How often do you cry Jow Forums?

fuck.... you'll make it lad

I don't cry often, i have kinda lived like that all my life. Surviving childhood trauma and abuse from a bible head single mother defo fucked me up. I don't process shit right away, it usually takes a while for it to hit. That being said, the older i get, the less it hits me.

I cry when i think about some decisions i made in my life, but pretty much immune to a lot of hurt.

a coupla times a year

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Every single day. I can't get over the existential crisis I've been having for the past couple years. I've seen several therapists and they've been useless. I'm on antidepressants and they haven't worked at all. I'm admitting myself to hospital soon but I doubt it'll help. Once I'm out, if I'm not better I'll definitely kill myself. I'll happily stream it on Jow Forums if you guys would get a kick out of it.

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I have not cried once since getting into a physical fight with my father when I was 13.

He knocked me on the ground and then called me a "little bitch" for crying. The anger from feeling embarrassed has never left.

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> showing emotion

What are you some kinda faggot?

can you share any of your top picks user?

Sometimes when watching a sad movie. Maybe once a month I would guess.

what's the haircut on the guy raising the bottle?

Take at least 5 dried grams of some psilocybin mushrooms alone in the most comfortable and solitary place you can find. Would definitely be better as a last resort than offing yourself.

only anime can make me cry

Last time was 11 years ago.

>her

would have revenge if I were you

this

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Thread theme

youtube.com/watch?v=wtLooNUmc2k

Last time I cried was at my great-grandmother's funeral. I didn't cry until they started lowering the casket, that shit got me bad. I just said goodbye in a broken voice trying to hold back tears, cried like a baby.

4 years ago by the way

>5 grams for a noob
Nigga start at 1 gram and figure out how it likes you before you let it fuck your ass.

I feel like I need to cry but that just confirms that I’m a defective lump of cells and water. Nothing good will ever come of me and I’ll never be able to be a good person. A few days a month I’m able to fool myself into thinking life will be ok and I’m not a complete loser but then I look at myself and I’m definitely a loser. Hell I post on Jow Forums and feel depressed, that’s all the evidence I need to know I’m not meant to be.
Tried to shoot my self a few times but I just made a hole in my face when I was like 13 and had a dud round the first time when I was about 6.

I haven't tried shrooms but I have tried ~500ug of lsd. Still didn't help. I had an ego death and felt better for a week, then I went back to normal.

Every dude needs a good cry when the lights are off or you'll never get that inner rage which is necessary to making it. Just be sure no one sees you

Lol what a beta
I have never cried in my life and if I did, I would kill myself

I meant take at least 5g as a last resort before killing himself.

500ug is a decent dose though still relatively small. The details depend on where you took it. The tripping environment has a huge effect on the experience and most importantly how you assimilate it back into the rest of your life. I would recommend a solitary place somewhere bright like the outdoors where it's all forest everywhere around you. Be sensitive. Mushrooms will give you a similarly psychedelic but still very distinct experience, definitely worth trying before you die.

i cry all the time, in this institution

(You)

Wtf is a limerick? Sorry google only shows some retarded irish city

(Me)

Depends. I have no self esteem, a marvelous fiance, and depression. But im pulling through with memes and fitness

Only cried five times since high school

>my dog died
>my wedding
>the birth of my son
>the birth of my daughter
>birth of second son

Not him but I'm a major faggo so clannad makes me cry almost every episode

No particular reason or timeline, I just hold it all in until something minor like a videogame scene or song triggers it every 9 months and I cry really hard for a minute before returning to normal. Seems to work so far.

Not gonna make it

Lift to kick his ass user

Like getting teary or full crying?

Only cry sparingly and usually over relationships

Every other night

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I cry at least twice a week

Every night. Only in bed. Only by myself. Don't show weakness.

