Be me

So first of all, there's absolutely nothing wrong with being a weeb, not even socially. The myth that weebs are universally seen as disgusting social pariahs is something that's easily instilled in middle school and highschool (where you can be a disgusting social pariah for taking an interest in just about anything) and it usually sticks with the socially anxious types well into adulthood.

You seem to be well under the spell of this myth, believing that you being a "cool guy" is somehow contradictory to being someone that likes anime, like the two things are incompatible, and I'm guessing you still hold deep feelings of guilt and anxiety about anime as a hobby because you used it to bully one of your friends out of self defense.

What I think you need to do is investigate exactly why you think being a weeb is so soul-crushingly embarrassing. Exactly what do you think would happen to you once people discover that you like anime and shit? Would your life tangibly get worse?

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That scene was ruined for me cuz of how fucking huge her tears were.

Also, did you know the "hidden meaning" of the film? If you do, THEN DONT WATCH THE MOVIE HIGH OR YOU WILL PANIC ABOUT FBI BUSTING YOUR CRIB.

but if you dont know the hidden meaning, the film is a blast to watch whilst tripping

You need to let it go anons. Embrace noporn. If you're collecting it you're already at the stage of it being a compulsion. You're following your animal brain. You will never flourish when you're addicted to porn.

There is difference in animu and pantsu shit tho

Put it in an encrypted folder you dumb fuck head.

>implying cartoons are the same as people
2D drawings isnt porn you fucking brainlet. Look it up.

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fuck out of here with the language games Wittgenstein, it's the same shit and you know it

if it's designed to sexually stimulate it's porn. "bro it's just a DRAWING of a kid" = addict justifying their behaviour. All you're doing is making it harder to find real women attractive and delving further and further into shocking depths just to stimulate the animal brain. You have a soul attached to your body. You choose not to nourish the soul but to overstimulate the meaty cage that's housing it. You will never truly find happiness and flourish while you remain a slave to your senses.

majorgeeks.com/files/details/iobit_protected_folder.html

or you could just get a SD card and stash it somewhere.

i have a 64gig SSD usb i just stash my shit on

I suppose, but there's also a difference between hentai and 3DPD, each carry different varieties of shame and confusion when they're discovered by someone else. I believe though that hentai and pantsu shit carries the same kind of shame that general anime does, that consuming it makes you seem infantile, lonely, delusional, escapist, and also carries connotations of pervyness and pedophilia that are just inbuilt to peoples' negative judgements about anime and hentai.

Once again though I have to stress that these negative outlooks are vastly overblown by robots and other 4chanites. Normies don't actually give a fuck, I've casually talked about hentai with dozens of girls, they all know what it is and see it as just another kink at worst.

look at yourself. you recognise that hentai is all of these negative things and yet you still go back to it because it makes you feel good short term and gets you off. you don't care that it makes you unhappy overall because of the brief joy of orgasm. it's sad. like a monkey in a cage pressing the "feel good" button over and over.

>t makes you unhappy overall
no it doesnt. Last time I fell for a 3D girl my life was ruined.

That was a fucking decade ago. 2D has never let me down, 3D has without fail

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I agree most 3d women are shit but you choose the easy path because it isn't scary and you don't have to change. You could have grown greatly as a person, abandoned your primal urges and found a good woman, because they do exist but they're hard to find. But it's easier to masturbate to cartoon children instead.

Just show it to her yourself and explain what it is and how you use it.

Then she won't be able to discover it on her own.

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Hentai is not all of those negative things, it's not anything positive or negative or moral, it's just some images on a screen that you jack off too. When I say shame, I should stress that shame is a mental and social construct that has significantly less power and meaning than most people give it credit for.

All those 'negative attributes' are just reactionary assumptions, they mean nothing to your social status or your worth as a person but they still cause you to feel an irrational sense of shame for jacking off to some random images in the privacy of your own bedroom. I cited them because while they're irrational, they're the most common reasons people feel ashamed for fapping to hentai when there's really no reason to.

The reason it's so irrational is because being a weeb only gets you bullied in highschool, and highschool in general is a completely irrational setting to base your values and assumptions of real life on. It's like coming out of 18 years in prison and thinking everyone is a neo-nazi rapist who's out to shank you in the bathroom. Once you realize nobody gives half a fuck about anime or weebs in the real world (and that the few people who do give a fuck have no power over you), only then can you be free to fap to hentai shamelessly, as God intended.

