What Are Your Darkest Secrets?

>Not screenshoting your posts to bugout

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Originalalilelity

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I took a coworker out on a date only for it to end without me getting anything except her backstory, which is in all honesty, more tragic than mine.
I decided not to take a chance at fucking her or attempting to woo her as my girlfriend so I put her on silent for the longest time.
I assume this is what made everyone so pissed off at me. Didn't help matters at the time that I obsessed over her day in, day out to the point where it's borderline stalkery.
I was told to shut up, so I did.
But this isn't really a dark secret, this is just a thing that's been on my mind forever. In all honesty, what lead up to it is more dark than you could imagine. Not edge dark, but dark enough.

I would never tell anyone in person that I liked homestuck.

if it makes you feel better i did the same thing but not with family, it has been tearing me apart for years

Neck yourselves.

Nice try NRA!

Wut de fug is dis

>responding to a Love thread
The sure sign of summer.

How's this working out for you lately?

H-Ha ha yeah...glad I'm smart enough to avoid these "Love" threads...
Why not...y'know....fill in these "newfags" eh....

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>Love
>Autistic dataminer
>Previously operated a variety of discord servers and accounts and claims to have profiles on hundreds of Jow Forums users
>Generally missing for months at a time
>Loves Undertale, that's pretty much all that's known

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aww man, do I really deserve that? why?

>Liking Homestuck
Are you a girl?

I smack my dick around to futa there i said it now fug off

>Spoon-feeding newfags
Fuck off
Also fuck off Love

discovered rule 34 at age 12, look back on those days with a lot of shame now...

That's really weaksauce for a "darkest secret"

My darkest secret is being trans

I hate myself so much for it and want to die every day, and i'll never tell anyone.

You're okay! :D It's okay!

No, i'm sorry, I'm a buff 6'5" man.
Nobody would suspect me in the slightest.

I was addicted to my dogs pills for about half a year, never told anyone. I met my girlfriend on those pills and it gave me the confidence to talk to her.

My (now ex) gf was breaking up with me because I didn't talk to her like I did in the beginning of the relationship.

It's because I was no longer on drugs...

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I didn't have the nerve to tell her... I'm not sure If I regret it yet, it's only been 10 days...

If you tell her that she will feel guilty, and that's a good thing.

The burdens we carry. it's such a ridiculous yet serious thing.

I don't want to hurt her any more than I have :(

I'm with you. I've been on HRT for over a decade and I'm 100% stealth (moved 2000mi from home); its done a lot to make that feeling better. I hope you can get to where I'm at at some point!

I hope that I can at least get the courage to order HRT and start taking it

Pull the band-aid, if you really need it, just do it. That feeling is going to do nothing but get worse if you don't act on it.

I eat ass
Oreganoli formuloni

Deep down, even though my parents nor doctors have told me, i think i have autism because i have 3 of the most common affects of autism.

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When I was 13 I had a sleepover with my friend, same age. I woke up to him touching my penis. I pretended to be asleep because it was too awkward to confront him. After a few seconds he stopped and licked my foot. Both male.

I never confronted him about it and we're both late twenties. I feel really weird about it. Not hurt exactly, but awkward. I've never told anybody this.

You realize you're not normal and that you shouldn't feel this way? You shouldn't feel like you're "in the wrong body" or whatever, you've been made somewhere somehow along the way and now you're ruining your body with hormones and shit, do you ever feel like someone fucked you over and robbed you of a chance at a normal healthy life?

Have you two ever considered sexual intercourse, or would that be incest?

Nah, getting on HRT is what gave me my normal life, feel pretty good about it, honestly.

What are the symptoms of autism that you have?

Attempting to remain object here:
do you believe/consider gender dysphoria to be a mental illness? (anyone can answer, I'm looking for a friend)

I'd say it's a frame of mind and a way of viewing the world rather than a specific disorder, unless research shows everyone with the desire to be trans are quantifiable different from everyone else in some common way.

