>2015 high school senior
>Physical Education class
>class has to play some dumb obscure game resembling football but you play with your hands
>15 minutes after rules are explained, most people are playing it wrong
>I start to make comments about how we're doing it wrong
>Some guy even agrees and tries to help, but nothing comes of it.
>More times passes and the niggers are still doing it wrong
>I become louder with my comments
>One of the popular normies hears me, confronts me and I make a rhetorical question to him (don't know what it was but it was passively insulting him/them)
>He doesn't understand im being rhetorical and says something like "The fuck you talking about dude."
>I say "I was just being rhetorical."
>He thinks I said "I was just being retarded"
>Tells the whole class
>10-15 people ensue laughter @ me
>I cry after class in the bathrooms.
>They bully me for the rest of the year and quote "He's just being retarded" regularly
Moments multiple people laughed at you
Chad's fucking ruin everything especially in highschool. But you didn't have to be a bitch about it and cry.
its okay OP
original
>>They bully me for the rest of the year and quote "He's just being retarded" regularly
This is probably where you have leave to attack somebody and cause some black eyes. You can stick up for yourself later in the principle's office. Kids are like animals and will hound the weak, but then respect violence. It's unfortunate we are taught that ALL violence is NEVER acceptable.
Having 10-15 people laugh at you feels horrible and damges your self esteem.
I had to cry cause I felt horrible inside.
Lel or start the ruckus and get fucking wrecked, adding just another reason to be bullied
This, it doesn't help I had basedboobs and was out of shape.
Violence wouldn't have worked because they wouldn't have been intimidated by me
It was mostly the same Chad bullying me, and he was in a sports team.
Anyone here ever read "No Longer Human?"
What a depressing drudge through shit that was. Still 1000X better angstfag lit than pic related, though.
>This was sometime in middle school
>It's a suppressed memory; usually I recall events from my life with detail, but not here
>I forget exactly what happened
>but generally speaking, the busrides home from school sucked
>I was an obnoxious little, angry, negative attention seeking autist, made alot of enemies
>frequently a target of orchestrated aggression (i.e. bullying by multiple people acting in coordination)
>got in big trouble one day when I provoked another conflict or something by being an obnoxious little shit
>The fat bitch trailer trash bus driver lost her temper and drove the entire fucking bus back to school to file a complaint against me and the guy I'd been bickering with
>I don't remember much after this, but I guess at some point I started crying because the next day as I walked off the bus I remember the entire fucking bus chanting "Cry baby, cry baby, cry baby"
>my face, now, thinking back that that fat bitch bus driver would come down so hard on me for causing issues, but then would allow something like that to happen and do nothing about it
>Lel or start the ruckus and get fucking wrecked
If you're weak, then bring a baseball bat with you, or a hockey stick, or something. Then come from behind. Use the surprise advantage to get them on the ground, and then pummel their face until they're too fucked up to fight back. You don't have to kill somebody. Just rough them up enough to make a statement.
haha we're still talking high school, right?
all this shit over being called a retard? Nigga please, what anime world do you think you're in?
And then he get's his chad friend and they fuck you up harder.
I don't know. I just really regret not picking a few more fights in highschool. I would have done okay, and god knows I needed to stick up for myself more. Even, just, like getting a fist sized rock, and palming it, and jumping somebody from behind and slamming it down on their skull. Whatever scuffle happens after that, if any at all, you'll probably come out the better. Even if I had gotten expelled, it would have been better than just letting people steal from me and beat me up and pick on me and stuff.
Whatever. That's not the point. Maybe they do, maybe they don't. I went to a rich school where they probably would not have sought violent retribution. Especially after seeing that I wasn't an easy target, and that whoever I attacked probably had it coming. Maybe it's different for poor kids who kill each other and shit
I have one for you OP
>Have chad friend in elementary
>super close to each other
>because of that I'm automatically in chad's friend group
>chad also has perfect attendance so there's never a day I'm not in the group
>chad switched schools
>figure I'll still be accepted
>I'm not
>Brad picks on me for the rest of the year
>I'm the laughing stock for the rest of elementary
>reputation from elementary carries to middle school which carries to high school
I was doomed from the start
I see what you're trying to say, but both options sound equally shitty. There is time for everything dude, and the best time to cave some fuckers head in would be after he started pushing you. Trading being a pussy for being a sociopath is just not worth it.
