>be me >19 >living at home >5'7 >baby face >5.5 inch peener >wide hips >passable >girl voice from years of doing it online and then fucking up my vocal chords perm >dream about being a girl/turned into a real girl. >wish for it >don't really care if i transition of not because eh, i'll die anyway. but i wish it would just kinda happen >get hard at the thought of being cummed in or impregnated
What do i do robets? i am worried about myself kinda. I still pretend to be a girl online in games and shit while wearing a wig/eyeliner (don't want to look like a fucking caked on whore (into the casual emo look)) I only pretend when i'm alone I also have no dildo cuz I'm embarrassed to have one
What should I do. any advice for me or does anyone wanna talk here? it would help me lots :'( thx
It says i need a tag and numbers, i'll give you mine
Catan #3583
sry if i'm annoying you too much...
Josiah Edwards
Try it, and if you like it, gas yourself.
Isaiah Davis
what do you mean by gas yourself?
Asher Harris
If you like sucking cock, kill yourself you waste of space. If not, sort your shit out.
Blake Parker
>19 congrats you're still young >living at home like all 19 year olds >5'7" barely below average >5.5 inch dick about a half inch above average
Alexander Sanchez
are you... a cis girl trapping trapfags with the promise of girldick? impressive
Caleb Ortiz
Take you pills Alice the longer you wait the more likely of becoming a hon monster is
Bentley Flores
>What do i do robets? end your life you trash waste of human space?
Angel Allen
Become who you are and get fucked, quite literally.
Owen Hughes
you are literally me although I don't fantasize about all of that degenerate shit and don't know what passable looks like. Just stop doing that shit and do sports or something. I bet you just think that you're passable because of low testosterone levels. Get it checked and get a t injection
I hyper ventilate and can't move. a lot of the time i end up crying.
I have been trying to fix it but it hasn't worked. :(
Christian Myers
Add me as well cybospy#7925
Dominic Jackson
Holy shit, does that happen because of the sport itself or are you just really anxious about team sports? In any case, you should start with cardio. This should fix it.
Juan Scott
It happens whenever i have too many people around me. it's gotten worse over the years I work out at night at a 24 hour gym. I do the squat machine, the hip machine, and the stairs fr like 30 min. I don't think i'm unfit.
Lincoln Brown
I tried cheering in my hs for a while but they sidelined me because of my anxiety and I did some dancing in practice. sports don't help.
John Lopez
i'm 5'7'' and I got laid at age 20 with a girl with nice tits I sucked
Kayden Stewart
Gay guys don't fuck trans girls, hon
Nolan Baker
I'm not trans, i don't think. I am unsure
Jace Rogers
congrats cool guy. :(
John Bennett
you're not trans, you're just a confused male.
Henry Fisher
having a woman with nice tits and her breasts in your face is a great feeling, they were so nice and big. I guess that's why I fell for her but she didn't want me later. I wish i could have had a gf for that feel every day. I wish I would have done nofap but I didn't know it was going to happen.
Benjamin Green
but I wish I were born a girl. I look like a girl. my old therapist told me I was trans but I stopped going and didnt do anything.
Ryder Sanchez
i flicked my tongue on her nipples and she made little girly sounds, i still can't believe it happened.
David Barnes
And I am unsure if I want to do anything
Hudson Reyes
>I'm not trans >I wish I were born a girl. I look like a girl lol'ing to be honest
Andrew Rivera
It's really not funny to me :(
Eli Davis
that's what every doctor/psychiatrist will tell you. To take fucking estrogen. They are afraid of optimal testosterone levels...
Wyatt Perez
I would really prefer if you stopped.
And I don't get your name. are you trying to tell me to kill myself?
:(
Michael Harris
supplementing testosterone doesn't cure dysphoria. It would be nice if it did, but transitioning is the best course of action still
Justin James
well my point is later my self esteem hit rock bottom and only then did I start fapping to gay shit on r9k, i could have been living an authentic life the way I wanted but I settled for a gross existence of self hatred, it's all fucking cope
Brandon Parker
that and hormone blockers for t.
Nathan Stewart
suicide rates. enough said
Parker Reyes
What do you mean by that. I would be better off as a girl but I don't want to kill myself or anything. that's for idiots. Maybe when i'm like 40
Connor Watson
take pimozide, it will suppress the idea of being a woman, because you will never be a woman (much less a pregnant one) beyond a circus freak with an open wound for genitals
Bentley Johnson
Wow that's really mean
why would I do that.... :'(
Xavier Martinez
He's another repressed trans girl. Some of them go darkmode and get their cathartic kicks by putting down people like themselves. Just watch the vitriol he comes back with
Josiah Rivera
I'm not putting people people down. I am pretty sure
Lucas Ramirez
Fine don't respond! ;(
Hudson Lewis
So cute. Transition user, you deserve to be happy.
