Fapped to cp again

Are you a real pedo or a porn induced pedo?

and enters the reddit normalfag as it expected whenever this topic is brought up

Dunno. Feels kind of porn-induced and related to the fact that I had a few sexual experiences with girls pre-puberty but then never anything after. When I first hit puberty I found milkies and adult women attractive and that's waned. Now I'm super addicted to girl cunnies though, it's depressing. I usually can't go more than 24-48 hours without needing a fix.

Decide what matters more to you. Getting off or not getting beaten to death in jail.

because just like every thing in real life, every 1 out of a hundred of situations is actually worthy of participation
It's just actually so bizarre that you don't notice that stuff like "why are you even here if you're not a pedo haha? you're not like us then" is just an excuse you use to not think about it or how wrong it is
the same as thinking "lolicon" and "shota" isn't the same as pedophilia because they're terms involving drawings

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FBI is a meme tho. I've been doing it for over a decade now without any comeuppance and I don't even use VPNs or anything. They don't care about users and only go after content makers/sharers. Unless you're one of those retards who JUSTs himself by taking his PC to the repair shop chok full of cunnies.

Just try to get into young looking 18yos and abstain I guess

what difference does this even make? REAL pedos were born pedos? See? this is what I'm talking about. You guys think actual pedos didn't start the same way you did

Oh my God lurk more.

What are you even talking about, retard? My advice to him was gonna depend on his answer, cunt.

piss off back to plebbit normalnigger

Probably good you didn't use vpns iirc they compromise tor

>reeee if I call him a normie everything will be ok. because normies are seen as a disease in here, unlike my habit of thinking about a child to indulce the urge of bursting a load of cum, just like my non-normie (read that as: speshul internet secret club members) friends at that forum do

burn in hell for all eternity, scum of the earth

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>Doesn't deny being a normalfag
Lul

Also learn to greentext faggot

Abstaining from all types of porn should tell you if you're a pedophile because of porn addiction or if that's just your natural sickness.

>abstain
I did nofap for ~3 weeks at the start of last year and the urges went away pretty quickly. Unfortunately I foolishly fapped in a moment of weakness (to adult) and got hooked again, then after a few months of fapping to adults I got back into cunnies.

The problem is now I literally can't make it 2 days without fapping. It's a massive cope for me. Like this morning I was doing well, then got another job rejection and instant shitty mood... get home and fire up tor. I just don't know how to break the cycle.

Also it's weird how many people just straight up want me to die, it's not like I'm proud of it. I want to stop

Jow Forums can see your IP

Congratulations, you just snitched on yourself.

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CP doesnt hurt anyone unless youre paying for it

Kill yourself. In such a way as to glorify and inconvenience your parents. They deserve it for raising a piece of shit like you.

>How to quit?
cut your dick off

>Also it's weird how many people just straight up want me to die, it's not like I'm proud of it. I want to stop
Yeah eventually the whole "IF I SEE YOU ILL FLAY U ALIVE AND THEN BURN U DURR HURRR" shit gets kinda old.

honestly just fuck off back to where you came from normie faggot. theres a million websites that cater to your normal fag tastes. this isnt one of those places.

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The worst they'll do is ban, I don't collect so even if the vanz came knocking nothing's gonna happen
I'm not comfortable with this logic, even if I'm not directly hurting anyone by viewing it, something is clearly not right. If nothing else it's hurting me anyway
Not gonna happen, sorry m8s. Post less drastic advice on quitting porn/fapping that I might actually take, then perhaps you'll help me make a positive difference

do you ever had a single (1) actual self-made thought for yourself in your life? seeing as you probably bandwagon even in your choice of animes, the answer is no

>(You)
>I'm not comfortable with this logic, even if I'm not directly hurting anyone by viewing it, something is clearly not right. If nothing else it's hurting me anyway
Then kill your self about it. I dont know what else to tell you. its literally harmless.

what a stupid post. fuck off back to plebbit original thinker.

I don't know, become a monk? Or at least use the methods monk use to have crazy self discipline.
or just kys

You'd be surprised to learn that there are no real methods. You just do it

You can stop replying to me anytime, "depressed" pedo/foot fetishist with an anime girl image folder poster number #11986

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not depressed at all. dont care about pedo or foot fetish. and have no specific image folder. now please. fuck off back to plebbit you boring sack of normie turds.

It's amazing how retarded normies are about pedos
>braying and gnashing away like possessed lunatics BURN THEM BURN THEM LIFE IMPRISONMENT ON SITE CUT OFF THE BENIS
>force them underground where they can access everything they need to worsen their addiction in a couple of minutes
>offer literally zero possibility of help or rehabilitation
You fuckers create us, never forget that. Blood on your hands.

thanks for the blog post but I really just want you to stop replying to me
deep down I want to convince myself through that that you're not a scripted bot pasting the same 5 messages but an actual person with a drop of self will and the power to someday decide to do something for yourself, you little swine with no personality

youre such a faggot
. original

For the good of humanity, kill yourself.

