Anyone hear addicted to drugs? whats it like? where do you get the money? have you tried quitting?

anyone hear addicted to drugs? whats it like? where do you get the money? have you tried quitting?
I smoke weed a lot but one of my street guys was telling me how much money he makes off heroin users jfc.

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i d tap that ass if ya know what i mean

Meth, I'm a poorfag neet but it's everywhere here and I feel too happy to give a fuck.

I'm addicted to that weedle de deedle, and frankly I could go for just a teensy weensy bit of it right about now.

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I save money on food, and hygiene products because the meth makes me forget those things

i used to smoke but quit

>I save money on food, and hygiene
what about housing? are you homeless? living with your parents?

I was briefly addicted to tianeptine, an antidepressant that, when taken in large amounts, has opioid effects. In the US it's legal, you can easily order large amounts in powder or liquid form.

When prescribed, it's usually dosed 3 times a day at 12.5mg. I was doing 6 doses @ 150mg minimum. I reached 200mg every dose eventually. It got expensive. If I ordered at the wrong time, and my package didn't arrive, I'd go through withdrawal just waiting for it (tianeptine only lasts 3 hours, and withdrawal happens quickly). Even when taking it regularly I'd still wake up in withdrawal.

At the end of each day I was getting sick and high doses gave me hypomanic episodes. Some people have worse habits than mine, so I don't know how bad it could get for me. I quit cold turkey. Four days of hell, restless legs, diarrhea, depression, anxiety, the same withdrawal you get from other opioids.

I still feel tempted all the time to buy it again. I think "I'll just buy a LITTLE!" I wonder when the desires will go away.

>I wonder when the desires will go away.
no user. they never go away.

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I don't want to keep fighting the desires. I have no friends, I have no hobbies, I have nothing in my life that's enjoyable, tianeptine made me happy. Why do I even try to keep away from it when I'm miserable without it.

I know that feely weely, my dank dude. Satan's naughty little herb makes me dumber, less depressed, and a lot gayer. The only problem is it makes it hard to concentrate or remember things.

Addicted to crack cocaine for 4 years AMA I got many stories like the time i was homeless and lived in the woods with a tent and i got attacked by wildlife or the tranny drag queen that robbed me for a nickel bag

how did you start, and at what point did you realize you lost control?

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Tell me about when you were homeless

I started at 16 this old homeless guy by the docks we called him little george he gave me a hit from his pipe one thing lead to another and sure enough iwas stealing from moms purse and doing little scams and schemes like fake insurance shit...... long story short it was wack

>one thing lead to another
no nigger elaborate jfc i fucking hate this board reading comprehension is like 2nd grade fuck.
Anyways can you describe the high and withdrawal? after you tell me what it was like going from that first hit to addiction? what happened in the weeks/months after the first hit?

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Ya i got kicked out by moms she said she dont want no crack addict son. First couple days werent so bad i had some friends who let me sleep over or sleep in their car but after a while it got ruff. i stole a tent from a outdoor store and i made camp for a while in the oak forests around here. I tried gettign close to nature setting up deadfall traps and fishing and stuff for food but i realized it was easier stealing from walmart instead.

All sorts of shady motherfuckers in those woods the worst thing is other homeless people not cops not park rangers but other crazies... They got diseases and theyll shank you for your shoes

Currently doing a cup and a half a day of kratom, probably could quit cold turkey without experiencing anything more than mild to moderate withdrawal but I'm too much of a pussy to do it at this time.

First time you smoke crackk like first real hit you take you get a good happy time dream feeling its like getting sucked off by your high school sweetheart its awesome. Youll always remember it. For bout 5-10 minutes then it wears off and thats the next thing youll always remember the fucking crash. Man imagine like having your high school sweetheart spending all this time with her getting all mushy with your feelings having those butterflies in your stomatch and then bam somebody pressed the reset button on the remote, shes gone. Its the worst feeling you could have its like your body physically needs the shit man idk how to explain it you get rashes itches you cant sleep your tongue hurts your fidgety as fuck nervous as fuck shit like that.

It starts off like a hobby like weed you just smoke to get bored. Dime bag here and there. You think damn this shits not addictive i can manage this. Then u realize u need more just to feel that same way you did the first time. And you keep buying more and more till eventually your resorting 2 drastic measures.

im uhh addicted to something as pleb as cigs and alcohol and i do other stuff sometimes but not addicted since it's hard to find connections. im very frugal so i have enough money to fund the habit

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porn is a drug, i'm addicted to that.
internet might as well be a drug.
I smoked cigs for years. it was because my lungs were not functioning properly that i quit. it was a life or death thing. after that period i focused on health and fitness with calisthenics and a ketogenic diet. i had alot of time to myself to experiment with holistic remedies as well. fast forward a couple years, i got into weightlifting and am completely off cigarettes. i was hopelessly addicted to cigs, used to pick them up off the street.

my experience with addiction: it makes life harder. you want to be free from all attachments, not just drugs. food, comfort, etc. it all just distracts you from living genuinely. you can't really be yourself if you are dependent on something to be/feel/cope/experience 'x'

i'm 25 now. porn is less of a problem now, but i've been slipping. i know how to beat addiction ( Replace bad habits with good ones - SACRIFICE THE EVIL FOR GOOD) but my obligations leave me with little time to pursue a program of rebalancing. working full time... when you come home from a 14 hour day all you want to do is become a vegetable and consume... God help us all.

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I was really addicted to tobacco. Specifically, I was smoking cigarellos like cigarettes. Shit was destroying my body. I was also addicted to THC in the form of edibles. That was a fun, confusing and ultimately unfortunate time for me. Stay clean, kiddos.

>all these cig addicts
My niggas. You know what they say, you havent hit rock bottom until you smoke cig butts off the ground.

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I'm not addicted but I like to smoke trees when I get the chance.

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Im probably addicted to benzos but theyre prescription so I dont really care. I get them for really cheap and have no reason to stop.

I do, I reroll them up when I get low and go for late night walks to pick them up. I don't feel so bad, heaps of people do it here, smoking is expensive.

Just find a heroin/opiate dealer and stop being a fucking pussy

I agree with all of this but would I have phrased it in a less faggy way.

Quit cigarettes about 5 years ago. Haven't stopped drinking. Pretty sure I'm becoming a / am an alcoholic. Sometimes I think about picking up smoking again or have dreams in which I smoke or take a hit or just whatever. I started smoking/drinking young tho so it's kinda ingrained into me or maybe it's normal for addicts I dunno.