Kayden Sanders
I'm really sorry for your missed quints, f. It must be hell for you right now
Austin Lee
I was talking about the other guy, not you dummy. But now I don't know whether you got confused and thought I meant you or if you're playing some game posting as both people and just forgot to switch out your name that time.
Leo Nguyen
fuck off reikofag. You're not welcome here. This man would rather make them go away than intensifying them
Adrian Cook
No it's me talking as me. I thought you were going after me cause you highlighted my reply.
sry i didn't mean to be mean :( but why
Gabriel White
you wouldn't be betteroff as a girl because you are not a girl. You may be an extremely confused and insecure male, but transitioning won't help. It'll fuck up your mental state and you'll end up wanting to go back it would be too late to go back suicide is always an option though
Noah Murphy
That's kinda crude.
I already have a fucked up mental state btw
Julian Rivera
doing estrogen won't do shit unless you want more of that fucked up mental state. You're like that because of serious problems about your self perception and being in an echochamber supporting bad ideas. It's good to see that you know that you're mentally "unstable", but lack of action makes it worse. You may have problems with it, but you have to make the first step and continue going with it to repair yourself
Cooper Ward
I have tried therapy but I can't handle all the people
Henry Lee
And they suggested that I transition
Luke Wright
yep, echochamber. And forget about therapy. You have to deal with your problems by yourself or with someone that who actually wants to help you. Now, what kind of help you need depends from person to person. One thing you can do is to spend time with your father. You seem like someone who lacked a father/father figure during childhood. And if your father thinks the same as every doctor, tell him that you want to BETTER YOURSELF
My dad died when I was a baby and Like being feminine.
no
Brayden Smith
>this is what diclet manelts believe lmao
Cooper Hill
Because that's what you want to be?
Nathan Baker
but i'm not sure if it's a great idea
Colton Howard
>because that's what you want to be >wanting to be a miserable pile of moving flesh again, fuck off reikofag
I understood the first part, but what do you mean with "like being feminine"?
Parker Morales
I'm not a reikofag. I just think that trans people deserve to look themself in the mirror being confident and happy with themself. I'm not attracted to trans people.
Gabriel Reed
>trans >happy choose one
Ayden Rogers
I like being girly and feminine. It's the only time I feel happy desu. I:
William Rivera
>get hard at the thought of being cummed in or impregnated >or impregnated Man kill yourself immediately, bitte.
Adrian Parker
I am over killing myself already. ppointless
Cameron Harris
She answered for me, fuck off.
Bentley Bennett
You can get impregnated faggot. Sa_e
Jace Cox
*he answered for me first off, this was for you. plus, he couldn't really answer to me because he's none of the options I gave you
Hudson Thomas
he just likes femininity because he thinks that this is his only "quality" and there wasn't a single thing said about wanting to be trans
Grayson Wilson
but I really like the thought... I think it's in the same way that you would like big tits or something. I want to be cummed in. and like role play that i get impregnated
Thanks for calling me she
James Anderson
lies sure feel good, do they?
Michael Robinson
let me shoot my hot sticky semen into your ass
Chase Williams
What lies?
XD thx idk if your kidding or not
Jonathan Morgan
no you made me hard as diamonds
Zachary Johnson
why are you denying that you're a girl? I know there's a lot of anxiety and second-guessing involved, but if you've been living this way for years, why do you need to ask r9k of all fucking places? just tell people to treat you how makes you happy and don't take any shit
Lucas Taylor
wow that's actually kinda nice
thank you ;)
because i'm scared of what will happen.
Brody Peterson
hey op what country do you live in
Connor Carter
i live in the usa. why??
Hudson Lewis
u just got doxed bitch wat up (what colour panties are you wearing btw)
Asher Green
WHAT!!!! WHAT DO YOU MEAN I GOT DOX?
Landon Edwards
thats right and now you have to post ur pansu otherwise i will release the dox
Ethan Parker
tell me then? release my stuff in this thread!
Mason Hernandez
pansu pls
Lucas Lee
I'm not posting my panties! why would I do that!
Anthony Martin
It's astounding how many trans girls there are with a history of some sort of absent father
Maybe that's why in America blacks have the highest incidence of trannies out of any race
Benjamin Sanchez
because you are a lewd girl with lewd thoughts who likes giving boys big sticky cummies
Parker Johnson
it's white a blue striped. that's about as close as you get. I am not posting picks of my panties. I'm also not that lewd...