Is it even possible for me to become a more abhorrent human being?
To be more disgusting than I already am?
To be more deserving of death?
Just when I thought I couldn't sink any lower... just when I thought I couldn't hurt my loved ones more than I already have...
Today happened.
... today happened.
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What happened user? Cheat on your bf? At least you are not a pedo murderer with bpd.
story or get out
No, I didn't cheat on my boyfriend; I was so horrible to the guy I dated from 2012 to 2015 that I've banned myself from relationships. I was at my best friend's house today, and she wanted to have a "talk" about some of my life choices, saying I should go to therapy or take meds to mellow out (I haven't held a job since turning 16 in 2009 for longer than two months because I always fight with customers, co-workers, and bosses, and both attempts at college saw me being kicked out in under a year for disorderly conduct). I started screaming at her about how she isn't perfect either, rubbed it in her face that her brother is imprisoned for drug dealing until 2026, flipped all the kitchen tables onto their side. It wasn't until I was driving home that I realized what I had done and had to pull over to the side of the road because I was so mortified at my behavior that I was about to faint.
Go to therapy. For real.
Find someone who specializes in DBT.
>Is it even possible for me to become a more abhorrent human being?
>To be more disgusting than I already am?
>To be more deserving of death?
Be my gf please
Darn user bpd really fucks people up. I whould however not ban yourself from relationships. It is the retards fault for getting into one with a bpd girl. The only guys who go well with bpd girls are psychopath men who do not give a fuck about the girl.
Bpd is a made up disease like all mental diseases are. You are just a bitch
>all mental illnesses are made up
What the fuck? How does this even begin to make sense? Every other organ can have problems - the heart, lungs, liver, kidneys - but somehow the brain is immune?
>friend expresses concern about you and gives suggestions on how to improve your life
>You in turn literally flip shit on he and insult her about a sensitive topic in her life
Are you even her friend at this point? It sounds like the only one who truly cares for the other is her.
I won't defend what I did or said, but it's certainly not representative of my overall authenticity as a friend. You should read about splitting, user. Our anger and bile only applies during those moments. Once our brain goes back to normal, so do our feelings - and I truly do respect and love my friend 99.99999 percent of the time.
BPD girls are narcissistic psychopaths. BPD overlaps heavily with narcissistic personality disorder and Anti-social personality disorder. All are Cluster-B Personality disorders. The people are considered "toxic" and not worth dealing with.
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Psychopaths sure, but narcissists? We're known for our awful self-esteem.
Welcome to BPD girls my dude. Take everything super fucking personal and say/do the nastiest shit to whoever or whatever is nearby.
I know only a few BPD girls. Ciara and that Farah Damji. They're driven by an intense narcissism which is why they scam and cheat, and keep others around them that they treat poorly. I actually know more about them than BPD itself.
some aren't, some have co-morbid npd
Sometimes I'm glad I have avoidant personality disorder instead of BPD. They're essentially the same except instead of hurting other people I basically just don't exist.
Narcissists actually have shit self esteem in reality, they just have lie to themselves and others that they don't.
BPD always presents with narcissism. It's inconsistent but always present sometimes.
>tfw normals think you are bpd and introduce you as such.
Emotions are gay and messy.
Is Ciara Noreen a good example of BPD?