Why will you never have sex?

I'm insane. orgenningnnin

I lucked out and got pity sex. I wasn't impressed. Sure I still wish I could get sex but after losing my virginity I just don't feel like working my ass off to obtain it anymore. I most likely won't be able to have sex again without paying for it but whatever.

All I need to do to get there is completely rework my personality.
Tfw if I was normal, I'd probably be a chad (6'3, long light-brown hair, thin, good facial features)

However
>lisp
which led to
>having been bullied as a kid
which led to
>being completely antisocial, avoiding all contact with people other than the one friend I have who's a junkie
>unable to read the atmosphere
>twisted sense of humour, coupled with a mouth with no filter on it actually creeped out a QT3.14 coworker once trying to have a sense of humour, she avoided me after that. Note to self: don't make abortion jokes to people
>deep depression and misanthropy
>never seen a shrink, but most likely either autistic or aspie

There's actually been girls hitting on me before, but they usually disappear as soon as I start to talk.

Do you have a 'gay' lisp or just a speech impediment?

>years ago
>girl I know from high school sends me a snap
>can't see her tits but she's topless
>hair wet like she just got out of the shower
>captions says "I'm bored"
I just ignored it because I was worried that she had sent it to me accidentally and that if I responded with interest she would've been weirded out. Still wonder what the fuck that was about anyways till this day.

It's the gay lisp... People usually think I'm either gay or retarded. Feels bad, man.

My chances of ever having sex are slim in my opinion.
Pros:
>muscular, good body
>longish hair I've been complemented on by women multiple times
Cons:
>very autistic, have no idea what to say in conversations. Every sentence I come up with is a labor and is usually cringey
>manlet
>acne

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It's not just that though. The whole practice of men approaching women is outdated and sexist by feminist logic.
In an egalitarian society, both genders would approach each other with the same frequency and as a result virtually nobody would be left alone. However, we have not progressed passed the stale process of pursuing females as if they are more valuable objects than men are. Feminists should not allow this to go on, but they do because it drastically increases the standard of living for women.
In nature, males must compete to reproduce. This often involves violence, rape, and other behavior deemed immoral by contemporary society and feminism. In fact, rape was very common among early humans, where the strongest male would be able to pursue and rape the most women. Studies have shown that 17 women reproduced for every man. This is how it used to be, so should rape be allowed? Should harems be allowed in the west? No because society has supposedly progressed passed this. But the animalistic practice of courting a female still goes on, while females act like they are the ones who are disadvantaged.

because i truly hate myself and there is nothing else i can do :)

I unironically think I'd be a Chad or at the very least a well-functioning normalfag if I stopped being a shut-in and lost some weight, but for some reason I can't bring myself to.

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i hate talking to women thats why