Anybody here used heroin before and not an addict?

Anybody here used heroin before and not an addict?
What was it like?

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it's okay. not my favorite drug. people who abuse it are some of the weakest people you will ever meet.

if you're not into opiates, you probably won't like it and you probably won't try it again. if you enjoy nodding out, feeling warm and not caring about anything, don't try it.

you must not like opis like some other people do, calling them weak isn't really the right word champ

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>if you enjoy nodding out, feeling warm and not caring about anything, don't try it.

Wouldn't be too late at that point.

nah weak is the right word. i prefer hallucinogens because i'm not a walking pile of guilt and shame who has to ignore the pain they've caused others.

what about people who were initially prescribed pain pills and then their doctor cut them off? there are plenty of different scenarios to consider, i think. i guess i'm a little surprised you feel like weak is the right word considering you're been on the psychedelics choo choo train, given the fact they tend to make people more empathetic and open after tripping. but i mean to each their own, i get where you're coming from.

All (recreational) drug users are degenerate pieces of trash who should die agonizing deaths.

that is true, there are a lot of different use cases. sorry i didn't specify which one i meant. people without prior medical emergencies who get casually hooked on it. also i value empathy but not to the point that it makes me into a useless puddle of emotional goo. people forget themselves when they get all caught up in feeling bad for someone else. they sacrifice their own cosmic position just to fixate on a single node. i think if they truly felt empathy and not just advanced pity, they wouldn't forget about all the other nodes that make up the whole fabric of human relationships. it supersedes emotional self-flagellation and elevates one to a more stoic state.

I used to be addicted. I had no one who cared about me then, so I'm glad I didn't od. Still have no one who cares but I don't like drugs anymore.

its the best feeling in the world. only bought a couple of bags when I was hanging out with a co-worker then stopped after he left. this was 6 years ago. haven't done it since.

Meh. There are better opioids out there, in terms of price, potency, duration, and a combination of the three.

Like? Originaloo

lol weren't you just asking in the other thread?

like i said, i shot it but it's really not *that* amazing. You just feel warm and good; but that's it. it's not really worth getting addicted to.

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420chan /opi/ has all the answers you could ever hope to need

This post is severely retarded and bigoted.

Thanks for the answers anons. Originalio

Ciara Horan was a daily heroin user for a while back in 2016. Then her parents sent her to rehab, where she attempted suicide for the third time by hanging herself in her room. Obviously she failed at this, just like she fails at everything she does in life.

Despite this, Ciara claims to have "never been addicted to anything other than weed." Okayyyy then.

Never knew much about this chick other than the heroin part. Wonder where she's now.

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Ask the dead if you're curious.
They cant speak though.

But their past life will speak for them.

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Probably 6 feet under.
OP looked like she was 2 steps to croaking

>more memes
Even if they died it's because people put fent in it to try to kill them.

>Wonder where she's now.
She got dumped by her 36 year old boomer boyfriend shortly after turning 18. That's some real pedobear shit right there ("too old!").

She's probably suicidal and back on heroin or benzos now.

quick rundown on her?

it just made me feel really warm and fuzzy then about half way through the experience i got really bad anxiety and i felt sick after.

I never really wanted to do it again considering it wasnt even that fun for me

>quick rundown
Ciarapasta:
Her name is Ciara Horan and she's a child pornographer, drug dealer, thief and con artist from Garnet Valley, Pennsylvania. She's also a notorious attention whore with lots of orbiters. Mainly she's infamous for spamming nude pics of her underage body all over Jow Forums and then accusing anyone who saved or shared them of doing her wrong by "collecting CP of me when I was underage." When she's not spamming Jow Forums, she's taking money off of her pathetic orbiters on discord or running used panties scams for heroin money on Jow ForumsSugarBaby. Her other hobbies include cutting herself and spamming pictures of the blood all over the boards and then threatening to commit suicide whenever someone doesn't kiss her ass and go along with her bullshit. Basically, she's everything wrong with women on Jow Forums.

Also, she has the same birthday as Hitler and appears to be somewhat proud of that coincidence.


