Helps plz

>be me
>19
>living at home
>5'7
>baby face
>5.5 inch peener
>wide hips
>passable
>girl voice from years of doing it online and then fucking up my vocal chords perm
>dream about being a girl/turned into a real girl.
>wish for it
>don't really care if i transition of not because eh, i'll die anyway. but i wish it would just kinda happen
>get hard at the thought of being cummed in or impregnated

What do i do robets? i am worried about myself kinda. I still pretend to be a girl online in games and shit while wearing a wig/eyeliner (don't want to look like a fucking caked on whore (into the casual emo look)) I only pretend when i'm alone
I also have no dildo cuz I'm embarrassed to have one

What should I do. any advice for me or does anyone wanna talk here? it would help me lots :'(
thx

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smoke dmt
go hindu
fuck a stacy
become a milllionaire
in that order

no one wants to try an help me..... rly? :'(

I dont really know if I have interest in girls or not

I'm also to shy for that and how would I make that money?

>or does anyone wanna talk here?
I'll chat with you user. Got an email or discord?

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ummmmmmm ye but I would rather do discord. I'll be honest I don't have one yet.... idk how to get one I:

Just go to the site and create one. It takes like two seconds and when you've made one, let me know and we can add each other.

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uh... ok sure :p

one sec so sry :$ i am finalizing it

No worries. Take your time.

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ok I made a discord! what now

Dont become a tranny
Just suck dick as a man

but idk if I want to!

Go to add friend and add #9603

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It says i need a tag and numbers, i'll give you mine

Catan #3583

sry if i'm annoying you too much...

Try it, and if you like it, gas yourself.

what do you mean by gas yourself?

If you like sucking cock, kill yourself you waste of space. If not, sort your shit out.

>19
congrats you're still young
>living at home
like all 19 year olds
>5'7"
barely below average
>5.5 inch dick
about a half inch above average

are you... a cis girl trapping trapfags with the promise of girldick? impressive

Take you pills Alice the longer you wait the more likely of becoming a hon monster is

>What do i do robets?
end your life you trash waste of human space?

Become who you are and get fucked, quite literally.

you are literally me
although I don't fantasize about all of that degenerate shit and don't know what passable looks like.
Just stop doing that shit and do sports or something. I bet you just think that you're passable because of low testosterone levels. Get it checked and get a t injection

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I can't do sports
I freeze up

gay guys think i'm too feminine for them

you freeze up? Can you define that?

I hyper ventilate and can't move. a lot of the time i end up crying.

I have been trying to fix it but it hasn't worked. :(

Add me as well cybospy#7925

Holy shit, does that happen because of the sport itself or are you just really anxious about team sports?
In any case, you should start with cardio. This should fix it.

It happens whenever i have too many people around me. it's gotten worse over the years I work out at night at a 24 hour gym. I do the squat machine, the hip machine, and the stairs fr like 30 min. I don't think i'm unfit.

I tried cheering in my hs for a while but they sidelined me because of my anxiety and I did some dancing in practice. sports don't help.

i'm 5'7'' and I got laid at age 20 with a girl with nice tits I sucked

Gay guys don't fuck trans girls, hon

I'm not trans, i don't think. I am unsure

congrats cool guy. :(

you're not trans, you're just a confused male.

having a woman with nice tits and her breasts in your face is a great feeling, they were so nice and big. I guess that's why I fell for her but she didn't want me later. I wish i could have had a gf for that feel every day. I wish I would have done nofap but I didn't know it was going to happen.

but I wish I were born a girl. I look like a girl. my old therapist told me I was trans but I stopped going and didnt do anything.

i flicked my tongue on her nipples and she made little girly sounds, i still can't believe it happened.

And I am unsure if I want to do anything

>I'm not trans
>I wish I were born a girl. I look like a girl
lol'ing to be honest

It's really not funny to me :(

that's what every doctor/psychiatrist will tell you. To take fucking estrogen. They are afraid of optimal testosterone levels...

I would really prefer if you stopped.

And I don't get your name. are you trying to tell me to kill myself?

