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At a certain point it makes sense I suppose. I hope there's something out there that can help you if you decide you need some in the future

pretty nice, im playing mhworld. its getting to hot to enjoy myself though

It's hard. For a while you manage at the start, but it slow fades to being more like a prison

I HAVE MONEY
I GET LAID EVERYNIGHT
DEATH TO NEETS

Not sure how to deal with the self hatred some days. I get angry at others at times, but there's something special about the anger I hold for myself

Gang weed slonkers we need to rise up. Weed my dude.

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It's crazy how worthless the mental health industry is isn't it?

Good luck coming off those meds man, it's going to feel like hell for a good while. You won't feel much of any thing ever again though once it's out of your system.

>I like the blacks
Knew it.

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I'd like to learn how to play cryptos, but my dad lost a bit of money on them already playing naively, and I'm not very math-smart. I just want to be a loaded neet, fuck.

Do Finnish NEETS join the military?

For me it's having an old parent that could suddenly drop dead at any point. Lot of the time my mind defaults to: "oh fuck this is pointless; I should really be trying to secure my future" but instead of actually doing anything to improve my circumstances, I resort to mindless, instant pleasure in the form of refreshing image boards and watching porn.

you're not a neet or a hikki you're a normalfag.

>How are you guys holding up today?
i don't feel like i'm on fire, so that's nice

No point replying to such weak bait my friend

>I wake up and an hour later the day is already gone. having done nothing at all. all I remember is sitting in front of this screen feeling empty

I feel that. Even sticking to a casual, nonprofitable indoor hobby feels draining.

I keep thinking we could try to make it if as neets we mobilised seriously to form some kinda support group, an imitation of what normies have, to encourage some progress and structure in ourselves. But then I'm reminded of how quickly these things turn to shit.

Can one of you construct a worldwide painless gas of death yet? I'm so tired and don't want to know i'm dying because then I'd pussy out.

Anons, I've been getting more and more hikki recently, but I've got a problem, I assume you guys will have dealt with this before. Whenever i'm on my computer for more than maybe 6 hours without stopping I get pretty bad migraines/headaches, it doesn't go away even if I do take a break at that point. Any way to stop/combat this?

Every moment I don't distract myself with shitty media feels like a nightmare or like its not real

Try turning the brightness down/ open the windows for sunlight. Try not staring at the whole screen, rather, just the parts you need to see.

Also try doing activities not related to a screen like reading, cooking or cleaning.

Feel like thats a bit off
To be normie I feel you need a normal social life.

Doing alright. Not as depressed and managed to make dinner and do the dishes.

Could be a lack of fresh air. If I stay cooped up in my room too long without opening the window, I feel this pressure in my head, kind of like brainfog, and feel like my cognitive abilities are 30% weaker. Opening up the window or getting up and going for a night walk clears my head

Please live thread
Don't die this soon

>soon approaching Satou's age
>already been a NEET for longer than he was
>tfw can't get a traffic control job that pays enough for you to live by yourself in an area not infested by niggers, spics and methheads
God I wish there was one of those live-in internet cafes here in the US.

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Polishing off king of the hill, the ultimate comfy show. Not sure what to watch after. Playing a lot of overwatch lately. Haven't tried hamster yet. I play mercy, but oddly enough I'm not super attracted to any of the girls in overwatch.

Do some people really have problems with suddenly stopping medications? There have been a few times where for various reasons I'd immediately stop taking medications. I never noticed any positive effects of the meds. When I stopped taking them I felt just as terrible as I normally do.

I haven't brushed my teeth in two weeks because I don't have the energy to leave my bed

If I missed even one dose of effexor, I got withdrawal symptoms. They were incredibly awful to the point that I sometimes thought I was dying. Diarrhea, shaking, nausea, pain. I could feel the blood move through every vein in my body.

I'm so pissed my doctor puts me on worthless stuff like effexor, took it for months after being in a mental hospital and it just made me more tired and robotic. I want feelings just not shitty ones, I quit cold turkey and after a few migraines and eating 8 pounds of candy I was surprisingly fine. (as in just as dead inside as before)

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I'm honestly happy being hiko the only thing that annoys me is family asking what I'm doing, otherwise I'm fine. Although I am lonely, but I lift weights everyday and have made great progress to zyzz-hood, so I should be able to seduce a gf later.

I haven't experienced many negative side effects and not in that intensity, but on the other side I haven't experienced anything positive from those meds either.

Each time I have changed meds, the phasing out time was 0 problem for me. I didn't notice anything desu.
It might be because I am more or less a non-responder.
Or my blood-brain barrier has immense defense against intruders, which is more or ADs, which need to pass the barriers 1st to take any effect.

I'm so glad they can't put me on those shitty meds that just get you addicted but don't do anything. The only people I've ever seen them work for is mid-level OCD. And even then it doesn't get rid of it.

