25+ General

I finally shaved my 'hair', now I have cuts all over my head because I did it with a razor blade.

Good luck m8, key is confidence and not having too much on your slides - I believe in you.

>you actually let it get this bad
fuck they always told me i had so much potential
i never believed it, but i really did
now im a shell of a man
there's nowhere to go..

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how old m8

>not 25
>still shitpost in the 25+ threads
feels nice

yea same for me

It'd be great if you guys could refrain from doing that seeing as how you still have a chance to live your life and make better decisions.

who decides whats right and wrong for my life?
some NEET frogposter on Jow Forums?
sit down you dumb boomer

I can post whatever I want.

I'm okay as long as I'm drunk. I've tried to reduce the drinking, but then I realized I get drunk for a reason.

I'm posting on /soc/ because I think my clock is ticking, and I want to feel sexually attractive.

Quite a few gray froggies on this board had the same mentality until they realized it was too late and life passed them by.

I am 26 and still doing desktop support; bottom of the barrel garbage IT work. Yeah, sometimes I get to do sexy server work. But not very often. So little, that my boss denied my request to have my title changed to sysadmin.

That was literally all I wanted. I didnt ask for more money; I just want a new title. I would be proud of that title If I had it. But no. The one thing in this role I was looking forward to has been taken away.

Reading all of Punpun in four days has also mentally played with me. That was a poor choice.

I haven't hurt for days. It's been a long time since thats happened.

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Being drunk is fine and good, but when I get rekt, I'm an emotional mess. Its actually really embarrassing

I was like this with weed and still quit it, mind you weed is way easier to quit, and just coped with the pain. You save up more money at least.

I get this. I am normally an emotionally flat individual, but with alcohol, my emotions run really wild. To the point of megalomania, or wild, irrational lust. I really can relate.

I'm actually trying to taper off the alcohol, I realize the cost and I feel like a hippocrate for talking shit to smokers. I've spent somthing along the lines of $900 in the last month on beer, liquor, and drinking out.

I fill my time collecting memes from here mostly. I like to think I'm a legitimate art collector while I'm doing it. I even appraise the memes and reaction pictures. Soon ill need to curate and organize them all.

Got a GF after being single for 3 years. Try online dating guys.

I just turned today 26 today. On prozac and still a single NEET virgin asian manlet dicklet. I got the worst lottery

>asian
>manlet
>dicklet

Go trap. what else could go wrong in your life?

When I drink I usually get a little more confident but a lot more sad. I'm not sad normally due to my outer layer of autism, so I don't drink anymore.

Browsing 4ch all day.

>tfw severely worried ill be a 25+ boomer posting in r9k someday

26
Looking forward to next Friday and the week after. Approved days off for two weeb events.

originally, how tall are you?

I'm 5'6, maybe 5'7"

I'm sad. Just sad constantly.

I really feel like I'm close.

>margot robbie is supposedly only 27
>it's 81f outside my house right now at midnight
>waiting for the new private wow server to drop never actually got to 60 when a fresh server hit so want to really try this time

also my cat is currently yelling at me as i type this she wants a treat but she ate both hers and her brother's portion of canned food today

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any particular reason why? Hope things change around for you fellow bot

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It's never too late to do stuff. Obviously you won't be able to do everything you wanted to do but most of your goals are probably still attainable

>tfw interviewing for internship positions pretending I'm a normal 20-year-old college senior and not a 26-year-old who was NEET for 4 years

Im that height so I can relate, although I'm white

Nah nothing in particular. Honestly no reason for me to complain, I've got it all lmao

what's the server? I used to play nost/elys and could throw my life away again

light's hope it's elysium after they booted the corrupt people out

Anyone else feel like they were fated to fail, but didn't? I busted my ass to get where I am, but feel like my fate was to kill myself several years ago. Just listening to my coworkers talk about friends, family, and their property makes me feel very distant.

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Ohhh I thought that was already a server? Or is there a fresh server coming out?

do the smallest amount of research

>"This server is fucking dead."

