Why am I so fucked up? general mental illness thread

Why am I so fucked up? general mental illness thread

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too much time spent in one place
not enough freedom to roam without being threatened with something

I wish I had schizophrenia so that I could blame my failure on something and so I was a less boring person

also i want to see what's it like to hallucinate

I only think I'm mentally ill

My only alucinations are shadows moving, bugs crawling are the corner of my ass and sometimes repeating patterns seem to move. For example right now I see my bed and I see something moving under the sheets I touch and there's nothing.
This is probably the result of other things I don't think I am mentally ill

*bugs crawling are the corner of my eyes
Fucking Kek, this is what I get for phone posting

>I wish I had schizophrenia
Fuck no you don't want that shit.

>have important work to do
>anxiety overwhelms me
>don't do anything except masturbate

Every time

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Who here /schizoid/?

ORIGIALLL ORINGAL ORJILY

This. When it's a serious case it's worse than hell for people. I don't have it but I met one guy with a super severe case and he used to scream all night because he hallucinated being stabbed.

>sometimes before i drift off to sleep i hear my friends talking to me (or someone idk(
>always feel like im getting watched (i hate windows sometimes i hide under their sight because i think someone is looking through that window
>looking for cameras when i use a public toilet or showering
>cant use my phone in public because i think people look on my screen even if i just look at the time

is that schizo behavior?

>tfw the only thing keeping you from killing yourself is your dog.

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Paranoid schizophrenic? i think would talk to a psych about that shit.

i told my old therapist that i constantly feel like im getting watched at and people are constantly talking about me in a bad way but she just said/diagnosed that im like anti social or something

>intrusive thoughts have become violent and demented.
>Empathy for people has dropped drastically

All this year. Does anyone know what this means?

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me lol. funny how just hating everyone is a mental illness.

I dont hate people, is just repulse.

It doesn't matter, you just get normies telling you you should have just somehow overcome your debilitating mental disorder

t. autist

Nah with Schizophrenia people will treat you like you're gonna kill them in the name of god and socially outcast you.
thanks tv.

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I'm sorry user, you have ES. Edge syndrome.

>ADD
>Autism
>OCD
>severely lazy and anti social
>going to college soon

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