How does having a way of viewing the world relate to being trans?

Holy shit I thought Love was gone the moment I met him. What happened to him? Does he have an open Mabel thread?

The dysphoria is technically a disorder, but once treated and the patient is living happily post transition and the dysphoria is no longer as prevalent, it's a non-issue. Gender dysphoria is the disorder, the treatment is transition, being trans is not a disorder, only the dysphoria. I'm bad with words, but I hope that makes sense.

Are you the sort of person that sees people as different from their bodies, or are we just vessels of flesh and neurons?
If you believe in souls, it lends itself to thinking transexuality is commonplace.

Wait until the honeymoon phase ends things get worse the older you get. You'll pass less and less the older you are

Do I believe in people having souls...well, it's hard to say. my mom always told me that we all had some sort of soul or something, but i never really knew what to think. So for current purposes: no, i don't believe that we have souls.

I started HRT when I was 16. The examples you've all seen as 'omg trans ppl age 100 years at 30' shit is because its all people who started HRT incredibly late. I'm nearly 30 now and pass 100%, its never been an issue.

>flesh and neurons
well, that's one way of putting it. I would just word it a little differently, but that's (((basically))) my view.

Well then it's just your body. You can modify it as you see fit in order to feel comfortable.
What's the issue? Society? Fuck society.

>fuck society
yeah, it be pretty shitty., but there are always some good qualities about it (even if that's not your personal view).
>You can modify it as you see fit
So, do you think about "transhumanism"

I'd say that if love can flourish between two people with the assistance of technology than a person can flourish personally with the assistance of technology.

>all these trannies
REEEEEEEE

My parents were in a cult and raised me to a sex slave to the leader's son.

Greentext the story, how did that even happen?

Wanna share the story with us?

I don't really how they got into the cult or most of the background stuff. I just know they kept me isolated, home schooled me and as I got older they put me on a strict diet and made me exercise constantly so that he would want me.

nice discussion until all of this. fuck outta here man. gn

I tried to fuck the neighbors dog and then a week later found a gf.

>we were having a lovely samefag discussion about transfags before you came in with your original content
nigga what the fuck

Fuck yourself faggot, we were talking about interesting original stories until the trans circlejerk invaded.

What kind of pills my robosapian

You're seriously getting mad that people dared to respond to something other than the transvestite posts? They didn't even say anything disparaging lmao. They just responded to someone other than you. You're pathetic.

I'm a friendless virgin NEET that is addicted to video games, masturbation, porn, and Jow Forums. I never made the transition from high school kid to working adult. Whenever I go out in public, I wonder if people can tell and if I will ever be able to fix my life.

It's never too late.

Make a change.

I'm almost 30. Close to wizardry.

>pumping Love full of information is as close to sex as robots get

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It's not too late, wizard apprentice

I'm a straight male, but my first kiss was from a boy. I was playing pretend in kindergarten and I was a dog that died, I was there dead when another kid tryed doing mouth to mouth CPR. Never had any other gay experience, but this thing kind of hunt me.

This is so unironically cute

Why do you ask?
You know it ain't working well but I have to keep up the silence.
She is everyone else's chew toy as far as I'm concerned. It hurts but how else was it going to wind up?

Horse bf is probably the biggest secret.

My male cousin raped me when I was 12ish. (Im also a dude) He was like 15 or so at the time. Well it was actually multiple times. I had completely rejected the whole ordeal until I was 19. (21 now) It all started with him introducing me to porn,and then that night (staying with my aunt in his room on bunkbeds) he got down to the bottom bunk where I was. Told me we were gonna play a game. At first nothing happened and for 12 year old me it basically like talking about imaginary characters. Then one of these "characters" told me to pull down the back of my undearwear. Not knowing what was going on I did. And then after that every "game" is blank except I remember just an intense hot/heat feeling. After the initial time, that cousin would only play video games with me if I played the underwear game with him. Happened many a times. I didnt tell anyone because I was so scared. And now I dont because he's actually turned out to be a decent person. I only remembered it when I started seeing a psycholigist, trying to figure out where my depression/anxiety/general awkwardness around people comes from. And I basically just started crying. And from then until now it just constantly replays in my mind. So.... Yeah. I kinda streamlined the whole thing. So sorry if I left something out. Feel free to ask me about it/give advice. Sometimes I really feel like telling, but it was so long ago now Im terrified that no one will believe me.

