Schizoid Thread

IM DOING LITERALLY NOTHIGN WITH MY LIFE AND I DONT KNOW WHY I HAVE NO DRIVVE TO DO SO

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Honestly you're the kind of person that puzzles me the most, how can you care so much about what people think? I would just tell her I don't remember him then be honest to her about my position in the educational system

My exams are tomorrow, I started working yesterday. I have been diagnosed schizoid as well.
Life is hell.

beaucse nobody taught you how.

just start doing shit.
build something.
you'll pick up from there.

Used to be a covert full time, now I just simulate interest at work otherwise the environment becomes hell. Been like this since I was 9 or 10. I have zero interest towards people, friends or girlfriends, but weirdly enough I'm very active in here. Saw a study saying that the removal of our direct identity allows us to open up without risks, which makes sense. But anyways, everyday life is dull without purpose. Curious, do you guys also dream about living in a quiet place far from society?

How do i even feel something like this? Is this even a good or bad thing that you are you talking about? Should i even do something about all of this?

I have been like this since my teens and i am pretty apathetic towards it.

I really really want to get away and mind my own shit.

>everybody gets to have the chance of experiencing love but you
>you occasionally get lonely and make new friends but you end up ghosting them after a week
Occasionally lonely? Caring about love? Must not be a 100% schizoid, quite unfortunate for you my friend.

No but it usually entails a preoccupation with fantasy rather than learning useful shit. Its considered a disorder for a reason. But alas grats on being more high functioning than is typical

>Must not be a 100% schizoid

so this thread is for 100% schizoids only? what about 99% schizoids what should they do

I dream about fucked up shit. Another possible trait is sadism unfortunately

I smoke weed often and when I do I get these very intense fantasies about being a part of a different conscious, in a different world where everything isn't shit and people can live the way they want because they have powers that support their goal
It's always depressing when I get those fantasies because it feels like I'm reaching to some greater existence but then my hand hits a glass wall

Well. Scizoids can get lonely in so farvas they might enjoy some company now and again, it just doesnt cause the emotional pain it does to normies. As far as love scizoids are heavily fantasy oriented so youre unlikely to enjoy a relationship anyway

I dream about characters better than I doing things I never could. Injecting myself into my daydreams makes them feel less real.

I don't think about love often and it somewhat confuses me, but everyone I know tells me it's the feeling of completion, I want to feel complete!

the fuck this has to do with not being 100% schizoid and being 99%?

haha i'm highly functional as long as I'm alone.

highly functional is what I would have described myself until recently.
after working my first full time job and quitting after 8 months I can attest that I'm absolutley incompatible with the real world.

I actually see no way how working in a office could work out for me.

Im saying that if you get what you think you want youll be disappointed.

>>"Oh my God! Are you user? I'm (some guy I literally don't even know)'s mom. Nice to meet you."
who was the guy and how did you know him?

>>you occasionally get lonely and make new friends but you end up ghosting them after a week
You must be the only other person on here that understands these feels.
Last time I posted this everyone was like durrrrr all you gotta do is respond to them dude wtf! or Wow I hate people like you, there's no reason to ghost someone.

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>can conjure up motivation to do a bare minimum level of life
>didn't daydream just don't see the point in working hard on my future, I just want to secure my future of LDAR
>don't get "lonely" but regularly make "friends" because I have pretty good sense of humor that I share in video game chats, never initiate contact til eventually they stop

Everything else you posted rings dead true. Been considering spd because I've only grown more asocial into adulthood and now no longer desire friends.

I am always disappointed

It could be worse. My exams are tomorrow, I started working today.

>people aren't worth it
>everything in life involves people
Game's over already.

>that lack of feel when schizoid

I have the same issue, y'all aren't alone.

Oh also namely I constantly re-evaluate people's trustworthiness, and literally nobody I know is trustworthy. Everyone is either one or a combination of insensitive, disloyal to the point they'd throw someone under the bus just because it's something to do (tattletales), or judgemental. I have never met a single other human being that doesn't fuck with other people.

Fuck I thought that was something more personal of me, I had daydreams about killing since I was in 3rd grade

Nope. Its on the spectrum of schizoid traits.

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Oh my god niggers, just stop watching porn. Then your testosterone will come back and you'll have the desire to do something productive. Fucking amateurs.

Why do you spread lies? Science does not support your claims.

It could be worse. My exams are today, I started working today.

I havent watched porn in months. It's too much of a hassle to masturbate so I haven't done that either. Guess what, I feel the fucking same. Go assume somewhere else jackass

thats not how biology works lmao