It hurts that my man looked at my family with an almost disdainful look just because they're poor Mexicans. And I put so much effort into spending time with his insufferably boring family, too. And I'm still miffed that he doesn't like the beach or ice cream.
Yeah, my folks ain't trustworthy. Yeah, some of them have a small criminal history. So what? It's perfectly safe to interact with "bad" people if you don't let yourself get emotionally close to them. No reason to look at them like you've just smelled moldy cheese, damn.
I thought it was ridiculous when my mom's dreadfully vanilla (now ex) boyfriend was scared of my uncles because once upon a time they were in gangs. Now I realize it might be a normal reaction from white people who have never stepped outside their comfort zone.
When people are different, you adapt. It's not hard. Damn.
Kayden Thompson
PEOPLE WHO ARE SCARED OF PEOPLE WHO ARE DIFFERENT FROM THEM PISS ME OFF SO MUCH HOLY SHIT
My ex used to look at cucks like he smelled moldy cheese. It's a fetish like any other, not an abomination from hell. Can people these days really not put themselves in other people's shoes? Jesus goddamn tits on brits.
Benjamin Mitchell
I'm gonna let it out My head feels heavy, im crying all the time, I feel like Im in despair constantly, but I also feel fine. I want to feel my head crushing and like there's no hope and I'm going to die. I also wonder if I will die without experiencing things, but then I realize it's up to other people, to have the experiences I'm thinking of. But it's fine, some things were destined not to be
Leo Hall
it's really hot when guys get raped in their butts
Oliver Smith
I love that Romanian shepherd
Robert Robinson
It's time to go back to you know where snoonigger.
Jonathan Smith
"Would you like to come to the beach with us when we go, James?"
"Mmm, I'm not that much of a fan of it. You guys can go on your own."
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
CAN'T YOU EVEN PLAY WITH CRABS OR SOMETHING? OR BRING A METAL DETECTOR AND DIG FOR GOLD, OR BUILD SANDCASTLES
THERE'S SO MUCH TO DO AT THE BEACH YOU WATER HATING DOUBLENIGGER
I'm fucking tired, man. I come from a very hated background. When I'm walking the streets of my hometown all I can think is, "Fuck these niggers. You sound like a bunch of monkeys. "WHERE MUH REPARATIONS NIGGUH?!" Not even respectable African american men can walk here without feeling animosity towards the negligence and willful stupidity that emanates from within the nigger hive mind. White nigger. Black nigger. Yellow nigger. Red nigger. Who gives a fuck? It's killing us. I hate this shit man. I can't walk around without being completely invaded by thoughts stemming from paranoia, self-defense, violence and rage. I hate these fucking ghetto fucks. I've lived poor and neglected my whole life, never been a fucking bitch nor a shake down kind of guy. Never made excuses. These people suck the soul out of important resources that were aimed towards people that actually need it, they sit there and make fools of themselves. What the fuck is the point? They pop out kids with willful disregard for their sentience and the possibilities of the future, just make the kids like clockwork cockadoodle chess pieces. "GIMME DAT CHILD SUPPORT BOI!" I'd fucking clip them any day of the week. If I ever had a kid I'd be a changed man, I'd be someone else. Kid comes first. I'm not alone anymore, kid needs everything I can fucking give him. I'd get him out of the hood STAT. Not these blokes. Repeat after repeat, my white trash father did the same. I fucking hate this cycle. Breeding needs to be contained, liberalism needs to be eradicated and educated. I fucking hate this shit man, I don't spout my opinion for validation, I just yell out of rage now. FUCK these people. I wanna blow up my whole area, it would be beneficial towards humanity. The past couple decades at the very LEAST have been a mistake. I'm half-mexican and I love everyone if I get the opportunity, but these people only preach hate and dedicate their lives to the downfall. What a bunch of self-serving fucks.
