I got caught with child porn a little over a year ago and went to jail for it.
My parents don't talk to me anymore. Even when I call they either don't answer or try to end the conversation as soon as possible.
My mom cried when she first found out. Now they don't care. They don't love me anymore.
All of my friends dropped me like a hot potato. Some of them sent death threats or told me to kill myself. One former friend almost fought me when I saw him a few months ago.
My little brother and I used to be insanely close and he used to be my best friend. I was telling him how I'm depressed and how I think about killing myself, and he told me that maybe I should do it.
I know what I did was awful and wrong. I served my time for it. I haven't done anything like it since. I'm sorry, really.
But no ones ever gonna forgive me.
There's nothing I can do to undo this.
There's no one I can talk to and I feel so alone. And I guess I kinda deserve this in a way but it still hurts
Do you like the cold? Then Alaska is your new home.
Easton Hill
You only have yourself to blame. Kill yourself.
Asher Powell
Are you sorry because you got caught and it destroyed your relationships or are you genuinely sorry for what was done?
Angel James
lol? They make it sound like you actually raped a child. Good god normies just end yourselves. You just saved some shit off the internet. How do you go to jail for saving something off the internet. Instead of the 3rd Reich we got the 3rd Eye Kike. Seriously, the fact that you went to jail for saving something off the internet is absolute insanity.
Jose Ward
start shooting heroin, i mean if you wanna die, at least feel good when you do it.
Tyler Thomas
just be yoorself.
Matthew Long
You are not entitled to forgiveness. If they didn't have the choice, it wouldn't be forgiveness. Make new friends and and learn from your mistakes.
Gabriel Harris
>3rd Eye Kike Oh no the jews should let us watch cp!
Aaron Morales
How did you get caught user, please explain?
As for advice: move to a new town and make new friends. Obviously dont tell them about what you went to jail for or that you went to jail at all.
Brody Gomez
Just move to China you idiot.
Brody Taylor
maybe if you're gonna look at CP or other fucked up shit you shouldn't get caught? dumbass
That will just give him leeway to prey after children
Josiah Lopez
Best course of action is to become a drifter, or kill yourself quietly. Socially you'll never recover since this shit went public
Robert Barnes
Move to a big city, it is way easier to hide and start over there. My friends past drug dealer was a 37 year old guy who fucked high school girls almost daily and never got caught for it. He did get caught for selling drugs tho.
Isaac Green
Found the hebrew.
>oY vEy How daRe yoU spEak oF My brethRen
Fuck off long nose short dick. I'm not even an advocate or care for cp myself, I just find it fucking retarded how someone can be imprisoned for saving something off the internet. If he had raped a child that's a different story, but to save a picture/video? lol?
Kevin Carter
Not that interesting of a story. I saw him at the grocery store and he started yelling at me saying he was going to beat the shit out of me so I left. I'm not a confrontational guy.
I'm pretty sure my brother, like my parents, has stopped loving me. It honestly hurts more
They weren't girls. And the boys were a wide range of ages. Idk from 8/9 up to like 15/16. I just saved what I liked.
They didn't tell me how they caught me. Some police just showed up to my house with a warrant and after they took my stuff it was a wrap. However it was stupid of me to not encrypt it.
Grayson Lee
I'm sorry for what I did. I mean I'm obviously sorry I got caught, but I know what I did was wrong and even when I was doing it I hated myself for it.
I don't carry any delusions about whether what I did was right or wrong.
Kevin Ramirez
were they images of boys having sex from the dark web or what? how bad were they?
Xavier Wright
here we go again look bitchtits, when you consume a product you create demand for it cp is manufactured by child abusers therefore when you consume cp you are telling the child abusers to abuse more children is it that hard? really?
Jeremiah Reyes
How do you even get caught with CP when every current OS comes with full disk encryption and there's effortless gratis AND libre options for legacy systems?
Gabriel Price
nice larp faggot, who the fuck hit enter twice like that?