The CliffsNotes
>Has Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)
>Narcissist
>Got expelled from her private high school for being a drug dealer
>Then got expelled from her public high school for stealing laptops and getting arrested
>Collects child pornography of other underage girls
>Addicted to heroin
>Falsely accuses former friend of raping her
>Comes from rich family but still became a con artist just for the fun of it
>Weighs 88 lb due to heroin addiction
>Misshapen, pale skelly body is crisscrossed in scars from years of self mutilation
>Has no friends irl and turns on her friends online just for the lulz

See also:
encyclopediadramatica.rs/Ciara
desuarchive.org/r9k/thread/42276445/#42276575

i did for a few years.

progressed from vicodin to perc to oxycontin to heroin. all kinds of pharmaceutical opiates too. it feels good but your tolerance builds fast. it took me like a year to actually quit because whenever i tried to quit id end up buying some whenever i saw it.

You're going to tell me heroin is good and it's not heroin that kills?
I've watched 2 guys shoot up and die. They knew it was pure heroin too.

Sure
Kinda strange nobody know her wherebouts with all the shit this place has dug up about her.

I would take her in and feed her psychs if she's still an addict.

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Fuck off kike. Psychedelics are a tool for expanding your mind.

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Psychedelics are the ultimate red pill.
And they are not actually drugs

i also ODed once and my roommate ODed twice. i got lucky and my friend had a narcan shot. my roommate went to the hospital.

She used to post nudes here when she was underage and she used a tripcode (eliza). She couldn't have been any older than 15 when she was doing this, it was like three to four years ago. Worked at target last time I checked and she probably graduated high school a few days ago. She had a youtube channel and quite the army of orbiters at one point but she nuked it and they don't post her like they used to. Haters too, I remember reading 'eliza is a sociopathic junkie' a bunch of times way back and more recently she's getting accused of helping spread sunny nudes. Also they leak her discord logs

Yeah dont listen to this guy, hes clearly very bitter and wants to slander her bad. She was never diagnosed with BPD, no one ever proved the rape accusation was false, she did heroin for a week over two years ago and stopped, she is more like 96 pounds, and a bunch of other stuff this guy said. This dude posts his copypasta in every thread of her.

>child pornographer
Haha was this taken from encyclopedia dramatically or something. Good laughs boys.

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>expanding your mind
i'm a big fan of lsd and shrooms (only psychedelics i've tried) but whenever someone says something like psychedelics/hallucinogens "expand your mind" or make you "enlightened" i can't help but feel like i'm talking to a retarded hippy. what does "expanding your mind" even mean, can you elaborate on that a little bit?

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She changed her profile picture on Instagram and Facebook and posted an Instagram story of her high school diploma. Otherwise, I havent heard anything more about her relationship or personal life.

>never had DMT
You dont wven know what you're talking about and you're also a nigger

Not guy you replied to, but there have been mri scans that definitely show these are higher states of consciousness.

I have a thing for girls with acne now

wow so i've achieved a higher state of consciousness without even realizing it, that's pretty neat.

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ive done dmt before and it doesnt expand your mind it just makes you trip balls for like 30 seconds. Anyone who says otherwise is in a drug psychosis

>I literally watched heroin addicts shoot up and die
Then it probably had fent in it fag.

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Also, it's not like it stops the heart, pretty sure you die from not breathing, so if you watched it and didn't call the ambulance, whilst giving CPR, you're either a murderer or retarded.

post that pic where shes opening the door staring

One was a dealer.
They knew my cousin through highschool and he told them to stop at our campsite.
They sad down and shot up. Me and my cousin went to a gas station to pick up some stuff and meet more family. When we came back 20 minutes later they were stone cold dead. Ruined camping

Fuck you retarded drug addicts/supporting fags. Hope the needle gets you all soon.

All dying of such overdose is is dying of asphyxiation. Same thing can happen if you have sleep apnea and get drunk, but they'll call it le booze overdose.

Someone could have smothered them because they are bigots like you and hate those of whom that forgot to be controlled by literal kike laws.

Are you guys buttblasted that she will likely succeed?