Landon Brooks
did acid a year ago and had a terrible time, after I forgot about it an then slowly began to remember and since then shits been going downhill and often the horrible scared existential feeling comes back, last year it did for about a month and went away and came back occasionally and now I feel as though it's coming back again, for a few days I've felt it and I really don't want to go through that again, I went to a doctor and she told me there was nothing wrong with me an then fucked off and never contacted me again, now I'm on my own and nobody can help me and the doctors don't even want to deal with my shit, I'm thinking of going back because I need meds or better yet therapy to permanently get rid of this shit, but I don't want to be stuck on a waiting list an I really don't want to fucking shovel out shitloads of cash on it. won't kill myself, I'm not that kind of person and even if I was there's too many people in my life I'd disappoint... God, what do I do
Jason Long
I already take happy pills, they don't make me happy. They have 0 effects on me. I have tried almost all classes of ADs now.
Nolan Gomez
I hate mapuches so god damn much, I hate human rights that protect them, I hate our cuck president. If I could I would destroy each and everyone one of them children and women's included and the Argentinian traitors who supports them Sorry if Jow Forums but Its what I am thinking right now in this moment
Ryder Morales
I often wonder why everyone is this piece of shit board is alive, and I lament the fact that I can't wish you all dead.
Parker Wood
I WANT TO TALK TO YOU SO BAD I'm such a coward, I see you made a friend and I get so jealous because I wanted to be your friend I'm sorry man, it's so creepy because I haven't even asked you your name, but damn I just like you why won't you just talk to me too
So do I, fellow countryman. I also hate the fucking gun-grabbing policies and restrictions. If it weren't for that, our country wouldn't be so bad. Regardless of that, I wish I could rewind 12 years in time, but keeping all my current knowledge, or at least the most important aspect, and start all over again from that point. 12.5 years ago, to be more precise, I finished high-school, and it all started to go downhill form there: poor career choices, or rather, poor college choices (public universities and most community colleges suck), dropped out several times, shitty, dead-end job, no GF, my few friends (I didn't have any 'til I was 24) are starting to move on in their life. I want to kill myself, even if I get a better job, or finish a degree, it's just not the same, and, even so, I don't think it's gonna happen. Private companies would rather hire younger people than me.
Carson Thomas
It is at my lowest, most apathetic point that I feel the most "myself". Temporarily unburdened by strong emotion or desire; just existing. Problem is, in these moments, living doesn't seem worth it.
i just had a long talk with my mom about future career aspects. She goes on and on talking about how i can go to any school or take any class and be able to get the job that i want. That was when i told her that I don't really want to do anything, i just wanna move around a lot, get jobs where i can, be a drifter basically. I could see the look of disappointment in her eyes, as if i'm just the one failed son. After that i started tearing up and just walked away. She gave me a hug and told me she loved me, but i just feel like she's crying on the inside that i'm a failure.
Eli King
I hate my shitty fucking textbook for class. It doesn't help me understand Dick and is just poorly structured. I'm getting very frustrated, and I was hoping to finish the course off with a high grade, but it seems I may end up with a low B or worse if I don't do so well on the final. Fuck this shitty ass textbook.
Isaiah Miller
I go from feeling nothing to feeling accetable/slightly happy and confident for weeks at a time, with a weird middle week of getting happy or sad between every time. It's only been happening the past year or so. What the fuck is going on with me?
Andrew Cook
My EX i know broke up with me to be with some childhood friend of there's that's a black guy,i fucking miss my EX and hate that guy.
Here's me telling you how special you are and how much I care and here's you hinting that I'm old and unattractive. I can't survive this.
Carter Sanchez
going hiking in the woods near my house with my oneitis (who I'm pretty sure loves me back) tomorrow. Do I confess my love or not? I'm off to college soon so I don't know if it's worth the investment and I fear she only likes the version of me I present to her.
Dominic Ortiz
fucking do it no matter how awkward PLEASE DO IT YOU ABSOLUTELY NEED TO even if it ends in nothing i beg you do it
my few irl friends are basically saying the same thing so I think I might do. I just gotta make sure I don't do it too autistically or suddenly, last time I suddenly brought up implications of feelings I did it with poor wording and gave her a small panic attack. (I was also too autistic back then to properly comfort her, a mistake I won't make again)
Eli Reyes
this. But only if you've known each other for awhile now. Maybe if you're her first real boyfriend.
