I hear rappers rap about using "perkys" and "xannies" and shit but what is it really like? I know rappers often glorify dumb shit but I was curious. Like what is a benzo and how does it differ? I often hear rappers popping a pill and "going Rambo" what drug is that? I know next to nothing about drugs but I often feel curious towards them. The one I am most curious about but would probably never try is the benzo. My friend told me benzos can mess you up bad. I am 27 and I have not tried any drugs.
What's using painkillers like?
It's like nothing else in the world matters.
You are nothing, yet you are all.
That's pain killers or benzos? What I don't get is how not feeling anything could be euphoric.
I took a percocet once. It hit me hard about 40 minutes after swallowing it. Just felt like a rush of intoxication. Wasn't bad, but I didn't feel like doing anything afterwards.
Personally my body starts to go numb and your head just feels heavy only problem is if you dont know how to take the pills you could just end up throwing that shit up in a few hours.
>What I don't get is how not feeling anything could be euphoric.
depression's pretty rampant so some really do just want to be numb, but I don't really know how to do justice to the feeling of "all I need in life is right here". It uses the same receptors as post-sex cuddling, but just turns them all the way up.
i dunno what the funny meme rap terms mean but i can try to explain.
benzos are a bit similar to alcohol in terms of the receptors they hit, but it feels a good deal different. alcohol gives you euphoria, and benzos... don't really do that, but you also don't feel intoxicated, and they don't make you sick. that right there is exactly why they are so fucked and dangerous. the withdrawals can kill you, and you get a tolerance from that; also combined with the fact that they make you forget shit like alcohol does, so you can even forget that you took them. i am still dependent on them from using them as a sleep aid when i couldn't sleep for days and i don't even like them. the positive is they basically obliterate anxiety (can also be bad if you have so little anxiety robbing a bank doesn't strike you as a bad idea). that alone can feel pretty good, i've laid there smiling on them after stupid stressful days, and that aspect of them is way better than alcohol. if there's no bad emotions to kill, alcohol feels better. when i played lisa, joy reminded me of them
opiates are another beast entirely. straight fucking euphoria, holy fuck. the sayings about it being better than sex are not wrong, i've chosen them over the alternative multiple times with no regrets. they make you feel calm and relaxed too, but it's... different. can't find good words for how they differ here but they do. i think it's mostly because the good feeling is so strong it just overpowers anything else. i quit (again) but i still would really like some oxy or smack. oh well.
honestly though your friend is right, getting lab-grade injections of heroin from a medical professional is way less retarded than doing benzos, opiates are easier to quit. the main thing that owns people is fags lacing shit and dirty needles and all that.
off of one? jesus christ, even with no tolerance it took like 5 to hit me that hard. what's your secret? do i need to cut my irish genes out with a scalpel?
its fucking amazing. its like floating on a cloud not having a care in the world. a dangerous slippery slope user proceed with caution
opiate based painkillers are great depends on what you take you feel warm sometimes when I do oxy and snort it it gives me a sort of stimulant rush aswell as the opiate feeling its really good it helps you do every day trasks since you are already comptempt you can just do stuff without worring
also if you want to get on but like 1kg of poppy seeds and make poppy seed tea but watch out ive been addicted for about 10 mounths
I would describe it as feeling comptempt
content*
contempt is when you're being a shit
let me be the first to say that doing oxy (percs) will be the best feeling you've ever had besides heroin. it feels like: being happy, a good optimistic mood like nothing could bring you down, a smile on your face, a warm feeling in your cheeks. just pure and utter happiness. when i take it i feel like nothing can bring me down. (i'm addicted to oxy)
Despite trying many drugs i havent tried any pain killers other than hydrocodone which was the best night of my life and tramadol which was comfy but underwhelming overall.
>tfw ur heroin doesnt arrive on time
dunno whether i got scammed this time or what. I really wanted to try dope too. What a waste of crypto
Benzos are bad because they are highly addictive, can cause you to do dumb shit even more than alcohol and it has nasty withdrawals. If you want to try drugs it'd probably be better to do a psychedelic.
i might have just purchased a fake 30mg perc right now.. how can i tell if its fake? ive taken a lot of them and know, but this one just seems a bit rough, leading me to believe its a pressie.. its a stupid m30 pill, and i saw some news article from 2 years ago about a drug called m30 disguised as percocets lol. should i take this bull shit?
