This isn't a thread for advice.
This isn't a thread for attentionwhoring.
This isn't a thread for "omg looks don't matter and girls don't care about height"
This is a thread for severe self criticism and self hatred. Describe everything wrong with you and why you feel the way you do. Are you insecure, jealous, bitter, indifferent, etc...?
I hate being short
I hate being ugly
I hate that I've never had a girl show interest in me
I hate that there exist immutable features and traits about myself that can't be fixed with any amount of work
I hate that I'll never be seen as anything but a child in the eyes of women or myself
Yes Im quite everything you just asked
Insecure, hate myself, Im just a shell of a boy, fucked up in high school and fucking up in college as a person
The crush Im talking to is starting to ghost me
i get attached very easily and i get overly jealous even when i try to stop myself
Most times i try to be indifferent and sometimes i genuinely am but there are always those sad thoughts in the back of my head that are real and true as much as i try to push them to be false
I try to be fine... and maybe I am
But at the same time im not
It's pretty mild but I hate small talk, so generally when I'm alone w/ someone, it's justan awkward silence
I hate that my teeth are fucked and I don't have moneys to fix them.
Niggers REEEEEEEEEEEE
looks honestly don't matter that much unless you are shallow and want someone shallow.
I hate that I'm socially weak and I let people walk over me, that;s the only thing.
Apparently I have a man jaw and ugly face. Although I haven't heard anything critical other than the jaw. My best friend calls me ugly. I want to cut off my jaw and look like all the r9k waifus. Whenever my pictures are posted on here everyone says I'm far below average. I go to the gym three times a week, I go to the hairdresser, I try to dress nice. I don't know what else I can do.
Probably the only thing I dislike about myself is my teeth. One of my two front teeth was chipped at an early age, and they grew pretty weird. It's not too noticeable, but I dislike it regardless. That being said, I don't think I would ever undergo surgery or some other bullshit to fix it. I think my teeth are a part of me, and I want it to stay that way...also, those Jewish doctors charge far more than they are worth.
Other undesirable aspects of me, I have fixed or I am in progress of fixing. I didn't like how my body looked, my skinnyfat stomach and lack of muscle. So I started a training regimen two months ago, I've stuck to it, my arms have since grown and my stomach is filling out. I hated that I was addicted to porn, so I stopped masturbating. I didn't like my face, so I made sure to use facial products daily, and my face looks a lot brighter.
Change is always possible, it's just a matter of dedication. Pain is always temporary.
172cm
78kg (skinnyfat body type)
13cmx x 13cm dick
very thick Asian hair (10% Amerindian heritage can fuck your hair up)
black hair
acne
nice moustache, but beard doesn't grow yet
penis with a scar from a fordyce spot inflammation I got when I was 15
tight balls, not long and big like I wanted
decent jaw, but not the best
bulbous nose
Despite all that, I am still, honestly, not ugly if I dress well and take a nice bath.
My teeth were absolutely devil-like, all crooked, but then I used bracers for four years and they are OK now.
how do I get my hair to this texture? I will become anime.
im pissed off that i'm unfuckable and will die a lonely virgin because of physical traits i have no control over.
brutal meme
>hate myself, and all the people I see
>always first noticing the fault-lines, the breaking points, the weak links in everything and everyone
>on occasion I try to be a nice person and help people over their weak points but it is like I am just going through the motions and I feel fake doing it
>feel even worse about myself when I do manage to help someone and they are grateful while I care nothing about what I did
>can't stand being around more than 2-3 new people I have no trust for, and it takes me ages to put any trust in people
>one slip-up or bad move and they are on my internal shit list, I'll never trust them again and evade any contact as best as possible
>social groups and crowds give me anxiety to the point of flight reflex
>despise people looking at me and get awkward over it. Breathing manually, virginwalk, the works
>hate making eyecontact unless it is a girl I find cute
>want gf but get disgusted at the idea of being dragged into her friendgroup and social drama
And I could go on.
I'm literally tired all the fucking time
the unaltered guy isn't even ugly tho. His female equivalent in terms of looks would be totally fuckable.
This.