But really it's better to know you were rejected so you can at least move on. Just don't want you to ruin it laddy.
Ian Stewart
we have known eachother for a while now, we were acquaintances Freshman year of High School and she was actually my first crush, but I moved on from that really quick. We reunited in a class Junior year and that's when I really fell for her. I think I would actually be her first real boyfriend if it happened.
Joshua Bennett
I WISH I WAS BONE SKINNY I WISH I DIDN'T HATE FOOD I WISH I COULD THINK OF MYSELF AND BE OKAY WITH MY EXISTENCE I wish I didn't starve myself...I wish I didn't think I'm fat I wish I could eat normally I wish I could get help
Sebastian Long
Wait, so are you dating or not? This is important user
Evan Allen
no, we're not 'dating', although we go out and do things sometimes and I think we both sense that there's something more. We're in that Limbo of waiting for one of us to make it official, but since I'm going off to college soon I'm hesitant to make it official, as much as it breaks my heart every day not to.
Anthony Turner
>I feel she only likes the version of me I present to her Too real
John Barnes
Glad I could pass That Feel on to you user
Kevin Watson
Been trying to be more masculine, but it feels like everything I do is me being a dick unintentionally.
Nicholas Diaz
ive long been debating weather the universe is sentient and that whenever I get excited about an opportunity coming that could change my life just gets swiped away.. but when I don't get excited about it, I tend to get a good outcome out of something
>he doesn't like the beach or ice cream. should've ended the relationship there desu fampai.
Caleb Davis
Literally garden variety bipolar disorder. I know it comes as a shock because its not meme-y on account of you actually having a chemical imbalance and not seeking attention. Get help. You're not a shitty person. You shouldn't have to be miserable.
Dylan Wilson
My life is meaningless. I don't see why. I've been thinking about life, the universe. I've concluded it's meaningless, overall. Even though I believe God exists, I just believe he is the final judge of humanity's actions. A "interested clockmaker", if you will. I don't believe he is as personal as most Christians think he is, yet I don't think he is completely impersonal, as the deist might think. But how to define His/Her/It's nature, I don't know how to begin, other than through examination of the physical world and our own psychology. It will take time for me to figure out exactly to believe, and if I continue to be a theist/deist, how to follow the Deity's rules of the cosmos, let alone what those rules are. Just a little spouting off, I guess. Goodnight, robots and cyborgs.
I fap to cartoon characters every day multiple times. Not hentai. Just western ones mainly. I think it's partially because I'm emotionally and developmentally stunted.
Alexander Green
I heard though friends that a person i haven't seen in years works at a restaurant near me. I am nervous about the idea of seeing them there. Why do i care? They probably still hate me.
Being demisexual fucking sucks. I wish I could just be normal and fuck random stacies and enjoy it. My friends all think I'm gay or something because of it too.
Levi Powell
FUCK OFF AND NEVER COME BACK
Daniel White
same, looking forward to wizard powers though
Austin Lopez
You probably need to go to Jow Forums, friend.
They have plenty of advice for you to use.
Who knows? Maybe you can find a gf.
Joseph Gomez
yeah if I am actually gay i'm remaining celibate for the rest of my life
Holy fuck guys fuck all of you I'm out of here. This adorable 17 year old cashier from the supermarket I work at somehow developed a crush on me. I feel like a chad more than I ever have in my entire life.
Henry Allen
FUCK BOTCHES WHO WANT POLYAMORY
IF YOU LOVE ME YOULL BE LOYAL TO ME SLUT
Brayden Brooks
Tell them this user.
Leo Williams
No. I have to stay a gentlemen or i become a hypocrite. That's why i said it here
Sebastian Murphy
I'm feeling like the world is passing me by and I'm wasting my youth on nothing. I'm almost 24 and I haven't done shit except get a meme degree. I need a change but idk what.