Anthony Hernandez
Faggots are pedophiles theory confirmed
Jonathan Myers
Join the French Foreign Legion. It's a grinder, but you get a new identity out of it.
Wyatt Bennett
wew lad Youre gonna have a hard time making amends with your family being a gay pedophile People are way more homophobic than the media will have you believe
Gavin Carter
How was prison like for you?
Nicholas Campbell
>when you consume a product you create demand for it
not if he didn't pay money for it, brainlet demand doesn't exist for things you can make copies of for free on the internet
Landon Bell
This. Also the legal age in France was changed to 14 to accommodate the muslims. And there are tons of child grooming gangs in France.
Caleb Russell
How young like under 12? Or was it like teen girls that's kinds where I draw the line like if she's capable of using a phone and sending nudes out then even if she's 16 it shouldn't be anyone's fault but hers Idk an age of a women by looking at her. When I watch porn how do I know this girl is actually 18 (I watch a lot of homemade porn)
Kevin Bell
This isn't true if you consume CP in such a way that it is literally impossible for the producers of the material to ever know who is getting it.
Most of the time people post this stuff for free online and anyone can grab it any no one will know. Think like a website like Jow Forums. You can read all the posts here and contribute nothing.
It's the same thing, except with CP. Obviously the places exist in the hopes that people will share, but it isn't mandatory.
What I did was wrong. I'm not arguing that it wasn't a bad thing to do. But let's not pretend I was in any way supporting the production of the stuff.
Matthew Martin
This. OP how much money did you spend in this?
Cameron Cox
>get shot in Algeria
Jose Flores
Based guy getting all that prime
Christian Smith
Move away and forget about them. Recognise that you probably wouldn't like your family members had you not been forced to live with them as a child, and recognise that your old "friends" are by no means unique, and there are people just like them or even better suited for you waiting out there.
Not even a pedofag but you did nothing wrong. Your whole life shouldn't be ruined over this. Your family and friends should be fucking ashamed for the way they've treated you, not the other way round. I can tell be reading this thread that your ego and been drained, you need to build yourself back up and become human again.
Oliver Allen
How about you read through the thread
Brody Thomas
yeah you're right, copies definitely means there's nobody consuming those copies! haha like they're just backups right? or else why would there be a copy?
oh my god you peedos are all schizophrenic
Charles Phillips
They will try to rationalize anything
Jack Richardson
Some of it was hardcore stuff. Like, boys doing it with men, or boys with other boys. Some of it was pictures they took of themselves, like a 13 year old sending a dickpic and it ending up there.
Most of the times they looked like willing participants. Sometimes they didn't. Some of it was pretty bad. I mean, all of it was bad. But some of it was especially bad.
Aiden Rodriguez
Don't feel guilty. Attraction to young boys is the most patrician form of sexuality. The Spartans did it. They were based.
Brody Parker
did you even understand the post you replied to?
Jeremiah Young
Pedos don't deserve to live; your parents don't love you... just do it
Luis Powell
yeah. they have holes in their brains.
Joseph Miller
I didn't spend a dime on it. You don't have to, to get it
Carter Walker
Spartans were physically fit alpha males who conformed to rigid military discipline at all times. Far cry from some loser pedophile creep who watches Star Trek in his mom's basement
Brody Davis
you belong in jail... I bet you molest children
Aiden Roberts
yeah, fuck you pedo you deserve to die
Sebastian Russell
If this isn't a confession that you're a kike subhuman, I don't know what is.
>literally turns an argument on the fallacy of the judicial system into a ponzi scheme.
The only person creating "demand" for this content is the uploader, and that person alone should be held responsible. OP wasn't distributing this content. In fact I'm willing to bet he tried everything imaginable to hide it. So for him to be imprisoned for simply viewing said content is brain-fuck-stupid.
Don't you have a little boys dick to go bite the foreskin off?
Justin Williams
So it's okay to be a pedophile as long as your fit and disciplined? Don't get your point.
Chase Jones
I thought the jews were the pedos though?