Glad that's the case too, I was on them since I was 12, have always had issues but have been pseudo clean for a year now.
I probably have some form of ocd but low level, I'm mostly just disassociated, think to abstractly, wide range of mostly negative emotions, digital hoarder, anti social, Ideals are too high etc.

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Life is pretty shit boys (and girls).

Contacted an old friend the other day, he asked to go hangout with him and his gf, I said yes because fuck it I don't even care anymore at this point, and well I think it went alright but my complete and utter lack of personality makes it hard for people to like me.

I don't expect to get invited to more things and I won't self-invite myself, but if I get asked I'll say yes and try my best. It's very clear that there's a huge gap between normies and robots. It became very clear when they asked what I was doing and if I had a driver's license. Obviously, my answer was 'looking for jobs' and 'no' to the driver's license.

Well, I'm doing some small steps to improve myself, like trying to fix my phimosis by stretching it every day, but it's hard to see myself ever getting a personality and becoming a likeable person. Maybe I can still settle with a roastie if I get a job, since providing is pretty attractive... maybe that's all I can get.

Also, thread theme should be this

youtube.com/watch?v=d34WaoLoQBg

Sort of captures the melancholy that most of us go through, and the title 'never ending', along with the fact that it loops every 30s or something, really gives off the vibe of not getting anywhere...

>Maybe I can still settle with a roastie if I get a job
Don't let god cuck you like this user!
>hangout with him and his gf
Don't do this unless your friends alone or single, if they aren't single they are a part of the borg and will bring up their woman every 6 sentences.
>asked what I was doing and if I had a driver's license.
Ask yourself if what normalfags are doing is genuinely fun or they're just doing it for social cred.
Admittedly this world is fucked and unfair and some people do get way better lives but I hate to see good bots hurting themselves.

>Don't let god cuck you like this user!
Well it's just it's hard to resist the primal urges. I'd prefer a cute virgin but I realize I don't have much to offer so, seems unlikely...
>Ask yourself if what normalfags are doing is genuinely fun or they're just doing it for social cred.
Well, working sucks, even normies realize this. He's had a working related health issue and has had most of the summer off so far, and he said he's been loving it.
That being said, if you want to hang out around normies, you need a job. Being known as a 25 year old jobless, with no apparent drive or passion in life... it's very off putting to them. Man, if I get invited out again I'd be surprised.

I don't think I've brushed my teeth in about a year. I haven't noticed anything different really. The film on your teeth becomes kind of comfy to live with, like a cat. I can't really explain.

>Well it's just it's hard to resist the primal urges.
I know, that's what makes it respectable to do so in these cases.
It just pisses me off woman don't have to do anything while men have to work for 60 years for modern sluts.
>it's very off putting to them.
I get this, I only have one friend who turned normalfag but seemingly he still really likes me, I have to take long breaks because the constant gf talk pisses me off.
Your life is yours though, I was just responding as if responding to myself.
I hope there's a brighter future for people like us.

Cousin came to visit because we're having a second reception and wedding for him and his wife. It was nice talking to him and I look forward to the reception and hopefully the women don't let their bitchiness rise up and cause drama. Of course Idk how I'm gonna work this out because I'm up at 4am and wake up around 2pm, and the thing starts around 9am this Sat. Guess I'll just zombie it.

haven't left the house in maybe a month and a half. parents are getting more and more worried about me and i just can't do this anymore. i'm so fucking sick of sitting in front of a screen doing nothing every day and i don't have any motivation to get a job or even go outside. i'm getting fat too. i don't know why i bothered posting this, no one's gonna respond.

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I leave for doctors appointments and food bi monthly but that's it, has been 8 years. I'm only 19 though. I feel like I'm half computer half man, not in a pseudo intellectual way but like I'm literally becoming dependent on escapism every day. Sorry user your post was relatable, hope you at least can find some interest or get some luck soon.

>haven't left the house in maybe a month and a half
I understand this feel. I get everything to my door, and I mean Everything.

Trying to get a job because I need money to afford my shit, have insurance, and it helps with my depression. NEET is great if you're under 25, but once you hit 30, it's shit.

6 weeks left to get a job.
I havent worked a single second in my 27 years on this earth but now I might have to. Fuck this

You're going to be stuck with fast food, retail, or factory work. All is low pay, no advancement, and everyone is essentially 13 years old mentally.

do you have a serious illness user? if not then why did your parents/guardians allow you to quit school at 11? im 19 aswell but ive only been neet for 3 years.

Should try getting a part time job like me at least if you can find the motivation. I've been long term NEET AND full time worker and I can say for sure this is the best of both worlds. It's min wage and I live with parents but it stops them from pestering me and gives me some financial security, I still do NOT step a single foot outside apart from the 2 days I work and have everything I want delivered but my parents dont mind anymore since its just how I am, and they arent the type to kick me out. Especially when I'm the one with the most money despite min wage part time because I don't spend much in the first place, everything I wanted (PC, desk, chair, games) I've already bought.

