ITT times you where close to rape someone

as close as i have ever come
>in highschool
>girl sitting next to me mainly because its two per seat and her friends are right informant of my seat
>5/10 thicc bitch (half dominican half indian)
>only girl to be even half bit kind to me and ignore the constant stream of spegatti that comes out my mouth whenever I talk
>never fall for the "she might love me" meme and know shes just friendly
>one day she apparently worked a long day before coming to school and fell asleep basically a free period so no one cared
>told her friends she was going to sleep so they busied themselves talking to each other and the friends in front of them
>everyone doing their own thing
>eventually notice how cute she is
>eventually notice how large her breasts are
>eventually realize I could very easily grab and hold one of those hanging forbidden fruits
>MAYBE I COULD GRAB BOTH OF THEM!!!
>daydream about grabbing them waking her up and having her blackmail me into her sex slave in exchange for not telling about the molestation
>feel guilt that I thought about actually molesting one of the first girls to not scorn me in years
>spend rest of the class switching between watching her sleep, imagining having her as a gf and reading
>wake her up at end of class

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I don't get the key thing? Lock the door and rape her?

I have never been close to rape, what the fuck op.

I don't even understand how you can have a boner when the girl is screaming and fighting back. Actually scratch that, I bet for some folks the girl screaming and fighting is the reason that they have an erection...

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Almost stared at my optometrist for more than 5 seconds.

no lad he roofied me and locked me in his house

you probably should have put out before desu
or stopped leading him on

abi, barbare sceleste!

Thank you for replying, I really do appreciate it.
Are you genuinely being rejected or is part of it imagined? Only asking because I think people dislike me and it's literally just in my mind.
Awful as it sounds, have you tried dating apps at all?
As someone on the 'other side' of rape, I think it could've helped my rapist somewhat if he'd just talked to a professional about his anger & dissociation issues.
Probably worth the investment anyway,
Take care user.

I'd been his girlfriend for 2 years and a pretty regular fuck before then.
Senpai.

If a woman decides it's rape. It is.
Even if she changes her mind later. Get that?

>pretty regular
yawn roasty lies

>Be me, sperg STEM student in college
>Skinny asian qt girl invites me to her all female dorm to do a project
>Room is really small, no place to sit except her bed
>She is wearing pantyhose and feminine skirt
>Get a raging boner, never been so hard in my life
>Debate whether to make a move on her or to escalate things
>But am a virgin, and don't understand women
>Aware that she is dating a beta and there are too many feminists on campus
>Decide that it's too risky
>Sit awkwardly together on her bed for another 2 hours, waiting for erection to go away

I am retarded.

>Junior year
>Felt okay enough with myself to go to a house party
>Drinking and smoking, did a little of each
>Girl at the party, 6/10, ended up blacking out in the bathroom upstairs
>Only people who were upstairs we're also blacked out.
>Anybody worse than me would have had the chance

Kind of regret not doing anything, but I would have regretted doing something more.