hey, friends. how are you feeling tonight?
Hey, friends. how are you feeling tonight?
Bad. I'm horribly busy with summer classes and an internship. Very little free time and all for a shit degree. And that's not even getting into the perminate inceldom. I just wanna relax and be happy.
Like I should have bought a case of beer on my way home from work. More importantly how are you?
Im feeling like this should be a comfy thread
i know self-value and peace of mind aren't synonymous, but you should be incredibly proud of your accomplishments. what do you like to do for fun, guy?
i get that, my man. i'm a big dark beer guy, especially dunkels and lagers. i'm doing well, this is my last work day for the week so it's been fairly laid back. i appreciate you asking, though i consider our respective well-beings equally important.
i sense a kindred and comfortable spirit! how's your day been?
angry, as usual
but in a good way for now
if you don't mind me asking, why are you regularly angry? why is it good for the time being?
Man I've been thinking of asking for less hours at work I used to just work three days out of the week and now I'm at work five to six days. What's your work situation friend?
Read about global developments in economic development, geopolitics and cultural changes. Anime/cartoons. Read about politics and foreign countries and tech. Sometimes vidiya. Fantasize about stuff.
I don't really know. I think it's a neurological thing. But right now I'm fed up with the way I've been living my life. Probably nothing will come of it but who knows, maybe if I ride the wind something will happen.
it has been great fren! I love these pictures by the way! How about you, how has your day been?
i definitely value psychological well-being over financial or professional well-being so i say go for it, guy. i've taught middle school literature for a few years but i'm transitioning to special education this coming year.
I'm in a weird almost comfy state rn. Too much shit on my mind to really be there, but fuck me. After all the work I've done today I'm glad to be clean and sitting at my pc to relax.
Moved into a new house today. It's nice, but I can't help but feel like its an indication that my parents have given up on me moving out soon. Finally have my own room and don't have to share with my brother, but it feels like a response to us both leaving college.
Its weird. I like having my own space after being back home for a year but I can't shake the feeling that they've given up on me.
(20 btw)
very cool, my man! i've taken an interest in cognitive linguistics lately and saw in the news that koko, a relatively famous gorilla able to maintain basic communication through sign language, just died after a seemingly-enjoyable life. i know school can be rough, but keep your chin up.
Shit as usual
it would typically say that i don't consider anger to be a particularly healthy mode of release, but it sounds like it's inciting an admirable amount of drive. do what brings you fulfillment, guy. you have a fleeting amount of time to just sit back and enjoy shit so make the most of it.
glad to hear, my guy! if you'd like to explore the medium a bit more, these style of prints are woodblock "ukiyo-e" prints, specifically in the "shin-hanga" style. i've had a killer day, thanks for asking. i got put of work, went for a run, and am currently kicking back with some brews, a doobie, and fleetwood mac.
I've just come back from a walk. I walked to the places out in the country a little that I went with a friend back in 2006. Pretty nostalgic. On the way back I also saw a gull devour a small dead bird whole. Couldn't fucking believe it.
It's 5.30 now so I should try and sleep soon
don't be too hard on yourself, friend. not to say that there isn't always room to improve, but chances are you have many opportunities for growth ahead of you. your professional and academic endeavors will come and go, it's your character you should prioritize. if you act as a good person, surely your parents will recognize your value as an individual. if not, maybe their validation isn't the motivational fuel you really need.
i forgot my image! originaroony
do you mind breaking that shit down in detail? i understand if not.
sounds like a pleasant time, guy. i live in a mountainous area and spend a good bit of time hiking around. do you mind if i ask if you're in the UK?
Mixed feels right now
I'm temporarily staying in a city, which I almost never do because I've lived my whole life in the woods, and it's comfy af to be able to get coffee only a short walk away and hear trains and sirens in the distance. Could get used to this
But I'm also pissed that I eventually have to go back to the sticks and be surrounded by fellow boring personality-less kind of people who live in them
sounds like an awesome experience, man! like you, i've spent the majority of my life in the boonies. what brings you to a city?
Yeah from the UK. I left at around 4am, was pretty pleasant
very cool, guy! nightwalks are a good way to clear the head. at some point in the future, i'd like to spend a little time in europe and see some of those ethereal, old-world forests.
I'm doing one of those things where you stay at different places in exchange for work, this particular one is just a few hours a day of yardwork, so I have mostly free time
I'm in a city with a lot of bohemians/hippies and it's refreshing because I had a very sheltered "wholesome" upbringing and I really don't want to go back to that kind of environment, the people here are actually interesting for once
friends forgot my birthday, even the ones who call me their best friend and one I have known for 10 years. but I dont feel mad or sad, I think I should be feeling a lot worse than I do
I am the one who always forgets birthdays. Even my own mother's birthday, I just can't seem to really remember them. Probably would forget my own if it wasn't the day before a major holiday. Though I still always feel super guilty about forgetting about my best friend and only friend's birthday or my mom's.
Im extremely depressed.
Just had one of the best weekends of my life. I play sports competitively for money.
Came home and found out a good friend of mine is having a kid with his wife. Initially they said they would wait a few years but I guess not. Hes spent the past ~3-6 months telling us he's exhausted from work and has no free time. She works nights. I feel like somebody, somewhere, made a bad decision. So I don't expect to see him a lot over the next 15 years.
Another friend of mine is cleaning up on Tinder. He has no money (blows it all on booze), no car (cant afford to pay reg), and has moldy bags of chips in his bedroom. Like smushed into the bed. We hung out last night, he literally had eighteen matches in a single day.
I haven't been on a date since last summer, and even then the girl didn't give a shit and I found out she was trying to cheat on her boyfriend with me halfway through the date. I get one tinder match a week and the girl almost never responds.