Alcoholism b4 the year 25

>be 24
>about to get my degree in communication and media
>got a new flatmate
>same age, but he is not a student
>been working abroad, to gather money
>has money so we are drinking everyday
>somtimes he would just invite me for drinks even when I don't have money anymore, cause he has
>we've been drunk for the past few months almost every day.
>I'm usually pretty active and I am a creative type, big need for approval by my surrounding but I feel kind worthless these days.
>eventhough I feel like an ass, I'm having the best times of my life

any of you robots ever experienced anything like this? I'm more curious about the example of being drunk or high out of your mind for months.

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im sure there are worse cases than my on this board bu im alcoholic. am drinking now desu. have been a heavy drinker for the past 5-6 years at least 4 times a week and 15-20 drinks each time. yeah its fun at fisrt and it still remaisn kind of fun but you grow to hate yourself more and more and drink more because you hate yourself. drinking and being drunk isnt necessarily a bad thing but you dont want it to run your life bro try to find a way out early if you can

Don't do it, cunt.

Alcohol dependency is a real bitch. I started drinking heavily after my only friend from high school died. I wound up flunking out of university, cheating on my girlfriend with over a dozen women, and being afflicted by a near-constant brain fog. Even though I told myself I could quit whenever I'd like, I still felt compelled to walk down to the liquor store four or five times per week.

Drinking led me to break two bones, get mugged, and wake up in a pool of my own vomit more than once. Sometimes I'd travel overseas and spend the brunt of my budget on booze.

Been mostly sober for the last year and life is much better. My memory's improved, verbal skills have rebounded and I'm backing to school, getting perfect grades and close to graduation. Single, happy, and not even using Tinder. I have a real plan for my future for the first time since I was a fucking teenager.

Stop while you're ahead, OP. My story won't be yours, but everyone who gets too deep into drinking winds up cutting a lot out of their lives. Just think about what you're doing--impairing yourself, day in and day out, losing a multitude of experiences and your youth to a liquid Jew.

Im going to have a job interview next week on Tuesday. I'm kinda hoping that this will be a way out. I'm pretty much you in the same way. Been getting drunk for the past few years every week at least 3-4 times, and not just tipsy. But for the past 3 months I'm always heavy drinking almost every day. As I said, I'm having fun most of the time, but im not sure if this is something that someone goes through or not.

Yea... I'm about to finish my Uni. And its kinda funny for me, since when I don't drink maybe for a week, that happens pretty rarely, I end up feeling sooo fucking bad that I don't even know what to do. I just end up being suicidal and want to drink myself to the point of no return. I'm not saying I'm depressed, I'm just having a bad faze I guess... I think I'm not hopeless, just i need some motivation and self determination. I really hope the job that they have offered will bring some change. I'm running out of money and of self-respect.

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are you trying to make things better tho, user?

how old are you, anons anyways? Did you go through these struggles the same way as I did? I'm drunk rn as well tho... Drinking a good ol boi of beer.

good luck with your job interview user. what kind of jobs is it? being drunk is such an easy and familiar form of escapism for me that i dont think i could ever give it up
yeah i have been, i still consider myself a heavy drinker but im better than i was a few years back and am trying to keep busy so i dont just start drinking every day at 11am
im 27. what kind of beer are you drinking? i had some flying dog raging bitch myself

I'm: .

Had my own struggles. I don't think I'm the sort of person who should ever touch alcohol away from the rare party or social event.

I was bullied lots in high school and never had much social confidence. Drinking, at least for me, started off as a way to loosen my inhibitions and talk to women. Eventually I wanted alcohol just to send Tinder matches, and then I'd booze solely out of boredom. Vodka and rum became emotional plugs for me--I could avoid reality in its entirety, save for when I was work.

But anyway, I'm 24, turning 25 in a couple months.

I'm so glad I scaled back my drinking. I still booze more often than I probably should, but at least I'm productive again. I failed all my classes and got kicked out of university in 2015, just got readmitted and 4.0'd my first semester.

>what kind of beer are you drinking?
I'm drinking a Hungarian beer, called Arany Aszok... it's cheap dirt, but it can give you a kick.
>what kind of jobs is it?
They say it's something that has to do with communication and organizing. I've never done anything like that, but I'm sure I'd be able to. They request top tier English knowledge, which I have, so I don't worry much. It's more about how will I end up behaving. I really hope this will give me some direction.

dude, get your shit together. I'm sure you could do better, if you'd just take back on the intake a bit more. Not to mention that you are a student and still young, so you have nothing to lose. Don't stress yourself too much, but get determined. Are you a typical fatso type of fedora or just and average wojack surrounded by chads and whatnot?

I'm pretty average:
>whiteish
>good social status
>living separated from my parents
>parents support me
>both of them are together
>living together with a sister in my town, same aparatment
>pretty much everything is good
I'm just mostly drunk all the time and had bad experiences in relationships and moving from my hometown really got me down. I've lost a lot of connections and friends due to it.

>started an alco thread 2 hours ago
>no replied

Fuck you I hope you die.

I've been drunk nearly everyday for the last 9 months, ask me anything.

My shit is together. Hardly drank in the past year, back in school, getting good grades, etc.

You're a piece of work my friend.

been replying all the time, you dip

>OP

I'm very glad. Keep up the good work m8. Wish u well. I guess it is kind of a faze for most of us.

why do you do it? Don't you get panic attacks or get very anxious after a day of heavy drinking? Cause I do, but I kinda can handle it with sleeping a lot or starting drinking again.

>Fuck you I hope you die.
thanks anyways... not like im not hoping to do so. but y'kno... turn the other cheek. I hope everything is fine with you and everything works out well.

> stay W H O L E S O M E, boys.

I started when my father died, before that I drank about once or twice a week. No, I don't get panic attacks, and I only rarely get hangovers anymore.

can you still stay productive? May I ask what do you do when you are supposed to work or gather some money around yerself?

I work full-time, and when I do have a hangover it can be brutal, but I can't seem to kick the habit.

what job are you doing? Have you tried to seek help? Is there anyone for you?

Thanks
Not to my thread.

oh... haven't seen it. sorry tho.
What's your story? I'm all ears. No need to be harsh or unfriendly.