BPD/Borderline Personality Disorder Thread
"Im sorry I went off like that I just got mad" edition
>just called out girl using quote related
>came crawling back to me
>go in circles for a bit, torch the bridge, go no contact
>have a kickass deadlift session the next day
i've done this so many times but each one feels like a new experience.
If I could squat 1kg for every bridge I burned in my life, I'd make Atlas look like a bitch.
>it's another "listen to blacks screaming over distorted bass to hit PRs ezpz" playlist day tomorrow
youtu.be
Just about none of these sound typical borderline behaviour.
What gives, OP?
Song #2 youtu.be
How do I deal with my fear of never being loved and my fear of being abandoned? I lift in hopes that some day I am validated in my faux confidence that some introverted people call "cocky asshole"
Yeah I was gonna say, I know someone with bpd and it's not like that. It's more like "let me lie to everyone about everything, disappoint everyone by shirking responsibilities, steal a fuckload of shit, and then play the victim when I get called out."
My wife has BPD and in her it's more like every single action I make or thing I say is somehow an indicator that I'm going to leave her. I'm still learning how to put fears like that out of her head, but that's just one tiny little noodle in a jumbo bowl of spaghetti. It's hard work to love and tolerate someone with BPD, but if they know their issues, triggers, and ways to control their emotions it's worth it.
Disregard any girls with early signs of anger or attention sickness, It'll only get worse the better you know her. especially the attention part, it's like an addictive drug to them and the more they get the more they crave.
>bitch fucking started to fake mental illnesses
Lift heavy, fuck sluts, marry actual women
>it's worth it.
Until one day you realize that it's not, you've only been lying to yourself and holding on to an illusion. You'll sacrifice yourself and compromise yourself a little more each day, and one day you'll look back and realize that you lost yourself ages ago to her madness and all that you are any more is a caretaker for someone who doesn't really love you. For all your effort, for all your care, for everything you put in, you'll get nothing in the end. Any "episode" may be the episode she kills herself, kills you, fucks a random stranger, steals all your money and runs away, breaks all your shit, betrays any and every secret you ever trusted her with, tells your friends/mom/the police you rape and beat her/your children/the gypsies that live in her hair. And you know this, but you think you can "manage her" but deep down you know you're just walking through a minefield and the explosion could come out of nowhere at any time or place and literally everything you've done to "manage her" will amount to jack shit in that moment.
Because she's not a human being, user, she just looks like one. She's broken inside and always will be. You're living with a hand grenade that's already had the pin pulled, and you're fooling yourself if you think this ends in anything but a tragedy.
Damn dude chill out
>Wouldn't it be funny if I started screaming that you're raping me haha the entire apartment block could hear haha
>attention sickness
doesn't every woman have that?
I demand a greentext since you are apparently an expert the topic
fuark...
Pic reminds me of 2/3 of my exes
this isnt anything to chill out about, this is just good life advice
Seconding this
95% of women have this shit, it seems. Or if they don't have it full-blown, there's bits and pieces.
anyone have the version of OPs pic with "i want a sugar daddy no i want a real daddy actually i just want my real dad to come with" as one of her thoughts
Don't have it but that's the actual BPD one. OP's is the sugar baby edition.
This is not bpd. This is simply "modern women".
My best bro has bpd and I can assure you the real disease is something terrific.
Things he has done
>he thought for months that the director of a mainstream reality show was speaking to his head via nanobots
>he also thought that niggers were an alien species
>thought that God was a weak faggot and everyone who worshipped him would be banished by space and time by the REAL GOD and the God-Kings, including Jesus, Alexander the Great and himself
>he beat the shit out of drug addicts in the streets
>broke a door with a fist
>thought that oxygen was a drug and we were addicted to it and tried to create a drug more powerful than oxygen
>banged his head on the wall, painting it in blood
>threw his cat out of the window. Luckily the cat wasn't harmed
>reading the bible he thought that Matrix was real and the matrix gave him powers because he was the chosen one
I have many similar stories.
BPD is a real disorder, theese sluts are just sluts
It's even worse if they're not childless, tbhon.
Sauce: mother is fat old whore with BPD.
DO NOT STICK YOUR DICK IN CRAZY, Jow Forums! Find a nice trap.
YEEET
Found the fitizen with BPD.
That too.
kek you poor sop. Staying with a BPD is pure 100% soiboy.
Nail on the head. They're skinwalkers, just going through the motions, pretending they're human.
That's not BPD, that's schizophrenia, you full on retard.
Cancel that traps are crazy too.
>>he beat the shit out of drug addicts in the streets
Doing God's work.
BPD is literally and unironically 99% of cunty women's excuse for being a cunt
That's schizophrenia, user.