Thanks for the warning, will avoid lmao

>34
The methods of escapism (vidya, alcohol, weed, porn, casual sex, exercise) that I've been relying upon no longer distract me from the inescapable truth of what a failure and shell of a human being I am. I've tried to an hero twice this year so far but time is running out and I feel there's no hope. I will most likely finish it before the end of summer only this time I'm not going to use some "quick and painless" method and will just cut through my neck and suffer through it.

I'm 33 and I've hit this sort of wild desperation. I'm wildly lusty and depressed. Maybe it is the equivalent of a woman's biological clock? Maybe I should have just had children with that ex all along?

>and will just cut through my neck and suffer through it.
Lmao

If you want to do it then hang, jump or shoot

>31
everyone I see at work is far more socially skilled than me, I feel like there's no way I could get along with them even though we share so many interests. they're also libcucks of course. most people who it seems like I should be able to relate to and get along with on here are hardcore poltards. I dunno, I just don't belong anywhere I guess. I used to have irl friends a while back, but I've never made an online friend and I lost the ability to make real life friends around puberty. I don't feel like there's any community out there that I would get along with, but I'm used to it so life goes on.

Another night I'm up too late. I should stop doing this to myself, but I always think of how long I'll be dead for compared to how long I'm alive. After that hits, I just want to be awake for as much of my life as possible. I've given up being happy as much of my life as possible, since I know that just won't happen, but at least I'm awake.
I'm not sure why I care though, I'm not doing anything with my time. Just slowly rotting away, decaying a bit more each moment. Its just the little things that help nowadays. The feel of taking a deep breath, a hummingbird flying by.
I almost wish I had some terminal disease, on the off chance that it would make me appreciate life more. But it probably wouldn't. I'd just be dying a bit sooner than expected. There's so much unique beauty around me, special moments that will never again happen, and I'm blind to it. All I see is grey.
Sure, I have hobbies, I do things with people occasionally, but its all just a lie. A frail substitute for joy. It won't last, nothing does. I'm tired no matter how much I sleep and rest, getting out of bed is a struggle each and every time.
Ever get that feeling of someone watching you, and you can't shake it? I feel the specter of regret hanging over my head at all times. Everything I do, I regret some part of it. That old question of, "If you could do it again, would you do anything differently?" makes me feel like shit, because I'd want to do everything different. But it doesn't matter. I wouldn't be able to, I'm just not capable of breaking these chains I've wrapped around myself. And that really is the worst part about it. I'm here because of me. I can blame a lot of different people, and a lot of different circumstances for why I am where I am, but it all rings hollow when I know that there was some way I could have fixed things. But now they're too broken. A man can't turn a pile of fragments back into a sheet of glass. Even if he could, the cracks would always be there.

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Same.
all my online friends are lik 7-8 yrs younger than me. I can't relate to them at all anymore. Ive been growing further and further away from them ever since my bd.
Made me realize what a weirdo I am. Doesn't help that making new friends at my age is pretty much impossible.

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>26
>read the alchemist, found god
>literally hope for the future, belief in myself
>literally clear direction where there was none before
>insurmountable obstacles that kept me back for my whole life are not as such
>winning battles in my life all the time
>more or less escaped societal pressure

i wanted to kill myself for like a decade dude
found god, yeah i didn't see that one coming
life was absolutely hopeless. now there is a chance to do something much better with my time here on this bitch of an earth

Politically, it seems I get along best with rednecks and angry old guys. But they are so much better connected socially, I don't know what to do. I have nothing to talk about when we meet at a bar. Also, they instinctively think I am some sort of freak.

It sucks, man. I think I have great technical and analytical ability, but I just can't form relationships.

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Sup bros. today i had a pretty fucked up day but with a nice twist in the end.

>Girl i was starting dating got back with his ex and now she dont even talk to me.
>my boss was busting my balls all day long.
>really bussy day at work.
>almost freak out in the end of the shift.

But then... Trump signed the fucking space force stuff. Im a big fan of star trek so im happy. We starfleet now.

Its something.

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>space force
What's this?

Oh boy... Oh boy... you are in for a trip.

>new sixt branch of the US armed forces, created especifically for SPACE.

Why is this important?

