HEY! What happened to you today? YEAH YOU. Tell me what is going on with you, I'm listening

Yea I think I pissed off the wrong people. I tried apologizing, idk what else they want.

I'm so fucking sick and tired of this shit. My fucking girlfriend and I fight everyday and it seems like she's losing interest. I keep having seizures and can't fucking do anything. Everyone is fucking vilifying me for all this fucking menial bullshit I can't help and I want it all to fucking stop. I legitimately can't fucking stand it anymore and I don't give a fuck what any of you fucking cucks say about how this could be so much worse, this shit is driving me to a fucking rage and I'm on the edge of fucking snapping.

Pretty much like this :3

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Yet here you are on a fucking forum crying about it. Grow a fucking pair you piece of absolute sub-human garbage. You may not realize it, but in about 5 years you'll look back onto yourself and say "holy fuck was I such a fucking idiot, why was I like that?". I can guarantee that.

Get off of this forum you under-aged fucking swine. Don't ever use that fucking face. Fucking norman scum

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I am actually six raccoons in an elaborate costume.

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:3 I am older than your mom

Mods, ban this person.

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I cant wait till i get there im gonna beat so much Canadian ass just one wrong look from them and ill fuck them up

Reinstall pc

This. Re-install your operating system

Started pursuing someone new, keep thinking about my Ex-boyfriend, even though I broke up with him and it Was Only Online so its not Valid [Its complicated, I don't want to dox him but lets just say he introduced me to someone I wanted to get closer to for years]

just delete it foo

Did 3 times. The only thing i didn't try is reinstalling from a flash drive or disc because I don't want to fk my pc if I mess up.

don't get into a relationship if you're stuck on your ex.

Why couldn't I just take care of my fucking teeth?

Then how do you know if the spy-ware is still on your computer? The only actual thing I can think of is the spy-ware having something to do with your RAM; which is out of this world.

Do you take klonopin? If not, then what do you take for the seizures?

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so is calm. an why

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Its the same with a flash drive too. But if you tried that and is not working I think u better change ur router's settings. Also choose a reliable ISP if you can. It's unlikely but if u got a laptop from a company it may hove some phisical keylogger or some shit

3rd day at my first 9-5. No ones talked to me and when I try to talk to ppl they end the convo as soon as possible. All staff were given free baseball tickets including me but I didn't go. Went back to my apartment and got drunk alone.

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I almost got fired because I told a female employee to shut up because all she ever does is parrot people's orders when my fucking ears are as sharp as a bat's. I can eavesdrop absolutely everything at any point when needed.
She took it up the ass and got my bosses on me. Now I'm threatened with a potential to be fired because I'm '''hostile''' to her when really, I just harbor a level of silence because when I do tell her absolutely anything, I would fucking destroy her under a few seconds and wind up just like my uncle, who was the most seasoned and venomous insulter, right down to his teeth gritting at people.

I don't want to be that, which is why I'm now either going to find a way to get welfare and be a fucking neet for a while, or get a new job. This is not the life I desired, and just before she came to my life officially, I was a king at my position. I was happy that I was kicking ass at my area, doing absolutely everything when asked, doing tasks long before they're called, doing very much to please my masters, etc. Now it's under threat because a cunt got pissy because I hate how much of a useless, lousy, worthless, fat, stupid, loudmouthed, bobble-headed looking, chit-chattery excuse of an employee she is. She represents if I decided to somehow enjoy fucking up my job. She is everything I hate currently and I am beyond disgusted at her for it. I tried at my job, and I enjoyed pleasing my masters. All she does is just fuck around and flop like a fish, slamming everything possible and destroying many a plate.

I try so very hard, yet we got a parasite to want to win? Fuck off. She doesn't want to learn and she never does. I learned because a couple dudes were firmly giving me the hand, and I got shit done from then on.

Oh, one more critical detail:
She doesn't listen to anything I say until it's too late or at all.
She just doesn't want to. All she ever does is bitch and backtalk me when I do tell her what the fuck to do. People say this job is hard? Bullshit, I could do this with pneumonia and the runs, and yet this bitch doesn't know how to do it still? She had many chances to observe me like I did my masters. But apparently she has ADD, Epilepsy, Autism, Diarrhea, Bipolar disorder, Anxiety, Depression, etc. Ergo I guess everyone wants to side with the lumpy ass potato over the fucker here who actually fucking TRIES to accomplish well at his job.

