I bought 2packs of 3inch shotgun shells, I'm all set to commit suicide. I might quit my job, I might kill my self, I might try to join military but that's a stretch desu. I'm not doing too well in general. I think I'll just say goodbye. This board makes me upset anyway so it's just futile. We'll see how tomorrow goes. I'm just a very incompetent and weak person in many ways, or pathetic as someone once called me. My mind just feels like it's going at this point and I really don't like who I am and what this world is desu.
the fact I would need to be saved is bad enough, I"m supposed to be a man.
Carter Perez
Being saved doesn't nullify the fact that you're a man.
Xavier Kelly
Well like you said try some other wild things before you plunge into the wildest side of all Not the military though, I'm thinking more like taking spoopy night walks >inb4 he thinks night walks are wild I live in the woods ok i saw a deer
Zachary Young
c'mon at least livestream it. You'll be a board legend like that sadbot guy and over 50 threads will be made about you.
Gavin Gonzalez
Who cares about being strong and competent? Fuck it, just enjoy the little things in life
Levi Powell
In a similar situation. I don't think I'm quite ready to do it, but at this point, I'm beginning to waste away. I've gotten "better" a few times, but it never lasts. People tell me how intelligent I am, but even if it's true, I don't think I'll ever do anything with it. I wish I could find a way to accept my plight.
Jeremiah Wood
Only if he is good looking. Otherwise he will be ignored.
Forgot to say - Email me if you want to talk a bit before you lie down.
Joseph Long
Even if someone saved me from myself, I'm beyond redemption desu. I've hurt too many people. Wasted every opportunity in my life. Distanced myself from every human being that's ever been interested in me. My mere existence in this world has lead to several of the people I've gotten close to attempting suicide, including one of my exes. I've disappointed my family, my friends, and myself. I used to be ok. I used to have a chance in life. Now all I want to do is blow my head off with a shotgun and just fucking end my miserable existence. I already know I'm going to hell. No amount of atonement or forgiveness can undo what I've done.
can you send me all your money before you die pls?
Jeremiah Rodriguez
>Has no friends or social life in any capacity >Massively depressed and anxious >Only leaves the house once every few weeks >NEET >Barely eats most days >Completely fits the definition of a robot And yet: >Dated twice in high school and lost my v card to a prostitute >Suddenly not a robot I truly am an outcast to everybody, am I? Unloved by the normies for being a complete robot, yet hated by the robots for having shitty hooker sex and dating 2 long distance chicks and one roastie for all of about 3 weeks. I truly do belong nowhere.
Please don't do it OP! If you shot yourself with a shotgun, the liberals will try to use your suicide as evidence as to why guns should be banned.
Please hang yourself instead. Thank you.
Isaac Cox
I'm a cyborg according to the test,70 points
Charles Lewis
Become a trap instead
Cameron Bailey
if you decide to do it then rip user this world is hard, especially for people like us
Christian Martin
I will check these quads if no one else will.
Alexander Sullivan
take lsd, psilocybin, or dmt first high dose silent darkness you're gonna kill yourself anyway, why not?
Michael Phillips
Wish you luck OP in succeeding if that's what you truly want. I'm actually thinking of joining the military. I'm a 5'4" 26yr old skinny fat manlet. I miss school because it gave me structure, I long for discipline and structure. I played hockey in my teens for seven years and wish everyday I hadn't stopped playing. I continued gym class even until grad because even though I was a dumb retard and outcast it's something where you didn't have to think, you just did physical stuff.
Years are taking the toll on me. I've always worked dead end jobs and have been diagnosed with depression and anxiety. My current job is security but I'm not getting enough hours because I refuse to do malls or hospitals. I've realized on very long patrols my hip joint gets really sore. I'm wondering if I can even get back into shape and do basic training. I'm hoping being diagnosed doesn't automatically disqualify me.
I don't know I feel so lost. I'm scared I'll fail because if I can't even cope doing mall or hospital security than how am I going to do military work? I just feel like if I do go into the military someone will force me. That's what I need in my life, I need a drill Sargeant to kick my ass. I've always done good when someone else has kicked my ass into gear. I feel rewarded when I complete a physical feat. Is this a risk I'm willing to take? If I'm rejected how will I cope? I feel so lost.
I'm blogging now and being selfish in your endeavors so I apologize.
Noah Howard
I want a jade weber waifu, bros.
Ethan Morgan
Try it, user I wish you well
Blake Reyes
>feeling sorry for a guy who posts pictures of 13 year old girls
You sound like a decent rational thinking person user, which is a quality much needed in this world. I've felt the same way as you and if I had a shotgun then I would've done it. But I'm glad I didn't and you will be some day too.