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Whatever it does it kills and there's no denying that.
Stop supporting drugs

which instagram? she has 20

I did heroin couple times. Didnt like the opiate high from it. Theres better alternatives. Legit i think alcohol is the most self destructive drug to get addicted to. I went to rehab because of alcohol. Relapsed last night. Shit was bad. I really need to not drink. My favorite thing is probably lsd every couple months i enjoy it the most.

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>I do drugs because it's against the law
The Jews want you to shoot up and die.
Killing one white Male kills an entire tree

She responds to messages on Zuirp occasionally, but the only one she posts to is Buirp, and thats very rare. Her only post up is a picture from early May and she doesnt post stories often. She has no other active ones

>This entire thread
I hope you're all happy living a life of decadence.

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The most beatufiful woman in the world. I would die for her.

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please do it now

Its not really a joke. Theres plenty of evidence that she spread the nudes of a girl named Kaya aka Sunny who was trying to be her friend for about a year and doxxed her, don't know why this isnt talked about more. Shows more about her character than the drug stuff

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forgot to mention Sunny is 14 years old

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This video covers Ciara's mindset:
youtube.com/watch?v=djEKllJJukk

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Opiates are better than love, sex, and relationships in general. There is no better cure for tfwnogf than opiates, not even a gf

Prove me wrong faggots

Holy fuck this guy sounds like an idiot

>Holy fuck this guy sounds like an idiot

In what way?

>Psychology professor who taught at Harvard for many years gives lecture on psychopaths like Ciara
>He must be an idiot because he said something that makes me uncomfortable

Anyone do xanxs?
Gen z here, people fucking hype that shit like crazy

Driving used to kill more than anything.

Now that faggots made fun illegal suicides are higher in the USA, all the while it pretends to have an opioid crisis, when doctors sell it themselves.

It's fishy because most opioids come from the middle east, you're duped by kike drama. People have smoked drugs for eons. You cannot even drink because there's zero tolerance for booze here, with driving.

The jews want to sell it themselves, but only just enough that you have to keep working hard to become a workaholic that no one likes. Abrahamic religion is all to do with anti-fun.

source? who's the 36 old?

>who's the 36 old?
Jay Mazzerle

Michael doxxed her, and Ciara obviously was just being edgy or that log was faked. She does not have the desire to rape her.

As if saying the name of someone none of us know answers the question

Its so difficult to tell what is true or not. So many people are involved. Michael sent Ciara the nudes, Michael broke into Ciaras email and ordered something to Kayas house, doxxing her. He gave the password to her email to Guy and he posted her doxx.

Diamorphine is the absolute best mu antagonist for the price. More euphoric than oxymorphone, oxycodone, codeine, hydrocodone, fentanyl, and many others. Few drugs like hydromorphone are avtually more euphoric. If you are saying there are better drugs than opiates, and not that heroin isnt a good opiate, thats an opinion but heroin is a damn good opiate.

T. Using black tar heroin i dissolved in a nasal spray bottle rn

>If I see a chat log that goes against my narrative, I will denounce it as fake or downplay Ciara's psychopathic nature by saying she was just being edgy

Picked this up a couple weeks ago. Got it for 40 bucks from the sinaloa cartel. Uncut, enough to kill 6 nontolerant people. Anyone else in the south that loves that sticky black southern tar?

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stop white knighting, both of these whores deserve it. kaya taylor was asking for it, sending nudes to multiple guys and shilling herself on here.

ciara was very young too and people were just as hard on her.

Okay, I have seen a lot of her logs and interacted with her in that kind of group. In the context it was obvious she was just saying that as a shitty joke. It does not go into detail about a specific desire or plan to go rape her. You guys seem to have autism because you take each one of her logs in shitposting groups seriously.

All you have is one message supposedly by her that ANYONE could edit.

>All you have is one message

By the way, I'm a different user from the guy who posted the other chat log of her saying she wants to rape 14 year olds. That's telling. When you ask someone if they've heard the story about a scumbag doing something totally fucked up and it turns out everyone has their own story, you know you're dealing with a real piece of work.

