Church Box

Ah, I see your a man of Catholic culture as well...

Now now my child, calling a faggot a faggot is rude. Tell me your some, you'll feel better.

actually no i'm the baptist from
I'm just giving him the catholic answer because he asked a question about catholic theology.

i fap to pictures of Instagram models

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honestly I have a lust for loli.

Who doesn't, everybody on this damn forum is a wonderful person inside the shell we're all living in. We're all after something, and it's a matter of time before we get it. We're all on this forum for a reason, for a compassion, for a goal, and for peace. Remember the weather, as that will come in handy later on in life; you will remember each and every day. The summer days, the winter ones, and that one day where you slipped on ice and fell on your head! You will need to remember the weather. Thank you very much!

OK, I posted this several times before but there was a Catholic church I used to go until high school and I found this Korean altar girl particularly attractive.

I didn't really have a crush on her, mind you, but you get my idea. Kinda close to how I imagine ideal looking girl.

She has 800 Instagram followers. I don't have a chance with something like this as a pathetic depressed beta autist even if I go back to church do I? Also I found out that she goes to same uni.

How do I deal with this >tfw no ideal gf feel? Also I'm seriously reconsidering becoming Catholic again since there are more important things than getting a GF, Thanks for reading.

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I have your ip address and I'm sending a swat over to your house, child pedo

I blew a guy and got fucked in the ass by another. It felt great. But i feel guilty. I dont want to be a slave to my sin. Being gay isnt me. Idk why all of a sudden this happened.

Actually let me talk about this more

I was baptized when I was 13-14 then I went into agnostic phase as my social life got worse and worse, thinking that God doesn't really care if he exists. I stopped going to church at one point and I even got angry when my mum or other people said about praying for me or tell me to pray. Still I think I continued to keep some of the Catholic worldview as well, and I never really agreed on abortion and quite neutral on the subjects regarding LGBT (still more left than right), defended Catholicism on the Internet and I still thought fedoras are ridiculous.

In college my depression actually got really worse, and I failed several units and I even went to psych ward for depression and not eating. I couldn't read neither draw which once gave me joy. I started to develop some nihilistic worldview as well, partially from learning history. I took a break from uni for a year and went back, but still didn't feel different. I still failed to submit assignments and still can't get up properly. I often lie down in my bed for the whole day.

Then recently I wanted to go back to church for some weird reason. I checked an Instagram account of this girl from my church I used to go. I felt empty again knowing that I wouldn't get something like this and wondered if I have a chance if I go back to church.

Then other things came into my mind as well. I was starting to feel since long time ago that there are at least some truths in the church and rampant nihilism and relativism is sort of responsible for the decay of civilization. I started to wonder if this is a spiritual problem or God purposefully giving me ordeal. I even bought a bible.

Yeah, so I'm considering to go back to church and maybe, try to put some faith in me. However I'm wondering if this is just a gamble and I still have doubts that this will help me completely, and I'm really afraid that I'll be disappointed again. Also I struggle with some of the moral absolutism.

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I strayed from Gods light, and tried to fill the gap with pornography and materialism. OS there still hope for me?

It seems like most of you are suffering from lust. Guess it's time to teach you kids about the birds and the bees. When a child reaches a certa- nah I'm just fucking with ya, and remember, loli's don't make you a pedophile. They are old short people. Think like grannies. People who like Loli's are just fucking grannies, nothing too bad. I will be back later, because it is Sunday, after all.

Also I'm not LARPing or just trying to go to church to get a GF. I thought about that first as well but there are more important things, although being alone bothers me a lot.

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How old were you and how old were the other dudes?

There is hope for everyone my child, just pray before you go to sleep.

Yes, just try to find God again. You haven't done anything unforgivable you just fell. Its getting back up which is important.

You blew and got fucked in the ass by a guy? Being a faggot isn't allowed in heaven... But 1 dick equals gay, another dick equals Gay X2, and the gay cancels each other out. You are forgiven.

Thanks, that makes me feel better.

At the time, I was just kicked out of all of the extracurricular activities that were run through the local Catholic church and got a lot of lectures about how I had committed a sin that could not be forgiven and was going to hell.

Since I didn't have any religious background (this was all run through the local public school, that had an agreement with a local church to manage some programs) I didn't have any background to refute what was being yelled at me.

Ok my children, o shall go to my Chambers. Pray before you go to bed, and if you need anything from me, I will be here tommorow. May God be with, my children.

I've always wondered about the blaspheming of the Holy Spirit one. I've joked about the Holy Spirit and stuff, like after my cousin's confirmation, but is that what that means? Have I committed an unforgivable sin? I'm worried I have, but part of me doesn't believe that THAT is the one thing you can do to irreversibly destine yourself for hell.

When I was 16 I was doing work experience thing for my school and I saw my crush working at a hair shop right next to place where I was working while I was distributing leaflets.

Likely a coincidence but back then I literally thought it was God telling me that she was made for me. I prayed for the strength to approach her. Honestly thinking about her probably stopped me from killing myself.

Oh well, I never approached her. Pathetic reason but one of the reasons I lost faith for a while.

Mostly got over her but still bothers me why I experienced this.

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I took a piss on a saint's statue for fun, while sober. I'd do it again.
Fuck you, faggot.

blaspheming the holy spirit does not mean telling a joke. To blaspheme the holy spirit is to live your whole life in opposition to it and never repent. If you are alive then you have the ability to repent.
In Roman Catholic teaching there are six sins that blaspheme against the Holy Spirit. They are: 1. Despair (believing that one's evil is beyond God's forgiveness); 2. Presumption (glory without merit, that is, hope of salvation without keeping the Commandments, or expectation of pardon for sin without repentance); 3. Envying the goodness of another (sadness or repining at another's growth in virtue and perfection); 4. Obstinacy in sin (willful persisting in wickedness, and running on from sin to sin, after sufficient instructions and admonition); 5. Final impenitence (to die without either confession or contrition for our sins), and 6. Impugning the known truth (to argue against known points of faith, and this includes misrepresenting parts or all of the Christian faith to make it seem undesirable).

You are still loved and i'm sure that saint forgives you. Still calm down with the fedora posting. If what you said was real and you take pride in that as a grown adult, that's really sad and fills me with much more pity than anger. Repent user.

Thank you user, info's much appreciated. First and foremost a big relief. I've never thought of despair of one's sinfulness in the context of blasphemy, you've given me a lot to learn and reflect on

No problem, the fact that you are worried about being a reprobate is a really good sign that you aren't. Reprobates don't seek forgiveness and its clear that you want it. Keep following God's light and pray for him to make your path narrow. May God bless you and forgive you.

I was 18 and they were like 45.

dump since deus vult

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Probably being unable to maintain any sort of postitive relationships, not even larping. (Side note; feels weird to admit it on a anonymous board, I would felt better admitting this to a consistent audience)

U right. Thx op

I've succumbed to masturbation for a long time. I've fornicated. I've blasphemed against the Father and the Son. I've stole. I've hurt people I truly loved. I've been guilty of sloth, gluttony, rage, anger, lust, greed, pride and any sin one can be guilty of.
I just want to scream out in some cosmic way that I'm really sorry for how I am.

Forgive me, father. I am frequently dishonest both online and in real life, the latter of which is headed nowhere, and I often masturbate and to very untoward subjects.

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I have given up on live and now only live because im too cowardly to die. Please forgive me for beeing a burden on my family and friends.