>they are okay with working in retail for the rest of their live
I'd rather off myself.

Part-time is great when you're young. What will you do when you're older, your parents are aging fast, and you need more income to afford things?

It's really bad in a lot of ways, but good in others. Bad being your pay is like 10$/hr, everyone is borderline retarded, customers piss you off, foreigners don't try to speak English, and your bosses do significantly less work and make 4x+ the amount. The good is you get health insurance, have something to do, don't really have to do much, and you can be as retarded as you want because nobody will notice.

Youre right... I still might be able to talk to my tulpa in public.
But I first have to see if I can even function in a workplace

At least you're not one of those Misaki faggots. I'd also like to become a freeter but I've been a hikki for so long I forgot how to function around people in real life. I've developed a severe stutter and lost all forms of mannerism.

I got a health issue around that age that's manageable with medicine but messed me up a lot, I already had bad genes. After that and my only experience with a girl going bad I just kinda gave up. I wanted to kill myself but I knew I was too scared, ended up using it as a way to get out of school. From then on things just kinda paused. I play games, watch anime, movies, read, day dream and I've never wanted more than that - that's acheiveable for someone like me anyway.
I'm diagnosed with genetic diabetes, SAD, GAD, PTSD, and Clinical depression.
Wealth wise I'm taken care of currently, I'm just screwed in the mental department.
The only advice I have is to try and keep your inner kid self alive, I couldn't live without it.

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I've been on medication for around five years and I think it did make my life a lot better and livable. I'm probably one of the lucky few that had medication work as intended. The issue is most of my feelings are gone and I'm quite robotic but at least the intense anxiety and agoraphobia are down to manageable levels. I've also gained 40 pounds.

Did any other Hikki/NEET gain weight while on medication? Have you tried to lose it and had success? I've been trying to look up articles about losing weight gained by medication but it's so damn scarce.

Five years into being a hikki I've lost all desires. No longer do I care about sex or relationships. Anyone else share this development?

Mortgage on the house is almost paid off, I'll get the house eventually. My pay now can cover the monthly expenses and I don't have a car or any debts, also a good amount of savings, I just pay for a cheap mobile phone plan. As for income it's retail and I can get plenty of overtime even without them asking me, or I can permachange my contract for extra hours if the need arises, manager has already told me about that. There's advancement too but it's too many soul sucking hours for me.

Depends what you go for, I'm night shift and the store is closed.

First, what fucking retail place allows unauthorized overtime? You'd still have to pay for home insurance, property taxes, maintenance, utilities, internet, etc.

I wish my parents weren't terrible with money or the house would be paid off already. They'll die before that happens and it's in terrible shape already. They taught me shit by being horrible examples. Guess that's one way to do it.

>need money
>cant get a job
>tfw involuntary neet

Damn you Hikkis who are set to inherit your parents' house are lucky. My dad chose to live in an expensive area and can't retire here so he's selling the house and fucking off to SEA

you lose weight gained on medication like you do with any other weight.

Is the meme that you gain weight differently than normal reality or is that just bullshit? Like retaining more water in the gut or some nonsensical bullshit I've heard people spew but never checked.

/jGqtctR need & robots welcome join

Pretty sure its a meme, antidepressants have always made me more hungry, like you feel that hole inside you open just a bit more and food helps relieve that weird feeling.
That's how it was for me anyways.

im really sorry to hear that, man, that really fucking sucks. people like you have actual problems AND depression, makes me feel like a faggot for having no reason to be depressed. i hope things look up for you eventually user.

Sorry my train of thought goes full retard quite often so I phrased that very badly, I just mean that if I ask for overtime they'll probably give it to me, they have before at least, I'm a good worker and on good terms with management.

My parents are actually pretty terrible with money too though, taught me a lot about living frugally, not buying retarded things you don't need and avoiding loans/debts like the plague, it's just that the house didn't cost much in the first place and my dad has been in constant full-time work since they started paying it off.

This reply made feel something.
>no reason to be depressed
There's always a reason, no matter the gravity of it in others eyes how it effects you can make a worlds difference.
>hope things look up for you
Same here, I feel this way for all robots, the non malicious ones that is.

>you gain weight differently
a meme, but with a lot of mental health drugs a major side effect is that you're hungry more often, I was put on SSRIs and Anti-psychs for a while and before I knew it I gain like 40 to 50lbs without thinking

I know this feel user
I'm gonna keep working at it until I can escape though, I even broke a ceiling and talked to an old friend that I hadn't talked to in years the other day

Who /volneet/ here

>the non malicious ones that is.

Your post was good until this. What on earth do you mean by that?

