gender because of it and then forsake dating altogether. Judging from your post, it sounds like you are leaning towards doing this. It's foolish though to come to this conclusion. Because then you'll never find someone that's a decent match to you. In theory not learning from past experience to make the future brighter.

Both you and I know there are shitty males and there are shitty females. I still think it's possible that I meet someone reasonable to be with. The issue is that women can have almost anyone they want, so they can easily pick someone, and it turns out that person wasn't a great match. A woman's dating pool is much larger and therefore by proportion has more males in it that aren't good boyfriends.

>have someone who cares about you, honestly cares about you, teaches you things, pampers you
>wow im still so lonely, wahhhh

Fuck off, we don't have anyone who cares about us, and you get it thrown at you and can't even appreciate it. Women truly don't appreciate anything.

Well... yes, but he also taught me how to drive and act around someone's parents.

I don't know how to create long term happiness for myself. I enjoy being at home all day, but I don't know how to create a future where I'm content with myself.

Now now, I'm gonna need some confirmation of your skills.
Fancy a demonstration?

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>Jow Forums is my diary
Yikes.

>Losing my virginity didn't erase the years of emotional neglect
What kind of logic is this you dumb pseudo roast.

I'm going to Uncle Tetsu's cafe at Dundas square at around 12pm. I will be wearing a red shirt with a bowl of ramen on it. I am a brown Asian girl

If you're happy being alone, then what's the fucking problem?

Thanks for this post user

> Asian
Is it true your cunts are sideways?

The problem is that being alone is stagnating. I stay at home all day on my computer when I'm not working. I don't hang out with anyone. I don't talk to anyone. I don't have a good job and I can't support myself once my step-dad dies.

Her boyfriend isn't a bad boyfriend, she had no feelings for him yet went out with him or grew apart from him at the very least. Best case scenario, its just unfortunate, worst case scenario, she can't blame the boyfriend who feels like she used him when she had no feelings for him.

Quit sucking the roastie's clit.

Sounds like getting some urgency to kick you in the ass might fix that. After my first scare, I realized I didn't want to be fucking homeless so I've been doing just enough work from then on to keep myself comfortable outside of the hours I have to sacrifice to maintain my sanctuary.

I'm guessing you are a woman then. Yea female psychology is a weird one so I can't relate. I think the issue is you're probably one of these 'lmao nerdy anime' girls and presumably very young so you're dating some dorky dweeb kid whose tall and have nice hair but is really rather insecure and not very well along with his own personal development.

Most females want a man that will kind of direct them and give them kind of a sense of direction through the mans own vision of what he wants. You're probably dating some dude who doesn't even know what he wants just mostly playing video games and eating your ass. Which is fine and normal really but not particularly exciting or engaging for you as you've already suggested.

But if you want to break up with him then just do it. Create some POF account or some shit but be warned because a lot of seemingly interesting, desirable males with their shit together might just lead you along, cum in you then take off.

>sexy fembot
where are you from?

You basically just want someone to treat you like shit. Its normal for women. Just find a Brad to slap you around or a Chad to use you as a cumsock instead of some fucking faggot who teaches you things and treats you like a human being. You won't feel alone anymore.

To be honest...

I just want a man to take care of me. He can fuck other girls on the side as long as he provides me a roof to stay under. I don't even care if I'm the side chick and he gets married to another woman. I don't want him to cheat on me, but I need a man who can find a girl that is okay with our open relationship. I'll take care of their kid and do c hores as payback. Relationships are a lot of work and so is friendship. I want someone to make my life not so mundane, but not be so involved with someone that it stresses me out. Going out puts a lot of noise in my head. So does paperwork and math and complex problem solving. I can never teach myself useful skills because learning is annoying.

>girl comes to board full of incels and mgtows
>expects sympathy

this is either some tumblr social experiment or fucking troll
perhaps neckbeard with tranny issues

You remind me a lot of myself. I have a few ex-gfs.
Used them for 2 months - 6 months then got bored
of them and went back to league. Now I prefer to
be alone, no friendships, no relationships.

At least you're honest.
Can't wait for the fireworks though.

You sound retarded, quit smoking so much dope. You're acting like an infantile child looking for a mommy a daddy to take care of her in exchange for sex with zero emotional commitment from yourself. You obviously have some weird intimacy issues that you need to work through before you start dating, as in your very emotionally guarded due most likely to some childhood abandonment issue.

Is op a asexual? Or jusf a introvert?

honestly, thats so complicated bullshit with so much risks and dependancy on whims of another person

isnt it easier to just find a fucking job? like seriously

>tfw nearly volunteered to be sent to Afghanistan
I don't want to fight for jewish masters but army was the only thing I felt I belonged to and also I was fit as hell

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I'm not asexual. I like sex very much. I don't like all the effort it takes to have satisfying emotional sex. I am introverted.

I'm dumb and warehouse jobs aren't always reliable.

>"fembots" complain about nobf
>"fembots" complain about bf

oh wow

you are not dumb, you are lazy, just fucking get a job, waiting, warehouse, kitchen, coffee shop

young girl can get so many jobs that are low IQ and you can do them almost brain dead

you should find a internet bf who just gives you money just to talk to you online.

I've worked fast food , restaurants, and warehouses. I end up working for only 2-3 years before being laid off despite meeting quota. I end up re-applying for places I once worked at.

thats right, she can always cam whore or something

dont call my future internet gf a whore pls

>boohoohoo I'm a manipulative whore who uses men as playthings. Pity me, pity me! Us fembots have it sooo hard :(((((
Kindly kill yourself you useless whore, would remove your cancer from this board.

whats the fucking problem? you seem to be able to work various jobs, and everyone gets laid off after few years these days. one job 20 years kind of employment doesnt exist anymore

The problem is that the pay isn't very good and I end going months without income when switching jobs. I need something I can do for life.

become a twitch streamer with a amazon wishlist

easiest job in world

than save up instead of buying useless shit when youre not working

or try twitch as suggested, or chaturbate

you thing that sugar daddy isnt going to lay you off after a while? what then?

I feel you. Dick can't heal the deep sadness and injuries of life. Being an autistic woman is fuckin ass

oh shit, don't spill your guts in this fuckin toxic ass place

maybe you'd be in a relationship if uhhhh you didn't call women whores

>but their brand of happiness doesn't suit me
You're extremely spoiled.
Alot of people here don't have any happiness in their lifes.

We know you hate us we hate you so go over to lolcow and dont comeback

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user you're a good poster, please keep it up and raise the content quality of this board. Thanks.

That's women for you. They get everything on a silver platter but it's still not good enough for them. Meanwhile men are starving at their feet but the woes of the plebs do not concern the princess in her ivory tower.

Can a femanon read the OP and edit this music in?
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