I'm going to try to answers to every one of you

YES ! YOU LIKE JOJO TOO ! damn i really want to be your friend now , do you have discord or steam ?

What do you mean?
originally of kos

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soprano is that you.

only you would like glasses and hands.

Your reply is a bit confused, could you explain yourself a bit better?
Maybe greentext your experiences like the good old times..
I could add you on discord but I'm really short on time lately, unfortunately...

Not if you're planning to kill woman and put their hands in bags haha

What do you think r9k's destiny is going to be OP?

Looks like shit to me, I can tolerate some trends but the swarm of normalfags just might put the word end to everything good this board meant.
But I think we can fight back, by making good threads, not giving attention to crap ones and taking care of our, and other good threads

why are you here
i am not here btw

Sorry but you're a weeb

Why are you a tripfag btw?
That's pretty reddit desu.

How do I deal with being an ugly fuck who will never experience love or affection?

Are mixed (black/white) people just considered black or what

Where are you then?
Personally I still enjoy this community, normalplebs aside. But I already know they wouldn't come in such a thread.

Not OP but I think its mostly based on how black they look.
They're mulattos if their mutt status is obvious, black if they look black (obama, key (I think it was key (the one that looks black and not like an ambiguous race) at least), ect.)

Im depressed as hell. If you were suffering physical and mental symptoms to the point where you felt no or relief and would rather cease to exist, what would you do to get better

suck my cock you fucking tripfag

sure , i can do that , but i would tell my whole story so get ready

>be me
>happy 9 year old with a good family and good conditions
>one day mother tells me we are going to go live somewhere else
>without my father , so basically she told me she got a divorce
>i was kinda sad , but quickly got over it
>we moved into this new town , and quickly settled in
>it was where my mother was born
>i quickly got new friends and people to talk to
>i met these two dudes , which initially were very much friendly
>after some time tho , they started to make fun of me
>it was mild , but it quickly got physical and it was starting to get me a bit sad
>i remember asking them to stop and they wouldn't
>after some time i came home every day crying because of them but i still came back
>some years pass and i get used to the bullying
>but i isolate myself and start getting depressed
>i think about suicide every day , and one day i decided to try it
>i did fail , but it was another reason to be made fun of
>to this day i have the scar in my arm , i tried to cut the vein that is connected to the heart , the one that you can feel your pulse
>it didn't exactly work , but i had to go to the hospital
>i told my mother i tripped and fell into a knife and me being the dumbass i am , she believed it
>also did i forgot to mention my foot is fucked up ? i mean my right foot is slightly to the left and it's smaller and weaker , same with my leg
>that contributed for their arsenal of jokes to bully me
>after a few years of being made fun of , i got used to it again
>the physical abuse was still very much strong , with one of them even throwing a rock at my eye , which fortunately missed by a few inches
>after some time i met this guy , he was really cool but allways had a gay vibe to him
>he would ask me to go to his room and play on the ps2 , and i would do that , and one day something happened
>we got a bit physical , and started doing some REALLY gay stuff in there
word limit , tbc

nowhere
no one here

Why can't I stop flashing my big cock to girls..

I do happen to like anime.
I see nothing wrong with that to be very sincere with you !
It just kind of happened over time... I'm still anonymous in a way, but I like people to be able to know they're talking with me.
No upvotes or karma system anyways, so it's really not that reddit-y
You deal with it by simply recognizing, and believe me, I'm being heartly honest here, that looks are not everything in life. Just a part of it, not even that big. I can tell you for sure cause I'm a kv surrounded by people that look worse than I do but still had social success.
They are considered mixed by most people, simple as that.
Racists (i.e. people who you shouldn't even bother considering) might still consider you black, while everyone else just won't give a shit.

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Why do people on here think they have it tough? 99% of posters are entitled incels and have not known real depression or mental illness. Their problems can be alleviated easily

You are really underestimating just how I ugly I am, user.

Lemme guess: Just be yourself? Just get a prostitute? Just go gay?

