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Theres no drug that can help me enduring this again, she was a one in a million girl I wanted to marry her, when i thought about her i was picturing my wife not just a girlfriend, the love that was meant for me my true love. She isnt the average roastie who had done tousands of carnival rides, however I appreciate your advice

How long did you know her? Also wtf does her family have to do with it? That seems unusual.

I dont have anything in my life to keep on, no skills no nothing, im not even your average bum I really feel that this is breaking point for me, I was waiting for months just to live this again, all the effort that it took to even talk to her was not for nothing but to break my heart

I got rejected by the love of my life too, about seven months ago now. She got herself a different boyfriend and I couldn't stand being around her as just a friend, so I told her how I felt. She didn't reject me ruthlessly or anything, but she did act like a bit of a cunt afterward, rubbing childish love poems to her boyfriend in my face. She definitely has some emotional issues, but for some reason that craziness makes me love her more.

I don't know. I don't have any specific advice for you man, other than try to find something other than love to live for. I wanted nothing more than to die for months after this happened to me. I'm not over it, not over the depression, nor her, but I think I'm getting there very slowly. I'm investing myself in artistic endeavors.

We might not get our sweethearts, but maybe someday we'll both find someone who makes us happier than we are right now, alone.

She was a neighbor, I moved and i was not in the stalker mode for going to my old neighbourhood just to see her, I talk to her once and she was cold as ice but the next days she gave me strange looks that give me hope, however time comes and I leave the neighbourhood so getting at least eye contact with her was difficult because the distance

Don't let a woman ruin your life like that. I got cheated on, and found out the explicit details of what went on, and I was insanely hurt and angry for months, but one day I decided it wasn't worth the effort to think about anymore, and decided to focus on improving myself/my looks until I was good enough to get a gf. And lo and behold, now I have one.
Start a work out routine, learn to properly take care of yourself, learn new skills, hobbies, etc. and in time you'll be a better, more interesting person that girls will actually be attracted to. It takes a lot of dedication though. Anyways, forget about that whore. You can easily find someone better.

I was rejected by my at-the-time oneitis about 6 years ago. It hurt a lot since I had been pining over her for 6 years before and I thought she was the perfect love of my life, etc. Walking around completely depressed for the better part of 1 year was bad enough but it was nothing compared to what happened afterwards when my major courses started.

The rejection happened in the first year of college, and we were in the same degree program, so she spent the remaining 4 years shittalking me to anyone who would listen as a cheap way to make friends by uniting people against an outgroup. By the end of undergrad, I was probably 1 glance to the wrong side of the room away from being dragged in front of a campus kangaroo court (I intentionally sat on the opposite end of the room from her in every class we shared). She was still talking shit about me in the hour before graduation. And meanwhile I was the one being described as "obsessive" and "dangerous" despite the fact that I never spoke a word to her or about her again after that day. I made zero meaningful connections in my major during undergrad which I'm paying the price for today.

So needless to say, she turned out to be a horrible cunt so I dodged a bullet by not ending up in a relationshit with her. On the other hand, my reputation in my former department is probably ruined forever given that even the fucking professors knew so it's very unlikely I can go back there for grad school.

You ever ask her for her number?

Dude fuck college and fuck grad school. You don't want another golden shovel of indentured servitude on top of the one you already have.

Thanks for sharing, people often say that theres a lot of women out there, the question is, are any of them meant to be yours? The question is not and that is what makes broke down in tears, you just know when you have a once in a lifetime chance, i have that once in a life chance I did my best to make my "wife" fell in love with me and spend the rest of our days together and the only thing i got was savagery
Some people are luckier, Im not and and fucking tired of this, life for people like me is just torture

In my field a graduate degree is required if you ever want to be more than a technician monkey. Hopefully what she said hasn't reached other institutions yet.

There is more to life than bitches. There's a lot of women out there that just prefer to be single so it causes an inbalance. Don't get too upset because you can't control that. Maybe try out dudes?

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Pepe poster is right this time. Not true love.

I did, she didnt answer a single word, but the situation wasnt helpful.
She was walking, so I thought oh well maybe she didnt listen, I was afraid of talking to her again, I didnt want to be the an stalker harassing her, so i put everything on eye contact, I know its not the best but at least she will notice me the looks that she gave me back show interest that makes me start to dream
Why not giving up since the time she didnt answer? Because i was deep in love because some say that you have to be persistent

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The hell happened, anyway? Tell us the story, OP, goddamn it. Without anything I'm imagining you're a nigger and her with her family rightfully told you to go away.

Why? Revenge
Also i cant stand the fact that she will get guy, he will be loved by her he will be happy with her, they are probably going to have kids. But no, shes not a target, this is not my first time enduring heinous experiences, why she should be the only one being killed, I have already gave so much to her, my final breath too I dont know

They were upset by the fact that I was persistent, not even with words, I always try to make eye contact with her and she wasnt clear with her signals, she didnt say something like "Hey youre a weirdo stop stalking me or i will call the cops on you" ever
I was so fascinated by her that i coulndt resist to give love a try, i wanted to conquer but like I said before things got difficult because when i was about to talk to her Clearly i moved to another neiighbourhood, anyway i thought that her family reaction to me was in fact a product of her stupidity, describing me as an "stalker"
She wasnt clear about how she feel and I was so in love waiting on this dream to become true that I thought it will work out somehow, so this brilliant idea of talking to her parents came because i didnt saw her for some days and i didnt want to keep waiting forever(its been months) so my idea before talking to her parents was to write her a letter but like i said she was out of the city or something so the plan now was to give the letter to her parents so her parents give the letter to her, i was there being kind and all and suddenly they start to being rude, out of nowhere to.s ay horrible things that her daughter have said about I end up being threatened with cops, yes by the love of my life, the moment that i was waiting for months was this, the love the dreams that i have for her were destroyed with no compassion I know that i dont have any social skills or extreme good looks but I really thought that life was finally giving me love
I know that this is a death for me, from now on revenge is my goal, i'll work hard to get the tools neccesary idk if it take 4,6 or even more but something is about to fucking happen, everyone on my situation wouldnt even be so patient as me