Be 100% Honest

Not at all.
Everything I've ever tried to improve myself has only failed. The only thing I've succeeded in doing is failing at life.
Things will only get better if I can get on disabilitybux or when I die.

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that's right faggot I have faith
stay mad

nah. maybe. i dunno. i dont know if i want it to. i dont know if i care because it always seems to revert back to bad. then ill just die yknow? why do i care if my life is good or bad? its just gonna end. lonely and scared. just like everyone else. ahh man user it really sucks.

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I'm not the optimistic type, but, yeah, when I put a bullet through my brain.

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>waaahhh wahhh why does my life suck :(
Do something about it you cunt.

I don't know. It could go either way at this point. I feel like this might be The Year I Turned It All Around or The Worst Year Of My Life and rock-bottom. In the past six months I
>finished CC and applied to a good uni
>committed to saving enough money for a real piano after taking classes and playing for a year
>got a job
and also
>got in a car crash, requiring therapy and xanax for PTSD and physical therapy
>began losing hearing in one ear and got tinnitus
>might get rejected from the only uni I wanted to go to

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My life is on a very strong upward trajectory by every metric, except I will probably never get even so much as a friend, let alone a girlfriend. So by the things that matter to me, no, no it won't.

I'll get to die one day so, yeah, maybe probably.

Sorry m8, you're fucked. Even if none of that bad stuff happened to you (and holy shit that's heavy what the fuck bro), chances are everything would have come crashing down as you realize that all your work and effort is for nothing in the end.

No
Partly because of fate/luck
Partly because I'm subconsciously sabotaging myself by believing in fate/luck
But I have to keep trying. It motivates me that I only have to deal with this til I'm dead

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How's this

>Go from beta bitch robot to as socially competent as chad friends
>Lose 40kg, revamp wardrobe, get haircut
>Expand social circle vastly, become valued by friends
>Move out, get into uni, become high achiever
>Acquire qt 3.14 gf who loves me
>Life is going pretty much perfectly
>Still horrifyingly depressed and get flashbacks to shitty abusive childhood

Does the ride end?

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No, it can only get worse.

greentext please and thanks

KInd of. You'll just have to actively keep fighting back those memories and shitty feelings for a very long time.

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no

how can it get worse than being a tripfag?

The ride has ended the second you managed to get friends. Fuck off normalfag.

>His happiness is rooted in external factors

Want to know how I know you're a pansy?

come home to glory

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>be normalnigger
>so retarded even 2 words in a row are too hard to understand
>still get a gf
>come brag about it on an anonymous image board's board for people who are trying to figure out why the fuck they're so alone
>claim to be happy about your situation even though that's what you do at night instead of being with your girlfriend
Normalniggers everyone.

>board for people who are trying to figure out why the fuck they're so alone

Nowhere does it say that

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>Be you
>Overcome with jealousy
>Know exactly why you're alone but pretend you don't because change is too hard
>Blame the world for your failings instead of yourself
Incels everyone.

>100% honest

If I avoid people like you until you're necessary then yeah