How do I stop gay men from hitting on me at the bar?

I can't just yell "fuck off faggot" this is a small town and everybody will find out if I cause a scene

>tfw reminded of a time when I was too scared to reject a guy and let him take me back to his apartment
Just say no user.

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you'd rather get raped than speak up?
are you sure you're not female?

Hmm. I have a fortune cookie here. I'll open it while thinking of you. It says, "Go back to Broadway, you balding faggot." That's strange, maybe I was thinking too hard about Jason Alexander. Happily I've another fortune cookie siting here conveniently. Let's try again. It says, "Insert cock in mouth.". Yup, that's your fortune, desu.

He was flirting really aggressively and I was on my own

Buttstuff or oral?

Stop sucking cock in the toilets

Buttstuff, but he made me clean it afterwards, so both I guess. The entire time he had his gun on the bedstand. He didn't directly threaten me but that was enough.

Your life sucks, desu. Have a pity (You). This is probably the only time I'll talk to someone who'll admit doing some ass to mouth. Could you give some details, user. Sensations, emotions etc. You're unlikely to find a better therapeutic release than the chan, desu.

Sure, no harm in it I suppose.
>21, short and skinny
>go to local bar to watch soccer, this is before the world cup
>half time a guy sits next to me
>asks me questions about the game
I think he didn't actually care, he was just checking my personality and confidence
>I give my answer and his attitude changes pretty quickly
>without saying anything he puts a hand on my lower back and slides it under my trousers
>extremely uncomfortable instantly, but I freeze in fear
>the game progresses and he gropes me more
>want to cry at this point
>we are in the corner of the bar, and there is a table in front of us so nobody would even see and do something to help me
>he touches my dick through my trousers and then moves my hand onto his
>my heart sinks, I feel he has an erection

I'm shaking as I write this, one second user

Take your time, desu. Don't fight the emotion, let it flow through you. Deliberately relax into them, let your body sag. Feel and be loose.

Thank you user
>he whispers some stuff in my ear all the time, I block it out
>game ends and bar starts emptying
>he demands I follow him, and squeezes my wrist really hard
>basically drags me along and pushes me into his car
>squeezes my wrist again and puts my hand on his dick
>I feel like I'm getting a heart attack, tears in eyes
>arrive at his apartment
>as soon as we pass his doorway and he closes it behind me he drops any acting and just starts shoving and pulling me as roughly as he wants
>basically pulls my hair, smacks my cheek, or my butt
>shoves me onto the bed and I undress after he orders me, that's when I also notice the gun
>he takes some pictures as I do It
>never felt more ashamed in my life, I just stare into the ceiling
>fully crying now, at some point he undressed too, I can see him stroking his cock in the corner of my eye
>he at some point settles the phone on the bedstand next to the gun and tells me to get on all fours
>shaking in fear but comply, and have the gun inside my vision the entire time I'm in this position
>he gets behind me and squeezes my cock and balls, it hurts so much

I never once looked him straight in the eyes, I barely remember his face but I relived this in my dreams before
It's so hard to type this

Take as long as you need to. Keep your breaths even if you can, desu. If you can't that's fine, Try and stay relaxed, if your body shifts or twists just accept it and the emotion behind it. Merely attempt relaxation and awareness of the emotions and sensations flowing through your body.

Despite the hopelessness and overall depressing atmosphere, this is the one post on Jow Forums that has ever made me cry. Jesus christ I'm so sorry user.

Thank you user, you're very helpful
>he presses his cock to my butt, still manhandling my balls
>I brace myself, still crying
>he spits on his tip, I can feel his saliva on my butt
>goes inside, doesn't wear a condom
>I feel like I'm getting ripped apart, so I try to move forward
>He squeezes me so hard I feel like I'll throw up, and when I stay in place he relaxes his grip on my balls
>It takes all my effort not to move forward when he pushes further in
>he's grunting, and speaks to me, he talks about how tight I am and calls me a faggot
>want to throw up but can't
>it feels like he is ripping me in two, puts a hand on my hip
>gets all the way in, I'm quaking in pain
>later when home discover that skin broke on my butt and I was bleeding
>He starts to fuck me, just goes full speed
>at some point he leaves my balls alone and holds me by the hips
>it feels like hours pass in agony, sometimes he pulls my hair, sometimes puts his arm around my neck and pulls me up to his level to bite my ear or neck
>my knees give in and I fall flat on the bed
>he calls me a weak faggot and goes on top of me, shoves himself back in, all the saliva dried at this point so he is fucking me dry
>keeps fucking me like this forever, sometimes takes breaks when he gets close, I can only guess, when he just lays on top of me, his cock all the way in
>I wish I can pass out, but I don't, it hurts too much to pass out
>sometimes he's recording it but most of the time he just pounds me
>at some point he gets me into a headlock and almost chokes me to death
>I feel like a wreck, and my entire body is basically in panic mode permanently, since I know he could kill me any second

It felt like I was there forever, like I spent days there. I knew when the game finished and it was morning when I left, so I must have been there 10-12 hours.

did you cum user?
did he suck u?