Matthew Brown
user you should an hero
Gavin Flores
>wow you saw someone getting murdered, fucking murderer!!! >you deserve to die!!! this is your logic
Liam Brown
Are all white nationalists this degenerate?
Alexander Clark
>be not a pedo >accuses me of being a jew you're so flustered that you can't even think straight! LOL just go lay down, take a breather kiddy diddler
Jaxon Walker
user don't feed the autism.
Ayden Jenkins
I didn't go to prison, just jail. And I was only in there for a couple months.
After some guys found out what I did they put me in protective custody so they wouldn't kill and/or rape me, like they were threatening to do.
So basically the only people I was allowed to talk to were other pedos. And most of them had actually raped or molested children.
Suffice it to say that I didn't interact much with anyone.
Bentley Green
Furthermore the child "abusers" aren't doing it for your recognition. Download it or not they are into it because that's what they're into. Even if they get no downloads that doesn't mean they're going straight edge lol If they can get away with it they'll keep doing it. With or without your clicks.
David Adams
Wow that is barely a punishment at all.
Bentley Gutierrez
You realized Hitler killed pedophiles right?
Carter Williams
Well what did you do in that time? Could you read?
Cameron Morales
No shit, he didn't commit a crime. He didn't actually rape a kid you know.
Mason Miller
The subhuman status he has now is a pretty severe punishment.
Thomas Ward
Well judging by his parents and friends' reactions he might as well have.
Josiah Cruz
You could get in trouble for not attempting to stop the murderer. In fact you'd be considered being something close to an accomplice legally wise.
Tyler Hill
>is a pretty severe punishment. No, not really.
Isaiah Cooper
I had 8 months of probation and I'm on the registry for life, too.
But honestly the worst punishment is losing everyone who used to love me. The worst part is that they don't even miss me like I miss them.
I'd rather have spent 5 years behind bars if it meant that when I got out my parents and my brother would still love me.
Pretty much all I did was read, go to therapy, and sleep a lot.
Thomas Robinson
Dimitri is that you? You'll never be able to join the legion you fat as fatass faggot
Henry Nelson
They are, in every sense of the word. But you know Kikes. Never take responsibility for a damn thing.
I'm confused, are you guys writing how you were slaves of the whites currently or did you already have that printed before attacking the west? If so could I get a copy? I want to see the part where it says the jews were forced to build monuments that raised above the heavens on little to no rations. I also want to read the part about how you tore down the twin towers to fight against the oppression of the white man. Oh and how you were forced to masturbate while fighting bears and eagles. That stuff always gets me.
Still trying this hard to hide an unhidable nose.
Benjamin Johnson
Not if you're watching the murder through a video of one that has already happened, online.
Ian Garcia
Have you been sterilized? I'm sorry but you cannot be part of society. Your mere existence runs the risk of child rape. You are a crime against nature and any interaction with you is a dangerous one.
I think you know that you have no value as a human being. Right now you need to find a way to remove yourself from the collective. I think the most graceful exit would be suicide, but perhaps you can establish some way to live on your own in the wilderness. If you like you can think of your suicide in terms of self-sacrifice, for the greater good. But it is wrong for you to interact with other people and it is wrong for you to be alive.
Jace Hernandez
just get chemically castrated. it's not as bad as it sounds, you just take some drugs which take away your ability to get sexually aroused, if your parents/family doesnt accept you after that just move (preferably to a different country) as start over
Easton Edwards
>You could get in trouble for not attempting to stop the murderer. No you wouldn't. If you were brought in as a witness in court and denied being there despite evidence then yes you would be seen as an accomplice, but otherwise you are not at fault whatsoever for not trying to get killed yourself after you just saw someone else get murdered.
Also this: in relation to the topic at hand.
Alexander Wood
shut the fuck up already you pathetic pedo piece of shit
William Williams
Unironically this. Thing is OP will probably integrate into society well enough even if he loses his family, which is just too bad.
Owen Thompson
Well, what did you read?
Daniel Cox
See, what people are usually forgiven for are things they didn't have the capacity to truly control themselves over, or things that can be worked out through discussion, empathy, and personal growth.
