Had a gf with lupus and various other issues. Always sick and had 3 cats and sleeping in the same room as the litter box.
This was a long distance relationship and I never met her in real life. She has a shitty step dad, a bi-polar clingy mom, and pretty much a shitty life. She doesn't work and living on social security and medicare from mom. She's an somewhat crappy artist, but considers herself to be good at it.
She ended up breaking up with me cause I was too boring and neglectful with the relationship.
I have a amazingly easy job that pays $40/hr with no certifications or job experience. Focusing 100% on it so I don't get fired from this awesome job.
I went and bought a doll too feel better.
Had a gf with lupus and various other issues...
People sure are complicated. Especially women. I only accepted her as my girlfriend cause I thought she understood my personality. Maybe I'm just too delusional and expected her to just accept me and my current goals. She wanted a alpha to take care of her, she got a beta not knowing the kind of shit I was in before we got together. We don't always post all our failures on FB/insta. So she thought my narritive was a up and coming Elon Musk.
What did you name your doll?
I figured, "hey, I'm not getting any younger and just got out of poverty, I need a gf."
So I accepted the first one that came along. She seemed okay at first, not too attractive since she was a old school emo/scene girl. Not very attractive. 5/10 I would say. Fucked up teeth and head shape. She has to shit in a bag attached to a large hole on the side of her stomach because of her disease.
It kind of hurts to know that someone in her situation and appeal to dump me. Makes me feel like trash and worse off in society. I shun western society and their culture.
I'm so full of hate and anger right now.
I named her Sakura. She keeps me somewhat mellow and chill. I'd rather have her as a emotional crutch than a real person who will shame me.
I keep reading post and threads about getting a qt 3.14 gf, but then realize that that most of the post are not talking about the fat roasties when they post pics. They post teens and girls in their 20s. Hot chicks and sophomores in college. Then realized, its all fake. Its all propaganda. There's more fat ugly roasties in the world than there are super models. And to chase that dream of getting a unicorn is a delusion.
So I said, fuck it. Fuck society, fuck real women. I give up. I give up on normal life. The American Dream. Fuck all you guys who say, I wish I had a GF.
We are better off with robots and dolls. Because if I'm going to be lured into a delusional relationship, I'll make it a choice of which delusion I want.
>lupus
explain
Its a autoimmune disease. You're usually born with it. Sort of like aids but can't spread from person to person.
she is adoreable, what model is she and where did you get her from?
I found her on aliexpress for $400. So no brand name. Just something cheap to get me into the doll/robot culture. I really like her. Very satisfied and feel compelled to take care of her and treat her better than a human meatbag.
how are you planning on disposing of your latex fucctoy when she's dirty and worn out? Chop and bag?
Depending on how damaged she gets, I'd probably sell her for a newer model. Like how bitches trade guys for a brand new Chad they meet at the bar and clubs.
But I don't think I'll get rid of her for a couple of years. She's more of a plaything to dress up and emotional support than a fucktoy.
what size is she?
Hah! Yes, I've met several girls like those. It's quite common with the chronically ill. It's as if they are so used to everyone tip toeing around their handicap that they become delusional, thinking that they are somehow much better than they are. Good luck finding someone who will take care of you while you sit in your room with your buck teeth and draw garbage-quality "art" while filling your shitbag.
Go take care of that job, user. Fuck bitches.
You thinking of getting one? I might be able to find the link again.
She's 100cm. As tall as a door knob.
i'm searching on aliexpress and i'm only able to find titty monster dolls
Slow down there tiger. I don't hate her. I hate the situation that was created. Like any relationship that ends, we always see the bad and over look the good. Its easy to attack someone with name calling. I was just describing what she looked like.
But yeah, thanks for the support. Opportunity like this isn't always given, so I'm going full on job mode cold hearted business man.
>buying a used doll
gross. something another man has cum inside?
i can't imagine actually having sex with a doll btw. i've bought one of those 20lb of pussy and ass onaholes and it's a NIGHTMARE to clean because of it's size.