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Fair, I'm still holding out hope I might find someone one day. I don't want to fuck up my senses with porn to the point where my dick doesn't work or I don't get horny from real women anymore. I want a relatively pure girl and if I'm not pure myself, whacking it to loli or porn, I'm not better. I don't want to just compulsively masturbate to porn. Calling them 'just pictures' is a mistake though. They have a strong influence on you whether you want them to or not.

>like a monkey in a cage pressing the "feel good" button over and over.
nigger literally all of society is built on monkeys (us) doing things to make us feel good.

The difference is that, in the past, I could lock down a 6/10 woman and get sex whenever I wanted, and we would have a lot of kids. Lots of sex is a "feel good button"

Today, a 6/10 woman will get railed by at least a dozen 8,9, or 10/10 chads before she decides to settle down, usually at 30 years old when her vagina is starting to dry out and is filled with STDs. This is the natural course of life

But nature has been pre-empted. Once sex bots get waifu hologram and artificial womb capabilities, we will move on to the golden age of society.

My guess is that 45 years from now, I will be able to buy a Megumin bot with full reproductive capabilities with whom I can have 12 sons. How will I not have daughters? Science will be advanced enough to eliminate all X chromosome carrying sperm inside of megumins synth-vagina.

And you know what else? her synth-vagina will never grow stretchy. Her face and body will never grow old. And she will be programmed for absolute loyalty to me and tender love to her twelve sons

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you're falling for the board hype

I guarantee you don't regularly meet women in real life

you'd probably find they're not all like you're told they are but you'd rather just wait for a future that won't happen instead

just because decent women are harder to find doesn't mean you should give up and masturbate all day. you care only for the physical with women as evidenced by your desire for a megumin style wife that doesn't age. You pleasure your body but not your soul. It is the path to misery.

You could make an encrypted drive with something like Veracrypt

>I guarantee you don't regularly meet women in real life
Thats a big assumption faggot.
To avoid being doxxed, I'll tell you some vague facts about my life.

I am a medical student at a top 10 american university.

Before starting I traveled the country working with hundreds of college students, male and female, in professional academic settings

I have also dated and interacted with many strongly religious women (think FOCUS), who are supposed to be the foil to the "modern strong wahmen"

I regularly volunteer and teach at high schools in the US, which is before women can be corrupted but also before it is socially acceptable to impregnate them.

The ONLY WAY to successfully interact with modern women is to act like youre working with someone elses child, even if they are a PA student literally observing a fucking surgery. They have no motivation, huge entitlement, and are absolutely un-wifeable.

INCLUDING FOCUS BITCHES, who are supposed to be the most conservative women in the US.

I'm surprised you think that people who retreat to these dark corners of the internet are all basement-dwelling virgins who literally havent seen a girl since high school. You talk about women being able to pleasure your soul, but you would literally need a homeschooled 17 year old virgin to wife in order to have ANY CHANCE of that happeneing, and let me tell you that is very difficult to find, even among the conservative home school community (of which I have spent VERY MUCH time with).

Fuck off nigger. Your girlfriend is cheating on you. Its time to wake up.

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>Calling them 'just pictures' is a mistake though. They have a strong influence on you whether you want them to or not.

That's true, but ultimately they merely have a mental/emotional effect that is different for every person, therefore to attribute anything concrete to that feeling is a dangerous waste of mental energy.

Also I'm really sorry to tell you this but holding out for a pure girl is gonna get you nowhere. If a girl is attractive, over 20 and she's willing to date at all, she's not "pure" or virginal, that's just the way it is. She's a sexual being like anyone else with a mixed bag of past experiences that allow her to be comfortable in the dating world. If you actually find an adult woman who has had almost no sexual or romantic experience, she's going to be very guarded and will find it really difficult to start or maintain relationships, which means it's going to be extra EXTRA difficult for you to get with her.

I'm not saying that pure girls are a myth or anything, but because of the nature of being a "pure" adult woman in her 20s, how do you expect to break through the noise when she has undoubtedly turned down hundreds of better looking guys who've tried to hit on her?

>implying I have a girlfriend

why do you think im here lmao

kek. Well if you did, with your current worldview, your woman would 100% be taking some dick on the side. Things arent the way they were before, even within the last 3 years the ether has become so much darker.

who is this gurl? orgenona

I refuse to believe there isn't ONE decent girl out there. You're too blackpilled senpai. Like it or not we need companionship, and the sexbot revolution is a long ass fucking time away.

>Well if you did, with your current worldview, your woman would 100% be taking some dick on the side. Things arent the way they were before, even within the last 3 years the ether has become so much darker.

now you're the one assuming amigo

Imagine having your parents on your computer, retard.