For you, a kiddy-diddler, there is no forgiveness. It's one thing to be attracted to children if you are so cursed to be lumped with that genetic outcome - we are human beings, and as morally reprehensible as something can be, sometimes you will just be stuck with what life has given you. BUT on the flip side of that humanity, you are absolutely able to control yourself, and in this case, keep your attraction as far away from anything remotely possible to be viewed by another human being. It's not that you committed such a terrible sin, it's that you were stupid enough to let it spill over into reality, even if it was just CP kept on your PC. For that, there's no forgiveness - if you're so brazen to save it on your computer, what's next? You see where I'm going with this? You can call it a "slippery slope" fallacy all you want, and normally I'd agree with you, but you went down the road of one of the most vile taboos in the modern world. At that point, it's your loss, and yours alone.
PS pls kill yourself, diddler.
Joshua Kelly
/thread
an hero or become a hermit OP
Levi Phillips
>I know what I did was awful and wrong. No, what you did was give in to a horrible impulse in a way that didn't actually inflict harm on anyone. Even if we called it awful and wrong, doing awful things doesn't make you an awful person. Even murderers get a second chance. Fuck everyone who judges you. You hsould live and be happy just to spite them. Who needs them anyway?
Kayden Wood
That's because normalfags are conditioned like that. They think looking at a naked kid on the internet is somehow just as reprehensible as abducting some kid from your local Subway and smuggling them into a back-alley and raping them.
It's quite honestly their fault for thinking like that, not his. Not saying it wasn't his fault for getting caught though, that's on him.
Matthew Ward
I'm confused what does an Austrian man who's long dead have to do with a conversation about this man saving pictures on his computer? Is there a nazi flag in my post somewhere? I'm confused.
Actual pedophiles who practice forced sexual acts with children deserve to be imprisoned, not some dipshit clicking his mouse. That's my argument.
Samuel Harris
>BUT on the flip side of that humanity, you are absolutely able to control yourself Fucking Christ when will the free will meme end?
Andrew Wright
What the fuck is wrong with you man, I'm not even a pedo but I don't understand this logic that they don't have self-control. You don't think everyone with an incest fetish is gonna rape their siblings. That's what pedophilia is essentially, a fetish. To think that such a small part of someones life is enough to tell them they shouldn't be a part of society and to kill themselves is ridiculous
Elijah Walker
But he didn't fucking "diddle" any kids you fucking stupid, double-digit IQ retard. All he did was look at something on his computer. He didn't actually molest any kid. How is this so hard to understand?
Nathan Hall
Did you just stumble upon it online or something OP? I think I've read stories of people getting vanned for it being on their hard drive without their knowledge
Isaiah Robinson
He was not just looking at some naked kid. He was watching and getting off on videos of children being raped by adults
Adam Cook
He purposely looked for it and downloaded it, like most people caught
Chase Hughes
Honestly, everyone who has these degenerate tier fetishes, like necrophilia, pedophilia, cannibalism fetish etc should voluntarily get chemically castrated, that way they dont feel the urge to actually act on their fetish, thus theres no need to label them as irredeemable monsters, especially since a lot of these fetishes are a mental illness that they have no control over.
Matthew Gonzalez
Okay? He still didn't do it himself. I'm not defending people raping kids, but I am defending this guy who didn't actually commit a crime.
This is why "non-offending" pedos are retarded. Society seems to treat you worse for watching a movie than fucking an actual kid. It's like not fucking kids makes you more pathetic. The difference in sentencing between cp & rape is trivial when getting caught with either is social suicide.
Jace Richardson
So are you saying they should just rape kids?
Michael Thomas
unironically I was molested and had pictures taken, and I constantly think about the fact that they might be out there. Like when I meet someone new I wonder if they've seen the things that I still have nightmares about. I don't have much sympathy for you, it sounds like you got a really light punishment honestly. I hope you regret what you've done, but you sound like you just don't want the consequences of your actions, but not like you truly understand why what you did is incredibly fucked up.