you got owned, sorry. the opiate market is not really safe at all these days thanks to our new draconic war on heroin policy. hydro is good but oxy is legitimately better than heroin if you can find some that isn't fentanyl. you're not going to really be getting and "brand name" opiates on the web though, you're going to have to go with something that doesn't have a big name, pretty much the withdrawal drugs. but i still advise against that, it's a retarded habit which you will definitely develop because hydro was the best night of your life. it was just my sad fallback for when i didn't have something better and i wanted to feel somewhat decent and not sick
grind it up into powder, mix it around a fuckload, take just a little bit. if that's good, then try like a quarter, and if you are still not dead from fentanyl in an hour or two go for the home stretch. your gut is probably right though
honestly upon further inspection i think its real. it surely broke apart like a real pill, definitely not crumby. i think the outside was beat up, my guy just had it with others in a ziplock with weed in it..i just took half of it lol
update, im a piece of shit so i just took the whole thing.
you did me proud, i would have thrown caution to the wind and done the exact same thing. hope you don't pull a lil peep though honestly, you don't even have a mixtape out yet probably
hahaha. if it makes any difference, which i doubt, i have a naturally high opiate tolerance, so if this were to be like a pressed pill that was lets say 3 times stronger than a normal 30, i'd be stoked lol. i know that the pressies are typically way more powerful though
Pain pills feel like a warm pleasant buzz all over your body. Like when someone touches your dick but all over. You feel happy and a little giggly.
Benzos are like being under a warm blanket on a cold night or cuddled in front of a fire. Just a deep feeling of comfort and sleepiness.
Benzos are probably the less addictive of the two. Don't ever fuck around with opoids besides what a doctor prescribes you.
huge difference, first time i did opiates i did 50mg of percs, which was exactly the amount i got gifted. naturally, being a moron, i took them all at once. that felt so good that evening but i slept like 16 hours and felt like i got hit by a bus for at least that whole day. i regret not spacing them out now, it could have been nicer for longer without feeling like i died and got struck by a bolt of lightning to jumpstart my heart.
careful of using all the time though, eventually the cost of oxy will leave a bad taste and i have a couple friends who died from fent in their heroin, it's only gotten worse since then. i didn't iv because i really hate needles and dirty things, but i still could have died from it chasing
opiates? no idea, they are Really hard to get here
Benzos? they will sell them to you without a recipe if you go to a poor drugstore
Benzos are like alcohol without the intoxication, no anxiety, relaxed body and mind, pretty good stuff, although I don't know why someone would use them recreatively, even on high doses, they really don't have any particularly interesting effects
I take Xanax or clonazepam every once in a while if I'm stressed or I want to chill
ive been controlling my habit so to speak since ive started using em like 2 years ago. i do them like once every few months. they are so scarce everywhere i end up living I am never "fiending". still alive btw, starting to feel light itching. green light on red light lessgoo
that's pretty impressive, i eat drugs that are anywhere close really quickly. i miss itchy time, it was good... some people take dph to get rid of the itching but i kind of enjoy it and i also hate dph after abusing it pretty much daily for i dont know how long maybe a month, at like at least 400mg? i have so little self respect that i was sitting in a nightmare realm with shadow people and spiders repeatedly just to be high
>never do opioids for some reason
>decide to try
>be skinny and dose on an empty stomach so expecting strongish response
>take 15mg oxycontin
>mild mood boost, feel a bit higher than normal after smoking weed
>chew up 60 mg extended release morphine
>mild mood boost
>tramadol did literally nothing
>kratom just makes me throw up, white strain felt like coffee which was the most I got from it
Am I just not taking enough?
Erowid and google say I should have felt something.
I've taken a lot of dissociatives that have long term tolerance, could that be effecting it?
My dad was a junkie, can tolerance somehow be inherited?
get higher strength percs.
i've only had percs at 5mg strength, anything else didn't have paracetamol in it. hm
Benzo withdrawals will fuck your shit up, even more than smack. don't fuck around with them
is there any more information on how to make poppy tea?? that sounds pretty good.
Xanax is an anxiety medication. I took it once and it made me tired and I had the strong desire to cuddle. Highly overrated.
Benzos kinda suck
I only ever use them anymore for psychedelic or mdma comedowns
They always make me retarded and I end up drinking way too much and lose shit around the house
Clearly you dont suffer from anxiety then
The xanax effects people it's prescribed to differently meme is mostly bullshit, same goes for adderal to an extent
If you take enough you will get "high" even if you are a prime example of an anxiety disorder
It's only at low therapeutic doses that it effects people with anxiety or whatever else differently than everyone else, because it relieves symptoms most people don't have
I just shot some heroin and it's the best thing in the world
xan gives me a headache the next day, but it doesn't cancel out your appetite or neutralize weed. i always end up meeting someone new when i take one, they open you up to conversation more.
hydrocodone is better for me because i hurt my back. it improves my mood also. only problem is you can't really feel weed when you smoke it and it fucks your appetite up big time.