I told her I deleted my facebook, I told her I loved her, she just stared at me with a blank expression and turned away eventually. I asked her some things and found out she was totally life mogging me since I'm a dropout and college dropout and she's a stacie with hunderds of friends, the whole interaction was bizzare, I haven't talked to a stacie in forever, it was weirdly positive but her life is on another level than mine, I'm pale from not leaving house from neetlife and shut in life but now have job. idk what to think she probably didn't get a shit and wants me to kms, I know she fucked a black dude before she had a black bf, she's probably a super slut or something.
I cannot stop analyzing this event and obviously it gets dark and I become even more suicidal, I was completely empty handed in front of stacie, I looked into her perfect face and thank god I was drunk so I made bad conversation.
she didn't just stare she answered with one worded responses while I tried to talk and talk. she remembered me from middle school and she is 24 and I'm 25 now. I just can't believe this happened, i feel so empty. I finally just stopped myself and said it was nice to see her again or something and then the night carried on and I talked to someone else with my incel minded bullshit.
then the next day reality kicked in, i have nothing, i'm a complete loser and a dumbass and probably autistic or something with brain damage. I just hate myself.
Hudson Adams
i mean i was just an outcast, I didn't even tell her I was homeschooled and that's why I disappeared and why I became a turbo autist. to me she was one of the turbo normies of this community, but I don't really even know her and vice versa and that was it, then I planned my suicide and didn't carry it through and now I'm in another wonderful day of life with pain and regret.
Hudson Fisher
she probably just have bf or is married or something idk, fuck it all.
Jordan Martinez
and that's what terrifies me, the way she interacted with me, she didn't treat me like garbage, she let me talk and she looked at me like an angel and it killed me.
stacie's game is so good. it's over, we never stood a chance, we're just fools in chad's game.
Jaxson Johnson
idk she also was talking to better looking guy who's normie, she has probably been ravaged by turbo chads and gang banged by football players, i guess it's all just pointless to think about, I need to focus on not dying in this pit
Isaiah Taylor
you peeked my interest.How the fuck did you get to talk to a stacy?Also kinda surprised she didn't kick you in the balls and called you a creep or something.
Jaxson Edwards
i can't delete my own thread
Matthew Rivera
red pill: Stacies are not worth anything they are literally dumb whores who dont deserve your time. Remember, kill all whores and niggers but not yourself.
Adrian Reyes
>she was totally life mogging me what in the fuck does that even mean
honestly if you're a newfag you should leave, normies aren't supposed to be here anyway
Juan Edwards
>she's a stacie with hunderds of friends this doesn't make her better than you by any sane person's standards
Does she even have a job that isn't working in a cafe?
Benjamin Wilson
shut up faggot you can't even spell stacy correctly
Nicholas Thompson
i think she just thought I was short, ugly and creepy or something and was being nice. I offered to buy her a drink but she said no, the interaction didn't last long, i'm just being pathetic.
Isaac Johnson
later that night I was fapping to degenerate porn and nothing was getting me off so I came thinking about bending her over and I used to think only degenerate stuff could work on me at one point.
we have control over so little in life I feel
Colton Lopez
Its like looking in the face of Gods creation knowing you are a abomination of nature, hunh? I know the feel
Robert Phillips
honestly yeah, it makes me resentful and bitter but then I don't like that so my despair turns to suicide, and hope seems slim and sometimes not there at all
I spent this morning praying for the motivation to get out of bed or to know what to do with my life but really I just had to do it myself with all the noise in my brain I can't get good responses
Anthony Kelly
I had intrusive thoughts call me "yang" energy and I want to be yin, i never got into that shit either but i looked into it then and realized it's probably true, I've been consumed with strange darkness and it makes me paranoid
really stacy was probably thinking at my age I'm a bum and need to grow up
Brayden Jenkins
she probably just had sex with a guy and was feeling chill
there's no end to the possibilities nigger
Elijah Hall
Did you imagine getting married or spending your lives together? LOL you creepo, she already has Tyrone and your pathetic manclit couldn't satisfy her. You think she is some sort of an angel? Well guess what that angel is guzzling on another guys cum as we speak.
Evan Ward
i think maybe she was just giving me a phony "get back" stare or something without hurting my feels. idk I was too drunk, fuck this thread, my life is in crisis
Ryan Carter
but what I really think is I failed to impress her plain and simple, she gave me a chance and nothing I said or did made me look like mate material, idk I'm fuckign going crazy it's like 100 degrees and I"m a factory worker for 12$ an hour and I can barely do that and I probably need glasses