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Can't remember the last time I flat out cried, but I tear up at the end of Armageddon, no matter how many times I've seen it. The occasional NPR story-core gets me too

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I haven't cried since I was 9.

t. 19 yr old

haven't cried in 2-3 years
been depressed off and on too for a while, so probably unhealthy

i don't, that will make me lose my gains

It's a short, rhyming, sing song kind of poem. Often funny/vulgar. Look up "The Man from Nantucket"

Every couple of weeks the existential dread and agony just overwhelms me and I go temporarily nutty; crying and talking to myself in the mirror while listening to atmospheric metal. Usually dries me out for a good long while

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Yesterday, I dreamed about me, my dad and my brother enjoying life, doing man's things and shit. In the middle of the dream I remembered my dad is dead, woke up crying.

A couple times a year when I'm really feeling like ending things

user is a sad little prick,
he doesn't know about limerick.
All he does is fap,
and lift without straps,
and wish his gf was a trap.

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I don't cry cos it's gay.

Once a week listening to gay ass music

I think I was 11 or 12 when I last cried, I'm 20 now. I don't know if that's healthy or not but I don't really care. I can watch sad/depressing movies and shows and not feel anything. Maybe I'm just dead inside.

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Study cosmology

not him but I would recommend:
>Neon Genesis Evangelion
>Cowboy Bebop
>FLCL
>Fullmetal Alchemist
>Berserk (manga)
>Akira
>Ghost in the shell
>JoJo's Bizarre Adventure
>Gurren Lagann
There's a lot of them out there

user lifted the weights everyday
Counted macros and ate lots of whey
He feels alone
sitting quiet at home
But he can't lift the feels away

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Why would I study what is making me depressed?

Your lie in april
devilman crybaby
tsuki ga kirei
wolfs rain
humanoid kikaider

Because it shows you how much you should appreciate the culmination of all the spectacular events that took place over billions of years to end up at this very moment in this very body experiencing conciousness and the miraculous society we have built.

But the modern world sucks. Everything is backwards and/or corrupt.

i dont cry at all. pretty surprising imo for a mid 20s kissless virgin friendless loser with a godawful life i feel like ishould cry all the time

Tell me about your life.

why do you want to know about it theres nothing to tell

It doesnt matter. We live comfortably and are able to explore our conciousness freely. Even the corruption is an incredible attribute of humanity. You may not agree with the system at hand, but it has led to incredible achievements. The universe is seemingly endless. Focusing on such a small amount of negativity seems foolish.
Next time that feeling of nothingness takes hold, embrace it. Love that you're able to experience anything at all. It seems cheesey, but life is truly incredible. The suffering and the happiness are equally fantastic experiences.

No offense but I'm wondering what you do all day, why you haven't killed yourself, and how you ended up like that.

never

3 times this year so far

it varies by my mental illness, sometimes like 6 times a day, then not for a few months. i have insanely overwrought emotions of every kind, the crying is OK, actually feels good, the blinding rage on the other hand lands me in jail. i also get a thing thats like being on mdma all the time, which is top fucking tier, but it happens rarely

i am a hermit now unfortunately because everyone got afraid or angry at the violent parts and i have no friends anymore, which is honestly understandable, i wouldnt be my friend either if i were normal

Last time was a week ago when I was thinking about a child I was trying to save in a cardiac arrest
>t. EMT

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I cried because I hurted a girl
Fitness discord
discord.gg/R7TAEj

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Cried for two weeks straight 6 months ago when I broke up with my 6-year gf for wanting to be a degenerate. Got drunk and cried one more time on my birthday three months later. No more tears left for that bitch.

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On march, just before they call me for a job after allmost a year and a half after i Lost mucho job. I break down and after i stops sobbing they call me and said i got It .

I'm 20 and I feel the same way sometimes

WTF is a Limerick

>what you do all day
i have a job i go to but nights after work and weekends are pretty bad

>why you havent killed yourself
i dunno, i probably should but i dont care

>how you ended up like that
it will be hard for you to understand but its actually not that hard to end up like this. once high school hit i lost my friends and just had acquaintances, which resulted in a retardation of social skills and not meeting girls. i went to college and things started out okay socially but quickly went downhill due to the lack of social development in high school so i really didnt make many friends and didn't meet girls, and became embarrassed about my lack of social life so i kind of avoided meeting people. post-college, move back home where i had no friends anwyay and due to no social development since high school and humiliation about my life situation i dont make any attempt at all to meet people.