Reminds me of this avid pokemon/DS fag that once sat in the back of bus (cool kids/chad territory) because no seats left
>supreme chad came in
>told him to get out of "his" seat
>continues on and so until chad literally screams in his face to "get the fuck of my chair bro"
>despite this, nintendobro somehow make the bus laugh with him (not sure if @ chad though)
>nintendobro still leaves seat.
pretty cool dude, I once played pokemon with him in the bus and he beat my wildmon with his wildmon
Yeah this was a public mutticano school, lots of hispanics, blacks, whites, asians.
Chad definitely has this chad "code" embedded in him.
user once said his chad friend ditched him because another chad didn't like user.
>Trading being a pussy for being a sociopath is just not worth it.
Why? You obviously have to pick your battles. You can't just jump somebody for no reason. It's got to be clear to many people that you were provoked. It doesn't have to be that "pushing" retardation. As soon as somebody approaches you aggressively, jump them and make for the middle of their jaw on the side
Funny how that works. Some kids are just better, socially. And we're not. We're so bad we typically don't even realize how inferior we are until our late teens
> As soon as somebody approaches you aggressively, jump them and make for the middle of their jaw on the side
> If you're weak, then bring a baseball bat with you, or a hockey stick, or something. Then come from behind. Use the surprise advantage to get them on the ground, and then pummel their face until they're too fucked up to fight back
Dude... It's like 2 really different types of violent shit, I have no problem with fighting back, I do though with jumping the highschooler with the baseball bat over an insult
Whatever you've got to do. If you're so weak you need to crack them on the noggin' with a frying pan, a rock, or a bat to get the advantage you need to get them on the ground and pummel their face, then do it. Don't aim for the temple. Don't take a swing at their spine, or their knees. Just crack them on the top of the skull, really hard. It won't kill them
Eh, let's agree to disagree, I guess
>over an insult
It's not just "an insult," either. It's a continuous, semi organized effort to pick at you over a long period of time. That's grounds to give somebody a concussion and a black eye in my book. You might get expelled, or even face legal shit. But if you're a minor it's no big deal. Just don't kill them.
Why? What's the issue? I don't understand. Stop using normie speak and actually construct an opinion. I'm genuinely curious. Where is the problem?
>Having 10-15 people laugh at you feels horrible and damges your self esteem
This has happened to me multiple times, but I don't cry. It probably does damage my self esteem, but I don't cry or act offended.
There is no problem, I just have to go back into wageslave mines haha
I simple don't think fucking someones face for life and earning the reputation of a schizo is the reasonable price for being insulted.
Funny, but it seems like being a pussy and a loser is too deeply engrave in my mind at this point
>I simple don't think fucking someones face for life
My life is kind of fucked up forever because of this stuff. It is in many ways a "them or me" exchange.
>mines
Ashame
Damn that's rough. I too still get hyperventilation when someone cracks a joke about shit or something like that, so I totally see how it is. You're probably right, but doe's it really matter now? My advice will be just to let it all go during a fine acid trip, really helped me with my sociophobic tendencies. Okay, g2g now.
First one
>teacher: you know user has a face of a mathematician
>whole class laughs because i'm notoriously bad at math
Second one
>teacher:...some people shower a couple of times a weeks, or even once a day
>class mate: and some people don't shower at all!
>whole class laughs while looking at me
What pains me the most is not them laughing though. The worst thing is i laughed along with them instead of telling them to fuck off because i'm a fucking coward. It really makes me ashamed of myself that that's how i dealt with those situations
>The worst thing is i laughed along with them
>It really makes me ashamed of myself that that's how i dealt with those situations
Iktf. Don't be ashamed. We are the scum of the Earth and that is just how it is. But it's not so bad. You know better now.
>6th period teacher takes class out to play kick ball on warm day
>terrible at sports, just ran behind everyone the whole time
>one moment I'm in outfield and ball gets kicked high towards me
>I'm gonna catch it
>chad comes up behind me and pulls my hoodie up over my head
>ball hits me in the head
>everyone laughs
>including teacher
Chads*
Get off your phone.