OP, just transition
My face being full of acne at 20 even though I
>wash face 2 times a day
>shower daily
>eat healthy
>change sheets and pillowcases often
>drink water often
>avoid touching it
Fuck I would actually look average if I just got rid of it, even prescriptions don't work
I hate my teeth
I hate the hairs that grow on my belly
I hate how my toes get kinda fuzzy and I have to shave them
I hate how my skin is translucent and you can see the veins all over my entire body
I hate the one weird hair that grows on my neck thats thicker and darker than the others
You need to stop washing your face for two weeks and never scrub it. Just take a hot shower and when you dry off, rub the towel on your face to remove the dead skin.
Move over, boys...
>25 years old
>5'9''
>hairline officially receding
>little bitch hands
>size fucking 9 feet
>wristlet
>leglet
>unattractively skinny
>stupid
>poor
>have been cucked multiple times (not by choice)
>have gotten my ass kicked
>have been humiliated in front of a large group of people multiple times
>went to a shit-tier college
>wanted to get into screenwriting, was told my movie ideas are "problematic," "tired" and "unnecessary."
I don't know how much longer I can hold on for. I want to die but I think hell exists. Life is supposed to tempt you into making irrevocable mistakes.
I just wanted to be Chad. We should all get to be born Chad. Why did my parents do this to me?
Has that actually worked for anyone? I can't go a day without washing it since it feels so greasy all the time.
This is the most robotic feeling of them all. Same thing with me, desu. We are fucked and it's never gonna get better. We're just garbage for people to ignore. I can't blame them.
Fucking kikes. Hell exists and you're going there. You are abominations and have strayed from God's grace. May you burn for all eternity in the lake of fire.
I wanted to type everything that I despise of myself.
And then I thought about it a bit.
Is there anything that I like about myself?
There is nothing.
>calls other's kikes
>literally worships a dead jew on a stick
Tweeze your undesirable hair, user
bumping the only good thread on Jow Forums
no surprise all the summerfags, roasties, non-virgins, and other normals aren't ITT to begin with
>he knows nothing about theology
>he knows nothing about history
>he knows nothing about demographics
>he knows nothing about Christ
>"le ded jew on a stick XD"
Hope you're enjoying the summer of your sophomore year in high school, champ.
>I hate how insecure the size of my dick makes me and that I'll look like a fag if I try to justify it
>I hate that when i get the slightest bit fat it get to weird fat rolls below and over my bellybutton that makes me look that I'm wearing diapers when wearing any kind of clothes.
>I hate that i have to keep doing exercise(Which i hate) because i don't want to get fat so someone may find me attractive and in the end accomplishes nothing
>I hate that to this day when I start to feel a bit better about myself a random memory of a embarrassing thing i did years ago and probably no one remembers will pop up in my head and will ruin my entire week and let me cripplingly depressed and unable to move on.
>I hate that I don't have the balls to approach any female/male I find attractive
>I hate that even if someone finally approached me for some reason since I have no self esteem I'll think something is up and run or I'll wont get that they are approaching me
>I hate that I know that last scenario will never happen
>I hate that I can't grow a fucking decent beard even tho I have the hairiest of buttholes that I keep waxing every single week because I hate my hairy butt.
>5'10 (not too worked up about this, but my size 13 feet are just anomalous clown feet)
>Not hideous, but I can't smile with my teeth without looking like a freak, so I don't ever. It makes me feel even weirder, though.
>Socially awkward/semi-retarded. I have a small group of friends, last two times I went to parties were July and October of last year, where I felt uncomfortable and out of place and barely talked to anyone I didn't know already. Friends are alright, but increasingly unreliable as their lives/gfs get in the way while I've stagnated.
>Avoidant-style fears of rejection and humiliation underpin most of my social behaviour, and I withdraw from potentially unpleasant things.
>KHV at 23, entirely myself holding me back, I've never even attempted anything. I even turned a couple of girls down back in high school, not sure why I did that, maybe could've turned out normal.
>Briefly tried Tinder earlier this year at friend's behest, had to get help to even set up my profile, by now I'm kind of sickened by the thought of continuing to use it, I'm too retarded to make it go anywhere!