Fuck dude. This makes me 50% pissed and 50% sad. Wish I could fucking curb-stomp the next homo I see. I also wish I could hug you user. I hope you've gotten better, and at least talked to someone irl about it.

I'm sorry that you experience that, desu. Take some deep breaths, a glass of water and some light food will help. Give yourself time to reflect, remember to let it flow, as long as you do not cling, you are moving forward. Events are more transitory than the views we make of them, desu. Thinking of something that helps you keep distance yet remain relaxed will help, user. Thank you for sharing, friend.

anybody else fapping to this?

Thank you user, it means a lot to have someone genuinely care, it's making it easier to get this off my chest

>it keeps going on forever, sometimes he smokes a cigarette and I'm just praying he doesn't decide to put it off on my skin
>at some point he seems like he's not going for another pause
>he hits the back of my head really hard and I slightly black out
>I can only guess he came inside of me, and when he pulls out a few seconds later I feel it running down onto my balls
>I feel like I'll never look at myself in the mirror after this, I feel like trash
>he climbs on top of me after flipping me onto my back
>puts his cock at my lips and orders me to clean it
>obey, far too scared to say no, and at this point I'm beyond broken mentally
>clean it while he records
>he seems satisfied and leaves me in the room for a bit, it's still dark outside
>comes back in after some amount of time, I haven't moved an inch
>flips me over and does it again
>Not as painful, since he's been fucking me for the last few hours
>goes through the exact same process of taking breaks and it takes hours again
>cums inside again
>makes me clean it again, it tastes even worse, I couldn't see in the dark but I thought i could taste blood
>it's bright outside, he throws my clothes at me and tells me to get the fuck out
>exhausted but my limbs move on their own, out of self preservation I dress and leave his apartment
>have to walk home, he emptied my wallet, only left my ID and bank card inside
>get home and don't leave for two weeks, can't sleep for the first few days
>get checked for STDs a few weeks ago, thankfully clean

It was the worst experience of my life and I am feeling it to this day, I feel like trash and I wanted to an hero multiple times. I'm deathly afraid of going outside and only do so when I have to go to work. I lost all confidence and i stopped talking to some most people.

Thank you for listening and supporting me anons, maybe I should have done this sooner. If there is any questions I can answer, I feel a bit better now.

I didn't, I only fapped a few times since this happened, I sort of lost my sexuality afterwards

Thank you user, it means a lot.
Thanks for giving me a push, I feel a good bit better now that it's off my chest.

has your ass recovered yet my little bitch?

Damn. I hope you get better op. Don't let this ruin your life, because letting this get to you can. Be strong.

so do you feel gay now?

Ouch, the edge. No wonder you're on Jow Forums lmao.

can I see your ass and maybe finger it?

Thank you man, I'll do my best, I was at a point when I considered doing bad things to myself but I want to recover fully from this.

If that's a serious question, then no, but I stopped talking to women, I lost all confidence, even if I didn't have much to begin with.

Not even that guy. Imagine being such a sad, shell of a person you have to make fun of someone for being raped. Is this a coping mechanism? It's ok bud, let it out.

did you report him for rape?
he's probably still got the evidence on his phone ?

Please get better, friend. I know you can do it. Despite being a robot, we all still have one small part of humanity left, and it's that which helps us recover.

I almost did it many times but as my mental state stands, I simply can't- I feel like if I see him again, I'll lose all progress I made, I'll become a wreck again, especially if I have to battle him in court, everyone will find out... I just can't, not yet.

Thank you bro. It really made my day, all the support put some brightness into a terrifying experience. I feel better.

Kek
One for the original

I hope you feel better, op. Talking to someone irl about it WILL make you feel better about it, I promise. Just take all the time you need.

where are you , i wanna hug you? nohomo

It might be a while before I find someone to even open up to, but after this I feel like it might really help me a lot. Thank you again

I'm in Ohio but that's as much as I'll say, I can't see myself hugging someone other than a family member for a while still

Jesus fucking christ. I'm so sorry, dude.

