this post is a cry for help
This post is a cry for help
Jonathan Ramirez
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Daniel Myers
Do a flip fagg0t
Owen Rodriguez
Have you tried being addicted to anime and pretending to have a 2D waifu?
Owen Powell
Help with what then. I can't smell your problems through a post
Cameron Gutierrez
What's troubling you, fren?
Chase Sullivan
cry some more buddy
let it out
Sebastian Wright
i would but i;m using a 9mm
yes, all to no avail
i told the only person i feel like has ever cared about me i think i;m going to kill myself soon and they more or less said "please don;t :(" and went back to playing video games and vcing with their better friends. maybe i have felt like this too many times recently and they aren;t taking it seriously because of that, but it makes everything feel exponentially worse to watch them post in discord and on here like nothing is going on.
before i just wanted to die because my brain is melting and i may be homeless soon, but now i feel like no one has ever cared about me and it was just a fucking waste to become so attached to them
Cameron Smith
>my brain is melting
meaning what?
Jonathan Stewart
people in general don't care about anything but their own life , people is used to watch people die in the news in the tv everywhere
they no longer care
don't do anything stupid and think...
life is not about getting to the end
Gavin Clark
What's going on bud?
Don't you an hero, lad, are your parents still alive?
Matthew Cook
i am seeing/hearing/feeling things more than i should
if everything hurts and i can;t find anything or anyone to make it all bearable, getting to the end seems desirable
parents will be glad to see me gone
Christopher Barnes
This video will change your mind forever.
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Julian Flores
Suicide is a valid option, fren. But so is living. May you find peace in whatever you choose to do :(
Tyler Ward
The only thing that stopped me from killing myself when my brother and sister in law literally kicked me out of their basement was having a realistic dream that I actually did it and was filled with regret. I woke up and never considered doing it again. I'm living my mom now though and don't know what to do with myself.
Most the people online who messaged me constantly about considering suicide did it to get attention so that friend you mentioned probably just though you wouldn't actually do it or just is too awkward to know how to handle you. Hopefully it's just the latter. I dunno where I'm going with this blogpost. Life doesn't really get much better. I just found people online who shoot with me now though. Most gun nuts are autists who love talking about guns, so maybe you can find people willing to go to the range.
Bentley Cooper
>parents will be glad to see me gone
I know you do honestly believe that right now. But why do you think they would be glad to see their own child gone?
Luis Walker
thank you
what was your dream?
okay, they;ll probably feel awful, but that;s only because me dying isn;t something they ever consider. they can hate the living me as much as they want and feel no real regret because they can;t see any real consequences coming from it.
Nathaniel Thomas
>they can hate the living me as much as they want and feel no real regret because they can;t see any real consequences coming from it.
Have you told them that you're feeling this way user?
Mason Howard
life is full of ups and downs
if you don't like how you've ended up try doing something else
this digital veil sucks ass, doing irl shit is so much better
well anyway i hope you don't do anything you might regret
there no coming back from the dead
Bentley Johnson
years ago i told my mom and she didn;t care at all. i;m not strong enough to tell them anything at this point, and i don;t think they would even believe me if i did
meatspace is too much for me, i start to crumble if leave my room. and i;ve tried a bunch of stuff to force some sort of meaning or happiness into my life, and literally every attempt has just left me hurting worse than before. it feels futile and self destructive to keep banging my head against the wall
Jonathan James
It is your right to cease your existence.
I sometimes think about this too, but I will persevere for now; not because it makes me better (on the contrary, decay only increases with time), but to have a chance to experience the future. Maybe something good happens for once.
Juan Roberts
>what was your dream?
In my dream I was laying in my bed and decided I was actually going to do it. I grabbed my faggy little bersa thunder out of my safe and sat down in my bed. My brother's dog walked in my room as if to say goodbye. I pet him on his head for a little bit, thanking him for caring enough about me to see me off. I picked up my gun and shot myself in the head. For a few seconds before I woke up all there was was blackness and pure silence. I freaked out wondering if I was going to be conscious and see nothing, but darkness for the rest of eternity. Scared me out of considering it ever again.
Ethan Jackson
How old are you OP? If you don't mind.
Ryder Rodriguez
I want to wrap my arms around you while your on the floor crying and pull your face against my stomach, wrapping you in a warm embrace that is sure to re-invigorate your soul. You must have worked so hard user.
Joshua White
i hope something good happens soon
thanks, i guess. i don;t know if that would really do any good, but i appreciate the gesture
Jackson Parker
Live stream it
>if you're actually gonna do it
Julian Bennett
i don;t want to be remembered
i want it to be like i had never been born
Wyatt Moore
Thread theme song.
William Morgan
i'll be your friend, if you would like.
Parker Reyes
it;s just going to hurt, i can;t stop it from happening. thank you, though. i appreciate it
Kayden Baker
based cute poster
Nathan Mitchell
i promise it wont hurt, please.
Gabriel Rodriguez
i still think it will end up hurting, but we can try to talk. i don;t want to post my discord or email on here, though
Adrian Ross
What's wrong user. I can help
Christian Parker
here is an email