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same thing here. My psychiatrist who I recently dropped is fucking terrible and will without a doubt fuck over my disability claim. The way that shit works is you can have one hundred pieces of evidence that you are disabled which they ignore and instead only look at the single piece of bad evidence they can find. And my delusional parents still think I will fucking get it. Its fucking over there is literally nothing left to do in life but die. I tried to explain it to them but they won't listen.

ill be your gf user

[spoiler/ jk youre too old for me \spoiler]

>mfw i'm 25 and heading that same direction
coming up on a year jobless next month after only working for 9 months and being jobless for a year before that where i only worked for like 6 months before that with like over a year jobless and it goes on like that for the past 6 years

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this literally sounds like my dad lmao
my cellphone got shut off causei had a free government phone for the last couple years but they finally cancelled it so my dad doesn't really talk to me anymore cause the only time he talks to me is in person or over facebook and he doesn't like to do that but when we'd talk we'd always bicker about shit so we have talked in about 3 weeks and he goes on a diatribe with literally no provocation
it's in his genes to have a meltdown every single month
he can't not flip out and be the angriest he's ever been every month
and he wonders why he's alone

At least mine hadn't done it before. I'm going to drop out of uni and he can't handle that because his entire family is constantly judging each other on their status and live their life around it. And i told him what i was gonig to do for 6 months to start another uni course next year but like with everything he only sees the worst in me and got into a worse and worse mood. I need to do 100 hours of driving with proper passenger to get my licenses in Australia so he got more and more of the shits over trival stuff because i'd just done an exam id fucked and had 3 hours of sleep and then when we went into the shopping centre full on moped like an absolute cunt the entire time while blaming me.
Then he literally did a chimp double fist smash on a wall of an empty building.

having a dad like that you learn quick that people don't age past 16
everyone is still just a stupid fucking kid on the inside

i mean he's a fundamentally good person and his hearts in th right place but fuck me. It's a normal thing for a 19 year old to not know what they want to do in life yet. Yours seems way more hard work though.
I think the scariest thing though is I've got a lot of walls up but he gets way to personal way to quickly and has a fucking weird way of looking at the world and im scared shitless thats who I'll be if i come out of my shell more.
Also its made me drink tonight because i have leftover goon

Try some meditation and listen to Alan watts. Not memeing actually helped me a bit

Tell us user. What are you going to do for the next 6 months.

get a secondary skill to work for uni, bar or a vocational certificate, whichever worked out first
read a shit ton of self help and continue watching calories to stop being a fat shit and be less mentally fucked
i was going to study international relations because even though theres fuck all chance of me getting a job at least its a reason to get up like studying IT wasn't. So read a lot on that to get a running start instead of just turning up to uni and then falling behind because i hate the subject. I can't live like this anymore im at the breaking point.

Checked and it's all good. I don't give a fuck about women anymore desu.

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Why don't you suicide user? Why do you keep torturing yourself?

thatll teach him

I'm literally about to.

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You going to stream that?

Depends.

>wtf unoriginal bullshit

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Ah you're no fun! At least you get to be meme everyone raid spams if you choose to stream. Think about all the disturbed normies.

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I have some real advice.

How the fuck are you supposed to live without alcohol everything is fucking boring without it, painfully boring

>inb4 he doesn't

You may have convinced me with your dubs. Plus, your gay Sam Hyde fucking meme. I could be that guy's dad.

youtube.com/watch?v=J-VZ03KBWiM

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Can't. Once the taste hits your lips you're fucked.

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So close to quads. Holy fuck I'm on a roll.

yeah lads what are you drinking
homebrew beer and cask wine

Absolute dogs shit: well whiskey and keystone. It's all I can afford atm. I normally like basedboy IPAs, but they get pricey. Imma bout to brew my own beer and call it 'fuck this world.'

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You can do those things while still going to uni. Many people do. Is it that you don't want to study IT anymore?

Your dad is just worried about you.

It's shitty any spiriit is expensive as fuck here, like 25 usd for the cheapest bottle you can get but wine is taxed on value not alcohol so you can get a 4l bag for 6 bucks.
Home brew is so good though because you get twice as much for half the price.

Hell yeah send stream link then

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Anthony Bourdain wrote his first book in his 40s. When he died, the whole western world mourned his passing.

