I just said aloud why do people want to talk to me

I just said aloud why do people want to talk to me.

My mum text me earlier, saying it has been 13 days since I replied. I replied. She replied. 2 hours later she replied again with is that it then? :(

I have four friends. I deleted WhatsApp in January and it has been 118 days since I have had any contact with them. For the first time in a while one phoned me and the other text me. I ignored.

All I do is work. I am 29 and a virgin and live alone and away from them all.

I think I might be mentally ill. Am I acting irrationally? I just had a flash of conciousness that I might be.

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If you don't like them you don't like them. I don't see the problem

I think I like them. They are the only people who like me. Imhave no one if I dont have them...

then stop being a retard and talk to them

I cant and I will lose them forever and will never make anymore friends and will die alone just like I knew I would.

I'll say something pretty edgy that most people here will just roll their eyes over, but it is true:
You're on the right. People will make things worse before they make them better for you. You know this but seem to be forgetting out of fear of being "irrational". Remember this and ignore them. Remember you don't have anything worthwhile to gain, only the risk of being open to the subtle attacks and humiliation of the average individual that comes with interacting with them.

Your Mom wants to keep in touch with you? Man, that's rough.

Faggot.

She was bad to me when I was younger...

I am a mess

In what way, how bad?

twisted, crazy, absolutely gone off psychopath we have in this thread. I prescribe you cock modafinil and weights for you climb out of THIS slumber. Download grindr (the tinder of gays) read phenology books and start lifting weights

Why do you think I am gay?

I didnt say I was.

then quit bitching about it hit every fat black chick. your not gay get over it yes the rest stays the same what else do you want

I guess I have just been rotting for 10 years laying bed every weekend and evening when not in work. It have been 2.5 years since I did anything social.

wanna hit the streets of berlin with me? im wild 19 and ready for anyth1ing!!

Nah I am in the UK and 10 years older than you.

tell me more user whats left to say?

Maybe I will end my life?

Tell me user whats left to do?

hey faggot where in the UK are you

I am also KHV angry mental ill robot, i've lived in London and now staying near Leeds.

I live north of you. I hate how I have ruined my life slowly over about 14 years. I never got the social skills.

Hey man, wallowing doesnt help trust me, i tried it, and my 28 year old NEET brother also tried it, and we both realised that depression sucks, but depression coupled with a crushingly negative mindset is a recipe for suicide

I never had social skills either, i was kept indoors all day when others my age were out socialising and having fun. I was playing singleplayer games becoming autistic. But i feel if my 28 year old brother can have hope, and this guy hasn't had work or even left the house on his own for a decade, then you can have hope too. You havent even reached 30.

How was your mum bad to you? Give us some details, maybe you can forgive her and fix your relationship, good relations with parents are more fulfilling than any friendship will ever be

Fuck your mum. I know your father fucked your mum or else you wouldn't be here. Don't be a cuck boy for any woman including your mother. Your mum's RANDOM! Divorce your mum.

trying to see if i got this down or not enjoy bump/

Maybe you are a schizoid?