Give me one reason not to get drunk and watch humiliation porn to drown in my misery right now

Well, if you get drunk, you'll be hungover tomorrow.

If you don't have to worry about that, chug down. I'd be getting wasted too if I didn't have to go wageslave tomorrow. It's the reason I drink and do drugs in the first place, but the cycle is vicious, and adulthood is miserable.

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Take yourself back user
Pls

going to drink an entire bottle of jameson and hopefully i'll die
i've been trying, going to the gym etc. but it all feels so tiring and I'm still hopeless. the path to success, or even anything close to it feels so impossible.

people often overestimate just how fucked they are. Even in the shittiest spots you still have a sliver of hope to live a fulfilling life with loved ones if you try.
I know that feeling of not caring and i'm not just saying that. I know it will be hard but if you don't try then you cant succeed. Even if you do get drunk and watch humiliation porn there will still be hope but the sooner you try the easier it will be. You need to take control of your life and your body and lead it towards your happiness. One day you will look back on your spot right now and be glad that you took the initiative. take control user i believe in you.

crazy how i'm feeling just as miserable as you, and want to get wasted also

we should make a discord

Well you could also get drunk and watch sissy/ humiliation porn

i appreciate your belief in me but i can assure you it's entirely misplaced
i'm kind of surprised no one has made one yet
i already do. i watch sissy and hypno etc. i wish i was a girl or could be a passable trap.

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Just get drunk and self-deprecate, no woman wants any of us and they'd just be revolted by the idea of intimacy with us.
I've given up too, friend. You're not alone.

Same here tbhon but got barrel chest and stron facial features

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just do it yuo fag, who cares really just do what4ever the hell you want, tho

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Because you can use that time being productive, and attempting to unfuck your life?

lets make the discord you homos

yeah, being ugly is a fate worse than death
pic related is my fantasy (to be her of course)
ok i will
im trying but its not working and i still want to cum & die

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Damn user that looks like a good time.
Onl if I know all about this kinda stuff younger, could have saved myself

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Please user, i really don't want you to go down this road. Think about everyone who ever liked or loved you. You might not be in a state where you care about yourself but you will always be in a state where someone cares about you. I deeply care about you user to the extent i would call love. Please don't hurt yourself, no matter what i will always care and so will countless others, our care is unconditional but it is because of our care that we beg you to at least try. I hope i don't come off as too creepy but it would make me really happy if you tried. You don't have to succeed, hell on your first attempt you are practically guaranteed to fail but a simple try would be amazing. Your failure might be disheartening but as long as you never truly give up you will forever be on a path to the better you. Good luck with your future user we will always be with you deep inside.

Trying to get attention on the loser board isn't trying to fix your life hon, you should leave before some reiko's "trap server" cult tries to lure you in to blackmail you.

anal feels so fucking good but it kinda hurts too ;_;
user, this is very sweet, but pls save it for someone worth it
blackmail me for what? i have nothing to lose

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For lewd shit.

If you are a tranny then you likely used to have friends, I know most of you people tend to screw up your relationships with others when you first transition. If you had old friends you should try to reconnect with them instead of trying to seek random attention or drinking yourself dumb. You'll be happier in the long run.

I feel you, user-chan. A whole bottle of jameson won't kill you though, unless you're especially tiny and drink the whole bottle in one go (or buttchug it). Are you smoking too?

Fun fact: DPH is great for potentiating alcohol!

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Yeah that's why that Reiko cult shit won't work. Beides to ugy for anyone to want me.

You are worth it user and it breaks my heart you cant see that at this time. You are worth so much, immeasurably so in fact. Your life is invaluable. It is clear that you are in an extremely troubled state but that does not change things a bit. You are worth every single word and much more. Please at least consider it. You have to understand how painful it is to see someone you hold dear hate themselves. You are stronger than your despair and my (and others) love is much stronger than your self hatred. I want you to always remember this. Our love surpasses it tenfold. You are a precious one of a kind soul. Shame is healthy but self hatred is not. No matter what i will never hate you, even if you ignore me or make fun of me. There is not a thing you could do that could stop my love but you need to try for both my sake and yours. Even if you fail, i will be with you. Even if you don't try at all i will be with you, constantly rooting for your success no matter how unlikely it seems. Please try user. You are worth it so so much.

I'm not small I'm like 6'3 220 lbs
Probably would just make me feel like shit desu
why are you doing this user? Are you religious or something?

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>tfw no women will ever speak these words to your face

feels bad man...

