hi, mado benzo user here, still alive if anyone cares.
i'm doing the same today (because its my only reason to stay awake) but i am already super high, like 14 mg at this point so if you wanna join me on this journey, come one in.
the tips the other user gave were super helpful, on letting the benzos kicking on first drinking after or then during.
so i'm feeling nice and noting. just the way i like it.
bumpity bump sat on a ledge he fel down the ledge.
he died because he cracked hid shell
wow can't write today lmao
I once took 20 .5mg k-pins and I blacked out.
i don't wanna back out, just enjoy the heightest high possible
16mg eheheh
don't go too wild, friend
Im sick of being addicted to benzos. Its not even a fun drug unless you have alcohol which is expensive af. I want to accidentally overdose again and hopefully die this time unlike the other two but i want to switch to heroin. At least heroin should be enjoyable, i just pop xanax to avoid withdrawal at this point.
same, but i can't get near heroin, i explained why in the last thread.
i tried a benzo overdose, and it didn't work out i was so mad with my self....
i,m drinking beer, the cheapest alcohol around here, around 85 cents euros, working pretty well desu.
Hey OP you should get some help before you get hurt or hurt others! :)
Yee i posted in that thread i saw. I almost died from a benzo od too
You can get heroin if you have money, an address and internet. I dont really know any heroin drug users irl and id be scared of talking to normies anyway to find some.
I wish i could get some alcohol but this country is stupid and i wont be 21 for another few months.
Meme advice. All drug addicts have heard this a million times and even if its true it doesnt help
i've already hurt others and myself
i'm a disgusting NEET or hikikomori who can't even leave his room to go to the bathroom unless the house is not empty.
i'm a disappointment to my family, i was supposed to be the 4th generation of engineers....but i'm a mess....
there is no point desu.
he is right, i had 2 years of therapy while i was a hikiko or a NEET whatever while still abusing xan, the therapist came to my house etc etc dangers addiction, side effects the whole ordeal.
did you know what i cared about the most? not the withdrawal, not the addiction, not the side effects. xanax took away my pain, my feelings my emptiness, the void i had inside me.... that's all i wanted.
when they tell you it gets better after high school... trust me, it does not,.
this isn't you shejoe right
right
Did you look up the fucking machines?
its i me.
i didn't die yesterday.
i just had a very wonderful sleep until 16PM
not interested thank you
You took 14mg xanax in one go?
at least consider it
Enjoy your black out
It's not unheard of, especially if they have built up a tolerance beforehand. I've seen people take more than that
Jesus. How much was the highest dose you have seen anyone take?
nope, i spaced out, i find it more pleasurably that way i can tell you my ritual:
>2mg xan
>2 cigarettes
>a drink a of water
>a beer (or any other alcohol in moderation)
.>repeat
and that all folks, until you feel good.
no thank you
idk lets... try it out
last time i tried to kill myself i took 60mg and still didn't fuckng die, just slept for two whole days. very frustrating
the hospital was horrible and i signed myself out.
buuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuump will OP die thsi time?
OP dead confirmed