Meet a girl

>meet a girl
>life literally lights up
>become motivated enough to do basic things like clean my room and perform basic hygiene tasks
>excitedly tell my mom when she asks what I've been up to
>then the girl leaves my life shortly afterwards
>depression hits
>less motivated then ever
>feel like a fucking idiot for thinking it would work out and telling my mom
>she's gonna ask about her soon and I'll have to once again tell her the bad news

Every.
Fucking.
Time.

It's like I become a functional human being when I think I have a solid chance at having a female partner.
Then when that goes away I just turn back into an empty shell of a person, living for nothing.
I wish I could find a source of motivation that wasn't so flaky.

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Anyone who says getting a girlfriend wouldn't change anything has no idea. Love, belonging and emotional support like this makes a world of difference.

Girlfriends are like dessert - if you've had a good, healthy meal and you want to enjoy a little ice cream, it's great and you will enjoy life and prosper. But if you rely on ice cream as your only source of food, you'll feel good at first but it will backfire and turn you into a sickly fat fuck.

I will never seek a girlfriend again until my psychological issues are dealt with.

I wish it weren't like that though. If my motivation is so dependent on having a girlfriend, then how am I expected to live?
No female is going to take pity on me and let me into her life when I have nothing to offer.
Usually you work first, then get the girl.
How the fuck does everyone else manage to find internal motivation? You're supposed to "love yourself"? Well, I've always felt like I've hated myself, even from a young age.

I guess you're right. I think I'm going to die alone though since I doubt I'll ever work my issues out.

Dude, just fuck girls. If you ever think girls are going to be your only hope just get off the the floor and stand up for yourself, because girls are biologically made to fucking leave you.

It isn't, that's just where the motivation initially comes from. Having long-term emotional support turns you into a mature stable mentally healthy person who is more well-equipped to deal with the depression and keep your life in order, which in turn makes you more attractive to women. It's a virtuous cycle. One year of gf today is probably the difference between someone like you dying retired, happy and middle-class with a loving family or dying alone a homeless junkie. This is why state-provided gfs need to be a thing for all 18 year old men.

I know that feeling OP.
Everytime I meet a girl (which happens aprox. once every 300.000 years) I get all excited and happy and I feel amazing. Two weeks later they cut contact and it's back to the bottle.

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>because girls are biologically made to fucking leave you.
That explains the huge amount of single fathers

Make a schedule for personal hygiene and cleaning, stick to the schedule no matter what, after a few months it'll just be force of habit and it won't depend on girls

>tfw my dad wanted nothing more than a family and my mom divorced him for petty reasons and he died alone and unhappy

Well at least he sort of had a family once.. further than I got.