Academic authority figures who encourage or take part in bullying and teasing deserve to be gutted and eaten alive
>first year of middle school
>go to english class and sit down
>doing my work as usual until suddenly this girl I knew comes up to me
>she asks me out
>get pretty flustered because she was one of many girls I was into at the time (probably due to me being a horny tween at the time)
>manage to play it cool, at least in y mind I think I did
>"Uh yeah sure"
>turns out it was some kind of game or something that some kids would play where someone would ask someone out but just say "it was a prank lol"
>a few kids around me laughed that I fell for it
I'm pretty sure that girl that did that is a hardcore druggy now so that makes me feel a bit better about the situation but seriously what the fuck is wrong with middle schoolers
>>get pretty flustered because she was one of many girls I was into at the time
You and probably everyone else, right? At least, as far as I was concerned there were really only a small handful of truly beautiful girls in the grade; and it was an odd fact that every male, every single one, was interested in all or some of these very girls
That doesn't sound to horrible. It's definitely not in the same class of autistic horror stories spanning years that so many people here have to share
honestly I had it pretty okay in middle school growing up despite getting made fun of from time to time, that one incident sticks out in my mind for some particular reason
Gets*
Get off your phone.
>be highschool freshman
>on school trip on an overnight train
>playing cards in the lounge car losing quarters playing poker
>everyone calls it a night so they head back to their seats to sleep
>go back to my seat, but there's an asshole jock that claimed the middle seat and won't let me sit on either side.
>walk up and down aisle, but there's no other open seats
>decide to give up and sleep in the bathroom
>wake up next morning to an overhead page calling my name
>I missed the morning headcount and they think I'm missing
>remove my face from the sink counter and rush to see the chaperone
>nearly knock over a girl on my way out
>age notices the big mark from the counter on my forehead
>"user... We're you actually sleeping in there? omg lol"
>duration of trip I hear snickers behind my back
>for the rest of high school I'm known as the kid who fell asleep in the bathroom
Middle school was like I was living in a fucking prison. Highschool was even worse. I understand it gets easier for most people after middle school, but I had deteriorated to the point that I just fell apart completely psychologically, even though the environment was becoming somewhat less brutal.
>high school
>10 years ago
>need to leave class because mother is ill
>long story short she has several chronic illnesses that are incurable
>tell teacher that i needed to leave
>they're power tripping or something so demand to know why in front of the class
>tell her why
>other pupils mock me and laugh at me
>mfw
I dropped out a few years after that anyway, life never got better.
Legitimately hard shit, there. user. Another level beyond our petty autist rage. That's the kind of stuff that will turn a perfectly functional normie into one of us.
My life was basically over from the start, i didn't stand a chance.
how did the teacher react?
They let me go, they showed no remorse and didn't apologise afterwards.
Mom still around? What's she got? My Dad's in his late 50's; diabetic; takes shit care of himself, even after 20 years of struggling with his eating and self control, having his kidneys fail, having heart problems, loosing much of his vision. The writing is on the wall. His mom only made it to 70. I doubt my dad will last that long. He's not going to be an easy cripple to take care of, that's for fucking sure. Whatever I do with my life, I need to have a reason to be in another state when he starts the final slide into his grave.
Spondylolisthesis, rheumatoid arthritis, heart complications meaning her heart cannot function normally and a noncancerous but large tumor in her jaw.
She is in general extremely poor health and i have to care for her as the pain her conditions cause her render her virtually bedridden for most of the day.
>multiple people laugh at you
>laugh with them
problems weren't
i feel you man it's so wierd that the environment itself got a bit better but you just can't handle it and just quit , maybe it's because of the dmg dealt early on and it wasn't fixed and was let to grow until well yea....
>in history class
>teacher asks a question to the class
>I answer confidently
>Stacy says "wow Matt is there anything you don't know?"
>Chad says "what a pussy feels like"
>class bursts out laughing, including the teacher
>be me
>be in high school
>be in library during lunch
>bell rings
>get up to leave
>backpack's strap catches on chair
>i get yanked to the ground by chair
>entire class in other side of library sees this and laughs
>never go to library during lunch again
>I start to make comments about how we're doing it wrong
>it was passively insulting him/them
You were the one acting like a dick, totally deserved that.
first one is fine
second one: why the fuck you don't shower?
This is kinda funny tho you gotta admit
It's just a game, why are you upset man?
>for the rest of high school I'm known as the kid who fell asleep in the bathroom
does not seem so bad at least everyone knew you
Jesus fucking christ, dude. That is so rough. Do you get cancerbux for it?