I'd unironically seek help from the right doctors.
Of course having people around you to support you during harsh times is very important, even if they are "only" on the web.
Trying to get self realised is very important too, by dedicating yourself to your passions and find your very own success in life.
This for as far as mental condition goes..what kind of physical pain are you experiencing?
But I don't want to...
Come here then, we're here for you!
I think you already know the answer, bud

continuing...
>i won't enter in detail , but i'll tell you what we did , a few blowjobs , hand jobs and ass fucking .
>his hand was reallly soft for a man , it turned me on for some reason
>his skin too , he was pale and stuff so it was really soft
>at this point i knew i was gay , but my family would never accept it because they're really traditional , so i kept it to myself
>other than that person , no one knew really
>after some time he started wearing glasses , which made him even hotter for some reason
>i was frequently going to his house , doing that stuff
>but one day , he needed to go , his family wanted to move to another city and stuff , so i had to say goodbye
>i was awfully depressed , i couldn't bear to think that the only person that made me happy would go away
>so , thinking that without someone to really be friends with , or have anything with , and being a closet faggot wouldn't land me more boypucci
>so i tried to kill myself again , which failed yet again , after that i realised suicide is for faggots and pussies , so i decided to not do it anymore
>but as time went on , i met new people , and i started forgeting some things from my past
>i was a bit more open , but never fully disclosed that i was gay to them
>i did tell them about my skin and glasses fetish , which was disgusting to them for some reason
>so they think i'm a weirdo who likes wearing people's skin or some dumb shit , but i just like soft pale skin , it's not that bad i swear
>still , i have tried getting a gf before , but that didn't end well , i didn't kiss very greatly and she made fun of me because of it
>she made fun of me to my friends , which already were making fun of me , so they got even more stuff to make fun of , which was really bad
>after some time i started accepting that i would never get romantically with someone again , so i just forfeited love all at once
>i am now a beta cuck loser which doesn't do anything all day and likes soft,pale hands, or skin in general

It's bad because you're watching japanese cartoons. It's like if I would watch spongebob.

drop the victim mentality and go outside dumb nigger

not a problem haha , i am used to people having short times , i have some friends like that , altough i wouldn't consider them friends ... still , tell me ya name

My issue is the fact that I'm ugly as hell and so no girl has ever shown me even the slightest amount of love, interest or affection. I'm doing fine otherwise

I'm unmotivated and could get a job if I wanted to but have a fear of growing up which keeps me a neet and from relationships as well. I want to be in IT or development and probably could if I applied myself but I just wish time wouldn't go forward and I could be in my senior year of highschool where I socialized and laughed with friends and I played New Vegas after school.

I dread the 9 to 5 workday and it's inevitable that I'll be working and getting older but I'm just finding a way to make this easier on myself. Getting a gf wouldn't because it would just mean I'll have to be committed to someone which I'm scared of.

Yeah, first world problems I know. Sucks I can't be like my grandfather who worked more than 8 hours a day and ended up having like 6 kids. Dude grew up in definitely shitty situations.

God I wish I could be a neet. Working is fucking awful

How much wood could a woodchuck chuck if a woodchuck could chuck wood?

olgrano

is this a monkey island reference?

Whats the best way to anhero in europe?

What do you work as? How do you make it through the day?

it's more important to be loving than to be loved
relationships shouldnt be a goal it should arise from people wanting to be with you if they dont then it's a sign there's work to be done

thanks for the offer though i know what this place would do to me my mind is wacky enough as is

I don't have money for surgery and I probably won't have it before I turn 40

I probably am. I wouldn't give up my hope on everything just cause of my looks, though.
Maybe I'm sounding like a normalpleb here but I think it's pretty clear that they are better at living than us.
In the end I think living a good life just boils down just to having good social connections and dedicating to your own maintenance and passions. Do your looks really stop you from doing that?
Leaving aside that the targets are completely different, Spongebob is pretty cool.
May you drop yours? desu I can't stay for too long, I'll have to wake up kind of early tomorrow to study, it's 2:21 am here
That's a very sad story, fren, worse than mine for sure
I think you rely on the wrong people for the wrong things, while not doing the opposite.
Also you should keep your fetishes to yourself, or at least only tell them to someone who you know would not make fun of you or truly understand what you mean.
You said they thought you like wearing skins or some shit, why not just explain them it's bs?
Also, someone who makes fun of you for being bad at kissing doesn't even classify as a romantic partner.
Seek help when you're desperate, only from whom you know is not going to use that despair against you; this world is full of shit but also full of people who are willing to do good.
Why so rude? We can really be better people here, we're not underaged sassy cunts, are we?