>my ex
>even resembles her holy shit
This is mine, minus the boobs but triple the cut scars
So, people act like BPD is incurable and people with it are helpless victims of this disorder. But BPD is just learned behavior and though patterns, right? It's tough to change those things, but it's possible, right?
No you fucking retard, that's BPD.
Those were his manic and ipomanic episodes, the depressive episodes are not worthy talking about because during bipolar depression you can't even get out of bed for weeks-months
What you faggots think it's bpd is just sluts fucking with weak faggots like you and you actually believe them when they use a meme disease easily diagnosticable in a shithole like America or the UK as an excuse for their sluttiness
It sucks because I'm attracted to girls like that. Short dark hair with "alternative" art hoe style. Sucks that most girls with that style are emotionally broken.
Kek sorry I thought BPD was Bipolar Disorder and not Borderline Personality Disorder, I'll go away from this thread
This image describes my sister perfectly
Down to the tattoos
If only it were still socially acceptable to sterilize and lobotomize the mentally ill. Then I think women wouldn't be near as willing to act like cunts and blame it on BPD.
Pics
Anybody who doesn't believe women with BPD should be "cured" with a gunshot has never had to deal with one for an extended amount of time, or gotten fucked over by one.
No
BPD symptoms predicted by estrogen.
books.google.com
Nothing new here.
The only person I know with BDP was Eliza from Jow Forums and she deserves the bullet
Agreed
Trust me my guy, I have extensive experience in this category... but in the interest of saving other younger bro's out there, and in the interest of "spitting it raw" ....
There are many, MANY red-flags that signal BPD AKA BAT-FUCKING-INSANE and there are MANY (all caps to emphasize) MANY times when you say to yourself, "you know... this bitch is fucking crazy and this is all going to bite me in the ass some time soon." But that pussy WET and that pussy WILD and you just dive right the fuck back in.
So, I'm sorry bud (non-sarcastic bud here), as much as the BPD woman deserves a bullet, the pussy-whipped among us deserve it too.
Who she? What done?
I know, because I've done it myself, bro. There's so many red flags it could be a communist statehouse, but you brush it all aside.
That said, if there's ever a Thot Secret Police where I can execute them in the middle of the night like some kind of saboteur, I'm going to be the first fucking recruit, that's for sure.
pretend to be cute, rip money off people, sell drugs to kids, pretend to commit suicide 100 times, force parents to move after posting her nudes everywhere when she's underage prompting an investigation, etc
Yes, but the thing with BPD is that the personality traits and learned behaviors actively work against treatment.
So while technically treatable, the sufferer will likely never even seek treatment or respond well to it.
This. He sounds like a bro
Don’t get medicated for this shit. It feels like days and days go by while you just watch it happen. Exactly like the scenes in Fight Club where the main character is suffering from his insomnia. I would just “come to” at work or in a park with absolutely no memory of getting there, or what I’d done for the past two days. Seriously, get more sunshine and exercise if you think you’ve got something similar the medicine will ruin your life
Kike pills turn you into a zombie.
this guy gets it
this. dont fall for it OP
dated a BPD and it's legitimately exactly like this
BPD's are fucking scum lmao. their only redeeming quality is how easy they are to manipulate into having sex with you when you know they're BPD, and how they'll do anything you want in bed to try and win you over (before cutting them off completely ofc). it's what they use to honeypot poor guys who have shitty boundaries and can't recognize BPD's.
BPD IS (((LITERALLY))) the female phenotypic expression of psychopathy. If you date a BPD you are a literal beta
My ex was like this 100% not only girls are crazy, guys are too. Fuck that asshole. He said he never hit women and thats lowly and men who do are scum. Then later told me how he broke exes nose jusy becouse she walked too fast on theyr way to the store or stabbed a woman in arm when she was having fight with his sister. Yeah... Ofc they all saw it coming so none of it was his fault, since they shouldve known better...
What the fuck is BPD? My mom has it, I have read up on it multiple times and I can still not grasp it.
My mom's BPD was making her unable to keep her cool at times, and when she snapped she could not snap out of it again. She would freak out about the smallest thing and turn the whole day to shit.
ITT BPO reads like your common basic bitch
>dated a BPD and it's legitimately exactly like this
I work with alot of waitresses (pretty ironic considering I've worked with more women at this one job than I have probably talked to in the past year outside work) and the job is typically a high stress, fast paced environment, where you can see what people are really made of.
So far it hasn't done much to turn me onto women, if anything i feel more distanced. There's one girl I've known for 4 years now, sort of like kindred spirits in the belly of the beast (the restaurant) surrounded by incompetent retards. She's the kind of girl who the more comfortable you get with, and the more you "give" to her, the more she takes. it's gotten to the point where I can't even do my job properly because she won't take no for an answer because she's "comfortable" with me
I'm getting pretty disgusted with her recently, considering she's put on about 30lbs and gone straight from bubbly flirty waitress to cunty unattractive bitch so fast that she hasn't realized how much lower on the attractiveness scale she is.