If you're talking about robots that act selfish or whatever, you have to remember everyone's a product of their genetics and environment, meaning no one can help if they turn out to be a 'malicious' person in your eyes. Even scumbag robots deserve good things, hell if they had good things happen to them consisntently when they were younger, they'd be a lot nicer today.

If you see the door get out of there while you still feel this way

>that act selfish or whatever
I meant mainly the torture animals or robots who do nothing but shit on other people like them.
I also meant normalfags who've had a better life than any robot and still come here to tell them how wrong they are for not winning the genetic lottery.
I know I said
>robots
but I honestly forgot, I've been awake for 40~ hours.
The problem I have is that I know magical nice things don't just happen and we are never all going to be happy. It'd make me feel like shit if I couldn't be truly happy while people who have been worse than you get the cake you longed for, but I guess this is already true on a certain scale.

Not him. But I do agree with him. In my mind the malicious ones are the ones that attack people for being 'normie' and not a 'robot'. Those two concepts are laughable and it's just stupid how much othering people on this board do. Before you attack me and call me a newfag or a normie, I'm a 10 year hikki and never had friends and I'm a KHHV. It's just frustrating how people associate me with those incelfags that shit up the board and act like manchildren for not getting sex. Those people should fuck off back to >>>Jow Forumseddit .

>attack people for being 'normie' and not a 'robot'.
What do you mean attack? normie is a normalfag word.
I fully support robots, they deserve there own board where normalfags don't mock them or belittle them.
Incel is just another word for failed normalfag, I'm the guy the dude was responding to.
I mainly meant malicious in action, like against animals or people lower on the social food chain.

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I want a neet bf!

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going to the conbini, you guys want anything?

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that anime girls socks
originally

I wrote the little "I'm happy being hiko, zyzz hood' thing. I'll elaborate a little.

Whenever I lay down, take a shower, put on a sweater, sip warm tee, feel the sun on my back, basically any warmth or comfort, I starting getting odd chest pain from loneliness and start fantasising about having a wife/family. The chest pain physically is incredibly odd, kinda like butterflies in my oesophagus. The fantasies often are what keep me from getting out of bed as I'm in a kind of dream state of having an imaginary girlfriend. I'm a complete social retard so getting this is tough, I have to basically go off of my looks only.

2/2 I forgot this part lol.

While I fantasise about a gf often, I lost all emotional attachment to my family, dogs/cats, I could watch them die on a hospital bed and I would honestly feel happy and relieved that that part of my life is gone and is just past, no need to reflect. I also don't care much about having friends. I kinda progressed into a sociopath and the only thing I want to care about is an imaginary gf/family.

I value friendship more than getting sex or a relationship, I think this just comes from being a recluse and growing up while being lonely, full-hikki or not. While having a gf would be nice, I'm fine as I am now and just want to find people who share my interests.

I understand this completely. Plus for me at least it seems like with friendships it's easier to toe the line when it comes to keeping things healthy. Partner relationships are really confusing

Sometimes I get the urge to raise a son but I never really care that much about having a companion. But the in the majority of my time I am quite content with being a recluse and alone. I've very rarely felt loneliness, even after 10 years of being a Hikki/NEET.

The first three years as a hikki were the best/worst. I actually didn't leave my house once for around 1.5 years. At that stage you forget there is a world outside your house. We don't have a backyard, so I was just cooped inside my room playing video games and I experienced ego death during those three years. Can't say I'm the same person I was back when I started, my personality has shifted into a recluse. I'm at year 12 of my journey, but my last 6 years have been me NEETing it up. Leaving my house once a month to get myself food (now that I have neetbux I have an excuse to leave my house).

>my smug face when the wageslave is still chasing pussy, inevitably losing the game against Chad T., while I, the NEET, went full self actualization monk mode
Feels good.

I'm trying to find out more information about pic related and how he died

Fucker lurked more on discord servers than on r9k so can't find out too much

I DO know that the roastie who killed him was named Anna

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im going to go to the government employment center place where they have public computers so i can work towards getting a security guard job. ive been neeting for about 8 years already i want to stop it and work

ill go in like 30 mins~

Best of luck to you my friend

Good luck, remember don't talk to strangers on your way there and back.

If you actually went monk you wouldn't be gloating let alone use r9k.

Decided I'm going to learn Japanese for the 4th time.

MGTOW monk, not christcuck monk.
But yes, r9k is probaby the wrong board, with a large percentage of threads being pathetic "tfw nogf" or "tfw went gay" - but wizchan is pretty muich dead.

MGOTW is still alive? That surprises me.

I'm also learning Japanese. Started around a month and a half ago doing mostly Anki core6k. The reason I'm learning it is not because I'm a weeaboo, but because I feel a strong attachment to the Japanese Hikikomori subculture and I'd love to partake in it online, even if I'm not living in Japan. Their mentalities are quite alluring to me.