>Older siblings are both popular, sociable, attractive people with none of my shitty problems.
>Dying seems easier than fixing myself, but I'd feel bad for my family, so I continue living.
I'm constantly getting worse at everything I do.
>used to be smart, now can't absorb any information. I could study something for hours and maybe remember a couple of factoids. Somehow still doing alright in University, although I think that's just because my classes are literally retarded. I don't feel different than when I started in first year.
>been working out for years now, slowly getting weaker. Weights are now ~70% of me at my peak and feel exhaustingly heavy - just holding the bar on my shoulders for squatting feels like a massive burden.
>friends/family are all drifting away, no one wants to play video games with me anymore and I don't even like video games any more. I'm bad at video games now too - I have trouble getting through games that I played when I was like 10 and am constantly getting worse at competitve games like CS.
>can't "go out and meet people" because they dislike me not long after meeting me, something about me is inhuman and conversation does not flow as normal. I've watched people introduce themselves to clubs however it seems when I try to mimic their actions people just don't respond the same.
>used to read through several books in elementary school, now it takes me a couple weeks to finish a book due to the combination of slow reading and difficulty focusing. If you asked me what my favourite part was or even for a synopsis I would likely draw a blank.
>decided I should try other hobbies and improve myself, bought a piano, practiced several hours a day for almost a month, realized that there's virtually no change since the first week.
There's nothing I enjoy anymore. I feel almost nothing when I orgasm, only a small sensation like a I just bit into a good sandwich. All of my hobbies that I had when I was younger are tired and unfulfilling. I wouldn't even enjoy having a girlfriend at this point. My life is consumed by eating, sleeping, and working since that is what I must do to survive.
Cool, now go fight with your other friends about who imaginary friend has the best super powers.
Okay what did you think about Aquinas' treatment of sexual ethics then?
Nah lol you ain't read shit go back to your kike worship
My only question is how the fuck did Bethuel shit out Rebekah and Laban out of thin air?
Its worked for me. I would show you the "before" pictures of my acne, but I burned them all. I work in a pizza kitchen and all the sweat, flour, oil and dirt that caked on my face was disgusting. So I thought it made me break out and greasy af, but then after scrubbing every day until my skin was tight and red I would break out more. I got really depressed and only showered like 2x a week and didnt touch my face at all... and wa la, who knew that would get rid of my acne.
It grows like weeds. My skin is really fragile and sensitive so the hair gets embedded deep and when I try to tweeze it makes me bleed and scab over.
>wa la
voila
>being this new
Wa la, you just revealed yourself
you missed the joke but alright bud
t. samefag
Aquinas =/= Jesus Christ
Enjoy high school lad. I'm sure you've got it all figured out.
Acne is genetic.
Also stop following such a rigorous routine. You're exposing fresh skin to the elements and removing your protective layers which is clogging your pours. That oil on your face is protecting your pours from getting clogged with dirt and other grime. You should leave it be and only wipe it off with a dry towel on occasion.
I speak as a fellow user with acne issues. Used to do all the crap you did, but then I stopped sometime in university and after a while, acne just stopped popping up. I don't even eat healthy anymore either (granted, I've gained 50lbs in the past 4 years since I stopped getting acne so it wasn't that great of a tradeoff)
I don't know, i think my biggest problem is how i see myself, there have been girls that have been interested in me and rated myself around 7-8, but i really don't think they were being serious and were just making fun of me. I have no confident, i am socially retarded, and still a virgin at 26 y/o.
I am also a NEET, and short (5'7) and have an average/small dick (5.5) I am also very skinny (120) so yeah most people don't take me seriously. The only good thing is i don't look my age, i look like i am 16-18.
I wish i had the will and the determination to work on myself but telling the truth i think i have given up already on that, on losing my virginity, getting a gf, making friends or having a normal life. I am not blaming anyone or anything but my own self for how i choose self pity and self hatred over improving myself...But what can someone do when you don't have the drive or the will to do anything? I really don't know.
>tfw diagnosed with schizoid personality disorded
I have good looks, i wish i just were a normalfag.