No, the government does not support me in any way.
It gives her money but not much else
What does caring for her mean as far as you supporting yourself? How much does she (i.e. the both of you) get? Have you thought about making a pity account on youtube / patreon to film your day to day and beg for money? that might net you a legal big bundle of donations
I've read it and honestly it's one of my favorites, sucks that it was autobiographical too
we scrape by month to month, my day entails coming home from work and sitting in front of my computer, i am unable to socialise or converse at all with people so i would not be popular on youtube.
I believe some of us are born to have bad lives, it has to happen to someone.
Dude, you have a solid sob story. Figure out how to market that shit. You just have to be pitiful. I mean, if you need to, contact somebody who can help you, and promise them a cut or something. You might only get a grand or two every year. But dude, that's definitely achievable. Ask society for help.
>You might only get a grand or two every year
And chances are you're going to get alot more than that. You might not become a millionaire, but the internet, right now, is a fantastic opportunity for you to get some financial help. Fucking go for it.
I doubt i will, i cannot even make small talk with a person, nevermind put anything about myself online in a non anonymous way.
>go to a doctor who/anime viewing with several autistic friends
>diagnosed, polo shirts with plaid cargo shorts our moms picked out
>we do this every two weeks and love it
>one of the few times we can sperg out and not feel awkward
>wait till dark and set up projector outside
>lawn chairs and capri-suns
>2 hours into doctor who showing
>been peeking at this cute autist girl next to me
>decent size breasts, cute face, and can't judge her body because our ugly outfits don't do us justice
>can't take anymore when i see her scratch her chest and cough making her boobies jiggle
>say i have to drain the lizard
>go to bathroom and jerk off furiously
>massive load because of IRL image and thrill of somewhat risky fapping
>wash my hands and go back out
>sit next to her
>20 minutes pass
>she is visibly flustered and looks a little anxious
>starts grabbing her ears and grunting
>we're all used to each others quirks so we glance over and go back to the show
>feel a sudden pain in my dick
>i didn't zip my shorts up
>she's squeezing it like its a fucking fish trying to slip away
>cry out
>friends look over
>she's shaking it around and grunting with her other hand on her ear
>two friends start laughing their asses off and one is in full panic mode going wtf
>punch her in the arm as a knee jerk reaction
>she stops and keeps on saying sowwy fwiend sowwy
>not even sure what's going on anymore
>zip up and tell my friends to stfu
>rest of the night they crack jokes but it's just another weird story to tell
>girl hadn't seen a penis IRL so she was doing what she saw in porn
>feel bad because she probably thinks i was doing some creepy advance on her
>talk it out and we're good friends now
>1 step closer to leaving you suckers behind
bad beginning but a good ending for someone with my luck
Fucking dude. It's free money, and you need it. Be an autist. Who cares. It might even help you in these circumstances. All you have to do is be completely honest and ask for money. Don't be lazy. Autusm isn't an excuse to be lazy
I find it incredibly difficult to believe this actually happened
life isn't all about money or making things easier, if it's outside his comfort zone he shouldn't do it. he'll just get left in the dust like many other beggers except he'll have put his personal life out there. those millenials and boomers won't donate without seeing family photos, proof of illness, recovery photo updates etc
unfortunately it did, i know it seems like the usual rp fetish story but it isn't. i've talked about it before, it's just one of many awfully autistic moments with my friends
this never happened dude
nice larp
yeah man i'm larping as an autistic doctor who fan so i can get attention, you caught me
>life isn't all about money or making things easier
Fuck you yes it is.
>those millenials and boomers won't donate without seeing family photos, proof of illness, recovery photo updates etc
Yea, it'll be work. You've got to build a community surrounding your sob story. Maybe he should just look for some social media shill company that can build everything for him, in exchange for a cut. For someone who knows how to use facebook, IG, youtube: it'll just take a few hours up front, and then they'll need a video or two and some pictures every now and again. It's work, but it's really not that hard, and the potential payoff is worth it. Even if it's just $500 a month, to take 10 photos and record two 5 minute videos. Fuck, dude. That's something. That helps.