>not only girls are crazy, guys are too.
It's like a 99/1 split.
Oh lord it isnt the "thought police" like in 1984 its the real life "THOT police" holy fuck I may be autistic but I think thats funny as hell
We can make this a reality.
>BPD/Borderline Personality Disorder Thread
So, modern women thread?
No mongloid, its BPD, look it up.
Any good stories?
Please Jow Forums make it come true
>>Then later told me how he broke exes nose jusy becouse she walked too fast on theyr way to the store
Alpha as fuck
>tfw gf has bpd
Get out now. It's not worth it.
t. user on the other side.
>You're living with a hand grenade that's already had the pin pulled, and you're fooling yourself if you think this ends in anything but a tragedy.
this sounds like a lyric from an emo song
Drop her immediately.
Only a matter of time before she gets violent. There is no fixing her. Get a divorce and stroke her a check. You will be a lot happier in the long run.
What the fuck I used to know one of these
>BPD IS (((LITERALLY))) the female phenotypic expression of psychopathy.
not to shit on what you're saying but technically incorrect. BPD is peak Cluster B Personality Disorder, which is somewhere along the line of the exact opposite of autism. Lump in with that narcissism, hysterics and anti-social (the only one more common in men).
Psychopaths are... different. They're more callous and disinhibited
We all did. We probably tried to fuck them as well, which would have always been a bad idea
The only thing we should all agree with here is Applebee's isn't a fucking date because it's hardly even edible.
Now that you know the signs, they're EVERYWHERE.
You sound like you've been suffocated for a very long time. Regardless of how bitter you still seem about it, I'm glad you're out of it now. You deserve someone who can handle themselves. You've suffered enough to deserve that... But you deserved it in the first place too. Don't forget that.
It's fun to go there, drink their bottom-of-the-barrel $1 drinks, get some half-priced apps, and play trivia, though.
The trivia helps prevent a lull in conversation for those of us who are supremely autistic.
Thanks for reading my blogpost.
Lel you're right. Classic MCR.
Get your coat, brother
Run! While you still have time!
Dialectical behavior therapy and some other therapies along with medication is really the only way to manage it. BPD is highly co-morbid with other mental disorders like bipolar and depression.
Would be best to just put them out of their misery.
Lemme rephrase it for you.
It's worth it to me because I'm strong of character and will, and she is a human being who needs my help. Even if she herself has nothing to offer, which isn't true, it's worth it to me.
enjoy your lifetime of mental instability
I look forward to hearing you call in to FDR in two years saying "Yeah, I don't know what the fuck I was thinking staying with this crazy bitch".
That lack of self-respect is palpable.
Yikes.
The way it works for us is I do respect myself, I set boundaries, and I do what I want to do, even if she cant or wont do it with me, and whenever she starts getting crazy I let her know her BPD is showing, and she gets it under wraps. Not all of them are on the same level, some are more functional than others, they just need a man capable of putting them in their place. She does absolutely anything and everything for me and shes so scared I'll leave her she never steps out of line, and if one day she does and it's over, well then ok. It's literally a win win.
The lack of being able to control a woman is palpable.
Alternatively, get a more functioning woman.
>If I could squat 1kg for every bridge I burned in my life, I'd make Atlas look like a bitch.
same
Adult life is now just thinking of all the people who aren't in your life anymore and all the relationships and friendships you ruined
Eh, I dont really want one, I like a challenge. To each their own.
>being so desperate for pussy you put in metric tons of effort just to hold down some dysfunctional woman of shitty quality instead of finding a more suitable partner
still yikes
Oh also, I live in indiana, they dont exist.
Not desperate for pussy, and this takes no effort on my part. I fuck who i want when I want, I exist the way I want, and she serves me. Sounds like you might be a little jelly.
>It's literally a win win.
You know, it's really weird that you treat your wife's mental disability as leverage, but that's it's own issue. I'm honestly pretty nervous for you. I can imagine you having kids in the future, and the stress and hormonal imbalance will cause her to do something she can't or won't make up for or take back. Some horrible thing may happen to you, and unfortunate events can only be described as 'horrible' when the occur within a family, and you'll have nobody to blame but yourself because you thought taking advantage of this woman's mental illness was a good idea.
I mean, good luck, but mental disorders don't just handle themselves. Their effects compound over time. The longer you stay with this woman, the more entrenched you're going to be in the life of a dysfunctional person, and I fear for the innocent people you may drag down with you. I was raised around people like this, and it was fucking horrible and lead to me developing personality disorders of my own. For the sake of the next generation, either leave the woman or castrate yourself.
>I live in Indiana
Same, bro. Bloomington. The women here are an absolute disaster.
That's a bit more than bpd my dude.
I'm in kokomo