"original" the big irony in this
I've had enough of you, like I'm sure everyone who doesn't go for the name of "Anonymous" in your life these days also did

you post like an underage new faggot fresh from reddit here to dispense cosmic projection. now fuck off you normie retard

imagine being as much of a virtue signalling summerfag as this kid

>The worst they'll do is ban, I don't collect so even if the vanz came knocking nothing's gonna happen
you know temporal files exist right? everything you view is still stored in your pc.

Also my advice is to fap to loli or clothed pictures that involve no harm to kids or aren't illegal.

you're horrible. Every time you're about to do it just imagine being the kid and having that happening to you., and growing up remembering every day that vile men are looking at your body lecherously

stupid sexy penguins am i right user

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>Every time you're about to do it just imagine being the kid and having that happening to you
Walp, now I have to fap . . .
>growing up remembering every day that vile men are looking at your body lecherously
go on...

>It's amazing how retarded normies are about pedos
Agreed. Just trying to appreciate the aesthetic of these nymphets and some asshole goes on about
>UNGA BUNGA KILL PEDOS
I don't even watch cp or anything

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If you see a photo of a nude girl, do you automatically get hard, or do you need to manually stimulate yourself to get hard?

>ywn have a daughter to dress up in cute dresses

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>loli
I may be autistic for adult women, but I'm still not autistic enough for 2d
A lot of the time I opt for clothed over full on cp and actually often find it hotter. However I want to cut it out altogether
I'm not that vile 2bh, I work out and am not really unattractive like all the fat messes in most cp vids, howevever I definitely have that autistic 'his mum dressed him' pedo /fa/ sense
Anyway I feel like if empathy was gonna work it would've done by now. It also doesn't help that in many cases the girls are clearly enjoying it or even voluntarily whoring themselves out on webcams
I can get triggered just by seeing pics, weirdly even of adult women, but then I have to go seek out young cunnies. Also I get hard just talking about it

get some help. seriously.

what a moralfag
kill yourself

>get some help. seriously.
Sure. Please detail how I get help without being insta-v&

/tv/ was a real hell hole. had more CP than /b/ at one point.

kill your`re self

What about when you see little girls in real life? Does just seeing them arouse you?

Marry and have a daughter. You're not a sociopathic-murderer like what most normalfags believe pedos are, so you won't rape her
you'll enjoy having a little girl you can call your own and dress up in cute clothing. She'll love you and you'll be proud of her, and you get to enjoy the experience of raising a child

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NORMIE NORMIE NORMIE OUT OUT OUT GET OUT OUT OUT OUT GET OUT OUT NORMIE NORMIE NORMIE GET OUT OUT OUT OUT REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

if it's animated/drawn then it's ok, just don't act on your urges in real life
it it's real then stop

It used to be worse? It still pretty much constantly has at least 1 lewd cunnyposting thread up at any given time, which doesn't really help.
Certainly not anywhere near as young as I would jerk it to. I often jerk it to 7-11, while IRL it would be more mid-late teens (14-18) that I have to avoid eye contact with.

>having morals basic enough as the ones that shape you as human is seen as elitism
just the natural thought process of the scummy life form that a pedophile is

I'm too autistic and tortured by this to relate to adult women, plus I am sexually terrified of them. No chance of marrying, I will die a virgin

In that case I'd say that yes, you are a pedo, but your range of sexuality is sufficiently broad that I can't help but suspect it's porn-based to a certain extent. All men are attracted to girls in their mid-late teens even if they won't admit it, so you're probably partly getting off on the rush of watching CP. There's no cure except constant self-control, which after a prolonged moratorium should get easier.

Be like me and become and artist to focus my sexual frustration into better things

You work out user, that's a great start

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I guess you should ask yourself if you actually want to stop or if you just think you SHOULD stop.

I mean, you're not really doing anybody any harm. It's not like sexual abuse, photographed or not, will cease if you stopped jerking off to it.

>that girl
Ayyy lmao

Where do you even find that?!?!?!
Probs should just go to a therapist.

Is Kiki more your speed

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why does a person with this many pictures of

>He doesn't have paintings of William-Adolphe Bouguereau
Because I appreciate and practice art myself

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>If I start giving beautiful names to it and call it art my mind will adapt and see it as pure and natural
you're just as bad as people who use loli and shota to convince themselves it's not pedophilia because it's drawings

>want me to die
>I want to stop
Just fuck off. As a survivor of CSA which may have been recorded, you directly contribute to a culture of paranoia and despair that cripples people like me and makes us unable to move forward. I have literally given up on dreams of mine, scholarships, and award opportunities I won through my own merit because they would have involved me going on television, university websites, etc. and I am terrified of being identified by a sick fuck like you.