What should I change in the router's settings or where to find that info

Holy shit dude. Just chill.
Origi

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Check if any of your ports are open, if you use wifi, change password, turn on MAC filtering and add your devices MAC adress. You can find many wids on youtube about internet security

I've realized I'm completely in love with two different people, and I want to kill myself.

There's a qt cafeteria server at the hospital I work at who always tells me what food she cooked so I can try it and tell her how it was, and also gives me way more food than she is allowed to, and to me a female who cooks and can serve me a decent sized meal is already wife material, she also can handle bantz which is even better

This morning at breakfast the lines were ridiculous and she asked me if I could tell how miserable she was, I forget what I said but I am thinking that if I see her tomorrow I'll ask if she's still miserable and if yes, what I can do to make her not miserable.

I am hesitant to be more forward than that since we are technically coworkers but I think it gets the point across. I am only typing this so I have commitment to do this, but will not ignore advice.

Got cucked today again

Finaly I can get this of my chest, I alway knew something about someone that I though to keep to myself but now I can be free of this pain that lingers withing my heart! OP IS A FAGGOT!!!

You've got this pal

You have a talk with both of them user

>I've realized I'm completely in love with two different people, and I want to kill myself.
It's your fucking fault for falling in love, not even mentioning being stupid enough to fall in love TWICE. What are you, some kind of imbecile?

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>Got cucked today again
T'is the life of a cuck

You've got this pal
fucking orugdjdrj

I know that feel user, how'd you get cucked?

Actually I think I'm going to do this. I've been too lazy to actively research how to get this shit off my pc and looking for easy answers. It should be simple enough for me to get some info from the vids. Thanks user.

Why did you fall in love user?
Origi

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I have to walk through the woods to get to the nearest convenience store and I had to go after dark tonight so I'm covered in spider bites.

Work is long and boring but I have to do it fast so I'm at the point where I require a near constant stream of energy drinks which keep me up at night and necessitate walking through aforementioned woods so I can't sleep when I need to and can't stay awake when I have to

You're fucked m8.
Why don't you become a NEET like us?

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We are gonna make it, right bros??
Origi

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Because I get paid 10x better than you user, and more importantly I signed a dumb contract

No because I am prideful and I care about my work quality.
I don't like worms feasting on my formerly great efforts.

And what has that gotten you besides being spiteful of things all the time? And besides, if you get paid 10x what I gain, that means you're not gaining anything at all.

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Realized my female best friend who I am obviosly secretly in love with is not the perfect woman I thought she was. She's just another fucking Stacy normie roastie.
I lost hope towards the female gender

hHAhHAHha. Only now you realize that? All women are the same you naive child.

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Not really spiteful user, but basically this is a blogpost thread. I don't like to complain out loud because I realize I'm in a pretty good position but I can air my complaints into the ether here and expect absolutely no one to read or care, which is nice sometimes.

I'll be a NEET for a while after my dumb contract is up though. How was your day, user?

Did nothing but the usual. Sit around the house listening to music, playing video games and browsing the web. Lately been having problems sleeping so trying to get that under control. I just have occasional bouts of insomnia for no apparent reason, they come and go rather quickly I just really hate it. Even being hermit with no place to be, I value sleep greatly and am very regimented with it. Usually though sleep just fine, so just got to get through this shit.

>How was your day, user?
Nothing really different from usual. Was not pretty great, but yesterday I just felt like a million fucking bucks. It was fucking awesome. Yesterday I almost felt like it was just the best day ever. I felt amazing. Today I am not as great probably because I'm sleepy as hell, but next day it's gonna be fucking awesome.

Try getting Phenibut. That shit is a fucking godsend. It will make you feel sleepy really easily and has no side effects whatsoever. Phenibut is a fucking gift from the fucking gods, try it. I guarantee it will make you sleep very well.

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What happened yesterday for it to be so great? What will happen tomorrow?

Nah when insomnia starts messing with me I just start chugging NyQuil, works more often then not so I keep with it. At this point I have drank so much NyQuil over the course of a few years I have actually come to enjoy the flavor. It's definitely an acquired taste.

