Im skipping arm day today because its my bday fellow Jow Forumsizens. Not because I want to rest, but this is honestly the most depressing day of the year for me. I told my mom not to make a cake for me because my bday is still no excuse to eat sugar and break my streak of eathing healthy. To me that kinda mentality is what starts the downward spiral of obesity. To be fair though I thought I would be dead by now. I enlisted in the military when I was 18, finished my tour and decided to leave for my ex fiance. She told me she was raped and I found out later she just cucked me and shes now with her "rapist". I wanted to die on the field of battle with some glory because suicide is just the cowards way out, hence why im still alive. I tried to kill myself last year but I couldnt do it, so now i just try to lift the pain away because if im too tired or drunk I cant think about how much I fucking hate myself. To keep this fit related, wahts your inspiration, mine is everythign above because I cant fucking live with myself unless im constantly pushing myself.
Im skipping arm day today because its my bday fellow Jow Forumsizens. Not because I want to rest...
Why would someone care about bday?
The last time i celebrated was when i turned 17, that was fucking 6 years ago.
No cake, no party, just a day like any other days.
>I told my mom not to make a cake
fit is full of fucking children wtf
Thats why you don't mindlessly sign your life off to ZOG.
Just go ahead and off yourself so there is one less welfare queen
My mom is the only person left in my life, my dad left before I was born, shes the only reason I made it this far at all, but someone whos never struggled would never understand that.
sometimes I think it would be cool if someone went full "bad" superhero and started killing all criminals that police can't arrest for some reasons
imagine going out and shooting every drug dealer on the streets
>Eat heathy to the extent of not having cake on your bday making your mom sad
>Getting drunk on the regular
The fuck are you talking about. Anyway forget that whore and do something you enjoy you fucking moron
>punisher
Keep lifting user. We’re all gonna make it
Some people have good mother's you sad fuck
fuck I forgot to say "someone who has nothing left to lose, like a suicider"
Damn, would colonize her.
Keep your head up mate I'm rooting for you
hang in there OP, birthdays are just another day that you can say "fuck you" to the world because you're still here and fighting like hell.
always strive to be better than the day before.
Also, happy birthday
Come home user, we will help you. You got this, we all gonna make it:
Chill out, Frank.
Happy birthday.
Let’s see pics OP
You know those, uh... those people? The ones I put down, the people I killed? I want you to know that I'd do it all again. This is a circus, all right? It's a charade, it's an act. It's bullshit about how crazy I am. I ain't crazy! I'm not crazy. Okay? I know what I did. I know who I am. And I do not need your help. I'm smack-dab in the middle of my right goddamn mind, and any scumbag, any... any lowlife, any maggot piece of shit that I put down, I did it... because I liked it! Hell, I loved it! I'm sittin' here, I'm... I'm just itching. I'm itching to do it again. And you think... What, you think you're gonna send me to a nuthouse? Some doctor, they're gonna get me to stop from doing what I want to do? Well, that ain't happening! Not on my watch! You people, you call me the Punisher, ain't that right? The big bad Punisher. Well, here I am! You want it, you got it! I am the Punisher! I'm right here! You want it, I'll give it to you. And anybody who came here today to hear me whine, to hear me beg? Well, you can kiss my ass! Do you hear me? I'm guilty. Come on, please, Judge! I'm guilty, you hear me? I'm guilty! I'm guilty!
Happy birthday user.
My inspiration is just to improve myself, I try to be the best version of myself everyday.
I improved a lot since I decided to change physically and mentally, just focus on you and keep going.
We're all gonna make it
Dude. I know you don't want to break your healthy streak but please go out and do something with your mom. Please, ask her to take you to a healthy place instead. She loves you user and has stuck through all the hard shit for you.
Also happy birthday user :)
happy birthday b but plenty of fathers leave stop being a little bitch
Happy birthday man!
-Fellow user who knows these feels