So yeah, I'm in my late twenties and I still can't do anything I want to do despite working my ass off both academically and therpeatically, but I'm real glad you """want""" to stop.

I wish there was a hell so you could burn in it.

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I guess I already felt like this is the case, but it's nice to hear it from someone else who seems rational. In truth I probably need to abstain from Jow Forums altogether to avoid triggering images and such, but I just don't know if I have the willpower to abstain from every shitty thing about my life at once.
How did you git gud at drawing? A creative outlet seems like a good idea but I'm really really shit.
I think I do want to stop, because ultimately I would like to be able to connect with an adult women of appropriate age, even if I accept I will always be into more childlike 'cute' features. I know I could never have an intellectually and socially fulfilling relationship with a teen and am not even interested in trying, nor would I want to try and molest a prepubescent child. It feels more like an unhealthy stress relief than anything
As I said, if you can rec me a therapist who won't report me to the vanz then I'm all for it.

>. Now therefore kill every male among the little ones, and kill every woman that hath known man by lying with him. But all the women children, that have not known a man by lying with him, keep alive for yourselves. Numbers 31:1-18

>if a man sell his daughter to be a maidservant ... If she please not her master, who hath betrothed her to himself, then shall he let her be redeemed ... If he take him another wife; her food, her raiment, and her duty of marriage, shall he not diminish. Exodus 21:7-10
kek
>decade of torture for every life you indirectly ruined
I don't even watch CP you stupid faggot

>Be like me and become and artist to focus my sexual frustration into better things
Post your art.

dude if you want a compliment for being a cute kid this isn't the way to get one. you retarded faggot. glad you were raped.
>may have been recorded
video name/description plox

>Post your art.
I'm not that great

>How did you git gud at drawing? A creative outlet seems like a good idea but I'm really really shit.
I guess /ic/ is a start, wouldn't recommend browsing their threads. Just the sticky

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Why do some people think no pedophile can be trusted with children? It's like saying no straight man can be trusted with women.

Where do you find cp anyway? Weird.

can you please fuck off back to plebbit already you whiny faggot?

That's literally what feminists are saying nowadays.

Not bad but post more like the one on the left and less like the middle and right.

nice original try pedo

I understand this, but the problem is I'm still a human with basic human instincts. I get the fact that I even exist is offensive to you, but obviously I'm not just gonna off myself. So what else can I do but try to stop?
I'm not going to say for obvious reasons, but once you know it's depressingly easy, like literally a minute or two away to most famous NN modelling and HC stuff that exists. If you mean how I got into it in the first place, a schoolfriend linking to NN stuff originally, then just years of posting on Jow Forums back when the mods were even more lax than they are now

@46221645
You are the most pathetic life online right now in the entirety of the universe. Not even worth the life of an ant. A rope used to tie your neck would be a good waste of a rope

>I'm still a human with basic human instincts
jerking off to children is a basic human instinct?

Looks like you squashed her proportions a little. Made her look thiccer than she really is. Keep practicing, art is the highest virtue.

>Don't worry you retarded normal fags, it's from some catalog on a clothing store.
I don't think the mods will care, so please just delete this now. This thread was actually somewhat helpful in between all the people telling me to kms
No, but jerking off is, and due to a combination of overexposure to lewd child imagery at a young age, stunted sexual development (i.e. no experience) and possible genetic factors (who knows really) that is what I jerk off to. I am now asking for advice on quitting.

>squashed her proportions a little
Yeah, trying to find proportions using a piece of string, pretty difficult
>Keep practicing, art is the highest virtue.
Thanks user, I'm glad there are some people in this thread that are kind
Unlike all the normalfags yelling at OP for trying to stop jerking off to CP, opting instead for a reactionary KILL YOURSELF response

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>I don't think the mods will care, so please just delete this now. This thread was actually somewhat helpful in between all the people telling me to kms
Yeah, I think I will, don't wanna risk it

How come /tv/ had more CP than /b/ that's a blue board. Can you give me a quick rundown?

Sorry user all you can really do at this point is kill yurself

>/tv/ fawns over attractive actresses because it's /tv/-related
>some of those actress are very young girls like McKenna or Kiernan Shipka
>Lot of movies, american/european has little girls in it usually being lewd
My guesses for why. Even now there's a pedobot spamming threads and occasional designated pedo threads

Is loli hentai considered cp or is there some sort of spectrum?

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Who knows. Almost everyone who doesn't like lolis insists it's degenerate pedo trash while others say it gives would-be-nonces a harm-free outlet. I'm not really into 2D outside of a brief phase in my teens so I don't have much thoughts. I will say that foray into 2D did not stop me from moving to harder stuff though.