:(

supplementing testosterone doesn't cure dysphoria. It would be nice if it did, but transitioning is the best course of action still

well my point is later my self esteem hit rock bottom and only then did I start fapping to gay shit on r9k, i could have been living an authentic life the way I wanted but I settled for a gross existence of self hatred, it's all fucking cope

that and hormone blockers for t.

suicide rates.
enough said

What do you mean by that. I would be better off as a girl but I don't want to kill myself or anything. that's for idiots. Maybe when i'm like 40

take pimozide, it will suppress the idea of being a woman, because you will never be a woman (much less a pregnant one) beyond a circus freak with an open wound for genitals

Wow that's really mean

why would I do that.... :'(

He's another repressed trans girl. Some of them go darkmode and get their cathartic kicks by putting down people like themselves. Just watch the vitriol he comes back with

I'm not putting people people down. I am pretty sure

Fine don't respond! ;(

So cute. Transition user, you deserve to be happy.

I'm really sorry for your missed quints, f. It must be hell for you right now

I was talking about the other guy, not you dummy. But now I don't know whether you got confused and thought I meant you or if you're playing some game posting as both people and just forgot to switch out your name that time.

fuck off reikofag. You're not welcome here. This man would rather make them go away than intensifying them

No it's me talking as me. I thought you were going after me cause you highlighted my reply.

sry i didn't mean to be mean :(
but why

you wouldn't be betteroff as a girl because you are not a girl. You may be an extremely confused and insecure male, but transitioning won't help. It'll fuck up your mental state and you'll end up wanting to go back
it would be too late to go back
suicide is always an option though

That's kinda crude.

I already have a fucked up mental state btw

doing estrogen won't do shit unless you want more of that fucked up mental state.
You're like that because of serious problems about your self perception and being in an echochamber supporting bad ideas. It's good to see that you know that you're mentally "unstable", but lack of action makes it worse. You may have problems with it, but you have to make the first step and continue going with it to repair yourself

I have tried therapy but I can't handle all the people

And they suggested that I transition

yep, echochamber. And forget about therapy. You have to deal with your problems by yourself or with someone that who actually wants to help you.
Now, what kind of help you need depends from person to person. One thing you can do is to spend time with your father. You seem like someone who lacked a father/father figure during childhood. And if your father thinks the same as every doctor, tell him that you want to BETTER YOURSELF

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post your body/arm/legs/face

NO!
DON'T CORRUPT THIS POOR SOUL!!!

My dad died when I was a baby and Like being feminine.

no

>this is what diclet manelts believe lmao

Because that's what you want to be?

but i'm not sure if it's a great idea

>because that's what you want to be
>wanting to be a miserable pile of moving flesh
again, fuck off reikofag

I understood the first part, but what do you mean with "like being feminine"?

I'm not a reikofag. I just think that trans people deserve to look themself in the mirror being confident and happy with themself. I'm not attracted to trans people.

>trans
>happy
choose one

I like being girly and feminine. It's the only time I feel happy desu. I:

>get hard at the thought of being cummed in or impregnated
>or impregnated
Man kill yourself immediately, bitte.

I am over killing myself already. ppointless

She answered for me, fuck off.

You can get impregnated faggot.
Sa_e

*he answered for me
first off, this was for you. plus, he couldn't really answer to me because he's none of the options I gave you

he just likes femininity because he thinks that this is his only "quality"
and there wasn't a single thing said about wanting to be trans

but I really like the thought... I think it's in the same way that you would like big tits or something. I want to be cummed in. and like role play that i get impregnated

Thanks for calling me she

lies sure feel good, do they?

let me shoot my hot sticky semen into your ass

What lies?

XD thx idk if your kidding or not

no you made me hard as diamonds

why are you denying that you're a girl? I know there's a lot of anxiety and second-guessing involved, but if you've been living this way for years, why do you need to ask r9k of all fucking places? just tell people to treat you how makes you happy and don't take any shit

wow that's actually kinda nice

thank you ;)

because i'm scared of what will happen.

hey op what country do you live in

i live in the usa. why??

u just got doxed bitch wat up
(what colour panties are you wearing btw)

WHAT!!!! WHAT DO YOU MEAN I GOT DOX?

thats right
and now you have to post ur pansu otherwise i will release the dox

tell me then? release my stuff in this thread!

pansu pls

I'm not posting my panties! why would I do that!

It's astounding how many trans girls there are with a history of some sort of absent father

Maybe that's why in America blacks have the highest incidence of trannies out of any race

because you are a lewd girl with lewd thoughts who likes giving boys big sticky cummies

it's white a blue striped. that's about as close as you get. I am not posting picks of my panties. I'm also not that lewd...

I am pretty pale....