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>here isn't ONE decent girl out there
user sadly there are so many hours in a day.

I might be blackpilled, but I also think my perceptions are based in reality. If you didnt marry your high school sweet heart, and you pass 28 years old (when it starts getting weird to date 19-22 year olds...the absolute OLDEST decent wife material) megumin synth vaginas are you only hope. luckily men are reproductively viable until they basically die.

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we may disagree on points but I hope you get to live your reality user.

what did we do to deserve women, life is pain

fuck I miss porn, esp megu

I live in reality every day faggot.

How many 11 year olds have you prescribed birth control to? How many college advisees of yours have you seen transform from cute innocent nursing girl students from a small town into cum dumpster in just 9 months? How many suicide attempts have you responded to from such cum dumpsters once they realize they have hit the wall?

The world is dark user. And it is only getting darker..

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>moralfagging about souls n shit nigga dawg
wanna brag about your cold showers too?

maybe it was always this dark but we never got to see it before

or maybe it really is over, and our dreams of a happy future are wasted

maybe plugging into full immersion VR and living that way while my body rots away is true paradise

im sorry you've seen so much shit dude. you dont deserve that. at least you don't spend your life a naive idealist like me. im well on my way to getting married then cucked

I ain't bragging player, I'm just saying this shit because it really helped me and I know what it's like, maybe I'm wording it wrong but stopping porn did me a lot of good.

distro.ibiblio.org/puppylinux/puppy-xenial/64/
burn the iso to an empty usb and boot it up at starttime
aside from learning how to computer, you can slideshow your hentai collection without ever touching the computer HDD == no chance of your mom finding anything

>maybe plugging into full immersion VR and living that way while my body rots away is true paradise
>implying this is morally superior to buying a fertile megumin synth vagina

I remember when I was idealistic and with my girl homie. I was young and full of hope and unshakeable confidence for the years to come.

Then I grew up. And you, too, will soon grow up. It seems that it was too soon for you to come here user.

But once reality sets in, you'll find your way back here.

My idealistic years of my youth were the warmest and most cherished years of my life. Enjoy them while you can. Then, come back to us.

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im 23 khv senpai, and im already starting to doubt it'll ever happen. I cling on to the dream but it's never real women. I don't want to give up man, it's like one of the only things I can get excited about in my life.

why are you still even going man? what keeps you sane?

I realise now I was wrong. I wanted you to stop what is keeping you happy because of my flawed beliefs. Forgive me user

Fucking faggot ass failed normies
Everyone knows I'm into anime, I don't hide it. I don't give a shit, I do what I like. You should too.

>why are you still even going man? what keeps you sane?
its cool user, i've been with plenty of wahmen (still virgin though) and I"m 25.

What keeps me going is getting technical skills (ie repairing people) during the upcoming race war/fascist right wing purges. Once the purges are complete, women will do what the fuck we tell them to rather than what the ((media))) tells them. Even if this doesn't happen, I just like to learn and apply my knowledge in new ways.

Thats my unironic, non-normie answer.

My normie answer is that I want to make the world a better place. At the very least, a dumb bimbo will want me for my MD bux and will let me propogate my DNA through her, assuming sex bots hadn't been perfected.

godspeed user, from this bong to a burger

>from this bong
shit bong. come to the US and buy some guns, then hunker down. You're about to be overrun.

A decent AR15 (smith and wesson m&p 15 is a good start) and Glock 27, plus ammo and magazines, will only cost about $1100 USD. Sorry for your dystopia user it unironically sounds like a nightmare

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*glock 17
27s are fine, but 17 would be far superior for what you would want it for

shit nigger. see
love my g17

unironically would love to the us but I have no familial ties, money, or real marketable skills beyond decent school results. you fuckers make it hard to immigrate. I dream about living on my own plot of land, hunting, owning guns, fucking my white wife and raising white kids.

You have good taste in hentai, user. I also have a fear of my family discovering my hentai collection and/or web history, though not as much as you. I don't feel guilty over it or feel like I have to justify myself, but I do know that they would never be able to understand it and the fallout would kinda suck.

>that supremely uncomfortable conversation with your parents when they find your lolicon collection

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>conversation with your parents
unironically cant imagine this. I know there are a few greentext classics out there but holy shit. You should just kys if your stash is ever discovered

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Hide it in a folder maze and make the files hidden

p0st piX m8

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Encrypt your shit my dude. Hit Win-L every time you leave your pc, even when alone. Dont get drunk.

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