>What happened yesterday for it to be so great? What will happen tomorrow?
Just two little things.
Time and Energy
If I have these two, my life satisfaction goes from anywhere to an 8 or 9. When i'm actually feeling awake and full of energy, I just do the things that make me feel fulfilled. For example, since I have time all day for myself I can do whatever the fuck I want to the point of fucking euphoria. I listen to music that I just love, make drawings, improve on anything I want, do exercises, read books, learn new things. Pretty much anything that I fucking want, and then I just start feeling "in the flow" if you know what I mean, and I pretty much get euphoric almost by my own control. At the end of the day I go to sleep at somewhere like 6 AM from having studied and learned new things all day fucking enthusiastic about the next one. It just feels fucking amazing. Bonus points if you use stimulants to keep you awake for longer and more concentrated. It just makes me feel like a fucking millionaire. Tomorrow it's gonna be just as fucking awesome.

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You need very little to be happy. And I come to the point of euphoria just as easily. Seriously, I feel fucking happy all of the fucking time. Life is going fucking awesome for me because I have all day to improve myself and learn new things and it never fucking ends. Every day I learn more and more and I can do just about whatever the fuck I want.

Life is fucking awesome.

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I envy you because I only run on hatred lately because people choose a lumpy retard with easily hurt feelings over a guy who went from zero to hero to potential zero again.

If only my goddamn uncle were here and he had his balls back, on top of havung a clean record, my life would be complete.
But no, this is my life now, and I merely run on fumes made by the same rage I have day in day out dreading working with a clown over my former masters

user, what you are describing sounds very similar to a manic episode and, as someone who experiences them, be careful when you come down from this.

Sorry, this is a vent thread after all.
My point is, Mr. peanutbutter, I ask you how you run on smiles and sunshine while I run on magma and rage?

Please tell me your story.

I wish she would come back online and holy shit hearing my sis sleep in the adjacent hotel bed with her bf increases thoughts of suicide tenfold

>user, what you are describing sounds very similar to a manic episode and, as someone who experiences them, be careful when you come down from this.
Yeah, I have also suspected that. But the thing is, manic episodes tend to come up with a strong tendency to become either irritated or annoyed easily, and just about the opposite has been occuring. I feel each time calmer and more in control of my emotions, it's probably because I meditate a lot. Besides, I have never had any history of bipolar disorder or anything like that. It's just that I have also been worrying about this question of happiness for more than a year and have finally realized that I just fucking have everything to be fucking happy.

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Yesterday the new job offered me 85k, so I countered for 95k. Haven't heard from them today. I was sick in bed all day,

but I bought a shitload of hentai from an old childhood friend. It's good

Will you just chill? Everything is fine. You'll turn this shit around as long as you have a change of mindset.

>I ask you how you run on smiles and sunshine while I run on magma and rage?
Have you never read Happiness: A Guide by Matthieu Richard? It's probably a good read for you, or you should read Epictetus' Discourses?

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my dad fucking hates me for being a NEET and now he wants to kick me out of the house i dont have any skills and all i have is a high school diploma, i think my only option would be joining the military but i dont want to quit my comfy NEET lifestyle

i finally spoke to my bff who i think i love...
ugh he was busy all week with school shit and i was getting bitter and sad that he didn't call
and we talk on the phone earlier and i'm all happy
damn
it's scary how attached i've become. i hate it i hate it i hate it
but i think i love you ;_; and no one will love me as much as you say you love me

Besides, manic episodes usually involve taking part in dangerous or risky activities, of which I don't partake at all. I just feel fucking great. I feel fucking awesome, and it's not mania. This has been going on for more than two months for now with absolutely no setbacks whatsoever. This is fucking awesome. This has been the absolute best year of my fucking life, these past 6 months and it's going fucking strong. This is what life's all fucking about.

>my dad fucking hates me for being a NEET and now he wants to kick me out of the house i dont have any skills and all i have is a high school diploma, i think my only option would be joining the military but i dont want to quit my comfy NEET lifestyle
I understand your feels. Goddamn it I wanna be a fucking NEET forever. It's so fucking comfy and it feels so fucking great I never want it to goddamn end.

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I woke up and hopped on the PC after breakfast. Drinking myself to sleep at night. I look like shit and feel like shit. Ain't spoke to a girl my age in almost a year and even if I did it wouldn't matter cause she ain't going to be into me or commit to me.

faggot.
Originari comment

>Ain't spoke to a girl my age in almost a year and even if I did it wouldn't matter cause she ain't going to be into me or commit to me.
Welcome to the club user. Honestly, life is just so much better if you are a celibate.

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In summary. I don't have bipolar disorder, nor am I having a manic attack. This is actually the real me. I'm not fucking joking.

thanks friend
not gay tho
c:

it's still gay if you're transexual, user.
Origi

not trans either c:

This is what I got. See? No mania.

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