How bad is your life?

It's good I think
For now, at least
>pursuing college meme degree
>no job
>some close friends
>have a passion outside of my degree
>not a shadow of a sex life
>too anxious to work in service industry
>thin, decent genetics
I don't expect to live past 30

Most of you fuckers have no clue what real pain is. I've lost everything, my home, family, possessions, my dog, etc. I literally had to live in a tent, in nasty ass motels, on the street, and nasty ass roach infested floors. I seen my parents lose themselves on drugs, dealt with my moms pos ex bf(he choked my kitten to death ffs). I've been through my own addictions and it costed me my job and the few friends I had. I've seen and been through so much and I can hold my own yet my family still sees me as a loser virgin. I've had a few gfs before and I'm still low key heartbroken while they fuck every dude with a dick. I used to be a lazy neet but now I attend school and work a $5 per hour job with shit hours. My family treats me like a thieving pos tweaker but I just want to fix my life. The only hope in life I see in life is the military which I'm going to enlist in after I get my ged. I have anxiety like a motherfucker but I still go out do what needs to be done. All I want is a gf that has my back and vice versa. I may seem emotionless but deep down I'm full of pain and heartbreak and need emotional support. I have no one.

>be me
>my mom raises me as a Jehovah witness
>im not allowed to have friends who arent jehovah witnesses nor have a gf >im not allowed to celebrate holidays nor my birthday
>im expected to go preach every weekend
>my dad isnt religious but he never tells my mom that he doesnt agree with the religion
>my dad was obssesed with saving money so he didnt pay for internet, he never bought me a phone and the only video game system he bought me was a ps2 and two racing games for it
>I never developed any talents social skills nor hobbies because my life was only about religion
>I had nothing im common with people in school so I never talked to them
>I was bullied because I barely had friends
>I made a few friends but I couldnt keep in contact with them because I had no phone nor internet
>my parents were also overprotective and I wasnt allowed to walk to school alone or leave the house so I didnt have a chance to hang out with the few friends I had

Im 20 and still live with my parents, my mom isnt religious anymore and im a little bit freer but I still dont have any friends. All I do is browse Jow Forums & wageslave

Health Wise:

Getting worse if I keep neglecting it. Haven't had any major issues, but gradually getting fatter, and it's causing minor energy and focus issues that keep stacking. I need to get off my ass.

Work Wise:

Getting better. Had a decent job a while back but boss was a head case. Suffered for a few years before finally taking the plunge and looking elsewhere. Was a bit scary, but once I got another job and that manager was chill, I knew I did the right thing.

Love Life:

Not good but not downright awful as it used to be. The only romantic interests I ever had were a couple girls who led me on and really fucked with my head a lot. Like both weren't merely not interested, they deliberately led me on and purposely tried to hurt me. I felt like total shit for a couple years after the one-two punch of them. I don't have anyone now, but now instead of feeling awful remembering things, I realize relationships aren't really all they're cracked up to be anyway, and I honestly don't care if I stay alone or meet someone.

I'll be 23 soon.
I'm a mentally ill neet that's terrified about my future but my mom loves me and will buy me nuggies and leave me a decent inheritance so I'll be ok even if I somehow become more of a fuck up.
If I didn't have constant intense anxiety this would be the life.

>dropping out of uni
>caught a drug possession charge so no jobs for me
>no money
>I am royally fucked

Drug dealing is looking more and more tempting every day but even though my phone is filled with dealers I would never be able to start up properly, I dont have the proper connections or social skills to make them

>addict
Same.
To what, user?

Pros:
>Happily married
>Big house in suburbs
>Decent (but stressful) job
>New car
>Pool and hot tub
>Every gizmo a nerd could want

Cons:
>Getting fat
>Not sleeping well
>Mom died and for some reason the grief didn't hit me till a year later
>Scared I'll be a bad father/kid will be autistic
>Grinding my teeth and have wear a mouth guard at night

Eh 7/10 I guess could be way worse

Drug possession? It's not over friend. As long as your system is clean then there will be someplace willing to hire you. You might have to move though.

Drug dealing is also a great career choice.

Pretty good probably.

I have my own house, my own car, a good career, and no debt other than my mortgage.

That being said, I'm anti-social and have no close friends, nor have I ever had any relationships.

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Sorry brah.

Not to be a dick but I've known people who grew up way worse (molested/beaten/parents addicts in and out of jail) and they just sort of tuned it out when possible and grew up happy and successful. Stay away from drugs and keep your head up.

Have you tried eating the mushrooms?

You have us user