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No just because he was a dumbass and made that info available to Ciara doesnt mean he paraded her info around like she did. She posted Kayas full name and address in several places pic related. Saying it was all Mikeys fault is a shit tactic as usual to take the blame off of her when she was the one who went out of her way to spread the doxx of a 14 yo
True ig Its whatever you want to look at it as obviously he isnt blameless but seems like she was cruel.
If you knew what was going on youd know this
>kaya sent nudes to Michael her kind of bf
>Michael sent them to Keeruhhh
>she immediately shared them everywhere
Ciara isnt even young shes 18......
also nice job going out of your way to post her full name salty cunt lol

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Im proud you got over your addiction man

>used to be addicted

If theres one thing more true than anything else about addiction its that it doesnt ever go away

You can recover, but you arent no longer addicted. To say that you dont like drugs anymore means to me that you were never a true addict, but a heavy user that used drugs as escapism, as one would use netflix or food. You probably didnt use hard drugs, and if you did it likely wasnt an all day every day thing. And if it was you likely didnt steal to support your habit. If you made the decision to stop using,and you just did and that was that, you arent an addict. Look it up in the DSM, or go to an aa meeting. Both the spiritual and secular info on addiction will agree on this point

This. You're either actively using, in detox, or in recovery. The correct term for most functioning, sober people is "recovering addict."

if it's your first time snorting H, how much would it take for like, a 190lbs male to OD? Asking for a friend.

I thought I was an orbiter but I have no fucking idea whats this all about who the fuck is Mikey and Kayas fucking hell

my node's telling me you sound a tad delusional, mate.

You have ecp (tan light powder), gunpowder (darker brown powder thats more clumpy) or tar (like black putty)? My guess is ECP because you have to make cheese from tar and you do not sound experienced, and gunpowder isnt as common as ecp, so likely you have ecp (#4 heroin, fully water soluble HCL form). I would start with 20mg if you have no tolerance. Wait 25mins, and then increase dosage. Get a straw and close off one nostril, inhale slowly so it doesnt go down your throat.

Happy nods

not heroin but prescription pills and i still do it from time to time. but theyre really hard to come by now

DM my friend, nothing is hard to come by.

Thanks friend. This is the second time, did it in college a few years back. I believe its the first type you messaged, ECP. Got .5g. Gonna take your advice, appreciate ya.

Ciara didnt spread her nudes everywhere, she sent them to one guy. Michael shared with one person too. They are equally as bad.

And I said Ciara WAS young. She was 14/15 when she posted nudes and shared weed at her school. Yet people still give her shit for it. They are both whores and should be held responsible

>She was 14/15 when she posted nudes and shared weed at her school. Yet people still give her shit for it.
Why do you always try to rewrite history after Ciara herself admitted she dealt benzos at her old school? And some other user who went to school with her said she was the biggest dealer in the school. Yet you still stick to this narrative that all she did was share weed with some kids. Give it a rest. In fact, give yourself a rest. You're a nervous wreck.

Not the user you're arguing with, btw, but I've seen you in these threads before trying to rewrite history and no one is buying it. Just give up. You're defending the honor of a whore and it's a fool's errand.

Ciara posted nudes on Jow Forums lol.

Yes, I just said she posted nudes.

That dude didnt say she was the biggest dealer and didnt seem reliable. And one Skype screencap can be edited. Because that guy DID say that the benzos going around at the school werent even hers.

>That dude didnt say she was the biggest dealer
His exact words: "she was like the biggest drug dealer in the school"

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I wanna pinch her cheeks fucking pouty qt evil little shit.

He also said the benzos werent hers, and youre claiming they were, so who knows if he is reliable or not.

The school had like 200 kids, if she was giving out weed she probably would be the biggest. Doesnt mean she was giving out hard drugs

You were caught in a lie. Own it. Admit it. You said he said the exact opposite of what he said. Let me hear you acknowledge that you were caught in a bold faced lie. Maybe then, and only then, will we move on to discussing other topics.

yeah got them prescribed and used recreationally before

Wahhhh I need to be right all the timeeeeee

Youre not. You dont know the full story. Fuck off.

Right. Except I caught you red handed in a lie and you don't even acknowledge it, instead preferring to go into spin mode and trying to change the subject.

Get fucked, retard. We're done here. I hope you enjoy your existence as a guy who orbits a psychopathic junkie who will never fuck you and who laughs at you, and all of her orbiters, for being pathetic cucks.

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