I retired it and went back to using my hand. I have no idea why people want a sex doll.
i have to go out but if you can find the link that will be great
will check back when i get home
this might land you in jail be careful
Apparently they took it down.
But you can buy some good quality ones from
-suntech.com/special-sex-dolls-sex-doll/100cm-sex-doll-flat-breast-little-breast-no-breast-love-doll.html
You'd be surprised what people would buy. I guess you could compare it with buying a car. You could buy a newer car of your choice for $20,000 usd. Or you could buy a used Geo Metro for $400. Sure its beat to shit, but you don't have the credit score for a high end loan, and a shit job that pays little. Just need something to get you by.
And with this doll, you don't have to fuck it, you can just cuddle with it, let it sit on you while you fap for the simulation of cow-girl. The options are there, and that's what makes them attractive. You could paint her to look like a green sexy loli orc, or just having a cheap loli doll because you can't import new thanks to laws. Lots of tiny tid bits to think over.
oops, link got cut off:
j-suntech.com/special-sex-dolls-sex-doll/100cm-sex-doll-flat-breast-little-breast-no-breast-love-doll.html
Only in certain situations and countries.
The places that land you in jail are Australia, UK, and Canada that I know of for 100% certain.
If in the USA, it depends on if you're a actual pedo with hordes of photos and real life children on your harddrive for them to process your ass on that.
I don't see the appeal in real children, they smell, are loud, have way too much energy, scream constantly, requires tons of food, and so much snot. Ugh.
I feel the reason we like girls so much is because of how we are raised in our culture. We value them and see them in a high level of desire. We technically love the IDEA of what they represent. Think of cosplay. We don't know shit about the cosplayer other than she looks amazing, hot and beautiful, but she could have the personality of a land whale and expect everything to be free because she's pretty and popular.
We love the idea they represent, we see a school teacher/librarian with her hot tight skirt and nerdy glasses. Thinking she's a gamer at home and shouting obscenities at her team in overwatch. We imagine what's she's like and not who she really is.
>you can just cuddle with it
that sounds fucking stupid
>let it sit on you while you fap
really?
i'd rather buy a hooker. i'm all for sex robots when they can self clean but we're so far away from that reality that it's unreal to think about.
Its best to keep an open mind. Look at what happened to block buster video when they didn't do what Netflix was doing. Now video stores are a old forgotten relic of the past. And seeing them today makes you scoff at the idiots who still visit them.
With hookers, yes, that's an option. Nothing wrong with buying their services, it is the oldest profession in the world. But like any sex toy, its personal preference. Some women prefer a purple dildo, some a pink one. In the end, its about getting off.
Dolls are the same. But with more options. Yes cuddling does sound stupid, but so does rubbing a girls feet after she gets home from work. Its about the feeling, the sensation, the stimulation. You don't cuddle a fat prostitute. God only knows how many kinds of herpes she has. Its easy to forget humans do have diseases when you're horny and thinking with the little head rather than the big one.
Sex robots are slowly becoming a thing. So it might not be too far away. I'm going to get one that's for sure.
OP, what's your job and how do I get it?
Have to know someone sadly. I got it through a uber rider when I was ubering. Telling them about my past and such, they gave me a business card. I now do Autocad work for architectural drawings/schematics.
People tend to think Autocad is complex, but in reality, its just drawing straight lines accurately.
>People tend to think Autocad is complex, but in reality, its just drawing straight lines accurately.
Holy fuck I took drafting in high school and thought the exact same thing. Thanks OP, I may look into finessing a job like that.
There is a high demand for drafters in the telecommunications sector. Apparently every company likes to have digital drawings of their buildings. I would start with searches on clearencejobs.com or glassdoor, I know a guy who got a job quickly on indeed.com Fluff up your resume though, cause that's the first thing they see.
Much appreciated my good man, very helpful. I wish you the absolute best my fellow robro.
Dolls are awesome!