To all suicidal robots, have you tried to cope with heroin/crack and simillar drugs?
To all suicidal robots, have you tried to cope with heroin/crack and simillar drugs?
Levi Butler
Colton Reyes
been doing coke at least once a week for a year
i know it could be worse but i feel like utter trash
thx for reading my blog
Evan Robinson
What drugs should I be doing to make myself not suicidal? Currently just taking benzos and I feel a little less like blowing my brains out.
Isaiah Martin
Coping with meth, already schizo and ASPD so I am just waiting for the day I overdose. Until then, I am flying on the clouds for 48 hours then sinking to hell for 12 until I re up
Carter Thompson
Most hard drugs are direct dopamine releases which will make you perhaps not happy, but certainly less suicidal and in a better mood. Heroin is the best high but very dangerous, cocaine is good but really bad returns on it, meth is good in moderation, etc
Luis Murphy
yes. was an addict for a few years. mostly snorted heroin or oxys, but have injected heroin/oxys/and coke a bunch of times. i overdosed, almost died, then decided to quit. haven't had anything other than alcohol in 5 years, haven't had an urge to use anything after the first year too. i'm still a complete loser and don't enjoy life but whatever
Elijah Lopez
An LSD trip can literally cure your depression at once. Do it every couple of months to maintain the effect.
Levi Reyes
Please stop with this fucking meme, I cannot tell you how many people I know who do this and went fucking crazy, then felt even worse after the trip. LSD is not a cure all miracle drug man, it has to be used right
Ayden Reed
I'd rather be the next KSG user.
Jackson Myers
I'm not suicidal, but heroin gives me something to look forward. Despite the wageslavery, loneliness, or boredom, I can take comfort in knowing that I can eventually get high.
Easton Cook
how long have you been doing this?
you just cope with drugs, even though you want to die.
Brandon Sullivan
Every time I take LSD, I have a bad trip and depersonalize. Quit shilling your hippy bullshit.
Austin Morales
This is a bunch of bullshit.
I've tripped 4 times, each time with a double dose. LSD makes you feel chill after your trip for about a day. Then the depression, anxiety, and rage return.
Joseph Foster
>the only thing you look forward to in life is getting high
Jesus Christ, that's got to be the most depressing thing I've read all day. Why don't you play vidya or something?
Jose Martin
vidya gets dead boring when you have no motivation, games I would normally love just feel like a chore
Bentley Peterson
Drugs are easy to do because they take little to no effort.
>snort line of white lightning and be good for a few hours
>put lsd under your tongue for 10 minutes then swallow, be chill for 8 hours
>smonk/consume the jazz cabbage, be mellow
but video games require concentration and work. fuck that.
Owen Wright
This.
I had some fun moments on LSD and overall it did make me feel happier and more appreciative of life for a bit but it also was intense and even caused some anxiety for a while due to it being so intense and weird.
Dylan Lopez
It can also really fuck you up if you have pre-existing anxiety, or if you have a family history of mental illnesses. I had a really bad trip once, and I'm still not sure what went wrong.
>listening to ASMR, laying in bed.
>thought I had peaked, I had not
>suddenly the ASMR started to freak me out, and I thought the rustling sounds were spiders
>I thought my room was covered in gigantic black widow spiders
>was paralyzed
>my phone background (which is an anime grill) turned into a demon)
>managed to shake myself out of it and had to call someone to talk me down
>literally everything ceased to have "form"
>everything was melting, turning to goo
>my arms went noodley
>everything was fuzzy, like when you would take off your 3D glasses at the movies as a kid
It lasted about 20 minutes. An acid trip lasts for 8 hours or so for me, but the funky visuals typically are only for a little bit. I've never tripped like that again. I think my brain got used to the effects.
Dylan Thompson
It gave me social skills. It scientifically connects different parts of the brain to each other.
Grayson Turner
yes it's fun for a while but not a good look
as for all the LSD recommendations, it can fix you up for a while but it can just as likely fuck you up ten times worse
Ayden Morales
I've never even snoked pot desu. How do you "robots" get drugs? Wouldn't that mean you have friends and connections?
Brandon Morris
If your brain is already fucked up to the extreme you have nothing to lose. It either fixes it or you stay fucked up.
James Moore
Typically I just ask my mexican coworkers.
Gabriel Collins
>if you have pre-existing anxiety
Yeah I already have bad anxiety lol so it was a bit intense for me at times. But overall, I got through it due to me trying to tell myself to stay positive and whenever my friend and I would start freaking out, I'd say "It's all good man, let's go back to my room and listen to some psych rock or watch some Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas or just talk and laugh at our own dumb jokes"
That usually worked.
The point where I got the most nervous was when walking out in public with a bunch of people around at night, which, I think is understandable. We were 3 stoners all high as fuck on 3 tabs and I was a bit worried that someone would see that and call the cops.
I begged my friends to go back inside and they kept asking why.
I told them cause I want to hold my blanket... lol
They were cool though and once we went back it was fine. Overall it was interesting but a bit much. I tripped on acid like 4 times. Did shrooms 5 times. Only one bad trip overall, from mixing Zoloft, sleeping pills, a bunch of weed and like 8 grams of shrooms. Dumb I know, but I woke up in the hospital and pissed on the floor and kept trying to leave but they wouldn't let me. Pretty sure I had serotonin syndrome but survived.
Also did DXM a handful of times. Mostly positive but one time I felt a bit off and haven't done it since. Hate the after effects like itchiness and not being able to sleep. But music sounds nice as fuck on LSD and DXM.
Also I hate how LSD lasts so fucking long.
Also regarding how you felt, I had a moment where in my mind I was nervous so I started to imagine the worst. It's just your mind playing tricks on you, don't worry. But idk, I'm done with psychs man. They're a bit much for me.
Hell I've even had some really bad panic attacks from weed. So now I mostly just do CBD.
I also did valium for a while but fuck that shits so addicting.
Hudson Gutierrez
>Taking drugs for depression
Fuck y'all weaklings. I've been/I am near suicidally depressed and I work through it without drugs.
Thomas Rodriguez
I don't do drugs for depression. I eat. I'm a landwhale.
Luke White
Wow. Don't break your arm jerking yourself off, you dipshit.
Levi Turner
Honestly, I tried weed when I was 17 and before that point I was the most depressed and anxious I'd ever been.
And I was just at a point where I was like, fuck it. My best friends smoke. I'll give it a shot.
I ended up having one of the happiest nights of my life. I hadn't had that much fun since i was a kid.
I don't even smoke anymore now and I'm not saying to but don't judge people for experimentation when they need it. Sometimes drugs can help people get through some rough times.
Easton Mitchell
psychadelics