/Sad/ General

Any robots here dealing with the crushing weight of depression lately? I've had a really shit few months and Jow Forums discords are the only things that bring me peace. On paper my life is awesome, but I can't help but feel like my life is on a downward spiral no matter how many objectively "good" things happen. What should I do man? I've tried everything. I feel like there's nothing left for me at this point.
Anyone else relate? We're almost at the halfway point, how's June going for you, user?

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wanna post your discord, user?

I know that feel user. My life is probably more optimistic than ever, and yet I've never been so depressed. Things will improve at least.

I feel like a lack of any kind of physical affection is what is holding me back from being happy.

Medication or some substance that helps your depression

Is anyone in any small comfy servers? The people in the one I have been in for over a month now have just started ignoring me for no reason and I dont know why.

h-hi uwu

im looking for friends (particularly female acquaintances) to improve my social skills and depression. i am 19m usa midwest and am kind add me

friend of Tawheed#6284

Im male but looking for friends too. What are some of your hobbies?

gaming, programming, politics, cars, computer hardware/software, vaping, smoking, welding, carpentry

I was feeling really depressed last week. I felt so bad, I would have to leave work early because my body was tired and hurting. I'd get home and pace my room crying.
Then I felt okay for a few days. Then I started feeling really happy and excited for a few days. I started thinking about all sorts of possibilities and things I wanted to try doing. I had so many ideas but then I couldn't go through with any of them. And that made me crash and go back to feeling sad.

This happens all the time though. I don't know what's wrong with me. Why can't I just feel okay? I'm always flipping between despair and excitement.

Get in here, we got a sad channel, come sadpost with us. /drn9wmK

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Im only happy when im sad. Masochism is my medicine, even if it kills me.

unironically like stabbing myself
with an exacto knife
quick lil stabs
nice lil puncture scar remains

maybe you wanna be sad? maybe you feel guilty for being sad even though your well off, and you wish your mom was a meth addict and your dad had left you and that you were forced into a psych ward as a teenager so that you have an excuse to feel this shitty and a drive to make something better out of yourself???? idk just a thought

I replied to a thread and everyone starting shitting on me. And now Reiko 2: Electric Boogaloo is happening. FUUUUUUCCCKKK

Come visit our chill comfy server
/REbWA6

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Same here,user. Everything is dark and there isn't any hope and nothing to look forward to. I have to hide it because everyone will give me the most famous answer "just laugh". I want to die that is what only I think of.

that's literally bipolar

I can't stand work anymore. I have been there for a year and we are always understaffed. Everyone is getting agitated . Service is getting slower . Customers are getting less frequent and the customers that do show up are complaining about the speed of service or quality of the food. We are still expected to have orders done in under 3 minutes when there's only 2 people working . Food safety and secret shoppers have been giving us bad reviews and it's just not fair. If we had more people we can keep the place clean and provide fast quality service. Regional manager can't expect us to perform well when we don't have more than 2-3 people running a fast food restaurant.

People are calling in sick because the stress isn't worth it.

I think about ODing everyday. My plan want to take cyanide but I think heroin OD sounds better though I don't like needles and I don't know where I'll buy it so I have to see.

Honestly considering suicide.

I just can't deal with it anymore. I've tried self harming, alcohol, pot, nothing helps.

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Anyone in New ZeaIand want to be friends?

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Trying to turn it into agression.

Waiting for the email of the other user in Bavaria.