So I think I might have caused a guy to commit suicide.
>Start larping as a female on a forum and discord server a little over a year ago >Use pics of some fat girl >crop the pics and flip them so they wouldn't come up on reverse image searches >Pretend to be the autistic and nerdy but sweet girl >Only intended to do this for like a week >Things got out of hand and I got addicted to the attention >Worshiped just for existing (or rather, appearing to exist) >Several guys fall in love with me >Get them to compete over me >Realize this has gotten out of hand >Start acting as rude as possible to try and make them not want to talk to me anymore so I can end the whole thing >It doesn't work >Tell one guy I hated him and never wanted to talk to him again >He leaves a suicide note on discord >Stops getting online on discord >No social media activity >No steam activity
I think he might have actually done it...but I'm not sure. He could have just faked it and just went off the grid. Nothing comes up when I google his name. Wouldn't it be in an article if he really did it?
I wish I had some way of knowing. This is really starting to bother me a lot. If it turns out he did kill himself this will haunt me forever.
It's exceedingly likely he only disappeared from your Internet circle. Be on the watch for new faces in the same haunts. It could very well be him starting fresh and leaving the old behind. I would strongly recommend that you leave all this behind you and cut the cord. Even if you didn't cause a man to kill himself, you caused him great harm.
Evan Kelly
Let the poor bastards done easy, you imbecile. Hurting feelings is not a good way to part.
John Wright
I thought I could somehow make things right by getting everyone to hate me. I thought they would all unite against me. I literally got the idea from a Chinese cartoon. Holy fuck I'm autistic.
Benjamin Allen
I'm not concerned about legal consequences. We're not in the same country, or even continent for that matter. My country almost certainly doesn't have an extradition treaty with his either.
Ayden Barnes
Leviticus 19:18.
And if you truly feel sorry for what you have done to these innocents, repent and tell them your deceit. Tell them you are sorry and beg for their forgiveness.
Carson Anderson
Isn't that the same part of the bible that says you should be put to death for working on the sabbath?
Don't let your talent go to waste and keep on doing God's work
Justin Sanders
Turn yourself in to the authorities. Call the police and say you may have caused someone to commit suicide. They have the resources to look up this man and determine if he is alive. Repent for your sins.
Jeremiah Diaz
>kills an pathetic orbiter >dont feels joy too much s.o.i
Logan Lopez
Don't cut yourself on that edge. We were all orbiters at one point.
It won't be in an article because most suicides aren't published out of copycat fears and family privacy issues. There may be an online obituary but they're not common in many places. Have you thought of looking up family members and checking their social media for any info?
also, what forum was it
Jordan Long
Tbqh if a fake internet girl on fucking discord who you've never met in your life who you beta orbit causes you to kill yourself it might be natural selection at that point.
Gabriel Fisher
He was an only child and his father died last year. The only person in his immediate family was his mother, who according to him didn't know how to use a computer at all.
Camden Anderson
this desu famalalalalamammalalamlam
Logan Gonzalez
You may be able to call a welfare check. If he refuses to talk to you, whatever, but at least you'll know he's alive. Also what fucking forum you fag
Jonathan Young
Bruh you posted anime loli feet fetishist shit. I'm a fedora brandisher myself but that verse is still kino.
I had to google what a welfare check is. I doubt they even do those in his country. I doubt I would be able to communicate with the police in his country as I don't speak whatever language they speak in his country.
Also it was just some random small forum that had like a couple dozen active users. Knowing what information I've given in this thread would make it really obvious what account was mine, and I don't want to cause any more trouble.
Hudson Gray
Do you have his IP? Maybe you could set up some anonymous empty website that comes up on searches with his name, and put a tracker on it. If he ever searches himself up from home, you'll be able to check. Also have you talked to his other friends at all?
Grayson Hill
Obviously you need to pick and choose, faggot
Ryan Wood
>Do you have his IP? I don't but maybe I could get it from the owner of the forum. Good idea though. Although it would depend on being able to get his IP address, him not using a VPN, having a static IP and searching his own name. Long shot but could work. How much would this cost to set up? >Also have you talked to his other friends at all? The only friends of his I know of are the ones in the forum and discord, and none of them have heard from him since the suicide note.
Justin Perez
No, actually, a lot of us never orbited, and never will.
Jayden Gomez
More than half of the robots here CURRENTLY orbit. Just look at how many replies literally any thread where OP announces they're female gets, and how many guys are begging for her contact info.
Charles Brooks
Cheap, just make sure to get on google searches with your website. Maybe leave some throwaway email so he can drop you a line asking who you are. You can talk to him anonymously then, and as soon as you confirm it's him, drop him. IP wouldn't be strictly necessary then either
Hudson Reed
Awesome another degenerate down
Wyatt Young
Nigga please. This is one of the most degenerate places on the internet. And I mean that in every sense of the word.
The robots that complain about degenerates here are like the the asians that call other asians "gooks".
Christian Parker
Who said theres no degenerates in /r9k?
Jayden Howard
You're completely missing the point. My point is that he's almost certainly a degenerate himself, and is thus throwing stones when his house is made of glass.
But even if he wasn't a degenerate, he's still on one of the most degenerate parts of the internet. So it would be like moving to israel only to complain about "kikes".
William Rivera
Great job OP, you freed him from worldly suffering.
Wyatt Morgan
I'm a degenerate and I still cheer for every degenerate less on this earth. We're a blight on this civilization, useless mouths to feed, actively worsening living conditions for everyone else just by existing.
If one degenerate off'd himself because of what he thought was one girl online, then great. Hopefully OP will kill himself out of guilt as well.
Tyler Bennett
You are not the fucking center of the universe, faggot
Michael Garcia
they wouldve hated you if you told them the truth. Why didnt you do that?
Alexander Morales
Because I wanted to do the whole thing in character. Part of me wanted to see the reaction of seeing my character (that they thought was real) become "evil".
Plus the whole "pretending to be evil to turn everyone against you" idea came from my favorite chinese cartoon. I know that sounds really autistic, and it is.
Michael Martin
Why do you think this matters lol? |Every country has murder laws.
Adrian Hughes
suicide is painless my man.
Brayden Wright
You're a bad person user, and not, because you're a huge attention seeking LARPer who wishes to be the ROASTie. Deep down you knew being an asshole would still keep the attention 100% on you. If you weren't a faggot you'd have just stopped using the account, or "faked" your death in a lulzy manner. This guy most likely killed himself, because he seems to have been on a similar cognitive plane. Your fates have more in common than you know. I'm sure you'll soon meet the rope too.