i get along okay with my coworkers (have done some social outings with them) and i have always been a funny guy able to make people laugh even girls but i guess im just too ugly and weird for people to actually want to be friends with me

This, I literally don't remember the last time ive cried, probably sometime ago when my mom would smack me in the ass for beating my little brother but now I don't cry, I didn't cried at my grandpa funeral it was so weird I was so sad but I just couldn't cry, I feel I'm fucked up in the head. Now I just compress everything inside, shit is not healthy but I can't help it

sauce

Probably something around this. Once in two or three months, never in public, never loud.

i wish i can still feel something be it good or bad, despite the effort to meet new people and learn new stuff everyday just seems so dull and indifferent, everyone i meet just seems so artificial and emotions them express feels really out of place, i had myself convinced i can find some answer at the end of my life but at this rate my tiny bit of discipline is gonna wither away, will it ever go away brehs
>inb4 thingken of genuine
/blog

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he just has good hair, dude. you can't get 'his haircut'. it's probably just pretty long and unkempt for him but it's wavy and nice looking so it works.

you may not have his hair, but you probably have other things that work for you. play within your parameters.

>cried like a baby
No, you cried like a man who had just lost his grandmother.

What's your job?

>tfw cried really loud one time thinking about the fact that I do actually plan on killing myself
>neighbor starts knocking
>I clean up, open the door
>nobody is there

I still wonder why they knocked

Fighting spirit. If you’re looking for a good Jow Forums anime

I think 3 years ago. Was sad cuz my life sucked

Man im worried.
When my great-grandmother died a year ago, i felt absolutely nothing whilst my family was absolutely devastated. I even saw my uncles shed a tear and speak with a broken voice and I still felt nothing.
When my grandma died it was the same, man, I even saw my old man cry and be utterly comsumed by saddness and still I felt nothing.
And just 3 weeks ago I broke up with my gf and STILL i didnt fucking feel anything, not even mild nostalgia of our time together and she was my first gf ever.
Wtf man. Im not trying to sound "edgy" or "tough" im legitimately scared im incapable of empathy.

a few years ago my grandmother died. i basically saw the whole thing happen in front of me. she went to the ER on thanksgiving day, discovered her brain cancer returned and she only had a few weeks to live and watched her deteriorate to being in a coma then dying within a week. didn't really feel sad at all even though she was the grandparent i talked to the most. but then again, i basically only saw her for a few days a year every year for my whole life, didnt feel very close

>Admiral Nelson
Based

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Thats very similar to my grandmas story, she was fine until she suddenly died because her aorta exploded.
Idk man I saw her and talked to her every weekend, she always reminded me I was special to her because I was born on the same day and have the same name as my dead grandpa and because I look and talk exactly like him according to her.
She was very special with me yet I felt fucking nothing when she died. I dont even feel guilty for not feeling anything.

Godspeed my dude. At least your trying something different.

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I cry whenever I remember my 3 daughters under 4 here in Britain will grow up in a society where they can be sexually assualted at will by the Muslim majority if they walk around at night without a burqua with the tacit blessing of the state.

I cry whenever I remember that my 1500 year old civilization and country that spawned so much liberty and culture (i. E. Scottish enlightenment, wealth of nations, magna carta, shakespeare, charles darwin, soccer) around the world will be a pig ignorant Pakistani squat in 30-40 years.

I cry whenever I remember that my neighbors vote for this self extinction every election in the false promise that their dole will not be touched (it will).

I cry for a future where music, art, humor and tolerance will be forever drowned out under the blood curdling screech of a muezzin 5 times a day.

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Youre just a racist pig. Kys bigot.

I haven't cried in 8 years. Not even when my dad passed. Some people just don't show a ton of emotion. I did tear up a bit when I left my girlfriend of 4 years though, so maybe that counts?

Fellow ex emt here, I know this feel user. We tell ourselves that we can't save them all but it still hurts when we just can't. But when it's a kid it's hard to live that shit down. It's okay to cry about a kid you were trying to save ends up dying, I still do and I left that job awhile ago for something else but some calls still make me weak in the knees.

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