Damn, I'll take back my kek from before. This is way more than just being to beta to refuse getting fucked by a guy. I don't even believe this because this guy that you never knew tried wasn't just horny, but wanted to mentally break you like some doujin too? And apart from the sexual damage, he also robbed you as well??

Imagine getting the sexuality fucked out of you, sheeeeit

I think that the lesson we can learn from here is that real life rape is never cool or good.

I've never ever thought it was cool. Not being in control of your body is terrible

HoIy shit, that's fucking terrible. Sorry user.

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I came here to post this exact thingyo

Just have sex with one of them. But be really bad at it. Gays talk and they will know not to go near you again

had this same thing too. most of the ones hitting on me have been black too which is even worse as they tend to be more aggressive and persistent.

Thanks user. I feel much better after getting it off my chest. All the support anons gave me was really heart warming. Talking about this felt like a bit of a break through

Shave your head and tattoo a swastika on the back of it

It's rare to read something genuinely sad on this board.
>tfw no rape victim asexual bf to hug and comfort

Very good advice
Take the gay pill already
Origani

it got me hard. probably would cry if I saw/heard video

>it's a someone from r9gay wants a rape victim bf episode

put a big swastika tatoo behind your bald head

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Stop being so damn gay then

did you fap to it ?
Oregano once

I could. It's in writing though so it's kinda cheating.

I fapped even despite that
Am I going to hell?

it's just text user. it may as well be yugioh fanfiction

Then you do it too user
Original

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let me fuck you and you'll soon forget about him

Did you do it?
Orign

i wasn't the user you originally replied to.
but i know of you did the deed, if you're asking

Well I'm asking if you did it !
I figure we have to make something good come out of user's sadness

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I am and it's feeling good

i was hard while reading it. there, are you happy?

I have no sympathy for people that make no action to stop bad things from happening to them. Call me edgy all you want, it will not change the fact that at the end of the day these people get raped because of their own weakness. He had every chance to yell out in the bar and resist, but chose not to.

>people fap are fapping to this
Christ

Are you saying might makes right?

If this had happened to a girl, incels would screech about hos this WASNT rape because you didn't violently reject him or fought back.

Sure, but I think OP would be happy if more people extracted happiness out of his story
Just do it user !

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geiger counter origigig

>how do I stop gay men from hitting on me at the bar?
Get a boyfriend to protect you

No, raping people is still bad, but I do not feel sympathy for the (((victim))) who did absolutely nothing to prevent it. Once he got back to the room and a gun was involved it was out of his hands, but up until that moment he allowed this to happen.

I'm 20, short and skinny as well and gay men hit on me all the time, and some stalk me, so this story was extra chilling. Sorry that happened to you, user

i'm trying to hold on to my load to build it up so i couldn't even if i wanted to

I'm guessing that user was just too shocked to act, I can imagine that happening to someone, where you just freeze up. I'm sure he wanted to scream but when he didn't do it immediately, it only got harder with each second he still didn't do it

Cheat on it ! Cmon!

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wear a shirt that says somthing anti lgbtqpabcd

Just tell them you aren't interested in boys when they are obviously flirting with you. Most will understand.
If the person is being obnoxious, just leave.

Well, in that case, just learn from OPs mistake - speak up, get up, do something. Definitely don't follow them. There are not many true robots, we must stick together

Join the Martyr Omar Mateen Gay Removal Brigade and shoot up the bar.
Allah permits it.

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>stop going to gay bars

Went to gay bar and fucked a (((queer))) girl in the bathroom had fun I even danced. And I know her and her gf lol
Cocaine is pretty based desu no paranoia like le DUDE WEED LMAO

you would be surprised how many women there are at a gay bar

You all should be ashamed
Original.

Yep , user is a faggot and it wasn't rape

tell me for what reason, exactly

It clearly wasn't and since user here is playing the victim his story is probably exaggerated, too;

>I am literally shaking
LMAO

For finding anons story arousing

and what's wrong with that, considering where we are?

Considering how fucked up it is
I know we are all robots and all a bit messed up but this goes too far

user it's a rape story not a holocaust journal.
like something out of a doujinshi.

it's not even rape
if user was a girl, everyone here would shit on her

>be gomosexual twink
>constantly get hit on by roast beefs
>even in gay bars

Desu I should print a shirt that reads something like
"Weep, you girls. My penis has given you up. Now it only penetrates boi pussy. Goodbye, wondrous femininity." - Plato