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you're thinking way too shallow thats maybe something you should start with...
yet you might find this video interesting
youtube.com/watch?v=sT5DoAuKE_M

Nobody wants to form any kind of romantic connection with uggos.
The world is shallow, user. Me deluding myself isn't going to change that.

Working doesn't have to be shitty at all costs.
If you do something you like, that may even help you feel realized.
Granted, it'll still be hard, and still make you regret the free time you once had, but nonetheless it's what a man does: gaining what he owns, with all the good and bad that comes out of it.
I mean, don't you feel a bit shitty, staying an unresponsible kid forever?
I wish I knew
Not doing so, unless you're sure every day of your life is going to be hell.
If you really want to, though, I don't think that's a big issue, one could just jump off a building, getting poisoned, slice off his wrists, driving off a cliff.
This reply is pure gold. mark this user's words, really
You just need to choose wisely whom you stay with~

lol you're deluding yourself if that's what you think... i have seen much proof to the difference, surround yourself with shallow shit and you'll be a shallow shit. your decision if you want to take the first step i cant take it for you.. but dont bitch about it there's a lot worse out there be glad you have it good i'd give a lot for that

Non-shallow people don't exist, user. We're biologically programmed to be shallow. I'm a poor and ugly fuck living in an eastern european shithole. I very much doubt you would want to switch places with me.

I have an ideal girl in my mind but I'm not sure she exists, or if she does I don't know where she is

Less people are likely to, but nobody is sheer exaggeration.
Maybe having someone who stays with you regardless of your looks really is precious.
really a more sincere relationship.
Of course, you shan't be an hypocrite only seeking beauty in those around you.

I would date anyone as long as they would love me. But finding a unicorn would be more likely than finding someone like that.

>I mean, don't you feel a bit shitty, staying an unresponsible kid forever?

I do get these feelings alot, which makes it confusing. On one hand I wish I were 18 again, the next I wish I had money, a place of my own. Kinda sucks.

cant really stay with anyone on a forum like this lol

We all have that, I'm pretty sure.
But usually we'll have to settle for these little things that just aren't quite perfect about the woman we might end up with.
Is that even wrong though?
Building a relationship is all about working on these little things, afterall

I guess so but I still pussy out sadly

I can't find a best friend and ever since I lost my last one I've been a wreck.
They were probably the most important thing I had and what was keeping me together emotionally, gave a place to vent too.

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if that's what you believe user.. you said you were doing fine apart from girl, sounds like a good deal to me...

Fags are mentally ill
And its contagious

>cant really stay with anyone on a forum like this lol
Dicks/mad people are very easily spotted, I think.
Would you consider me an uncomfortable person?
>I do get these feelings alot, which makes it confusing. On one hand I wish I were 18 again, the next I wish I had money, a place of my own. Kinda sucks.
Being an adult is all about committing. You don't just wake up some day and start being mature and responsible: you choose to one day wake up and take your life in your own hands.
Make your steps before it's too late, bud
also, sorry if I'm repeating myself, never think it's gonna be easy. It might be HELL at some point. But don't let that scare you, it'll be worth it in the end.

i get you user, my best friend was murdered last year he was probably the first and only person irl i could open up to.. now no one

I'm certain you can find someone that loves you.
It'll be very difficult, and a long path where you will have to learn to either love yourself or make yourself into a person you can love, but it should be possible from there.

As fine as you can being stuck as a poorfag in eastern europe. But then again, most people here are poor as fuck. That said, I'd trade everything I have right now if it meant getting a gf

I've realized that love is a complete lie and most relationships are based on superficial and utilitarian factors. But I can't help but still want one and am really happy watching romance anime and movies with all the idealistic lies I've been fed my whole life, even though I know it's all bullshit. How do I reconcile this?

Do you like bread? If so, what kind of bread?

That's a very naive view of things, user. My issues are physical, not mental.