Joshua Diaz
I wish my eyes were lighter so people would believe me at first when I tell them I'm of German and Danish descent reeeeeee
Caleb Hill
>Yeah, my folks ain't trustworthy. Yeah, some of them have a small criminal history. So what? It's perfectly safe to interact with "bad" people if you don't let yourself get emotionally close to them.
kek
Wyatt Rivera
I have a fetish for pictures like this, and I want to die because of it.
I feel intimidated by most people in the server now. But I don't think it's my fault, it was inevitable given who I am.
Bentley Williams
I just want to fucking cut this world and start trainhopping. Or take my motorcycle on a fuck-off joyride. Or just do all the acid I can find and just die.
I don't know what i want but i want it all and I NEED IT NOW
so instead im sitting here hurting myself because I deserve it
Austin Cruz
Yeah, don't deal with people who are into polyamory. They're usually unstable, horny and untrustworthy. People who are fun to watch but not worth getting close to.
It's true, though. If you watch them from a distance you'll be alright. It's like watching a tiger in a zoo; all you need is glass to separate you from the danger. If things get bad you just stomp 'em in the nuts and leave.
Brayden Roberts
"buh-bwuh uh I burn in the sun too easily" ME TOO, THAT'S WHAT SUNSCREEN IS FOR YOU FUCK
WE COULD COAT EACH OTHER IN SUNCREEN AND FUCK IN SOME HIDDEN CORNER OF THE BEACH BUT NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, YOU HAVE TO BE A KILLJOY
I SWEAR TO GOD I'M GONNA SHOVE SAND AND CRABS IN MY VAGINA OUT OF BUTTHURT
Benjamin Mitchell
Why did I have to be a social awkward brainlet?
I've tried speaking to people but that only solves my anxiety for that people, if I meet someone else I'm back to square one.
I hate that my life is full of small problems or issues, they make things harder but I can't complain because I'm not "that bad"
Xavier Martin
Would you rather be average to below average intelligence,but socially inclined with a bunch of ((friends))? If you answered yes then I have serious doubts concerning your claims of being a brainlet.
Your intelligence is invaluable. Close relationships do have their purpose and importance, but it sounds like you have people in your life.
Tyler Gutierrez
Im working full time in Mcuck, im one of the oldest employees there (21) but i look like the youngest, im away from my mother and cat (my best friends) living with a roomate, when im not working i spend my time sad/crying or sleeping and my one and only aspiration is life is to buy a decent gaming pc.
Angel Gutierrez
I probably would, because knowing people can put you further in life.
I do have friends and family. I don't speak that much with my family and my friends are socially awkward around strangers aswell. The only reason I met them is because I was playing pretend alone during recess in primary and one of them recognized what character I was and he ended up introducing me to the rest.
My problem lies in speaking to strangers. I would like to meet new people even if they don't end up being my friends. I just don't know how to approach people, and I'll be living on my own in 2 to 4 years, so I need to learn to make friends.
Ian Reed
Everything is going well for me in my life. I'm at university and I'm successful. I'm the popular guy, girls like me, I have wonderful friends. I'm also writing a book and everyone who reads it think it's amazing. I'm finishing the correction this summer and will publish it... Yet, I'm not happy and have excess of melancholy by looking at life in itself. I always fantasize about giving everything up and going away. If I'm not partying or womanizing, I read a shitload of philosophy like Lucrece, Montaigne, Pascal, Schopenhauer, Camus, and also literature such as Brothers Karamazov, In Search of Lost Time, War and Peace, Shakespeare's plays...
I dont know... It's like I'm looking for something that is missing but I don't know what... looking at life as it is brings me nausea. Sometimes I feel like suicide is a solution, or that a real voyage long enough could cure me somehow : it happens that I drive for hours without any destination just to contemplate things. I'm feeling crazy and ungrateful, like I don't have the right to feel that way regarding to what I have in my life but I can't help it. I'm not happy and I don't know what could save me from my melancholy. I just live with it but sometimes it's unbearable...
Asher Walker
>seaweed sludge and shards of glass Beaches dont exist anymore
Wyatt Kelly
Your book tells people to kill children. No thanks senpai
Noah Reyes
>find an user to have an interesting conversation about some weird bullshit with >thread gets locked