>sarcasm
You just don't sound like a fucking autistic retard
>autists sound the same
>muh spectrum
it's called high functioning m8, i can type normally and i'm self aware of my autistic actions. in person i am much worse to talk to
>kids in class give a female celebrity nickname to one of the kids in class
>pretty much the laughing stock of the class
>kid fell off his seat
>yell out the kids nickname and said he fell (i said it in the male verb of the word)
>everyone laughs at me as i try to explain what i meant, i just didnt want to call him a female because thats not correct
god i fucking hate explaining shit in front of many people, always turns me to a nervous wreck
what? you didn't have to explain shit, you spoke correct and the only reason they laughed is cause they're childish
idk man, it was in like 4th grade, and if normally addressed to a woman, the sentence wouldve sounded completely wrong, but i still thought it was completely retarded to laugh at it, thanks for agreeing user
>move to Canada from Croatia in middle school
>wear my favourite football team's shirt for P.E.
>everyone finds the team name hilarious for some reason
>get teased for it for the rest of the year
I still don't fucking understand why it went on for so long. In a likelihood it was just a combination of my autismo demeanor/new kid in class therefore an easy target.
>just hit puberty in seventh grade.
>nobody told me i had to shower more than once a week because up until then i hadn't needed to
In my first year of high school everyone laughed at me but after becoming a boxer and everyone was so scared of me,i still was all alone but at least i was never bullied again
>i'm self aware of my autistic actions
Like what. And why don't you leverage your autism to do something cool, then? If you're a literal retard, you can get away with holocaust denial.
Hajduk je dobar tim pusti te prljave Anglo-Saksone
then you end up in juvenile prison for premediated assault with a deadly weapon and juvenile prison is 10x worse than highschool
just not going to school for a month is the only solution cause they will forget the nickname/catchphrase sibce it's not being used for a month
Yea maybe a bat is too much. Rock or frying pan won't be seen in the same way, though. Better to spend a week in Juvy than be bullied for the rest of your time in school, though. If you've got a good reason to want to stick up for yourself, you might get off easy, too
Super funny I agree, also one of the traumatizing moments and examples of ostricization that led to me dropping out of high school in 9th grade even tho I was a bright student. At least hopefully no one will be confused when I finally break and go nuts hahahahahahaha.
The bus was always the jungle. No supervision there.
Hey that's when I dropped out too. For similar reasons. I developed a bunch of acne and went insane. And spent every day avoiding people and trying to hide the acne with makeup that I stole from my mom. Man, oh man. I was glad to get the fuck out of there.
Wow, teamplay. Bonus points if Chad banged Stacy and talked about it all the time.
>be me
>6th grade
>emotionally unstable because of recent divorce
>the school got camcorders so we were supposed to make a movie about something important to us
>they would display it in class so everyone could see our videos
>ask Dad what I should do
>he tells me to do it on my stuffed animal collection
>I had big ones and small ones and some of my dads old ones
>named all of them and remembered their name
>did a whole video on all of my stuffed animals, their name, where I got them, and how I stored all of them
>excited to show class my work
>we all sat down in rows and teachers gave us popcorn and drinks
>chad did his sports stuff
>stacy did her makeup collection
>friend of mine did his nerf guns (teacher wouldnt let him do the BB guns)
>finally mine showed up
>like 15 seconds in kids are making rude comments
>stuffed animals? Isnt that supposed to be for little kids?
>anons still into that?
>etc etc
>kids started laughing at the snide jokes
>teachers eventually hushed them but I knew what they were thinking
>film finished, only teachers and a couple kids clapped
>one kid yelled THAT WAS DUMB for everyone to hear
>felt like absolute shit
>at lunch word spread about my video
>man up for the rest of the school day but go home and cry like a bitch
>get made fun of for it for the rest of the school year
I still have them all. I could never get rid of them, Ive had them through some rough rides in my life.
>be me
>7/8
>go to boys and girls club cause kid and social shit at young age
>winter
>all the ducking niggers throw snaowballs at me for no reason to the point I couldn't see
>cry while they all laugh
>go home and my hatred for Society and most minorities is kindled
Never get rid of em fuck those people I bet they all think about suicide everyday now
>ducking
get off your phone
He knew you said rhetorical, he just also knew that you were insulting him so he used your lack of credibility with the others to make you look like a fool. Next time don't get all aspy'd up over touch football in gym class
>a week
>for assault with a weapon
Lol no they'll put you in for at least 3 months and then good luck ever getting into a normal school again with that kind of record.