>BPD male >dangerous binge eating >randomly start screaming >been in 8 fist fights this year >flipped a table for no reason at all >have killed animals >have committed burglaries completely on impulse >literally cannot keep a fucking job
>get into small arguments with friends and tell them i never want to see them again
>find myself wishing death on family members over small altercations
i'm getting help soon, if i can't be fixed then i probably will
that's what it says
Henry Hernandez
You know, when I read shit like this I honestly wonder if my BPD was misdiagnosed. I can honestly say I haven't killed any animals, been in physical fights lately or committed crimes.
If I am BPD then I must be way better at keeping control than I thought if OP is the typical example of BPD men.
Ethan Rivera
it varies in severity, depends on when you caught it.
for me, i had a very unstable childhood, lots of abuse and bullying, and never got diagnosed with it until i was 25
Ayden Taylor
>Schizophrenia >Randomly say weird shit >Hate cats with a passion >Fantasize about killing people around me >Smoke two packs a day and wash it down with energy drinks and pills >Compulsive liar >Inferiority and superiority complex Being in the army doesn't help
>completely mentally healthy with no psychopatology, confirmed by an experienced expensive therapist that I went to a couple of times while being completely honest Get on my level nerds
Hunter Perry
why would you go to an expensive therapist several times if there's nothing wrong with you
Michael Collins
I was feeling depressed for a while, wasn't sure if it's actual clinical depression or a reaction to shit going wrong in my life, we talked a bunch, I did a bunch of tests and she confirmed that it's not clinical depression, just feeling depressed due to life shit. I'm working on improving my life and my mental state is improving with it so she was right
Camden Nguyen
lucky you, my life is a fucking wreck and keeps spiralling downward
Angel Jackson
>CPTSD female >got molested by 5 different people growing up >can't attach to anyone properly >when I get any relationship (romantic or just friends) I get incredibly sad thinking they hate me and will leave me >have emotional flashbacks from time to time that get set off by random things >during those flashbacks I cry and get intense self hatred, if I don't get hurt I start hitting myself >cry if boyfriend doesn't talk to me more than an hour >want to cut off my face because I feel so ugly >if I don't get maximum grades I hurt myself and cry because it's not as perfect as it should be >when someone on here says something mean about me i go cut myself reading it repeatedly to myself >I still post on here every day for the last 10 years
Andrew Thomas
haha, you're evil, deal with it.
Jaxson Williams
why do girls treat everything like a dating site
Logan Howard
Don't know what your point is, I'm not planning on dating anyone
Robert Harris
>asperger >social anxiety >general anxiety >no social skills or peers >they say i have depressio because of high bdi-score, IMO im just pissed off >prone to addictions since i was a kid(gaming, internet, alcohol, weed, about any drug) >pyromania and cleptomania at my late teens >psychiatrist said that i have BPD traits but they didn't set diagnosis because i was 2 months underage and autist >never had a job, im 25yo >quitted school when i was 16 >almost never leave my apartment >slowly started to lose my grip on reality >im "that guy" in my town >only reason i will not killl myself is because many assholes would celebrate that
>clean whole house as I wake up >use to cook for entire family every day >don't go to parties >don't drink unless in an episode (which means in my room alone) >when I love i love with my entire heart and give everything i have to the full. I just want a man's approval for once in my life
all of this just comes off as virtue signalling to me, you're practically begging for some user to say "pls be my gf"
Evan Wood
I'm sorry then. I just didn't want to sound like a monster because of the earlier things
Ayden Jackson
you sound a lot like me (OP)
Christopher Harris
haha how'd they let u in the army
Ayden Harris
>dpd (dependent personality disorder) trans guy >also have depression so push people away but then panic because lonely.png >manic episodes when i have bf / gf but huge panic / depressive episodes when i don't >fucking terrible at keeping relationships >6/10 >never met anybody irl so still feel lonely 90% of the time >anxiety.jpg bonus story >thought was dating literal 10/10 cute ass punk-type boy, smokes weed, french, my age, pic related >makes it seem like we're dating >he literaly goes missing, like nobody sees him for 3 days >pretty sure he killed himself >somebody asks who he is >say he's my bf >3 days later >ends up being fine >says "hey did you tell someone we were dating?" >yeah.jpg >"we aren't" oof
can we have sex? you in the US? bpd male best sex mhm
Jacob Brown
OP has BPD with conduct disorder I'd reckon' Don't hit me OP
Austin Bennett
he's OCD and went to the wrong specialists
Jaxon Cooper
>6/10 Yeah, nah.
You might make it to 3/10 if you have an innie.
Cooper Watson
>Clinical depression and mild anorexia.
Almost failed out of uni and commit suicide many o time. I recently managed to graduate with a shit gpa in a joke major, but I'm still quite pleased with myself. I'm doing much better on meds now and am actually well liked by my manager and co-workers at my current part-time job.
Will probably apply to law school in the fall. I anticipate success so long as I can maintain mental stability. So yeah, things are looking up for me pals.
Josiah Reyes
Should I start doing taekwondo?
Ryan Murphy
You don't have a disorder. It's called being a criminal.
Nathan Long
70% of the time I'm tired and apathetic. The other 30% I'm angry, anxious and I feel like I want to fight someone