It's never too late to give meaning to your life, unless you decide that it is.

Just take a deep breath and relax user, no one actually failed at life

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it just wasn't for me. I just did it because i vaguely new about computers like anybody this age and i thought it might get me a job. I had no talent at it, no drive, hated it. So i wasted all my time because i wanted to put off studying it.
Probably wasn't even good for a job because it was one of the easiest courses without maths, at a terrible uni because i stayed at home and Australia has a shit tech industry.

Hmm false

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Inspiring! oh wait

en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Anthony_Bourdain#Early_life

Have you told your dad this? Explained things to him?How long have you been studing it? You can just switch majors.

>At 11:40 pm on November 11, 2003, Brandis hanged himself in the hallway of his Los Angeles apartment building. His body was discovered and paramedics were called to transport the actor to Cedars-Sinai Medical Center. Brandis died there at 2:44 am on November 12 from injuries he sustained from the hanging.
>Brandis did not leave a suicide note.
RIP buddy. You won't be forgotten.

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Just pray God makes you a young boy again

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The fact remains that his career as we know it did not exist until his 40s. Obviously not everyone can become as famous or successful as him, it's all a combination of luck, talent and hard work. I'm not telling OP that he can become as famous or talented, just that it's objectively not over.

Of course knowing that is not enough to turn your life around, you have to overcome the struggles and failures that led you there in the first place. All I'm saying is, don't give up just because the world around you makes you feel old and obsolete.

This makes me sad rest in piece lovely Jonathan

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well I've told him that it's really not for me. I'm a semester in but I've already failed 2 subjects and probably going to fail the other 2.
i'm not doing that uni again though. I live in a town of 120k so i thought i could get away with it living with my mum still to avoid huge living costs because where you go doesn't matter too much here but the uni is legitimately shitty. No campus life or any social connections. the classes are basically just an over qualified person reading the shit that they put online anyway.

I feel like all your guys lives would be at least a little bit better if you played an instrument

I'm on my shitty phone and even when pic is pixelated I knew it was Brandis. Fuck, he just represents death of innocence. Fuck my parents and brother and teachers. A normal childhood would've given me a better adulthood.
I used to play 2. It's not. Certainly does help in your teens. But you eventually give them up.

Who cares about this faggot, he was chad and could all the pussy he wanted.
He doesn't need your fucking sympathy because he sure as hell wouldn't have any sympathy for any of us if he didn't bite the dust already.

>he actually believes that every single human being is bound to succeed in life and leave behind some kind of legacy

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This... this is true unfortunately.
Okay, I'm going to bed ladies. Keep this thread alive.

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Most time i feel that i'm 30+ lone robot.

You bring hope user. We can jump of a bridge holding hands or smth ^^

You're not alone.
>original n shit

I play electric/acoustic guitar.
Go fucking play instruments yourself

I never said that. I just said that it's never smart to give up, because successful people throughout history have proven that a life can be comprised of many lives, some more successful or fulfilling than others. I'm just taking examples among famous people because otherwise I might as well be pulling shit out my ass. Any one individual at almost any age *could* become almost anybody given the right circumstances. Some of these circumstances you don't control, but some of them you do, and darkening your prospects just because you reached a certain age is never a good idea.

There's a 0.001% chance OP can become famous and respected throughout the world, but there may be a much higher chance he can achieve a life he feels is worth living if he works on it. What I do know is that starting from the viewpoint that you're too old to make/live anything worthwhile is not helping your chances and it's a curse laid upon society by the hypersexed, youth-centric society we live in.

This shit about life and it.
I got it too, everybody says that u need to do what you love. Than if there's nothing that you love just do a job, it's a job it's not supposed to be fun. So i'm like studying it(more like php really) but i care fuck all about it and only spend like 5-10 hours a week actually doing that cuz 0 interest. And i'm to afraid to officially drop it so i'm pretending to do it. I'm in 30s so i don't have options. Fuck this is a nightmare...

Your dad sounds like a manchild who can't control his emotions.

Oh god, not those feels again...gonna rather go escapism root and being apathetic than feeling those feels.

It's bad, it's really bad.

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>but eventually you give them up
Yeah if you're a bot

I'm almost 29 and feel the same way
There is no happiness for people like us

>there is no happiness
Yeah well doing nothing won't bring you happiness, you have to find it yourself.

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