I think I made out and groped an old school friend in her swimming party.

She and I didn't know what love and lewdness was at the time, so it barely really registers as a secret. My memory is hazy, but it felt good. I want to feel that love again.

Thanks for sharing. You'll have to carry that crux alone and pretend it didn't happen though. Watching Mad Men might help.

I have a weight gain fetish. Nobody irl has been told, and I never plan to

FUCK
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LOVE
FUCK
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LOVE
FUCK
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LOVE

This is my domain.
You go first.
Oraoraoraora.

>lul
Fucking why user...... just why

They give dogs pills???
Whta the fuck

i kinda want to be raped by a dog

i did this too but my family acts like it never happened and so do i

you aren't alone my dude

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>Fell for the hrt meme.
Ya bud hate to say most of you will die before the age of 30 if not, soon.

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I did the same thing except I was the one pushing it on others while I was still young, and didn't know what any of it meant. Eventually I let it eat me up until I started owning it. example; Conversation with friend "Bruh you're fucking gay!" Me: "Not anymore!" Friend: "What?" but like I said, it started eating me up until I owned up to it. Am I straight now? Very much so. Do I sometimes get gay feelings? Never sexually but a passing "Look at that beefcake" thought.

I think I hate everyone, like my friends and family really bug me and I think I hate them all.

>Love is back
ohmygoshohmygoshohmygosh :D

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I push away everyone that loves me because I hate myself and find it painful to interact with others because of my own feelings of inadequacy. I tell them I'm a quiet person but they always worry about me.

I used to feel loneliness but that feeling has long since died and find a Stockholm Syndrome like comfort in solitude. When I'm by myself I can ignore myself.

Also I drink heavy liquor and smoke weed literally everyday.

You dont hate yourself, ive had so many therapists tell me that and I always though
>I actually quite like myself its everyone else that has the fucking issues and I cant stand them for being pricks like fuck its not hard if I can do it
Hahahahah you know what I mean

Probably common but a lot of shit happened as a kid that I try to forget about but for the past few years they've been seeping forward from my mind. My mom left when I was 2, my brother would abuse me (and I don't mean "Just boys being boys" beating up, I mean he'd smother me with a pillow until I'd wake up to him being yelled at, he threw me down a staircase once, and he'd mentally torture me) then when my mom finally came back when I was 8 she was an alcoholic with a medical condition that paralyzed most of her body and now she can barely talk, which turns out I'm gonna get one day. This is just the tip of the iceberg but with even more baggage I used Comedy as a coping mechanism. Joke about it and make it not that serious anymore ya'know? But now that I truly need to talk about it to my friends they don't take my cries for help seriously. It got to the point where last year I had a mental breakdown and thought I was being attacked by a tall black shadow while a white shadow watched from afar. I can't tell any of my family members this because they'll put me in another therapists office and it'll all start over. Pretty basic and I feel like I'm just venting but that's my secret.

except like 60% of of trannies still kill themselves after they chop their dicks off???

Thats cuz buwwying XC boo hoo I get made fun of for mutalating my genetically I guess Im gonna kill myself boo hoo

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Lmao
>genetically
I obviously meant genetiles Ahahahaha lets all point and laugh at the really funny guy

Yeah I understand what you're saying, people are difficult to connect with. That's why I only feel comfortable communicating anonymously. I wish I could restart my life and I don't want to die because I know this is all we get, but life is suffering daily.