Sexuality being harmed makes for a miserable life. You should imagine someone you're in mutual love with lovingly mistreating you for kinkiness's sake and then get drunk together.

im so desensitized at this point i don't know if i could cum to that

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>another Reiko tranny thread
wew

>Are you religious or something?
Yes Christian
I hope that does not make my words any weaker to you, my love is still genuine. I'm not saying these things to do my good deed for the day and get into heaven, i'm saying them because its true. Please user at least consider seeking help or trying on your own. No matter what you will never truly be alone, i truly do hope that my religion does not make my words seem duller to you because they have true passion behind them i guarantee you. I love you too much to lie to you you deserve a good life and you deserve love. Please try.
A woman might one day user. never say never

Again, if you don't have work, feel free to chug it, user. Maybe you should drink half the bottle tonight and the other half tomorrow?

Protip: If you have a tampon handy, soak it in the whiskey and put it in your butt. I haven't tried it myself, but I hear it gets you pretty fucked.

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You cum hands free yet?
Good fucking feeling right?

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no clue who reiko is
no i dont mind the religion. i just wish you would stop making me feel bad about my life even more than i already do
yeah, i think i might not even be able to make it through a bottle, im quite the lightweight
fucking how do you do this? the only thing i have the handle of a hair brush which is kind of penis shaped, and i've only gotten to the point where it feels like i'm about to pee and leaking precum, but i've never actually cum from it

You're gonna prolapse your anus someday, and you'll likely get AIDS if you don't kill yourself.

I don't mean to make you feel bad however that often is an unfortunate side effect of unconditional love. I get that same feeling of shame often because of my sin. What you have to realize is your lifestyle wont make me not love you, it wont even make me disappointed in you. I know shame is an awful feeling and i truly apologize for making you feel it but i do it because i love you. If i didn't love you i wouldn't pursue you or ask you to try. I wish my words made you feel more inspired than shameful and i apologize for that too. However i must try and get you to try. If anything i would hope that my love would act as something you can take a deep comfort in instead of alcohol. Because i know its likely for you to hit rock bottom as i often do too, but when you are there i want you to remember that i love you no matter where you are. Please forgive me once again for making you feel negative emotions but i have to try.

Alcoholism is SO hard to beat. It really is. I've tried and tried and tried and tried. Quit for a day then I'm back to drinking. Quit for a week then I'm on a bender. Quit for a month then drink for a year. It always happens. The stuff is everywhere and I have no resistance. I can pick up smoking and drop the habit halfway through a pack. Other people smoke themselves to death. This is the same shit. I can't beat it. There's no point trying. The best I can do is try to avoid liquor. Try to keep it in the evening. Stay functional and hold off the liver disease at least for a couple decades until I can die in my 50s. Slumped over alone in a beat up chair surrounded by empty cans and bottles.

Personally i cant relate with the struggles of alcoholism however i do partially understand your pain. I have a food addiction although i would never compare it to alcoholism due to alcoholism being much more serious i understand that lack of self control.
I eat 1000 cals for a few days and then binge. I keep getting so close but then fail. and when you fail you fail hard and it makes me super upset and depressed. I know that if i don't turn it around i'm going to die in my 60s at most. Please don't misinterpret this as me saying i fully understand your suffering because i don't. However i know the pain of failure and despair. Don't let it consume you, each failure may harm you but it doesn't stop you. I know you are strong enough to beat it, you are probably much stronger than me and that is why you have the tougher challenge. You wont be tested beyond your ability. With your own strength and the support and love of your close ones (and me) i have no doubt that you will be able to finally beat this. You won't die surrounded by bottles, you will die surrounded by love. Its clear that you have already tried but failure does not mean you can give up. Keep going at it user always try and beat it. Remember always that you are strong enough to beat it, that you are worth beating it, and that so many people love you and want to see you beat it. You can do it i believe in you.

>tfw addicted to femdom joi videos

these feels are simply out of this world, it is so good

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>Tfw addicted to BBC hypno and sissy porn while sniffing poppers

the countdowns and cum denial ones really get me
THIS holy shit i know its super bad for you but the hypno vids give such a dopamine rush its insane

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Have you used poppers while watching them? It's amazing. And any links you can recommend?

No i've never tried poppers,
I can't find it again but there was one that had me edging for like an hour, worshiping bbc and fingering myself at the same time i was legit in a trance it was insane :3

Can you please try to remember where it was or what you looked up to find it? That sounds amazing. Also poppers feel so good pick up a bottle of Amsterdam and you'll never go back

I'm so sorry but i've been trying to remember for years. i deleted all my porn related bookmarks and files in a no-porn attempt like a year ago and haven't found it again since. i just remember it was very aggressive and was the only video i've ever seen that really made me feel like a brainwashed slut, just a bunch of enchanting visuals, really well made and then of course the huge black cocks AHHHHHH :3

It's fine to get drunk a few times a month i do it till black out and i'm fine