>The millitary will now start funding seriously the space shit, and they know how the get shit done.
>Probably this means that there are Ayyys around the corner and we need to be ready to do heavy space shit.
>The rocket/helicopter stuff from last week.

im diamonds right now.

Iktf user. I used to go to these gatherings to learn skills. I would force myself self into these social situations because I thought I would enjoy being around like minded individuals, but there was always heavy libtard influence. Like you had to agree with them to be part of the club. So between political disagreements and me just sperging out/ being weird, I never really came away from it with any decent connections.

Reminds me of reagens star wars
A lot of what Trump does reminds me of Reagan, "make America great again" was originally used by Reagan

who's this xxxtension nigger and why should I care that he's dead?

You really shouldn't imho

hyperventilating before drowning tied to sandbags is the easiest way user.

alright, just making sure. I don't have instagram, this feels like an instagram celebrity.

Reagan wanted to do a spacestation with lasers and shit.

Trump is making an entire military branch... not quite the same.

From what I gather, SPACE FORCE is supposed to be like a MEU for spacefaring, which is a top idea because the USAF Space Command just dicks around, and NASA keeps getting raped by Congress even tho they keep doing cool shit. So this creates a space exploration force with an unfuckable budget.

And my inner 10 year old is losing his shit because SPACE FORCE. I can totally see Reagan in 1986 announcing such a thing, too. Can't wait to peep the logo.

25 reporting in. I'm closing in on 26, and am looking forward to 30 where I can finally learn how to retreat to my pocket archane sanctum within the lost dimension without using psychadelics.

Wizardom awaits!

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I really really really like this image.

Not sure if I should put it in my "frogs" or "fuckable insects" folder... HMMMMMM.

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funny how your comment recieved no replies except for mine. You finding God changes absolutley nothing in your life. God is not there for you, and the only person who has your back is yourself.

I used to pray to God every night asking him for a girlfriend and he never did anything for me. Then i decided enough was enough. I joined a frat and worked out every day and got one.
You think finding God would be meaningfull for you exientence but it means truely nothing. Niggers in Africa "find God" and they still die of starvation.
You wont kill youself because you are so attached to living. All you are doing is simply torturing yourself with the notion of suicide.
Find a hobby, because you clearly have a lot of time

woah user wtf this is edgy.

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Good for you user, thats nice. Go for the peace bro.

>Niggers in Africa "find God" and they still die of starvation.

If you are a mental handicapped that think that god is going to give you neetbux you are fucking retarded.
Finding god means that you find sense in why/how the world goes round and you can accept it....

Fucking fedora teens, go back to your trap threads.

heh...funny how your comment received no replies except from those enlightened.

I, too, suffered with not feeling good about myself. Wanting to die and etc. Then I studied the works of Richard Dawkins and Bill Nye, and other great scientists of our time, and, well...

In this moment I am euphoric.

God is not a vending machine, you moron.

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35F, Arab, never married
Have multiple degrees
Is there any hope?

>starting a business while being a neet
>tfw my iq is dropping due to the isolation and my code is getting worse.

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Rough user. I talk to one and I know she'll do that someday.

Nobody cares. You also don't need to put the year you start college, only your graduation date.

Any late in life virgins who lost it, had a bit of erectile dysfunction and sucessfully got over it?

Lost mine at 28 to my gf.
However I tend to go soft during prolonged Sex or when I don't have constant stimulation.
It's worse when I'm tired or stressed.

25... will be 26 in three months.
It feels like I was 18 so little ago.
Time has passed so quickly and even now I waste it knowingly.
I just don't know what to do.
I have a feeling that my 30-40s will be better but right now, It's a blur how too.

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marry me originanoli

Do you have a middle class job (not minimum wage)?

yeah. Im in retail but had a ok paycheck and starting my own biz on the side. Im working to retire in 5 years or keep work on minimun at least.

25 here, I was saved when I was 23. I was also suicidal for at least 10 years prior to that. 2 years later and the NEET life is better than ever. I'm about to get around to playing the old Tomb Raider games for the first time. But before that I've got to have my coffee. NOLF1&2 come after I beat Chronicles. Not even going to bother playing AoD until some huge fanpatch finally gets released.