I'm a nigger and will never be better than that. It hurts horribly. I will never even come close to the beauty that other women have. I could only be acceptable if I were a 9 or 10/10 and if I had light skin, but I don't. The only thing that makes me happy any more is losing weight and knowing i will be skinny soon.
I look decent but the tone of my voice and my body language are extremely autistic and i have no fucking clue how to fix it
I'm sort.
I'm ugly.
No one ever showed an interest in me and I've never been able to be interested either.
The one person I loved and genuinely cared for back then is dead. I missed my chance and there was nothing I could do.
I want to inflict as much emotional and physical pain on everyone as I possibly can.
I can't properly tie my shoes.
No matter how much I bathe I smell bad anyways.
I've no interest in absolutely anything other than hurting other, weaker people.
I wasted 2 years of my life on an expensive school program I didn't even finish just to be closer to that person but again that didn't matter and I don't know how to make the best of it now (and neither do I care).
lmao proddie scum
burn in hell heretic
>Hell exists
What year are you on buddy
It does, where else do you think you are?
I hate my mind and thought process and how no matter how hard I try I can't change it
I hate being poor
I hate having to rely on others
I hate that I become attached to people quickly
I hate that I distance myself from everyone because of it
I hate my hair
I hate my face
I hate my inability to write music despite countless hours of dedication
I just hate existing in general
Nice reply but you said we were GOING to Hell.
If I wasn't a lazy university dropout piece of shit, I would
>just be finishing my BSc
>have more money in my bank account from working non-dead-end jobs
>either have a good full time job lined up or be going for an MSc
>probably have my own place (I'd just rent the cheapest piece of shit I could find because I hate living with my parents)
>probably have a gf
Granted, I'm currently making genuine progress at fixing my life, but I feel like it's useless. I hate working 8 hours and having almost no free time during the week. I hate commuting. I hate that I will probably never have feelings as strong as I had for my oneitis for anyone. If I'm still alone by the time I hit 30, I will most likely off myself.
I hate myself because no matter what I try I always fail at it. I'm not good at anything, nor have I ever been. I'm not short, fat, or ugly and I've had plenty of advantages and opportunities in life but I've fucked them all up. I hate myself because I'm weak and I always will be, no matter what I do.
Strong jaws are cute, post pics
I hate being a mongrel
I hate my facial structure
I hate my father for being myself but fucking my mother, a black person, something i would never do
I hate myself for being unnatural
I hate myself for being robotic
I hate myself for not being able to suppress my urges
I hate myself for looking at women in the streets
I hate myself for being looked at by women in the streets
I hate myself for being a an interesting, yet disturbing person
I hate myself for needing to breath
I hate my recent memory loss
I hate myself for having loved one day
I hate myself for having kissed
I don't hate myself for being a virgin
I hate myself for being a lame excuse of a wizard
I hate my skin tone
I hate my acne
I hate my apartment
I hate when I'm unconsciouslly going after some girl when I just wanted to be left alone
I hate when I have to wait for replies
I hate my brain for being this primitive piece of shit
My depression is getting to that too
we need some meds bro
Are you a black fembot? If so, a majority of the ppl here would want to marry you.
I hate that I have social anxiety and let other people frighten me with just their presence. I hate that I had opportunities other people didn't and still managed to fuck my life up. I hate that I complain so much but I can't bring myself to fix anything. I hate that I'm a hypocrite about everything. I hate that I need others approval to feel good. I hate that people always look down on me. I hate that people can be smarter than me and better looking and seem to have everything going for them. I hate that I compare myself to everyone. I hate how angry I get. I hate that I try to hang myself every month with a tie but I can't ever go through with it.
I hate that I have no excuse to feel the way I do except mental illnesses and that I didn't grow up with a dad. I hate that people can blame where they grew up or that they were poor so people won't judge them because they have the moral high ground. I hate that my skin color is supposed to mean that life is easy for me.
