no interests no hobbies no skills no passion no friends no love no reason to live no reason to die
My life consists of going to work, the same job I've had for years, where people I've worked with forever barely know me and I barely know them. Then I go home and watch random let's plays on youtube.
I don't like it but I don't know how to change and probably don't have the willingness to do so! Jow Forums sometimes works as a surrogate social life but usually my brain reminds me I'm wasting my life. And to make it worse, when I think back on my childhood, to times I was occasionally happy, my mind makes me feel shame. my brain wants to punish me and make me feel bad at all times.
are any of you completely devoid of personality, character, any reason to get up in the morning, and can barely be classified as human?
i'm the same way. waging is the only thing to get me out of bed in the morning. my boss has been on vacation for the past week so I had no work and I've just been sleeping 10+ hours a day and I woke up at 3pm today. I don't even have the motivation to eat
That's how I was when I decided to actually use my vacation time instead of just cashing it out. Spent a week at home, never leaving except to buy groceries, didn't shower even once.
Kevin King
Yes here OP, I don't even have a job and nevet will.
My only mission is to endure long enough to make sure my sis graduates from university. After that there is 0 reason why I should take more shit from this thing called life.
Juan Miller
I've been told you need to try things. Your brain will try to tell you it's a waste until you get benefits from it.
Angel Evans
I never see much reason to try when I'm 100% sure I will just fail or quit.
Thomas Long
You just gotta not care about success and care about enjoyment. Which will only happen when you spend the time to develop a skill.
Nicholas Gomez
Problem is that I want to believe it, but another part of me knows better after all the failures throughout my school life and even the attempted uni life.
Maybe I am so easily broken under external pressure because I have no back up, nothing to fall back on when difficulties hit me.
Maybe I can muster enough will and discipline to start playing the keyboard again and aquire a digital piano if I see I can stick with it.
Aiden Hernandez
i just dont have the willpower to see something through that long that I just don't enjoy im not happy spending my entire life alone in my room watching chinese cartoons, but it's not like i have the motivation to do anything else im just here to suffer and die one day
Josiah Stewart
man any time I try to watch anime I just feel bad. I envy the characters or it makes me feel nostalgic which makes me feel guilty.
Lincoln Johnson
I'm getting that way. I was already pretty much there to an extent but now nothing interests me anymore. Even doing stuff I enjoy like reading has lost all enjoyment. All I do these days now is sit in front of this screen refreshing this place while thinking about things to do that I will never find the motivation to do, all while hoping I don't wake up when I go to sleep.
Asher Martin
>nothing interests me anymore >Even doing stuff I enjoy like reading has lost all enjoyment >All I do these days now is sit in front of this screen refreshing this place while thinking about things to do that I will never find the motivation to do fucking hell user are you me? FUCK how did things end up this way?
This is why you need to save money along with your vacation time and go travel somewhere for a week. Find a cheap flight somewhere or camp out in thw woods for a week, just get out of your bubble for a while, you'll feel better about it afterwards.
Isaac Torres
who can we blame? >our mothers >the jews >a conspiracy >yourself or God
Daniel Cruz
I considered it but I don't know how to book a flight or get a hotel or find things to do in a new place or put up a tent. It's too intimidating so I stay in my designated computer corner that I've occupied for most of my life.
Landon Hughes
I want to believe it too. Anything worth doing requires time and discipline. I do enjoy video games and chinese cartoons. I do wish I could do something more exciting though like ride motorcycles with friends,fishing or things like that. I feel once you get started or at least on a path towards doing something you will get some of the motivation and it will grow the closer you get to the goals. It started to work for me I think just thinking towards the good. I'm not a normie by any means But I just ignore the negatives about my life that only come from comparison to normies.
Thomas Cox
My only passion is being angry so I guess me
Josiah Mitchell
i feel like my brain is shutting down because ive been on autopilot so long. i literally never think, and reading is becoming a chore. just being awake is a chore. can anyone relate?
Aaron Carter
What's your passion and why is it angry?
Ethan Baker
Eating and interacting with people always feel like a chore. Everything feels forced even trying to message random anons. I'm sure it only gets worse as you get a older. Also constant brain fog/fatigue.
Isaac Stewart
that's been me since 13 I'm 25 now
Christian Barnes
are you a poor fag? I'm starting to think most people are depressed because they aren't used to doing anything and are just poor and either neets or wage slaves.
Connor Brooks
Neet emptyshell here This is the fourth or fifth year of neetdom since i dropped out of hs Things i do other than browsing internet are cooking and working out when i feel like it (2-3 times a week) I don't feel sad nor angry or anything It almost feels like being back in the womb, i feel safe, no worries, no stress, suspended in time without caring about what will happen next but with a childish hope for a better future