I guess but I feel like I'm too retarded for a relationship
A lot of girls liked me in high school but I didn't want a relationship because I was retarded

I don't know which user you are sigh
Friends truly are incredibly important in life. I hope you find some friends soon enough.
Other than approaching whom you might think is a good person to stay with, I don't think I can give you much of a good advice here ;;
Gender dysphoria is a serious issue and it's not contagious. Their life is shitty enough as it is, leave them be.
If you're talking about gays, they just happen to like other people, why even care.

what's more romantic than the utilitarian need between two people to cooperate to pass on their genes together and get emotional support from each other?

>But don't let that scare you, it'll be worth it in the end.

Ok, I'll try to make those steps. Thanks user.

Get Jow Forums?
oh damn, saying get Jow Forums is considered spam

holy heck, how was he murdered? sorry to hear man, really that's horrible.

I dont think you are uncomfortable, i usually think people of nice i am a bit naive.. which is probably why i've ended up having a hard time with people..

I already am, user. People really overestimate how much of impact that makes. An ugly dude with a good body is still ugly

How do i get a girl to cuddle with me?

stabbed in the back while trying to fend off a katana
they were gonna teach him a "lesson" but they were just kids playing over

Be Chad or pay up

How to force myself to sleep when not tired? Have to work at 7 am want at least eight hours of sleep so I will go to bed at 10 but when I do I can't fall asleep

Okay then follow up question, what is the least painful suicide method?

I usually just take sleeping pills

I'm a Pizzalander, so of course I like bread!
Rather than telling you which one I like, it'd be probably easier telling you which types I do not like.
But if I had to declare a winner, that'd probably be the one used for kebab (no h8 pls), also love other types of soft bread, toast bread and piadina.
I'm also retarded like that, bud. But I think we can eventually get there by constantly acknowledging what we're doing wrong.
By simply understanding that love is not a lie.
While a lot of modern day relationships might be, love is the bridge to our ultimate biologic purpose. Just to give you a small insight on how important it is
Naive people are lovely, believe me. Do keep that pure side of yours, but be aware that some humans are trash.
Use melatonine or something. I also have sleep issues and have found this to work. as you get your sleep schedule fixed you might even stop using pills
mostly by getting a girlfriend or a girl-friend.

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>mostly by getting a girlfriend or a girl-friend.

How for the love of god do I get one of those?

Depends on what you can get your hands on. Trains and jumping from a high place are always available. The latter is what I plan to do and I would recommend it to you too unless you can get your hands on a weapon or certain chemicals.

I think you end up getting one by having good social connections. Eventually you'll probably get in touch with a girl and things might develop from there on.
Also the internet sometimes work for that
Not suiciding, by far.

Those are considered pretty painful. And jumping from a high place gives your natural survival instinct enough time to kick in and scream. I wish doctor assisted was legal and an option

Living in misery until you die of old age is far from painless.
Well shit, I don't know what to tell ya then. I'd take a couple of minutes of pain over a lifetime

also I'd like to apologize to whoever I didn't answer to, if I didn't.
I'm not perfect, zzz
A train probably just kills you instantly and painlessly. Besides,
> I wish doctor assisted was legal and an option
if you're gonna end it you might as well use all of your savings to travel somewhere where it actually is legal.
I still advise against suicide. I hate it when people waste their only life...

>Living in misery until you die of old age is far from painless.
What even makes you think your life HAS to be miserable?
You don't know what might ever happen.
You don't know what you might be able to do to turn the tides.
Unless you truly cannot do anything about your condition (i.e. terminally or terribly, chronically ill), suicide is just the easy way out.

Shit user, are you gonna be safe?

if i can... i feel like i am losing myself more an more i dont know what i am gonna be tomorrow.. much less next hour..

Wait it's legal places? I didn't know that, i know it's legal for people with terminal illnesses in some places. I hope it's somewhere with good doctors and not some backalley "doctor" who will just stab me in the neck with a rusty scalpel.
It is just a moment although people who survive jumping say the survival instinct really kicks in hardcore as you fall I don't want to regret at the last second.

>just keep living for that 0.0000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000001% chance of things getting better
Yeah, no thanks
Who cares if you regret it because of primal instincts? You're as good as dead at that point

yeah i witnessed against them in court they are going to jail 9 and 10 years

I just got home and have to vent I FUCKING HATE BLACKS!!! Riding the bus is unbearable and dangerous for me what do?

Hmm.
Damn user, I'm sorry, it sounds like you were dealt with possibly the worst hand you could get.