I sometimes watch porn with really black negresses, if that makes you feel any better. Nice trips btw.
good
cuz you sound like a pussy
>be me, sperg medical student
>will graduate when I'm 30
>tried my best to find a real job after undergrad
>all I found was minimum wage shit
>regret being an on/off NEET for 4 years, letting my brain and youth atrophy
>was major depressive at one point but couldn't find a place to hang myself
>didn't leave the house for 2 months, tried hanging with a belt but my toes could touch ground so I blacked out and didn't hero
>grew up believing that life starts after university and that things get better when you find first real job
>yet life was never good and only got worse after graduation
>never found that first real job
>turned things around recently but it's too late now
>I sincerely hate every normie, which is the majority of my damned generation
>literally planning to settle down and never leave the town that hires me
>crossing my fingers for Wyoming or the Dakotas, or the mid west
>mfw I have to diagose and treat these ppl
>they are all fucked
>you are all fucked
>I am all fucked
...
If I have boy children, I will literally send them into apprenticeships or child labor camp starting at age 8. Or work them on the farm, like the Amish. Anything to give them some purpose and a trade.
I hate being ugly
Ever felt that "smugness" coming from most bastards, hey user, yoouree sooo attractive haahhahah
FUCK ALL YOU
I dislike being nonwhite because of looks, you know what? fuck it everyone is a piece of shit
I hate that there's lways thhiss need, ttis idea
>you need love, you need relationships, you need people
and yes, i may need it, but its all genetic validation
FUCK IT BITCH
Oh boy where should I start
Bad mental and physical health for 6 years straight
Fat (But I'm trying to lose weight)
Ugly beyond saving
Long, girly eyelashes whilst I look like a fucking truck
Only 1 friend
Bad at my job
Bad at my hobbies (Writing, drawing, smithing, gaming)
Depression
Social anxiety, only had 2 girlfriends (1 LDR cheating whore and the other used me as a rebound) I lost my virginity though which isn't that bad
I rarely feel good, mentally and physically (Nausia, stomach aches etc)
Lots of panic attacks for bs reasons
Dicklet (Barely 5")
Delayed ejaculation syndrome (Yea fuck that. Really messes with your head)
There are probably alot more that I can't think of rn but oh well
That image is too big, resize it to a fourth the size you dumb nigger
My penis is 3.5 in
I get jealous easily
I have a paranoia of being a cuckold even though I'm not in a relationship
I fear dying alone
I have a dead-end job at walmart
I hesitate too much
I'd suck at having sex
And let me tell you what makes me unattractive
>non white
>spic
>probably a 0/10 face,narrow and i fucking hate my nose
>weird eyes, probably a negative canthal tilt and "long" eyelashes, it looks lke shit
>5'9 manlet
>6 dicklet
>small frame
>wristlet
>depression
>thin neck
shit fucking sucks
am not a real man im a small dick loser i need to die i don't want to be humiliated women superior to men
my my where do i start
>receding hairline
>quite the autist when dealing with women (but that's common here)
>i procrastinate too much
>massive fucking mole on my ,forehead
>severe mental issues to do with change and pity
>got paranoia
>mediocre face at best
>no social skills
I only have autism holding me down.
We're not going to make it lads.
Op pic is retarded.
Change the haircut a bit and that's all he needs. Well also some nice clothes obviously but still
Yeah. I've thought about antidepressants but it sounds like the effects of SSRI's are similar to what I'm feeling right now - not sad, but distant and apathetic. Maybe I'm wrong and seeing a doctor would help.
you don't want to look too much like a warrior like the "chad" edit on the right. It intimidates people and makes them not want to be around you. Guy on the left looks much more approachable
i honestly dont know if im a handsome, high iq guy or low iq, ugly guy with a micropenis.
let's see
Physically, i don't like my large, greasy nose and my voice sounds absolutely horrendous when it's recorded, which sucks because it sounds like liquid gold in person
mentally i hate that i cant make myself do things that i know i can do because of rare moments where stuff just get done
i'm just gonna leave this here
oregno roli
>weak 5'6
>combination skin (very oily nose and very dry cheeks)
>acne on face, chest and back
>discoloured teeth
>skinny-fat
>weak chin and jaw
>baby face
>poor
>permavirgin
>depressed
>anxiety-ridden
>dumb
>directionless
And much, much more.
I look like this. Enough said.
I drive everyone away with my pessimism because I have ptsd and was physically and emotionally abused as a child