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> 26
> remember posting in these when i was 18
> remember thinking i would still be such a huge fuckup
> tfw no longer khv
> lost khv status at 25
> stopped being a neet at 24
> worked shitty retail for 9 months at 24
> at 24 got drivers license
> finished certification towards a job at 25
> hard times in retail. made only $9000 that year.
> at 25 got 40k a year job
> started to pay rent. was driving to and from work. stopped being a skelly cause i could afford food for the first time in my life.
> stopped being a burden on my single mom so much. started to contribute towards rent.
> at 25 got a girlfriend despite poor social skills and just generally low status and pretty high autism levels
> lucked into better job at 26
> 70k a year
> bought an apartment. it's still being built so still live at home mummyboy status but have a goal to work towards now
> 26. gf. decent paying job. drivers license.
> had a job interview for 90k job today
> even if i don't get it, i can look back on where i was just a year ago and smile
> i've come so far
> i might actually make it guys

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which cert's m8

Good for you, user. I'm glad somebody can make it out. Keep on working your way up, and forget about us down here. We'll be here trying to catch up.

I stopped watching anime, movies and playing videogames 2 months ago. I don't miss it, the 10 years I spent as a neet were fun but it just hasn't been doing it for me anymore.

I'm not gonna become a normie or get a job, I've switched to exercising alone in my flat all day and listening to music. One day I'll get sick of this too.

28 here, I can still hardly believe I've been out of HS for an entire decade.

At the time I wanted nothing more than to be out but now I'd do anything to go back to those days when things didn't seem quite so hopeless, when I still thought that my life would pick up once I became an adult. When I forced to socialize and couldn't be a total shut-in.

I'd even be glad to see my bullys again.

Remember us user when your drinking to celebrate your first child.

Good job, desu. It sounds like you made it

yep. lost it at 25. feel depressed about it sometimes. i missed out on it for so long, and now that i finally got it i'm confident about it and could get it again, but it's too late.

i can hardly get or stay hard. and it's lost its lustre....

makes me depressed

>27 years old
>Live with my mom in Arizona
>hate the weather here
>work at Fry's Food making minimum wage
>want to live somewhere cold and open a business or something
>no real skills to get a decent paying job to move
>if I moved away, I would be in some sort of dilemma of either trying to find somewhere to stay or somewhere to work
>feel trapped all the time, everything is unbearable

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what certs was it that you got? Asking for a friend

>29
>decided to fall for Martin Seligman memes
>start reading his books
I don't know. Feeling somewhat better about past now. Not as anxious about future as before. Hope it doesn't temporary effect.

I really feel this user. You have a nice writing style.

The was this limbo when i finished college moved to another country and, started working retail, "some minor life events", and then i wake up being 30 year old fuckup after loosing my job everything went south.

I am failing horribly at my attempt to live life.

Every second is a struggle at work. I couldn't sleep last night and that was one of the better nights in regards to the anxiety at work. I made a mistake which I shouldn't have, but my supervisor didn't catch it. It kept me up all night and I'm about to face the repercussions today at work. It could cost me my job. She is the worst person ever. She is subtly and not so subtly insulting me. I might deserve it because I was so slow and forgetful, but the reason I'm anxious and forgetful is because of her. She despises me, but she volunteered to be my supervisor.

This is my life now. This is supposed to be my life and I hate and dread every second of it. I also heard that they're overstaffed and getting a lot of applicants. They don't even want me there, because I'm a fuck up, but this is the only chance I have.

I also looked at a picture posted online of these friends I had and I just felt pathetic. They were all living their life, attending a friend's wedding, with their partners and everything. I couldn't keep up with that and even the thought of having to be there is scaring me.

What's worst is that I will have to face shame when I fail at work and have to move back to my country. I know people who've done the same as I had and they didn't fail. That only increases my shame and I will have to kill myself, because the only choice I have is whether to end my life here or back home.

I wish I could just slip into nothingness in my sleep tonight and for all of this to end. I don't want anyone to know or be upset, I just want to disappear and stop being so tired.

It's very pretentious to claim to have had potential. Admitting that you had all the resources available for a nice life, good health and accepting surroundings is less pretentious.